로그인SIERRA
Dad's office felt smaller than usual with Asher, my mom, and me crammed inside.
Mom had rushed over from work the moment I had called, still wearing her scrubs from the hospital. She sat beside me, her hand gripping mine, while Dad paced behind his desk.
"Let me get this straight," Dad said. "You're not human. You're a wolf. A late bloomer and you're Asher's, true mate."
"Yes," I said quietly.
"And you found this out two days ago."
"Yes."
"And instead of telling us immediately, you decided to play hockey and make bets with Sebastian Crane?"
"That part wasn't planned," Asher interjected. "Sebastian forced my hand."
Dad rounded on him. "You brought my daughter into pack politics. You let her onto the ice knowing she's a target."
"She's safer with me than anywhere else."
"That's not your call to make!"
"Actually, it is." Asher's voice went hard, alpha command bleeding through. "She's my mate. My responsibility and my priority."
The air crackled with tension. Two alphas facing off, even if one was technically human.
"Stop it. Both of you." Mom's voice cut through the posturing. She turned to me, her blue eyes searching. "Sierra, when you say you had a vision, what exactly did you see?"
I described it. The ice, the blood, the violence beneath the surface of a hockey game.
Mom went pale.
"What?" I asked. "Mom, what is it?"
She was quiet for a long moment. When she spoke, her voice was barely above a whisper. "I need to tell you something. Something I should have told you years ago."
Dad stopped pacing. "Claire?"
"I'm not human either." Mom looked at me, tears in her eyes. "I'm a wolf. Blackpine pack, originally. I gave it up when I married your father, and denounced my wolf to be with him."
The room went silent.
"You what?" I stared at her. "You've been human this whole time? By choice?"
"I took suppressants. Strong ones. I haven't shifted in twenty-five years." Mom's hands trembled. "I wanted a normal life. A human life and I wanted the same for you."
"But it doesn't work that way," Asher said quietly. "The wolf doesn't disappear. It waits."
"I know that now." Mom wiped her eyes. "The visions you're having, they're hereditary. My grandmother had them. She could sense danger, see glimpses of the future when she touched other wolves."
"So I'm not just a wolf. I'm a wolf with psychic powers." I laughed, but it sounded hysterical. "Great. That's just great."
"It's a gift," Mom said. "It means you can protect yourself and protect your mate."
"I don't want a mate! I want to be normal!"
The words hung in the air. Asher flinched like I'd hit him.
"Sierra," he started.
"No. You don't get it." I stood, needing space. "I didn't ask for this. Any of this. The wolf, the visions, the bond. I had plans. College, a career, a life that didn't involve pack politics and territorial disputes."
"I know." Asher's voice was soft. "And I'm sorry. If I could change it—"
"But you can't. Neither can I." I looked at Mom. "The suppressants. Could I take them? Stop this before it goes any further?"
Mom shook her head. "Once the wolf manifests, suppressants don't work. And with a mate bond this strong..." She glanced at Asher. "Trying to suppress it would be agony for both of you."
"So I'm stuck."
"You're blessed," Dad said. He'd moved to stand beside Mom, his anger fading into something that looked like acceptance. "Do you know how rare true mates are? Most wolves spend their whole lives searching."
"I'm nineteen. I wasn't supposed to be searching at all."
"Life doesn't wait for you to be ready, kiddo." Dad managed a small smile. "Trust me, I know. Your mother wasn't part of my plan either but she's the best thing that ever happened to me."
Mom leaned into him, and the love between them was real.
"The game on Friday," Asher said, changing the subject. "Sebastian's going to play dirty. He knows Sierra's my weak point."
"Then we don't let her be a weak point," Dad said, slipping into coach mode. "We turn her into an advantage."
"How?"
"She plays."
"Absolutely not," Asher and I said in unison.
Dad held up a hand. "Hear me out. Sebastian expects Sierra to be a distraction, sitting in the stands, vulnerable. But if she's on the ice, part of the team, she's protected. The refs won't allow any illegal hits, and Sebastian can't touch her without drawing penalties."
"She's not trained," Asher argued. "One practice doesn't make her ready for a game against Silvermoon."
"She kept up with your line. Better than kept up—she excelled." Dad looked at me. "What do you think?"
"I think you're all insane." But even as I said it, part of me was intrigued. The wolf part, probably. The part that wanted to prove itself. "I'm a freshman. I'm not even officially on the team."
"You are now. I'll file the paperwork today." Dad's face turned serious. "But Sierra, if you do this, you need to understand what's at stake. This isn't just hockey. It's pack honor, territorial rights, and your relationship with Asher. Sebastian will target you specifically."
"Let him try." The words came out before I could stop them, laced with a growl that didn't sound entirely human.
Asher's eyes flashed gold. "Your wolf is showing."
"Good. Maybe it's time she did." I turned to Dad. "I'll play. But I need practice. Real practice. Every day until Friday."
"Done." Dad pulled out his phone. "I'll call an extra session for tonight. Team only. We'll run plays, get you integrated."
Mom stood, smoothing her scrubs. "I need to get back to the hospital. But Sierra, tonight. Come home. We'll talk more about the visions, about controlling them."
"Okay."
She kissed my forehead, whispered something to Dad, and left.
The moment she was gone, Dad's face hardened. "Kane. A word. Alone."
"Dad—"
"It's fine." Asher squeezed my shoulder. "Wait outside?"
I left reluctantly, closing the door but staying close enough to hear.
"You hurt her, and I don't care if you're an alpha. I will end you."
"I won't hurt her."
"You already are. Mate bond or not, she's nineteen years old. She should be worrying about exams and parties, not pack wars and death threats."
"I know. But I can't change what we are."
"No, but you can give her time. Space. Let her choose this instead of forcing it on her."
There was a long pause.
"She doesn't want the bond," Asher said quietly. "You heard her. She wants normal."
"What she wants and what she needs aren't always the same thing." Dad's voice softened. "But you push her too hard, too fast, and you'll lose her. Mate bond or not."
"Then what do I do?"
"You let her set the pace. You protect her without smothering her. And you win that damn game on Friday so Sebastian backs off long enough for her to figure this out."
"Yes, sir."
The door opened. Asher walked out, his face carefully neutral. But through the bond—the bond I was trying so hard to ignore, I felt his turmoil. His fear that he was ruining my life. His desperate need to keep me safe.
"You okay?" I asked.
"Are you?"
"Honestly? No. But I will be." I took a breath. "Extra practice tonight. Don't go easy on me."
"I wouldn't dream of it." He smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes. "Sierra, what you said in there. About not wanting this—"
"I was angry and scared."
"But you meant it."
I looked at him. Really looked. The way he held himself separate, like he was afraid one wrong move would drive me away. The gold in his eyes meant his wolf was close to the surface, protective and possessive.
"I don't know what I want," I admitted. "But I know I don't want you to get hurt because of me. So we win on Friday. We keep Sebastian away from both of us. And then…"
"Then we figure out the rest."
"Yeah."
He nodded and walked away, leaving me standing in the hallway.
My phone buzzed. A text from an unknown number.
Unknown: Cute. The coach's daughter playing hero. See you Friday, little wolf.
Sebastian.
I deleted the message, but my hands were shaking.
Friday couldn't come fast enough.
SierraThe lodge sat empty.I stood in the doorway, cold air stinging my face. Asher shoved past, gun out, flashlight stabbing into every corner like he could bully the dark into giving up answers. I already knew he wouldn’t find shit.Empty rooms. Just dust and cold.Jace limped in after us, propping himself against the wall. Face ghostly pale, sweat dripping down his forehead. He looked like hell and had no business being on that leg, but good luck telling him to sit this one out.“They’re gone,” Asher said when he stepped back outside.His face was all locked down tight, the way it gets when he’s stuffing everything deep so it doesn’t show.My phone buzzed. A video.I tapped it open, stomach already in knots. There were Mom and Dad, tied to chairs in that room I knew way too well. Stone walls. Narrow windows. The exact same spot where I’d spent those first awful nights in the palace, staring out at the courtyard, wondering what fresh nightmare was coming.“He took them to the palac
SierraThe warehouse sat way out at the end of this gravel road, nothing but frozen fields and bare trees all around. Garrett stood by the door, hands buried in his coat, breath puffing white. He looked older than Sierra remembered. Or maybe just beat down.Asher parked behind a busted tractor and killed the lights. They sat there in the dark a second.“You stay behind me,” Asher said.“No.”“Sierra—”“He talks to me or we walk away right now.”Asher’s jaw clenched but he let it go.They got out. Cold hit like a slap. Sierra’s boots crunched loud on the frozen gravel. Garrett saw them coming. Face didn’t change.“You shouldn’t be here,” he said when they got close.“My parents are stuck somewhere with Sebastian’s men,” Sierra said. “You set the route. You picked the guards. You know exactly where they are.”Garrett glanced at Asher. “I’ve been with your father since before you were born.”“That’s not an answer,” Asher said.Garrett looked back at Sierra. Something shifted in his eyes.
Asher The morning light came in low and kinda useless through the pack house windows. Same thin winter gold that never warms a damn thing, just shows up anyway.Sierra’s mom stood by the car, messing with her scarf, wrapping it twice like that would actually help against the cold. Dad was already in the driver’s seat, engine humming low. Typical him — always ready first so nobody else had to rush.“You’ll come visit,” her mom said.“We will.”“Before summer. Not after. Before.”Sierra almost smiled. “Before summer.”Her mom yanked her into one of those bone-crushing hugs that says way more than words ever could. When she let go her eyes were shiny but the tears stayed put. She was always good at that.Then Edric came down the steps.Sierra watched him walk over to her dad’s window. Dad rolled it down. The two of them just stared at each other a beat. Territory alpha and a professor who never chased power. They’d sorta figured each other out these past days. Not friends. Just… quiet re
ASHERThe season ended in March.I won't go through every single game from October to then. I remember most of them though. Not in some obsessive way, but because I cared about it the right amount. The kind that actually sticks. We finished fifteen and four in the regular season. More than Harlen expected, less than Petrov wanted. We made it to the conference final as a team that didn't have to explain itself anymore.Callum turned into someone I trusted by November. The kind of guy who saves you from your own stupid mistakes a few times and never makes a big deal about it. Petrov settled into the line like he'd always belonged there. Two other walk-ons became essential in ways nobody saw coming. That's the best kind of thing on a team and the hardest to plan for.Sierra got through her first full season with the women's program without any big incidents and scored one goal that Jace texted me about seventeen seconds after it happened. From three rows up in the stands. All capitals.I
SIERRAWe went back to the pack house that evening.Not because we had to. The council was done, the formal stuff was finished. We could've driven straight back to the city and been home by midnight. But Vera had food going and my mom had already said yes before anyone asked me, and honestly I didn't want to head back to the apartment yet. I wanted one more night in a house that felt like it had real roots.The pack house at night felt warmer than last time. Maybe the fire. Maybe all the people. Rowan came back with us, plus two others whose names I'm still learning, and Rebecca moved around the kitchen like she was already getting the feel of the place. I do the same thing in new spots.My parents had never been to a pack house before.Dad did his usual thing — sat at the long table, talked a little, listened more. Mom found Vera in about four minutes and started a conversation I knew would outlast everyone else in the room.Edric showed up after an hour or so.He hadn't gone to the
ASHERThe council chamber was a room built for heavy stuff.Old stone walls, high ceiling, this long dark wood table that had been there longer than any of us. Seven seats on the council side, filled with people from seven different territories — neutral, by design, no ties to either side. The place smelled like old paper and the kind of cold you get in buildings that only heat when they have to.My father sat to my left. Sierra to my right. Jace was behind us with Rebecca, who'd traveled two days to get here and looked like someone who'd made up her mind and wasn't turning back.Sebastian sat across the table with his advocate and two witnesses. He'd dressed for it — the kind of clothes that say "I'm permanent and legitimate" before he even opens his mouth.He looked across at me once, when we were all seated.I looked back and didn't say anything. That's the best answer when someone's fishing for a reaction.---The senior council member was this woman Aldene. At least seventy, buil
SierraI was discharged at 11 that night against the doctor’s advice but with Mom’s hesitant consent. She made me promise to wake her if anything felt wrong, extracted a blood oath from Asher that he wouldn't let me out of his sight, and finally, finally let me leave the sterile hospital room that
SierraEverything was aching at that removed, blurry way of feeling which told me I was under some sort of drug influence. My mouth was metallic and felt like I was sucking on cotton, and When I made an attempt to move my arm, an IV line I pulled was tuggintg painfully. Monitors were beeping with a
SierraThe cafeteria was bustling with the typical lunch-time chaos - trays clattering, people talking, all of it blurring into a roar I should have been used to by now. Should have felt safe. After last night's meeting in Coach's office Asher didn't want to go to the next class, I wanted to be nex
SierraThe administration building seemed different at eight on a.m. Colder. More official. As though the university had donned its formal face in order to tell us, We’re just students here, bound by rules we didn’t create and consequences we couldn't anticipate.Asher’s hand was warm in mine as we







