ログインMaddie doesn’t ease into it.
“You’re going to pretend to date him.”
I stare at her. I blink once. Then again.
“Say that again,” I say.
She doesn’t smile. That’s how I know she’s serious.
“You’re going to pretend to date Alex Kane.”
I laugh. It comes out wrong. Too loud. Too sharp.
“No,” I say. “Absolutely not.”
Maddie crosses her arms. “Hear me out.”
“I don’t need to hear anything,” I snapped. “I just got dumped. Publicly humiliated. Emotionally wrecked. I’m not signing up to play a girlfriend for a famous man.”
“It’s not playing,” she says. “It’s strategic.”
“That makes it worse.”
She sighs and sits across from me. “Alex needs a girlfriend.”
“I don’t care.”
“He needs one now.”
“I still don’t care.”
“He needs one to fix his image.”
That gets my attention. Just a little.
“What image?”
She hesitates. That alone tightens my chest.
“Maddie.”
She exhales. “There was an interview. Something he said got twisted. Sponsors are nervous. The team is nervous. They want stability.”
“And they think a woman will fix that?”
“They think the right woman will.”
I shake my head. “That’s insulting.”
“It is,” she agrees. “But that’s not why I thought of you.”
I narrow my eyes. “Then why?”
“Because you don’t fall apart for show,” she says quietly. “And because you won’t lose yourself in him.”
I look away.
“That’s funny,” I mutter. “Because I lost myself for ten years.”
“That was different.”
“Was it?”
“Yes,” she says firmly. “Ryan fed on your loyalty. Alex doesn’t need that. He needs a shield.”
I scoff. “I’m not a shield.”
“You could be,” she says. “For a while.”
“For how long?” I ask.
“A few months.”
My stomach twists. “No.”
She leans forward. “Izzy, listen. This is clean. Contracts. Boundaries. Public appearances only. No emotional involvement.”
I laugh again. “You’re bad at lying.”
“I’m not lying,” she says. “I’m being hopeful.”
“I don’t want hope,” I say. “I want peace.”
She studies me. “Then why are you still shaking?”
I look down. My hands are clenched into fists.
“I don’t want him to win,” I whisper.
Maddie’s voice softens. “You won’t.”
“Ryan thinks I’ll disappear,” I continued. “He thinks I’ll stay quiet. He thinks he can rewrite ten years like I never mattered.”
“You mattered,” she says.
“Then why does it feel like I lost everything?”
She doesn’t answer right away.
“Because you gave everything,” she finally says. “And now you get to take some of it back.”
I swallow.
“You’re asking me to step into a spotlight,” I say. “I just survived being burned.”
“You’re stronger now.”
“I don’t feel strong.”
“Strength doesn’t feel like strength,” she replies. “It feels like fear you refuse to obey.”
There’s a knock.
We both freeze.
Maddie frowns. “I wasn’t expecting”
The door opens.
Alex steps inside.
My breath catches before I can stop it.
He looks different now. Less distant. Less casual. There’s purpose in his posture. Intent in his eyes.
“Sorry,” he says. “I didn’t mean to interrupt.”
Maddie stands quickly. “No, it’s fine. We were just”
“Talking about me,” he finishes calmly.
I glare at her. Traitor.
“I can leave,” he adds, looking at me. “If you want.”
I hesitate.
“No,” I say. “Stay.”
Maddie looks between us. “I’ll give you two a minute.”
She leaves. Of course she does.
The silence stretches.
“You don’t waste time,” I say.
“I try not to,” he replies.
“So,” I continue, “you need a girlfriend.”
He nods once. “I need a partner. Publicly.”
“And privately?”
“I need discretion.”
I laugh bitterly. “That’s rich.”
“Why?”
“Because the last man who promised me discretion left me in public.”
He studies my face. “I’m not him.”
“No,” I say. “You’re worse.”
His brow lifts. “Worse?”
“You’re charming. Controlled. You know how to make people feel seen.”
“That’s not a crime.”
“It should be,” I snapped. “It makes people forget their limits.”
“Do you forget yours?”
I open my mouth. Close it.
“No,” I say finally.
“Good,” he replies. “Then you’re exactly who I need.”
I stand abruptly. “I’m not a solution to your problem.”
“I know,” he says. “You’re a complication.”
My pulse jumps.
“I don’t do complications,” I say.
“You handled me just fine last night.”
“I didn’t handle you,” I say. “I survived you.”
His lips curve. “Impressive.”
I pace once. Stop. Turn back to him.
“Why me?” I demand. “Be honest.”
He doesn’t answer right away.
“Because you don’t want me,” he says finally.
“That’s not true,” I snapped.
His gaze deepens. “You don’t want what I represent. Fame. Access. Noise. You want distance. Control.”
I don’t deny it.
“And,” he continues, “because if you agree, your ex will choke on it.”
That hits.
“You looked him up,” I say.
“I noticed your reaction,” he corrects. “And I did my homework.”
I cross my arms. “Is this revenge on you?”
“No,” he says. “This is protection. For me. And maybe… justice for you.”
Justice.
The word tastes dangerous.
“I won’t sleep with you,” I say flatly.
He doesn’t flinch. “I didn’t ask you to.”
“I won’t pretend I’m in love.”
“Good,” he says. “I don’t want a lie that deep.”
“I won’t let you rewrite who I am.”
“I wouldn’t dare.”
I search his face for mockery. I can't find it.
“And when will it end?” I ask.
“It ends clean,” he says. “I step away. You walk free.”
I laugh softly. “Men always say that.”
“And women always suffer?” he counters.
“Yes,” I say. “Because we believe.”
His voice lowers. “Then don’t believe it. Negotiate.”
I hesitate.
“What’s in it for me?” I ask.
He meets my eyes. “Power.”
The word settles heavy in my chest.
“And if I say no?”
“I respect it,” he says. “And I walk away.”
Something inside me rebels at that.
I think of Ryan’s messages. His threats. His smile in that picture.
I think of how small he made me feel.
“How public is this?” I ask.
“Very.”
“How convincing?”
“As convincing as you allow.”
I swallow.
“And if I fall?” I whisper.
He steps closer. Not touching. Not forcing.
“Then I’ll catch you,” he says. “Or I’ll let you go. Your choice.”
The honesty shakes me.
Maddie peeks back in. “Everything okay?”
I don’t look at her.
I look at him.
My heart pounds. Fast. Loud.
“Fine,” I mutter. “But I’m not losing myself again.”
His smile is slow. Satisfied. Dangerous.
“Then don’t,” he says. “Just don’t lose your nerve.”
As the words leave my mouth, I realize I’ve just agreed to the one thing that could destroy me or save me.
Ryan’s voice was soft when he said my name, and that scared me more than if he had shouted.I should have walked away.I knew that.I felt it.But my feet stayed still.“You look tired,” Ryan said, leaning closer, his tone gentle, almost caring. “This whole thing with Alex… it’s breaking you.”I swallowed. I hated that he noticed. I hated that he was right.“I’m fine,” I said, but my voice did not agree with me.He smiled slowly. Not warm. Not kind. Calculated.“Izzy, you don’t have to pretend with me. I know you. I always have.”That word. Always.It dug into old wounds I never fully closed.“You left,” I reminded him. “You don’t get to say that.”His face shifted, regret flashing for half a second before disappearing.“I left because I was scared,” he said. “And now you’re walking into something worse.”I shook my head. “You don’t know that.”“I do,” he said quickly. “Alex lives in secrets. He thrives in lies. You’re just the next headline.”That hurt.Because part of me already fea
The picture went live before I could stop it.I knew because my phone buzzed once. Then again. Then it would not stop. My name flashed across the screen like a warning I had ignored too many times.I opened the link with shaking fingers.There I was.Too close to someone who was not Alex. Too close in a way that told a lie without words. The angle was wrong. The moment was stolen. The truth twisted.My chest felt hollow.“That’s not what it looks like,” I whispered, though no one could hear me.The comments were already pouring in.She moves fast.Guess Alex was just a phase.Knew she couldn’t keep it clean.I closed my eyes. My hands went cold.It had been nothing. A brief conversation. A polite goodbye. A hand on my arm that lasted half a second too long. But the photo froze it into something ugly.I heard Alex before I saw him.“Where did this come from?” he asked.I looked up. His face was tight. Not angry. Controlled. That scared me more.“I don’t know,” I said. “I didn’t even no
I did not answer him right away.The question stayed between us, heavy and fragile.Do you trust me yet?I wanted to say yes. I wanted to say it fast and without fear. But trust was not a switch I could flip. It was a wound that healed slowly, and only if no one pressed too hard.“I’m trying,” I said finally.Alex nodded. He did not push. He never did when it mattered most.“That’s enough for now,” he said.I exhaled. My shoulders relaxed a little.We sat in silence for a moment. Not empty. Not awkward. Just full. My mind kept circling the same thought. There was something he was not saying. I felt it the way you feel a storm before the rain.“You’re holding something back,” I said.He did not deny it.“I was hoping you wouldn’t notice yet,” he replied.I gave a weak smile. “I notice everything. It’s a curse.”He leaned forward, elbows on his knees. His hands clasped together. Tense.“There are things I can’t tell you,” he said. “Not because I don’t want to. Because it’s not only my s
I stopped pretending I was fine.That was the truth pressing against my chest as I stood across from Alex, knowing too much had already happened for things to stay simple. The silence between us was loud. Heavy. Full of things we had not said.“You’re angry,” he said.“I’m tired,” I replied. “There’s a difference.”“There is,” he agreed. “But they look the same on you.”I crossed my arms. “You don’t get to read me like that.”“I already do,” he said softly.That scared me.I looked away first. I hated that I did.“You should’ve told me about the sponsor,” I said. “You should’ve told me how much this could cost you.”“I was trying to protect you,” he said.“No,” I snapped. “You were trying to control the damage.”He flinched. Just slightly.“That’s not fair,” he said.“I know,” I said. “But neither is finding out I could ruin your life from someone else.”He stepped closer. Not touching. Never forcing.“I made a choice,” he said. “Before you ever said yes.”“And what choice was that?”
The world woke up angry.That was the first thought in my head when my phone would not stop buzzing. Messages. Alerts. Missed calls. My name is everywhere. My face is everywhere. That photo is everywhere.I stared at the screen until the words blurred.“They think they know me,” I whispered.Alex was already awake. I could tell by the way he moved. Quiet. Controlled. Like someone trained to stay calm when things explode.“Don’t read the comments,” he said.“I need to,” I replied. “If I don’t see it, it feels worse.”“You don’t owe strangers your pain,” he said.I laughed softly. “I used to think love meant explaining yourself until people understood.”His eyes softened. “And now?”“Now I know that was survival,” I said. “Not love.”He nodded once.The news spun the story fast. Some called it romance. Some called it a scandal. Some called me names I refused to repeat in my head.I put the phone down.“What’s the plan?” I asked.“We don’t hide,” Alex said. “Hiding looks like guilt.”“An
The rumors started before I could breathe.I did not need anyone to tell me. I felt it in the pauses. I heard it in the way conversations stopped when I walked in. I saw it in the looks that lingered too long and the smiles that did not reach the eyes.Something was wrong.My phone buzzed again.I ignored it.I told myself I was done reacting. Done shrinking. Done letting Ryan pull strings from a distance.Still, my chest felt tight.Maddie called first.“Tell me you’ve seen it,” she said, her voice sharp with anger.“Seen what?” I asked, though I already knew.She exhaled hard. “He’s talking. Again.”Of course he was.“What did he say this time?” I asked.“That you’re using Alex. That you always do this. That you climb men and burn them when you’re done.”My grip tightened around the phone.“That’s rich,” I said. “Coming from him.”“I know,” Maddie said. “But people are listening.”That hurt more than I wanted to admit.I ended the call and stared at my screen. Messages stacked up. S







