LOGIN*Will*
"I feel numb. Nothing feels real. Not the chair beneath me, not the glass of water cradled in my palm, not the man sitting across the desk from me. His mouth is moving; words spill out in a language I know, yet I can’t muster the will to engage.
Vera is dead. My only sister. My dearest friend.
I think I’m in shock. Medically, I believe this is shock. I’ve felt it once before… when I was seven years old and something terrible happened… or almost happened, but Vera, my fierce protector, stood between me and the darkness like a lioness guarding her cub.
My sister saved me that day. My amazing, fearless sister.
"Mr. Lund?" A gentle hand squeezes my shoulder, pulling me from the depths of my thoughts.
I glance up, trying to anchor myself in the present. I’m not a child anymore, sitting in front of the wood-burning stove. Vera isn’t at my side. Instead, it’s Kiera, the new secretary, her face etched with concern as she sits beside me.
Her hazel eyes, warm and filled with empathy, rest on me, and I notice the way her fair skin is sprinkled with freckles that dance across her cheeks and nose. Normally, she wears a kind smile that seems to ease the tension in the room, but now her expression is anything but relaxed; she looks worried, anxious even.
I get the sense that she only acts meek and tongue-tied around me. I’ve seen her with the other secretaries… laughing, joking, effortlessly charming. I’m not surprised she feels different in my presence; I have that effect on people. My long silences and awkward demeanor unsettle them. I can’t help but think I must make her uncomfortable.
Yet, in this moment, her steady grip anchors me, tethering me to this room and this reality. "We have to decide what we're doing here," John Wilkes states from across the desk. His voice is calm, but I can't shake the dissonance of seeing him here. How did he get here? “William, what do you need from us?”
"I have to go to Denmark." The words tumble out of my mouth, almost foreign to me. I wonder how long I’ve been sitting here, lost in a fog.
Chris Smith, our CFO, stands at the desk, his brow creased with worry. "We can get you on a flight tomorrow… or I can check where the jet is and how long it will take to get it ready."
I can only stare at the glass of water in my hand, lost in a haze of confusion. Where did these people come from? They weren’t here when the phone rang. Did Kiera call them?
"William?"
Kiera’s voice breaks through my stupor. "The hospital said his niece is still in critical condition," she explains softly, turning to me, her hazel eyes filled with such genuine concern. “How old is she?"
I swallow hard, the numbness creeping deeper. "Nine."
Every face in the room falls, the air thick with unspoken fears.
God, help me. Does Frida know her mother is dead? Who told her? She’s an ocean away, lying in a hospital bed, facing her own pain. The poor little lamb.
I glance at Chris, who shifts uneasily on his feet, as he speaks on his phone. He clears his throat, a sign that he’s about to step into action, despite the heaviness of the moment.
“William, we can have the company jet ready in three hours,” he says, his voice crisp and authoritative. “You’ll be in Denmark early tomorrow morning.”
Three hours. I force myself to breathe, trying to process the reality of it all. I’m going to Denmark. My sister is gone, and I have to face her daughter. My heart races at the thought of little Frida, alone and afraid.
“Are you going alone?” Kiera asks, her tone worried.
“How about that friend of yours…” John says, looking thoughtful. “David, right? Maybe he can accompany you?”
I shake my head, the motion feeling foreign. “David doesn’t have a passport. He wouldn’t be able to make it in time.” The thought of going through this alone is unbearable.
John leans back, assessing the situation with a well know pragmatism. “You might need someone to help with paperwork and all of that,” he says, glancing at Chris. “But it’s hard for the company to spare anyone right now, especially with the merger looming.” His brow furrows, clearly weighing the implications of sending someone overseas at a time like this.
But the weight of impending tasks feels so far removed from the reality of my loss. I want to scream that I don’t care about the merger or the company obligations. I just want to be there for Frida, to hold her and reassure her that she’s not alone.
Before I can voice any of this, Kiera speaks up again, her voice steady yet soft. “I can go with him.”
It’s a surprise that pulls my gaze back to her, and I see the conviction in her hazel eyes. “I have experience with kids,” she continues, her tone firm. “If you need someone to help with Frida… I can do that. I want to help. And I think the company can do without me.”
The room falls silent for a beat, and I can feel the pulse of time ticking away as John and Chris exchange glances, both surprised and impressed. “That’s… actually marvelous,” Chris finally says, his voice tinged with relief. “You’d really do that, Kiera?”
“Yes,” she replies without hesitation, her expression resolute. “I can help navigate whatever needs to be done while he’s dealing with… everything else.”
I feel a swell of gratitude wash over me, mingled with disbelief. Kiera, who has so far seemed so timid around me, is suddenly filled with a fierce resolve. Perhaps she recognizes the enormity of the situation, the weight of responsibility that has landed on my shoulders. And in that moment, I realize I do need someone… someone who can help me with the logistics, the paperwork, and most importantly, someone who understands children and can help Frida through this unimaginable loss.
“Okay,” I say slowly, my voice barely above a whisper. “That would be… good.”
John nods, a hint of approval in his gaze. “Then it’s settled. Kiera, you’ll accompany William to Denmark. I’ll have the travel arrangements finalized immediately.”
As Chris steps out to make the necessary calls, John lingers a moment longer, looking me in the eye with a seriousness I haven’t seen before. “You’re doing the right thing, William. Family comes first. We’ll manage without you here for a couple of days.”
“Thank you,” I manage, feeling the weight of his support.
Once he leaves, it’s just me and Kiera again, the air in the room shifting as we share an understanding glance. “So,” I begin, my voice lightening a bit, “what do you know about Denmark?”
“Besides the fact that it’s cold and has great pastries?” She chuckles, the sound surprising both of us. “Not much, to be honest. I’ve never been. I did not even know you were Danish.”
I nod, “Well, it’s not America.”
*Kiera* He wants to practice wanting me, whatever the fuck that means. And this afternoon, he kissed me. Did he even like it? I think he did, but maybe I’m just projecting how much I liked it. He said he’s never felt sexual attraction before. When he’s gone through the motions in the past, he said he felt nothing. My god, nothing? I can’t even imagine… Wait. What if he was kissing me and he was, like, felt nothing? What if he was counting by fives or making a grocery list? I don’t think I can let him tell me. We’ll have to develop some kind of hand signal instead, and I’ll just disappear into the sunset. Squashing down these scary thoughts, I try to make myself busy by cleaning up Frida’s art supplies. We’ve been working on her fine motor skills, so I got her a gem art set. It comes with all these premade designs and she loves making them. And yes, we used some of the gems to make funny designs on our faces while watching cartoons. I shuffle all the papers together, put th
*Kiera*That was our first kiss.Will drops his hands away from me, and I'm left swaying on the spot. Thank god I'm turned away from the room so no one can see my flushed cheeks and dreaming eyes. Some people are into public displays, but that's never been me. I was just so desperate for Will to see me, hear me, that I didn't care that we weren't alone.Will.He sits on the edge of the table, ice pack wrapped around one shoulder, hair a mess from my hands. His lips are parted, still wet from my claiming kiss. And he's looking at me like I'm the answer to every question he's never thought to ask.I have to remember this moment. I want it tattooed on my brain. The way he's looking at me now? He's not seeing Kiera the secretary, or Kiera the fake wife, who wraps ice packs on shoulders. He doesn't even see Kiera the caretaker, who over-bakes cookies and braids Frida's hair. For the first time since we met, the man I've loved and longed for sees me.And I think he likes what he sees.This
*Kiera* The sun hangs high in the sky, casting a warm glow over the park where our company event is in full swing. Laughter and cheers fill the air, punctuated by the crack of a bat and the thud of a ball hitting the grass. I shift in my seat on the bleachers, scanning the field for Will. He’s out there, looking every bit the part of a charismatic CEO, complete with his sandy hair slightly tousled from the breeze and that killer smile that can light up a room. Beside me, Colin leans back, arms stretched out, as he watches the game unfold. He is fairly new, and has been a breath of fresh air at the office, always ready with a joke or a sarcastic quip to lighten the mood. Today, he’s in a vibrant Hawaiian shirt that matches his easygoing attitude. He nudges me playfully, “You see that swing? He’s got some serious talent.” I chuckle, though my gaze remains glued to Will, who stands at the plate, bat in hand, eyes focused intently on the pitcher. “He’s just showing off,” I reply, my he
*Kiera* “Okay, what exactly did he say?” Marissa takes the beer and two jumbo soft pretzels I offer her as we navigate through the throngs of excited basketball fans. It's the first home game for the Knicks in a while, and the buzz in Madison Square Garden is electric. “Did you hear that?” I ask Frida, pointing to the court, where players are warming up. Frida’s eyes light up, her face painted with a bright pink heart, and I can’t help but smile as I see her excitement. “Yeah, yeah, we heard it,” Marissa rolls her eyes playfully, adjusting the Knicks cap perched on her head. “But seriously, what did he say?” I thank the concession stand attendant, slipping our bottles of water and a bag of cotton candy into the backpack attached to Frida’s wheelchair. Giving her a gentle push, we weave through the crowd toward our seats. We’re early enough to catch the tail end of warm-ups, and I can’t wait to see Frida’s reaction when the game starts. “So, did he give any indication of how slow
*Will* She opens her mouth to speak just as the waiter appears. “Hey there! How are we doin’ over here? Oooh, looks like we’re still working on those mains. Can I get either of you a refresh on your drinks?” “We need a minute,” Kiera says, her gaze locked on me. The waiter looks confused, “But you called me over…” “Sorry about that,” Kiera cries. “We need a fucking minute. Please and thank you.” The waiter disappears, and I can’t help but smile. She groans, dragging a hand over her face. “Fuck, that was so rude.” “I’ll tip him generously,” I reply, still smiling. Kiera doesn’t smile. “You were saying?” “We can’t go backwards,” I repeat. “Whatever hand of fate led us here, we are here. We’re in this moment. We’re married, sharing custody of a child … and you’re in love with me. If it’s all the same to you, I’d like to see if I could maybe figure this love out too.” Slowly, she shakes her head. “What if you can’t? Will, I won’t survive it …” I take some cash
*Kiera* What the actual fuck is happening right now? I glare across the table at Will. “What are you doing?” “I think the technical term is flirting.” I blink, my vision spinning like I just took a punch to the fucking head. There are a lot of thoughts and emotions swirling in my mind, but only one coherent word pops out. “Why?” He shrugs, taking a sip of his beer. “This is a date, right? We’ve never been on a real fancy date before. I know it was orchestrated by Candy, and I know we have an audience, but I’m still here with you, sharing this nice meal. It’s customary to flirt on a date, no?” I groan, sinking back in my chair. “Will, come on. I don’t need you to pity flirt with me. That’s just fucking depressing.” He arches a brow. “What pity?” “I don’t want you flirting with me because you have to or because you think it’s what you’re supposed to do on a date.” “Then when am I allowed to flirt with you?” I’m fucking reeling. “What?” He gestures around. “If
*Kiera* As we pull up to the restaurant, the sun glints off the elegant facade, making it look even more inviting. I can feel butterflies fluttering in my stomach, a mix of excitement and anxiety. I glance at Will, who is adjusting his tie in the rearview mirror, and I can’t help but smile. He loo
*Will*As the reception is kicked off, the warm glow of the room envelops me, but my heart races with a mix of anticipation and anxiety… I am worried if I can pull this off. Kiera is by my side, looking radiant in that elegant dress, her smile sparkling like the crystal chandeliers overhead. I take
*Kiera*With a deep breath, I straighten my dress and walk toward the small group of familiar faces gathered near the entrance. My heart races as I approach them, every step feeling like I’m walking into a whirlwind. My mom stands out, her dark hair framing a face of warmth and worry, while my two
*Kiera* The late afternoon sun filters through the grand windows of the reception venue, casting a golden hue over the elegantly decorated hall. I can hardly believe that this is where I’ll officialy celebrate my marriage… my very own makebelief fairy tale, albeit one with a few caveats. I adjust







