FAZER LOGINRyan’s voice was soft when he said my name, and that scared me more than if he had shouted.
I should have walked away. I knew that. I felt it. But my feet stayed still. “You look tired,” Ryan said, leaning closer, his tone gentle, almost caring. “This whole thing with Alex… it’s breaking you.” I swallowed. I hated that he noticed. I hated that he was right. “I’m fine,” I said, but my voice did not agree with me. He smiled slowly. Not warm. Not kind. Calculated. “Izzy, you don’t have to pretend with me. I know you. I always have.” That word. Always. It dug into old wounds I never fully closed. “You left,” I reminded him. “You don’t get to say that.” His face shifted, regret flashing for half a second before disappearing. “I left because I was scared,” he said. “And now you’re walking into something worse.” I shook my head. “You don’t know that.” “I do,” he said quickly. “Alex lives in secrets. He thrives in lies. You’re just the next headline.” That hurt. Because part of me already feared it. “You think I don’t see how he controls the story?” Ryan continued. “How does he decide when you appear and when you disappear? You’re not his partner. You’re his shield.” “That’s not true,” I said, but my chest tightened. Ryan leaned in, his voice dropping. “He didn’t even tell you the full truth about the sponsor mess, did he?” My breath caught. “What do you mean?” I asked carefully. His eyes lit up. He had been waiting for that. “I knew it,” he murmured. “He didn’t tell you who he’s really protecting.” My mind raced. Alex had admitted something. Not everything. “I didn’t ask for details,” I said. Ryan laughed softly. “You didn’t ask because you’re afraid of what you’ll find.” “Stop,” I whispered. He reached for my hand. I should have pulled away. I didn’t. “Izzy,” he said, voice thick with emotion. “Come back to me. Let me protect you the way he never will.” For one dangerous second, I almost believed him. Almost. Then my phone buzzed. A message. From Maddie. Have you seen what Vanessa just posted? My stomach dropped. I pulled my hand free and stepped back. “I need to go.” Ryan’s jaw tightened. “You don’t have to run every time the truth gets close.” I turned away anyway. The rumor spread faster than fire. By the time I saw it, it was everywhere. Photos. Headlines. Lies wrapped in polished words. Alex Reynolds spotted with a mystery woman. Trouble in paradise? My hands shook as I scrolled. Vanessa’s name wasn’t on the post. It didn’t need to be. Her signature was all over it. I stared at the images. Cropped. Blurry. Old. Nothing real. Everything is damaged. My chest burned. “So this is how it starts,” I whispered to myself. I tried calling Alex. No answer. Again. Nothing. The silence screamed. Alex had never felt this angry. The reporter’s question echoed in his head. “Care to comment on the cheating allegations?” He lost control. “You people destroy lives for clicks,” he snapped, his voice sharp. “You twist the truth and call it news.” Cameras flashed. Voices overlapped. “Is it true?” “Who is she?” “Is Izzy aware?” He should have walked away. He didn’t. “Ask Vanessa why she’s obsessed with ruining my life,” he said coldly. “Or better yet, ask yourselves why you believe anything without proof.” The crowd gasped. The damage was done. By the time he realized how it sounded, it was too late. I watched the clip alone. His anger. His accusation. His refusal to deny it clearly. Tears blurred my vision. “He didn’t even say my name,” I whispered. The door opened. Alex walked in, his face hard, his eyes burning. “We need to talk,” he said. I laughed bitterly. “Now you want to talk?” “Izzy” “Don’t,” I snapped. “Just don’t.” He froze. I stood up, my voice shaking. “Do you know what it feels like to be silent while everyone decides who you are?” “I was protecting you,” he said. “By attacking everyone else?” I shot back. “By letting rumors grow?” “You think I wanted this?” he asked, his voice rising. “You think I enjoy watching you get dragged into my mess?” “Then why didn’t you stop it?” I demanded. He hesitated. That pause destroyed me. “What aren’t you telling me?” I asked quietly. He looked away. My heart sank. “So Ryan was right,” I said. “You are hiding something bigger.” Alex stepped closer. “I told you I’m protecting someone.” “And I believed you,” I said. “But now I’m the one bleeding.” His voice softened. “Izzy, please” “I trusted you,” I whispered. “And now I don’t know what’s real.” Silence filled the space between us. Then my phone buzzed again. Another post. Another lie. Alex’s jaw clenched. “Vanessa won’t stop until she gets what she wants.” “And what is that?” I asked. His eyes met mine. “You're gone.” The words hit hard. “So I’m a target,” I said slowly. “Not a choice. Not a partner.” “That’s not true,” he said fiercely. “You’re the only thing that’s real.” “Then why do I feel like I’m losing everything?” I asked. He had no answer. Later, alone, I sat on the edge of the bed, staring at nothing. Ryan’s words echoed. Vanessa’s lies screamed. Alex’s silence cut the deepest. I wrapped my arms around myself. “I can’t keep doing this,” I whispered. The door creaked open. Alex stood there, uncertainty in his eyes. “Izzy,” he said softly. “I need you to believe me.” I looked at him. Really looked. The man who protected. The man who hid. The man who loved in fragments. My voice barely came out. “Maybe,” I said, tears falling. “I’ve made a mistake trusting anyone.” Alex reached for me, his hand hovering in the air, as the question hung between us would I let him pull me back, or was this where everything finally broke?Ryan’s voice was soft when he said my name, and that scared me more than if he had shouted.I should have walked away.I knew that.I felt it.But my feet stayed still.“You look tired,” Ryan said, leaning closer, his tone gentle, almost caring. “This whole thing with Alex… it’s breaking you.”I swallowed. I hated that he noticed. I hated that he was right.“I’m fine,” I said, but my voice did not agree with me.He smiled slowly. Not warm. Not kind. Calculated.“Izzy, you don’t have to pretend with me. I know you. I always have.”That word. Always.It dug into old wounds I never fully closed.“You left,” I reminded him. “You don’t get to say that.”His face shifted, regret flashing for half a second before disappearing.“I left because I was scared,” he said. “And now you’re walking into something worse.”I shook my head. “You don’t know that.”“I do,” he said quickly. “Alex lives in secrets. He thrives in lies. You’re just the next headline.”That hurt.Because part of me already fea
The picture went live before I could stop it.I knew because my phone buzzed once. Then again. Then it would not stop. My name flashed across the screen like a warning I had ignored too many times.I opened the link with shaking fingers.There I was.Too close to someone who was not Alex. Too close in a way that told a lie without words. The angle was wrong. The moment was stolen. The truth twisted.My chest felt hollow.“That’s not what it looks like,” I whispered, though no one could hear me.The comments were already pouring in.She moves fast.Guess Alex was just a phase.Knew she couldn’t keep it clean.I closed my eyes. My hands went cold.It had been nothing. A brief conversation. A polite goodbye. A hand on my arm that lasted half a second too long. But the photo froze it into something ugly.I heard Alex before I saw him.“Where did this come from?” he asked.I looked up. His face was tight. Not angry. Controlled. That scared me more.“I don’t know,” I said. “I didn’t even no
I did not answer him right away.The question stayed between us, heavy and fragile.Do you trust me yet?I wanted to say yes. I wanted to say it fast and without fear. But trust was not a switch I could flip. It was a wound that healed slowly, and only if no one pressed too hard.“I’m trying,” I said finally.Alex nodded. He did not push. He never did when it mattered most.“That’s enough for now,” he said.I exhaled. My shoulders relaxed a little.We sat in silence for a moment. Not empty. Not awkward. Just full. My mind kept circling the same thought. There was something he was not saying. I felt it the way you feel a storm before the rain.“You’re holding something back,” I said.He did not deny it.“I was hoping you wouldn’t notice yet,” he replied.I gave a weak smile. “I notice everything. It’s a curse.”He leaned forward, elbows on his knees. His hands clasped together. Tense.“There are things I can’t tell you,” he said. “Not because I don’t want to. Because it’s not only my s
I stopped pretending I was fine.That was the truth pressing against my chest as I stood across from Alex, knowing too much had already happened for things to stay simple. The silence between us was loud. Heavy. Full of things we had not said.“You’re angry,” he said.“I’m tired,” I replied. “There’s a difference.”“There is,” he agreed. “But they look the same on you.”I crossed my arms. “You don’t get to read me like that.”“I already do,” he said softly.That scared me.I looked away first. I hated that I did.“You should’ve told me about the sponsor,” I said. “You should’ve told me how much this could cost you.”“I was trying to protect you,” he said.“No,” I snapped. “You were trying to control the damage.”He flinched. Just slightly.“That’s not fair,” he said.“I know,” I said. “But neither is finding out I could ruin your life from someone else.”He stepped closer. Not touching. Never forcing.“I made a choice,” he said. “Before you ever said yes.”“And what choice was that?”
The world woke up angry.That was the first thought in my head when my phone would not stop buzzing. Messages. Alerts. Missed calls. My name is everywhere. My face is everywhere. That photo is everywhere.I stared at the screen until the words blurred.“They think they know me,” I whispered.Alex was already awake. I could tell by the way he moved. Quiet. Controlled. Like someone trained to stay calm when things explode.“Don’t read the comments,” he said.“I need to,” I replied. “If I don’t see it, it feels worse.”“You don’t owe strangers your pain,” he said.I laughed softly. “I used to think love meant explaining yourself until people understood.”His eyes softened. “And now?”“Now I know that was survival,” I said. “Not love.”He nodded once.The news spun the story fast. Some called it romance. Some called it a scandal. Some called me names I refused to repeat in my head.I put the phone down.“What’s the plan?” I asked.“We don’t hide,” Alex said. “Hiding looks like guilt.”“An
The rumors started before I could breathe.I did not need anyone to tell me. I felt it in the pauses. I heard it in the way conversations stopped when I walked in. I saw it in the looks that lingered too long and the smiles that did not reach the eyes.Something was wrong.My phone buzzed again.I ignored it.I told myself I was done reacting. Done shrinking. Done letting Ryan pull strings from a distance.Still, my chest felt tight.Maddie called first.“Tell me you’ve seen it,” she said, her voice sharp with anger.“Seen what?” I asked, though I already knew.She exhaled hard. “He’s talking. Again.”Of course he was.“What did he say this time?” I asked.“That you’re using Alex. That you always do this. That you climb men and burn them when you’re done.”My grip tightened around the phone.“That’s rich,” I said. “Coming from him.”“I know,” Maddie said. “But people are listening.”That hurt more than I wanted to admit.I ended the call and stared at my screen. Messages stacked up. S







