Hazel’s POV
“That game was supposed to be your victory lap,” I said hasteningly clutching to my clipboard while Trey leaned lazily against the locker, his attention totally buried in his phone. Why did his silence hurt like a slap? He always makes me feel invisible even when I try to be his biggest supporter. I had rushed into the locker room immediately after the buzzer blared to cheer him up, to remind him that he was still the star player no matter what. “Jaxon totally stole your moment,” I continued, stepping closer. “It’s so not fair…” “It’s done,” he cut me off sharply, “Nothing I can do about it.” My heart climbed into my throat as he brushed past me. I should be used to him ignoring me by now. But every time he did, it felt like I’d been erased all over again. “You are still my star player,” I shouted even if he had already disappeared from the locker room. Just like that. No thanks. No smile. Not even a glance. The locker room door clanged open and shut as players passed through, laughter and heavy footfalls echoing behind me. Somewhere down the hall, someone snorted, “Yo, what’s that freak doing in here again?” “Probably stalking Trey as always,” another teammate sneered. Laughter followed, and I pressed myself tighter against the wall, ducking my head. My badge said student assistant, but everyone knew I was just that girl–Quiet and Nerdy. The teammates barely noticed me, I am just the nerd with the big glasses and Trey’s silent shadow but none of that matters to me. I clenched my clipboard tighter with my heart racing because I wasn’t here for drama, I wasn’t here to be seen. I was here for Trey. Trey Rivers isn’t just the Ice Hounds’ Golden Boy. He’s my stepbrother and the one boy I should never have fallen for. I knew better when I stayed up writing about him in secret, spinning scenes no one would ever read. But crushes don’t care about logic, especially this hopeless kind. I stood there reeling from the outcome of the games today. My heart ached, and not just because Jaxon Carter had overshadowed Trey tonight, but I had also watched the whole game from the edge of the rink and screamed his name until my throat turned hoarse. I pressed myself against the rink’s Plexiglas wall, heart pounding in sync with the sound of blades slicing the ice and my clipboard clutched in my arms, taking notes as the team's assistant, only to forget to take any notes. I was constantly distracted looking out for Trey I waved once. Twice. Nothing. Trey skated past like I didn’t exist. My clipboard felt heavier in my arms. My chest, tighter. Still, I cheered louder than anyone else. “And there goes Senior Trey Rivers! Ice Hounds' golden boy with the puck, playing his farewell championship, can he lead his team to another victory tonight?” the commentator’s voice boomed through the speakers, full of admiration. "Let’s go, Trey!" I shouted, voice cracking from the cold and desperation. “Number 6, baby!” “Rivers make the pass, clean, confident. Just what we expect from Ice Hounds’ captain.” I beamed with my eyes shining, until Trey passed the puck over to Jaxon Carter “Hold on, Carter intercepts! What a move! That’s Jaxon Carter, the team’s Junior Superstar and he’s just hijacked the ice!” A wave of panic crawled under my skin “No,” I whispered. Jaxon spun past two defenders with practiced ease, lifted the puck, and slapped it into the net with a nonchalant flick. “Goal! Carter scores his second and final goal tonight. Move over, Trey, the Hounds have a new MVP” the commentator’s voice breaks in again with surprise and delight. The crowd erupted but I remained frozen while everyone in the stadium was cheering on their feet. I narrowed my gaze at Jaxon raising his stick like a rockstar, smirking up at the crowd. “CAR-TER! CAR-TER!” they chanted. Even Trey’s jaw tightened from where I stood. Great. Just great. Of all the people to outshine him, it had to be Jaxon, the hockey bad boy who reeked of trouble. He was Trey’s worst rival and, therefore, my biggest enemy. His cocky grin made me want to throw my clipboard away or throw up. The bathroom door creaked open behind me now, but I didn’t hear the sound. “Do you always give pep talks to half-dressed guys?” came a deep voice I spun around Jaxon Carter was standing behind me, steam trailing behind him, a towel slung low on his hips, smirking like a devil in the flesh. I wanted to look away but I didn’t. Instead, my face got really hot. “You know this is the men’s changing room, right? Or are you trying to catch the MVP coming out of the shower?” he asked winking at me “Oh! Don’t flatter yourself,” I snapped, trying to storm past him. He blocked my path. “Aww, don’t be shy. I heard you cheering. Let me see what you wrote about my performance at the rinks?” I turned away avoiding him getting a hold of my clipboard “Why did you steal Trey’s pass on purpose,” I hissed. “He is supposed to be the superstar. This is his last championship. You just had to show off.” Jaxon tilted his head. “Defending your step-brother’s honour huh? Well, it's not my fault that I am better than he is. You are looking at Sterling University's star player now” “Trey will always be the star player to me” I gritted my teeth, if arrogance were a sport, Jaxon Carter would’ve won the gold and still found a way to flex about it. I turned to leave, but I bumped into his arms that were blocking my way, and I stumbled. My clipboard slammed to the ground, followed by a soft flutter as loose papers spilled everywhere. “Oh crap” I dropped to my knees, scrambling to gather the sheets, heart pounding. Too late. Jaxon's foot stomped down on a few pieces of paper just as I reached for them, he was faster and he bent down and plucked the papers from the floor, “What’s this?” “No..give that back!” My blood ran cold Oh no! That wasn’t just any writing, it was the secret smut I scribbled about Trey at 2 a.m., the one I swore I’d trash but couldn’t stop rereading. And now Jaxon freaking Carter was holding it in his hand.Tiffany’s POV"Captains don't kiss nerds"If I hear that headline again, I swear I’ll lose it.I’ve been on the edge since I got to school this morning to see Hazel trending with her kiss with Jaxon at the party last night.I mean who is that dumb ass behind that blog? No one has dared to cross me. She intentionally didn't put me in the spotlight, I can feel it because not just once was my name mentioned in that trash post I was sipping on my caramel latte, minding my own business, when I heard her name coming from a bunch of sophomores by the café doors.“Hazel’s wearing his jersey tonight?" "I saw her walking into the dorm last night wearing it after he dropped her off”“All the girls are gonna be so jealous.”My hand froze on the cup and the lid squeaked under my grip. There is no way, I must have misheard that.I turned, pretending to check my phone while my ears sharpened like knives to concentrate on what they were saying. One of them actually said, “She’s so lucky,” like Haze
Hazel’s POVBy the time I stepped through the courtyard, the air was already buzzing with whispers, and every pair of eyes felt like they were aimed straight at me. I didn’t need anyone to tell me why.I should’ve felt proud, another WildLifeOnCampus post blowing up overnight, comment threads erupting like tornadoes. This was what I wanted, to keep my blog juicy, and to shake Tiffany a little, from making her debut on campus as the new cheer captain but just maybe, I might have just undone myself.Every head was literally buried in their phones with the notification sound buzzing around. I heard my words on their lips:“Rule #10: Captains don’t kiss nerds: Unless, apparently, they do.”The line I thought was clever last night now felt like a rope tightening around my neck. It wasn’t just gossip anymore, it was gasoline, and I’d lit the match myself.Whispers trailed behind me as I walked, laughter loud enough to send chills down my spine. A group of girls tilted their phones toward me
Hazel's POV Immediately, I slammed my door shut, and I pressed my back so hard against the door that I thought the wood would crack. My heart hadn’t stopped hammering since I left his car. Thankfully, Sasha wasn’t around, or else I’d have a thousand questions to dodge.It was almost midnight, but I wasn’t even sleepy with the amount of somersaults going on in my head.I flung my bag onto the bed and started pacing my room back and forth. What the hell was happening with me and Jaxon? Was I just tripping for him five minutes ago? Was that kiss for practice or for real? Somebody pinch me.When pacing wasn’t enough, I collapsed on my bed, yanked open my notebook, and forced myself to scribble something for my blog. I needed a fresh post today because it had been a huge day on campus, from the hockey victory party. By morning, people would be refreshing my blog for gossip so I had to come up with something interesting.I bent over my notebook, trying to write fast. Come on, Hazel, you ha
Jaxon's POV Hazel was staring at me curiously like she couldn’t tell if I was messing with her or I was on to something real. Her fingers wouldn’t stay still, she ran her finger along the little chain around her neck as stated at me.“I’m already working on your Lit midterm papers,” she finally said.I should have let it slide, the old me would have let it die there but the new me, the part that’s been living off any small chance to push pass my boundaries reminded her.“You already owe me that,” I said, leaning back like it was nothing.Her eyes narrowed. “So what do you want?”The safe answer was nothing but the reckless answer was the truth and my mouth chose not to be safe."I want you" I blunted outHer necklace slipped through her fingers, dropping back to her neck. Her eyes widden and she snapped out."No" The rejection hit me sharp, but I forced my grin before it could cut deep. “Let me finish. I want you to wear my jersey to the game. And I want you to cheer louder than any
Jaxon's POV I didn’t realize how tired i was until I was done dressing Hazel's wound, it had been a long night, it was my victory party but somehow, Tiffany and Trey had manage to annoy me all night. The party was over now and all the guest gone but I could still hear some noise from the rest of my housemates.Hazel looked quite exhausted too so I decided to drive her to her dorm. The drive was quiet, I kept stealing glances at her as she stared out the window with that blank, thoughtful look she got whenever she was trying to be brave. Her mouth twitched once in a while, like she had a lot going through her mind that she rather not say out. When I pulled up outside the dorm. The lights were dim, students passing with late-night coffees and laughter. She unbuckled her seat belt but hesitated before leaving.She turned to me with a bright smile. "Thanks,” she said finally, her fingers slightly worrying over the little bandage on her elbow, “For… tonight. For saving my ass.”I shrugge
Hazel’s POVI couldn't even find my voice to defend myself. What could I possibly tell Johnson and Marcus had happened?Their eyes darted between Tiffany curled up on the floor, with blood dripping from her palm, and me sitting frozen at the corner. Johnson muttered something under his breath to Marcus before rushing to Tiffany. “What the hell happened here?” Johnson inquired but his voice was already accusing.“She pushed me!” Tiffany cried, pointing at me with her good hand, tears streaming down her face. “Hazel… she just went crazy, she shoved me and then.. she cut me with the shard of a bottle!” She lifted her palm, to show the proof of her blood dripping “That’s not true!” My voice came out small and weak when I finally spoke, nothing like the sharp defense I had meant.“She...she did it to herself! She is lying.”Johnson shot me a glare. “You’re out of your mind. Why would she hurt herself just to blame you?”Because that’s exactly who Tiffany was, because she thrives in bully