MasukRonan’s POV
She stared up at me like she didn’t know whether to punch me or thank me. I held her phone out, letting her take it from my hand slowly.
“Well, well,” I said, letting my eyes travel from her bare feet buried in sand to the silk dress clinging to her curves. “The nerd grew up.”
I tried not to look down at her cleavage peeking out through her dress. She had grown up into a beautiful woman with red curls framing her heart shaped face.
Her cheeks flushed. “God, not you…”
“I'm glad you didn't forget me, Sarra.” I leaned against the rail at the edge of the patio. I had not seen her in years, ever since she left for a private art school in Paris.
“How could I forget my bully?” She asked, frowning.
“You used to trip over your shoelaces and carry sketchbooks everywhere. Now you look like…” I let my eyes run down her body again and didn’t bother to hide it. “Trouble.”
She hugged her arms around herself. “I’m not trouble.”
I took a sip from the flask in my pocket. “Then why do you look like you want to murder someone? Do you want a drink?”
She bit her lower lip, and I felt the strangest urge to run my thumb over her luscious pink lip, then she took it. “That's strong.” Her throat worked as she swallowed and she made a face.
“Good. Strong helps.” I replied.
She cleaned her mouth with the back of her hand and passed the flask back. “So you always drink at weddings?”
“I always drink at family weddings,” I muttered. “It’s either that or flip a table.”
She scoffed. “You don't want to be here? Why? Elena's your sister.”
I tipped my head to the lawn where cameras flashed and guests posed like it was a movie set. “They can be a little too much.”
Everyone knew I was the family disgrace. I was supposed to be a lawyer like everyone else in my family was. To take over the firm, but I wanted to act. So now, my parents don't really care about me.
It didn't matter the number of awards and Oscars I won. I would always be the family disgrace who partied too much, and drank too much.
Sarra rubbed her arms and shrugged. “At least you have a family.”
It was true. Sarra had lost her parents in an accident in high school and right after their funeral, she'd left Malibu.
“What happened? Why are you out here?” I changed the subject.
She shook her head.
“Don’t tell me it's nothing. You look like somebody kicked your dog.”
She pressed her lips tightly. “My best friend is marrying my boyfriend.”
I blinked. “That’s a twist.” I'd always known that Ethan was a slime ball, but my parents' minds were made up.”
She sighed. “Ex. I guess he's my ex now.”
I whistled, and shook my head. “Damn, and they say Hollywood is messy.”
Her eyes glistened, and she looked away fast, swiping at her cheek. “Hey.” I touched her arm gently. “Don’t cry. If you cry, paparazzi are going to sell it for six figures.”
She gave me a wet smile. “God, I hate this place.”
“Me too.” I looked at her, really looked at her. Paris had changed her. She wasn’t the shy kid who hid behind Elena in highschool. Her body was confident in that dress, her chin stubborn even when her eyes were broken, and her lips… soft and parted, like they were begging me to lean in.
I dragged my eyes back up before I did something stupid. Like kiss her. “Do you want me to get you out of here?”
She tilted her head. “What, run off with my highschool bully?”
“Hey, people change.” I said with a crooked smile.
She almost smiled but then her face went blank as she stared past my shoulder, and I followed her line of sight.
On the lawn and under the fairy lights, my sister was kissing Ethan. The kid beside me looked like she would faint.
“Sarra, are you okay?” I asked quietly.
She blinked fast. “No…Not at all.”
“Say the word and we’re gone. I think the party has gotten boring.”
Her eyes snapped to mine. For a second she looked like she would refuse, but then she whispered, “Take me anywhere but here.”
I straightened, already pulling my keys from my pocket. “Say less.”
We walked back to the front of the estate through the sand path. Sarra hugged herself tighter as we passed a couple of paparazzi near the gates.
I draped an arm loosely over her shoulder as I steered her away from them. She stiffened at first, then leaned in and let me lead her. Even though I tried to shield her face, I still saw a couple of cameras clicking.
“Great, by tomorrow, I'll be everywhere.” I muttered, as I steered her to where my car was parked.
“I hope I won't be on the news too. That's the last thing I need right now.”
“Don't worry,” I was so close to her that I could feel her hair tickling my chin. “I'm great at corrupting people.”
Sarra's cheeks flamed red, and she shoved me lightly. “Let's just get out of here.”
We reached the driveway where my matte-black Lamborghini waited. Most guests had hired drivers or limos, but I liked my freedom.
She stopped short when she saw it. “That’s your car?”
“Why? Are you disappointed?”
“It’s… flashy.” she retorted.
I unlocked it with a click. “Just like I am.”
She hesitated. I leaned against the hood, crossing my arms, as I watched her. “What’s it going to be? Are you gonna get in and let me show you a better view of the city? Since you've been away?”
She glanced back once toward the party, then she shook her head and slid into the passenger seat.
Her slit dress was high on her thighs as she sat down, and I could not drag my eyes away from how soft and smooth it looked.
I helped her with the rest of her dress, placing them inside the car as she sat. My fingers grazed her knee, and I felt a thrill run up my spine. She was freaking gorgeous….
I closed the door and ran my hand through my hair. “This could get dangerous.”
Sarra's POVThe coffee mug shattered in slow motion.I watched the pieces scatter across the kitchen floor—ceramic shards mixing with dark liquid, spreading like blood across the white tiles. My phone was still pressed to my ear, but Isabelle's voice had gone silent. Or maybe I'd hung up. I couldn't remember.Ronan was dead.The words didn't compute. They sat in my brain like foreign objects, refusing to integrate with reality.I'd left him four hours ago. Four hours. He'd been warm and alive and watching me with those eyes that saw too much. I'd driven away thinking about whether I could actually make this work, whether loving him was enough to overcome everything else.Now there was nothing to overcome. Nothing to work out. Nothing left but this cottage that smelled like him and memories I'd never get to make.My legs gave out.I sat down hard on the floor, right in the middle of the spilled coffee and broken ceramic. A shard cut into my palm but I barely felt it. Just watched blood
"Madame Moreau?"The doctor's face told me everything before his words could. I'd seen that expression before—careful sympathy, professional distance masking discomfort."I'm so sorry. We did everything we could, but the head trauma was too severe. He was without oxygen for too long. Mr. Thorne didn't make it."The words landed but didn't quite penetrate. Didn't make sense.Ronan was forty-two years old. Healthy. Strong. He couldn't just be gone."I want to see him," I said."I don't think that's advisable. Not with—" He glanced at Amélie, still wrapped in that ridiculous blanket, staring at nothing. "Perhaps it would be better to remember him as he was.""I want to see him," I repeated, my voice harder now."I'm afraid that's not possible right now. The body has already been transferred to the medical examiner's office. There are procedures, especially with accidental drownings. You'll be able to make arrangements in a few days."Medical examiner. Procedures. Arrangements.The clinic
Ronan's POVI woke up before Sarra, which almost never happened.She was curled against me, her hair spread across my chest, one hand resting over my heart. The morning light filtered through the floor-to-ceiling windows, turning everything soft and golden.Last night had been... I didn't have words for what last night had been.Desperate and tender and real in a way nothing had been in days. Like we'd both been drowning and finally found air.She stirred, her eyes opening slowly. For a moment, she just looked at me, and I couldn't read her expression."Hi," I said."Hi." Her voice was rough with sleep. "This doesn't fix everything.""I know.""I'm still angry. Still hurt. Still not sure about any of this.""I know that too." I tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. "But it's a start, right?"She was quiet for a moment. "Maybe."My phone rang, shattering the moment. Isabelle's name flashed on the screen."I should take this," I said.Sarra rolled away, pulling the sheet around hersel
Ronan's POVShe walked into the clinic wearing that damn leather jacket like armor, and I knew I was in trouble.Not because she looked angry—anger I could work with. But because she looked calm. Resolved. Like she'd already made her decision and was just here to fulfill an obligation before moving on with her life.A life that apparently didn't include me."Sarra." I stood from the waiting room chair, and Isabelle looked up from the magazine she'd been pretending to read."Ronan." She didn't smile. Didn't move toward me. Just stood there by the door like she might bolt at any second.Amélie, oblivious to the tension, bounced over. "Sarra! You came! I didn't think you would come!""I said I would." Sarra's voice softened when she looked at the little girl. "I keep my promises."The words were directed at Amélie, but they landed on me like a punch.The DNA test itself took less than fifteen minutes. A bored technician swabbed Ronan's cheek, then Amélie's, labeled the samples, and said
Sarra's POVI drove for twenty minutes before I had to pull over because I couldn't see through the tears.The rental car sat idling on the shoulder of the coastal highway, waves crashing somewhere below in the darkness. I pressed my forehead against the steering wheel and let myself fall apart.Three months. I'd upended my entire existence for a man I'd known for three months.What kind of person did that? What kind of person abandoned their friends, their apartment, their whole identity to follow someone to a town where the most exciting thing that happened was when the bakery got a new flavor of scone?The kind of person who was terrified of being alone. That's who.I pulled the key box from my pocket and opened it. The brass key gleamed under the dome light, promising escape. A fresh start in San Francisco. My own space. My own life.Adrian's life, a voice in my head corrected. Adrian's apartment. Adrian's offer. Still orbiting around a man instead of standing on my own.I closed
Ronan's POVThe question hung between us like smoke.Sarra stood there holding that stupid box, and I could see her considering it. Actually considering walking away from everything we'd built in the past three months and moving into some apartment provided by a man who'd known her for four days.Four days.I'd known her for three months. We'd been living together for two. We'd made plans—nothing concrete, but plans nonetheless. Talked about maybe getting a dog when spring came. About her setting up a proper office in the spare room. About quiet mornings and quieter nights.And now she was holding a key to someone else's apartment."I don't know," she said finally.The honesty was worse than a lie would have been."You don't know." I repeated the words slowly. "You don't know if you're going to leave me and move into an apartment owned by a man who's been manipulating you since the moment you met him.""He hasn't been manipulating me—""Yes, he has! Sarra, wake up. He admitted he wasn
Sarra's POVWe were halfway to my apartment when I saw them.Paparazzi. At least a dozen, clustered outside my building with cameras and lights."Shit," Ronan muttered, slowing down."Don't stop." I sat up straighter. "Pull right up to the entrance.""Sarra, they're going to swarm us—""Good." I ch
Sarra's POVI stood in that empty room for exactly thirty seconds after Clara left.Then something inside me snapped.Not broke—snapped. Like a wire pulled too tight finally finding its tension point and holding.I was done running. Done crying. Done letting people push me around because they had m
Sarra's POV"I'm sorry I hit you," Clara said, closing the door behind us. "That was wrong."I touched my cheek, still tender. "It's okay. You were upset—""No, it wasn't okay." She sat down in one of the chairs, gesturing for me to do the same. "I've been under so much stress lately. With Ethan, t
Sarra's POVThe waiting room felt smaller after Ronan left.I sat in one of those uncomfortable plastic chairs, my cheek still burning from Clara's slap. Around me, people pretended not to stare, but I could feel their eyes. The whispers.That's her. The girl from the articles.I pulled out my phon







