Fake Dating my Ex's Worst Enemy のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 4

Astrid’s POVStunned, I left my eyes glued on the couple who were making out in front of me with no care in the world. I didn’t scream, I didn’t cry either though I really wanted to do one out of the two or maybe or both. With a lump in my throat, I just stood there, frozen in place as if my body had forgotten how to function.Reis’s mouth was still pressed to hers; soft, familiar and intimate in a way that made my stomach twist violently. Hannah Blake’s fingers were curled into the front of his jersey, her body leaning into his like she had every right to be there.And like I didn’t.The corridor buzzed with noise. Laughter rented the air, skates scraped against concrete and lockers slamming but all I could hear was my heartbeat pounding wildly in my ears.This wasn’t happening, this couldn’t be happening. – I thought, trying to regulate my heavy breathing. Unable to bear the pain anymore, I decided to leave but my clumsiness made me bump into a furniture, making a low wince esca

Astrid’s POVBy the time I got back to the hostel after a fruitless struggle with Ocean, my legs felt like they might give out from under me.The corridor was quiet, too quiet for a school day but I welcomed it as I wanted that quietness. I was already cooking up the perfect tale to say to Dawn but when I got into our shared dormitory, her bed was empty. Her bag was gone, which meant she was probably at practice or the library or anywhere that wasn’t here. I was grateful she wasn't here to interrogate me. I would have loved to find out where she was but didn’t have the energy to check.Exhaling, I dropped my bag on the floor and slumped onto my bed, staring straight up at the ceiling like it might offer answers if I looked long enough.My heart wouldn’t slow down.It continued to thump violently against my ribs, every beat echoing the same question over and over again.What have you done?No matter how much I tried, Ocean’s voice continued to replay in my head with cruel clarity.