LOGINAstrid’s POV
In my fright, I had hit the floor hard, the impact rattling straight through my bones. “Ow… damn it!” I groaned, tempted to massage my aching behind but I couldn't as a shadow loomed over me almost instantly. “You always make an entrance like that, or is this a special performance?” He drawled forcing me to look up. My fury was blazing and humiliation was burning even hotter. Ocean Rhett was now standing over me, barefoot on the hardwood floor, completely unapologetic about the fact that he wasn’t wearing a shirt. My eyes betrayed me as they began sliding down his body before I could stop them. They traveled from his broad shoulders to his chest that had been built from years of hockey and discipline. Faint lines of muscle pulled tight when he shifted, his skin warm and golden in the morning light. I swallowed, pressing my thighs together. My gaze drifted lower, going over his stomach, the faint ridges of muscle there and then down to that sharp V-line disappearing beneath the waistband of his underwear. Oh, no. I snapped my eyes away instantly, heat flooding my face, my heart slamming so hard I could hear it in my ears. Despite the awkwardness, he was annoyingly composed and completely unbothered by the fact that I had just fallen out of his bed half dressed. “You…” I scrambled to my feet, clutching the oversized vest tighter around myself. “What the hell happened last night?” I demanded. He didn't give an immediate answer, he tilted his head, dragging his eyes lazily over me. “Good morning to you too.” He smirked. “Don’t,” I snapped. “Don’t you dare do that. Did you sleep with me?” I forced the last question out. And that wiped the amusement off his face, just barely. “Yes, I did.” The answer was immediate, too immediate to be rehearsed. With my heart in my mouth, I searched his expression, my pulse hammering. “You’re lying?” I whispered, tears burning the corner of my eyes. Shoving his hand into his hair, he shrugged. “If I'm lying, I’d enjoy it more,” he said dryly. Seeing I was going to lose it completely, he pushed his hands forward. “Relax, you passed out in the bar fully clothed. You had jeans on… I couldn't let you sleep on that so I gave you my vest and slept on the couch.” I exhaled sharply, relief mixing with something I refused to name. “Then how did you end up beside me?” I questioned. “You woke up screaming at three a.m, I had to come on and soothe you.” Grinning now, he added, “You refused to let go of me so…” I didn’t know whether to be embarrassed or grateful. But instead of going for any, I chose anger. “This doesn’t explain why I’m in your apartment.” I snapped but I didn’t get a response. Ocean turned away from me only to start walking toward the kitchen like he had all the time in the world. I followed him immediately, my bare feet slapping against polished floors. “Hey,” I snapped. “I asked you something.” “You asked five things,” he replied calmly. “Pick one.” I stalked after him, still wearing nothing but his vest, which brushed the tops of my thighs every time I moved. His apartment was massive, open-plan, modern, all steel, glass, and muted colors. It screamed Ocean Rhett, controlled, intimidating and expensive. “Why did you bring me here?” I demanded. He grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge and tossed it to me. “Because you were drunk, because you were crying, because you passed out cold and because I’m not an asshole.” I caught the bottle clumsily. “That’s debatable,” I said under my breath, watching the corner of his mouth lift. “Yet here you are.” He smacked his lips. Glaring at his back, I scowled, “Stop deflecting.” He turned to face me, leaning casually against the counter. “Stop interrogating.” “Then stop being smug!” I challenged him, earning myself a full smirk. “You look cute when you’re mad.” He chuckled. “I am not cute,” I snapped. “I’m furious.” “You’re wearing my vest.” “I didn’t ask to!” “You didn’t refuse either.” That did it because that instant, I marched toward him, jabbing my finger into his chest. “This isn’t funny. I woke up next to my ex-boyfriend's rival with no memory of the night before. Do you know how that looks?” Ocean looked down at my finger, then back at my face. “Do you care how it looks or how it feels?” I stiffened and then slowly, I asked, “What is that supposed to mean?” “It means,” he said evenly, “that Reis didn’t look half as concerned about you last night as you think he would’ve.” My stomach dropped at once. “You don’t get to talk about him.” “Why?” he challenged. “Because it hurts?” Silence stretched between us, thick and uncomfortable then he straightened. “I know what happened.” “What?” I blinked. “With Reis,” he said. “And Hannah.” My throat tightened as memories came rushing in. “You don’t know anything.” “I know he kissed her in the hallway,” he said bluntly. “I know you saw it and I know you walked out looking like someone ripped your heart out.” With my pulse racing in my ear, I stared at him. “You were watching?” I whispered. “I was there,” he replied. “Unlike him.” He added His response made anger flare hot in my chest. “So what? You dragged me here out of pity?” “No,” he said slowly. “Out of opportunity.” That word made my skin prickle and it forced me to keep my whole attention on him, “Opportunity for what?” Ocean’s gaze sharpened, something darker flickering beneath the surface. “Revenge.” A short, disbelieving laugh burst out of me. “You’re unbelievable.” I chuckled, crossing my hands on my chest only to tug the vest downwards. “You didn’t say no.” “I’m saying it now,” I snapped. “You want to use me the same way Reis did… to get back at him, huh.” “That’s not what I said.” He tried to defend himself. “That’s exactly what you said,” I shot back. “You hate him, you want to hurt him and suddenly I’m useful.” Ignoring my rants, Ocean stepped closer. “You were already hurting.” “That doesn’t make me your weapon.” “No,” he agreed. “But it makes you motivated.” “I’m not interested,” I said flatly. “I don’t want revenge. All I want right now is my clothes.” Adjusting the band of his sweatpant, he studied me for a long moment, then nodded. “Laundry room,” he said. Confused, I frowned. “What?” “Your clothes,” he said. “I washed and dried them.” “You… what?” I gasped, disbelief washing over me. “You smelled like tequila and regret,” he replied. “I figured you would want them clean so I helped.” He smacked his lips then shrugged. With my hands folded by my side, I swallowed hard, my pride stinging in my throat. “I didn’t ask you to do that.” “Still did it.” Rolling my eyes, I brushed past him. “Where?” I demanded. He pointed down the hall, saying, “Second door on the left.” When I got to the laundry room, I grabbed my clothes without saying thank you, changed quickly, and stormed toward the front door, my head spinning with too many emotions to name. I was halfway out when footsteps pounded behind me. “Astrid.” He called but I didn’t stop. “Astrid,” he repeated, louder this time only then did I turn sharply. “What?” He stood a few feet away, his expression unreadable. “You’re walking away from an advantage.” “I don’t want your advantage.” Tilting his head, he smirked but that simple gesture of his sent my heart racing at once. “What if I tell the whole school what happened last night?” he asked calmly. “You know, I don’t need proof to make them believe you slept on my bed but I do have one.” Before the words could sink in, he lifted his hand. My breath caught as he waved my earrings in front of my face.Ocean’s POVMidterms were coming and for the first time in a long time, I actually gave a damn.Biting the corner of my lip, I stared at the paper in front of me, my fingers tightening slightly around the edge of it like I could crush the numbers into changing.My score was embarrassingly low.Still gripping the paper, I leaned back in my chair, exhaling slowly then proceeded to drag a hand down my face.This wasn’t me.No matter how invested I was in hockey, I don’t struggle with school work but recently, my attention span during lectures was low and now, it was catching up to me.“If you keep staring at it, it’s not going to magically go up.” Calvin’s voice cut through my thoughts.I didn’t bother looking at him. “Thanks. That was helpful.”“I’m serious,” he said, sliding into the chair beside me. “You’re slipping.”“I noticed.”“No, I mean really slipping,” he added. “You’ve had what… three low quiz scores now?”Staring straight ahead, I clenched my jaw slightly.He wasn’t wrong an
Astrid’s POVFor a second, I didn’t move, I just stood there staring into space as something cold slid down my spine. Dawn was still standing by the door, watching me like she was waiting for my reaction, but I didn’t give her one. Instead, I inhaled, then exhaled and walked toward the door.“You don’t have to open it,” Dawn said quickly, her voice lower now. “I can just tell her to leave.”Shaking my head, I said, “No.”“I’ll handle it,” I added, giving her a reassuring smile. Dawn hesitated, then stepped aside slowly. “Fine,” she muttered. “But if she says anything stupid…”“I’ll survive,” I said, though I wasn’t entirely sure that was true in the way she meant it.My fingers curled around the cold handle. For a split second, I considered not opening it at all then I pulled the door open only to Caitlin standing there like she had been waiting for a performance cue.She had the perfect posture, perfect hair and the perfect smile that stretched just a little too wide across her
Astrid’s POV The following week… It still felt strange hearing the word cleared attached to my name. It was like it didn’t belong to me and like it was meant for someone else who hadn’t spent days being stared at like they were guilty of something they never did but it was real. Hannah’s little empire had cracked, and one of her minions had finally been exposed for slipping drugs into my locker like it was some kind of twisted joke. And just like that, I was recalled to school. I still didn’t know which part felt the most unreal. Adjusting my duffle bag on my shoulder, I stepped into the dorm quietly, shutting the door behind me like I was afraid the world outside would follow me in. Once I was inside, my bag slid off my shoulder and hit the floor with a dull thud. The silence was peaceful, making me draw in a long exhale but it didn't last. “Astrid!” Dawn called on the top of her voice and before I could even turn, she crashed into me. Her arms wrapped tightly around my wa
Ocean’s POVThe moment I stepped back into the living room, the air felt different.Calvin was talking to my father with the kind of tone he only used when he was trying to keep a situation from spiraling but the second he saw me, he stopped.His eyes flickered to mine, something unreadable passing through them before he straightened, stepping aside like he was making room for a storm he knew was about to hit.And just like that, it was just me and him again.My father.Vance Belmont stood near the center of the room, one hand tucked casually into his pocket, the other resting by his side. He looked calm and composed like he hadn’t just walked into my space and tried to dismantle everything I was trying to hold together.His gaze met mine, steady, unblinking and assessing.For a moment, neither of us spoke, then he broke the silence.“Why have you been ignoring my calls?”“Because I don’t want to talk to you,” I replied, tightening my jaw. The words came out flat and stripped of anyt
Astrid’s POVThe moment the words left my mouth, the air shifted.I didn’t even have to look at Ocean to feel it but I looked anyway and I wished I hadn’t.The expression on his face wasn’t just anger. It wasn’t even rage in the way I had seen it before on the rink, or when Reis pushed him too far. This was something else entirely. It was something darker and something that looked like it had been buried for a long time and had just clawed its way to the surface.His jaw was clenched so hard that I thought it might crack. He curled his fists at his sides, his knuckles whitening, as his shoulders went rigid like he was holding himself back with every ounce of strength he had left.He looked like he was about to combust.“Hey,” Calvin’s voice cut in quickly. “Calm down, man. Just… breathe. Talk to him, hear him out.”Ocean didn’t even blink then suddenly, he turned to me. It was so abrupt that it made me flinch.His hands came up to my shoulders, firm but not rough, grounding me in pl
Astrid’s POVI had refreshed my email so many times that the motion had become a muscle memory for me. My thumb would drag down the screen before I even realized I was doing it again and each time, the outcome was the same.There was nothing in my inbox, my spam was blank even my promotion was empty. It was as if the entire school administration had collectively decided to disappear off the face of the earth just when my life depended on them the most.A shaky sigh slipped past my lips as I let my phone fall against my chest, my head sinking deeper into the couch. The silence in Ocean’s house felt louder than usual, pressing in on me and making every thought echo in my head. “You're been suspended, pending expulsion.” The words replayed over and over in my head like a broken record, each repetition digging deeper into my chest.I shut my eyes, willing myself to sleep, in a bid to escape the spiral for a moment. Ocean had said he wouldn’t be back until late afternoon, which meant
Astrid’s POVThe moment I saw Ocean standing at the door, everything inside me shifted, Reis felt it too. I didn’t need to look at him to know because the next second, he pulled away from me like he had been burned.The space between us widened and then Ocean moved.In two long strides, he was in
Astrid’s POVIf someone had told me that my life would spiral this badly in less than twenty-four hours, I would have laughed in their face.But now, I couldn’t even laugh.I sat stiffly in my seat, my pen hovering over my notebook, pretending to take notes while my mind replayed one thing over and
Astrid’s POVThe moment Reis’s fingers wrapped around my wrist, stopping me from pulling my phone away, something shifted in the air between us.My eyes flicked up to his face, searching, and studying. His usual confidence, the one he wore like armor was cracked. It was barely noticeable if you di
Reis’s POVThe moment I saw him sitting several tables away from us, something in me snapped. It was not visible, but inside, it was instant, sharp and violent.Ocean was here of all places and all times. Instead, I leaned back slightly in my chair, keeping my expression neutral as my eyes flicke







