Se connecterAstrid’s POV
In my fright, I had hit the floor hard, the impact rattling straight through my bones. “Ow… damn it!” I groaned, tempted to massage my aching behind but I couldn't as a shadow loomed over me almost instantly. “You always make an entrance like that, or is this a special performance?” He drawled forcing me to look up. My fury was blazing and humiliation was burning even hotter. Ocean Rhett was now standing over me, barefoot on the hardwood floor, completely unapologetic about the fact that he wasn’t wearing a shirt. My eyes betrayed me as they began sliding down his body before I could stop them. They traveled from his broad shoulders to his chest that had been built from years of hockey and discipline. Faint lines of muscle pulled tight when he shifted, his skin warm and golden in the morning light. I swallowed, pressing my thighs together. My gaze drifted lower, going over his stomach, the faint ridges of muscle there and then down to that sharp V-line disappearing beneath the waistband of his underwear. Oh, no. I snapped my eyes away instantly, heat flooding my face, my heart slamming so hard I could hear it in my ears. Despite the awkwardness, he was annoyingly composed and completely unbothered by the fact that I had just fallen out of his bed half dressed. “You…” I scrambled to my feet, clutching the oversized vest tighter around myself. “What the hell happened last night?” I demanded. He didn't give an immediate answer, he tilted his head, dragging his eyes lazily over me. “Good morning to you too.” He smirked. “Don’t,” I snapped. “Don’t you dare do that. Did you sleep with me?” I forced the last question out. And that wiped the amusement off his face, just barely. “Yes, I did.” The answer was immediate, too immediate to be rehearsed. With my heart in my mouth, I searched his expression, my pulse hammering. “You’re lying?” I whispered, tears burning the corner of my eyes. Shoving his hand into his hair, he shrugged. “If I'm lying, I’d enjoy it more,” he said dryly. Seeing I was going to lose it completely, he pushed his hands forward. “Relax, you passed out in the bar fully clothed. You had jeans on… I couldn't let you sleep on that so I gave you my vest and slept on the couch.” I exhaled sharply, relief mixing with something I refused to name. “Then how did you end up beside me?” I questioned. “You woke up screaming at three a.m, I had to come on and soothe you.” Grinning now, he added, “You refused to let go of me so…” I didn’t know whether to be embarrassed or grateful. But instead of going for any, I chose anger. “This doesn’t explain why I’m in your apartment.” I snapped but I didn’t get a response. Ocean turned away from me only to start walking toward the kitchen like he had all the time in the world. I followed him immediately, my bare feet slapping against polished floors. “Hey,” I snapped. “I asked you something.” “You asked five things,” he replied calmly. “Pick one.” I stalked after him, still wearing nothing but his vest, which brushed the tops of my thighs every time I moved. His apartment was massive, open-plan, modern, all steel, glass, and muted colors. It screamed Ocean Rhett, controlled, intimidating and expensive. “Why did you bring me here?” I demanded. He grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge and tossed it to me. “Because you were drunk, because you were crying, because you passed out cold and because I’m not an asshole.” I caught the bottle clumsily. “That’s debatable,” I said under my breath, watching the corner of his mouth lift. “Yet here you are.” He smacked his lips. Glaring at his back, I scowled, “Stop deflecting.” He turned to face me, leaning casually against the counter. “Stop interrogating.” “Then stop being smug!” I challenged him, earning myself a full smirk. “You look cute when you’re mad.” He chuckled. “I am not cute,” I snapped. “I’m furious.” “You’re wearing my vest.” “I didn’t ask to!” “You didn’t refuse either.” That did it because that instant, I marched toward him, jabbing my finger into his chest. “This isn’t funny. I woke up next to my ex-boyfriend's rival with no memory of the night before. Do you know how that looks?” Ocean looked down at my finger, then back at my face. “Do you care how it looks or how it feels?” I stiffened and then slowly, I asked, “What is that supposed to mean?” “It means,” he said evenly, “that Reis didn’t look half as concerned about you last night as you think he would’ve.” My stomach dropped at once. “You don’t get to talk about him.” “Why?” he challenged. “Because it hurts?” Silence stretched between us, thick and uncomfortable then he straightened. “I know what happened.” “What?” I blinked. “With Reis,” he said. “And Hannah.” My throat tightened as memories came rushing in. “You don’t know anything.” “I know he kissed her in the hallway,” he said bluntly. “I know you saw it and I know you walked out looking like someone ripped your heart out.” With my pulse racing in my ear, I stared at him. “You were watching?” I whispered. “I was there,” he replied. “Unlike him.” He added His response made anger flare hot in my chest. “So what? You dragged me here out of pity?” “No,” he said slowly. “Out of opportunity.” That word made my skin prickle and it forced me to keep my whole attention on him, “Opportunity for what?” Ocean’s gaze sharpened, something darker flickering beneath the surface. “Revenge.” A short, disbelieving laugh burst out of me. “You’re unbelievable.” I chuckled, crossing my hands on my chest only to tug the vest downwards. “You didn’t say no.” “I’m saying it now,” I snapped. “You want to use me the same way Reis did… to get back at him, huh.” “That’s not what I said.” He tried to defend himself. “That’s exactly what you said,” I shot back. “You hate him, you want to hurt him and suddenly I’m useful.” Ignoring my rants, Ocean stepped closer. “You were already hurting.” “That doesn’t make me your weapon.” “No,” he agreed. “But it makes you motivated.” “I’m not interested,” I said flatly. “I don’t want revenge. All I want right now is my clothes.” Adjusting the band of his sweatpant, he studied me for a long moment, then nodded. “Laundry room,” he said. Confused, I frowned. “What?” “Your clothes,” he said. “I washed and dried them.” “You… what?” I gasped, disbelief washing over me. “You smelled like tequila and regret,” he replied. “I figured you would want them clean so I helped.” He smacked his lips then shrugged. With my hands folded by my side, I swallowed hard, my pride stinging in my throat. “I didn’t ask you to do that.” “Still did it.” Rolling my eyes, I brushed past him. “Where?” I demanded. He pointed down the hall, saying, “Second door on the left.” When I got to the laundry room, I grabbed my clothes without saying thank you, changed quickly, and stormed toward the front door, my head spinning with too many emotions to name. I was halfway out when footsteps pounded behind me. “Astrid.” He called but I didn’t stop. “Astrid,” he repeated, louder this time only then did I turn sharply. “What?” He stood a few feet away, his expression unreadable. “You’re walking away from an advantage.” “I don’t want your advantage.” Tilting his head, he smirked but that simple gesture of his sent my heart racing at once. “What if I tell the whole school what happened last night?” he asked calmly. “You know, I don’t need proof to make them believe you slept on my bed but I do have one.” Before the words could sink in, he lifted his hand. My breath caught as he waved my earrings in front of my face.Astrid’s POVThe next morning felt unreal.It was as if the world had moved forward while I had stayed frozen somewhere in the middle of last night.The campus looked the same as always. Students walked through the gates in clusters, laughing, talking, complaining about assignments and professors. Suddenly, a group of girls hurried past me, the scent of expensive perfume trailing behind them.Everything was normal, except me.Trying to blend in, I kept my head down as I walked toward the main building. I was clutching my bag strap tightly like it could anchor me to something stable.Every now and then I felt eyes on me or maybe that was just paranoia.The event of last night had spread across campus like wildfire, I didn't need anyone to tell me. News traveled fast in this school, especially when it involved the hockey team. My stomach twisted at the thoughts of the vile comments that would be directed at me.Dragging in a deep breath, I pushed the thought away and kept walking.
Astrid’s POVThe moment the club doors closed behind me, the noise swallowed itself.The loud music faded into a dull vibration, laughter turned into distant echoes, and suddenly all I could hear was my own heartbeat. The sound was sharp, uneven and too loud inside my head but I didn’t stop running.The cold evening air slapped against my face as I ran into the street, my heels striking the pavement too fast and hard. My chest burned and my throat felt tight.I didn’t even know where I was going, I just knew I had to get away from the club and most especially Ocean and Reis. God, Reis.Where did he come from?If anything, I wasn't expecting him to be at the club. Ocean shouldn't be in a place where he would run into Reis. And Reis has no business there either. My steps slowed slightly as Reis face flashed through my mind. The anger in his eyes and the way he grabbed my arm like he still had a right to was embedded in my head. A strange chill ran through my spine and immediately
Ocean’s POVBy the time I pushed through the club doors, she was gone.The cold night air hit me like a slap, sharp and grounding, but it did nothing to slow the restless energy coursing through my body. The music from the club still thumped faintly behind me, muffled by the heavy doors, but outside everything felt too quiet and empty.Pushing my hands into my pockets, I swirled around, scanning the street but there was no sign of her. “Dammit!, where the hell did she go?” I groaned internally. I moved further away from the entrance, my eyes darting over every passing figure, every shadow and every car pulling away from the curb.“Astrid,” I muttered, already pulling my phone from my pocket.I called her, it rang thrice but no response. My next attempt sent the call into voicemail but I quickly ended the call before the automated voice could finish. I counted up to sixty in my head then tried again but it was the same result.My jaw tightened as I slowly placed my back against th
Astrid’s POV“Hey, relax,” Ocean cooed, tightening his grip on me. “I'm relaxed,” I lied through my teeth and he knew it. The moment we reached the entrance of the club, I knew I had made a mistake which was too late to correct now. The bass from the music was pulsing through the floor beneath my heels, vibrating up my legs and settling somewhere deep in my chest. Neon lights flickered overhead, casting flashes of purple and blue across the crowd waiting to get in. People were laughing and chattering on the top of their voices. Nervous, I kept darting my eyes until it fell on some girls from my school. They stood near the entrance of the club, dressed in outfits that ranged from effortlessly glamorous to dangerously daring. Their conversations stopped one by one as soon as their eyes landed on me.No, not just on me, on us.Their expressions shifted to surprise, curiosity and disbelief like ripples spreading through water.“Oh no.” I said under my breath as my heart fell into
Astrid’s POV“Hey, relax,” Ocean cooed, tightening his grip on me. “I'm relaxed,” I lied through my teeth and he knew it. The moment we reached the entrance of the club, I knew I had made a mistake which was too late to correct now. The bass from the music was pulsing through the floor beneath my heels, vibrating up my legs and settling somewhere deep in my chest. Neon lights flickered overhead, casting flashes of purple and blue across the crowd waiting to get in. People were laughing and chattering on the top of their voices. Nervous, I kept darting my eyes until it fell on some girls from my school. They stood near the entrance of the club, dressed in outfits that ranged from effortlessly glamorous to dangerously daring. Their conversations stopped one by one as soon as their eyes landed on me.No, not just on me, on us.Their expressions shifted to surprise, curiosity and disbelief like ripples spreading through water.“Oh no.” I said under my breath as my heart fell into
Astrid’s POVThe city lights blurred past the window like streaks of liquid gold.Finally, Ocean was satisfied with my look and now we are on our way to wherever he was taking me to. Pressing my lips into a thin line, I kept my eyes fixed on my phone, pretending to scroll through messages I wasn’t actually reading. The glow from the screen illuminated my face, giving me something to focus on instead of the heavy awareness sitting beside me in the driver’s seat.The car smelled faintly of leather and something clean, masculine, and expensive. Everything about him and about this entire evening felt too polished and too intentional like he had planned this day beforehand. I shifted slightly, crossing one leg over the other, the slit of my dress sliding higher against my thigh. The movement made me hyperaware of my body and the way the fabric clung to me like it was my second skin. I could still remember the way his eyes had looked at me back at the store.God, that look went beyond







