I'm getting married today. I should be happy. And I did in the end. IN I have a wonderful friend, Victor, a protector for years, and now a business partner. We will both only profit from this marriage, u in every sense. My friend and godmother Rose, jumping around me, like that is euphoric as if she is getting married. She doesn't know the reasons I'm coming into this marriage. Only Victor and I know them.
"You are beautiful, Samantha! I'm so glad for you. Victor is just right kind. You need someone like that, don't you? ”I nod as I put on my earrings.
The ceremony will be small, on my side, there is only Rose. I don't have a father and a mother, they died a couple of years ago, uncle and his family I don't want to see either hear. They stopped contacting me when I was eighteen, when I was able to dispose of the money from the foundation, moved out, and enrolled in the Faculty of Economics.
I was indescribably lucky to meet him in the first days of my studies Victor. We have been best friends since then and now we will be spouses as well.
"Let me see my wife!" He just bursts into my room.
“Victor! Get out! It is an accident to see the bride before the ceremony! ”Rose he yells at him, and he and I can only giggle.
"You are beautiful, Samantha. Thank you for this. "
"Thank you, darling." Let's hug again, even though we don't have any more bits of doubt and doubt. This is the only, real step for two people like ours. His godfather Clark enters the room so he hugs me too. I know him I'm not my favorite person at the moment but he is trying to accept me for the sake of it Victor. Everything is ready, everyone is in their places, and Victor's father
Dale takes my hand and leads me to Victor.
A little further from Victor stands his brother Blake. He also arrived yesterday from at first this man arouses some uneasiness in me. I can feel his gaze on me wherever I go and he does it without any shame, he stares so obviously. Is he trying to read me, does he already suspect that this marriage is fake? Victor, assures me that my brother knows nothing.
He never told me about him, all I knew was that he had moved to Seattle. Still, I feel something dark and mysterious in him as he looks at me like this penetrating. In front of him, I'm afraid of my reaction, as if he's analyzing me, trying to penetrate my thoughts, reading my movements and facial expressions in a way that I do not want.
My gaze often escapes him against my will because it is so impressive, mysterious, so much so that I am afraid of the force that attracts me from the first moment he stepped into my room and I saw his occurrence. Tall, handsome, black-haired, black-eyed, like some dark knight who an arrow with his eyes, one word of which you obey without the slightest hesitation.
What particularly surprises me is my reaction to it. He looked staring at my face, he predatorily approached me the moment we met, shook my hand, and awakened in me some desire to stay
there as long as possible. My body recognized it as desirable, though to be forbidden. Why is this happening to me now, when I haven't felt that desire in years, actually never. I never wanted a man or looked at him in a way who I watch him. Completely taken away, I stood and looked back at him. I don’t know what this is about, but I’m happy because he’s leaving in a few days back to Seattle, just as Victor and I start working at his firms.
The whole ceremony was over, even my eyes watered because of Victor who so tried to make this look like a real wedding. I know he wanted to for to me this looks like a fairy tale because this is all I can get.
Blake is just approaching me looking at me in his own disturbing way, which makes me freeze in place and stop breathing. I mean, I think I’m afraid of that man, I don’t know any different explain what it evokes in me with your gaze and the way we approach.
Silently he takes my hands in his, slowly approaches me, and kisses both of their faces. For God's sake, how can an ordinary greeting card shake me like that disabled at the same time?
Clark and Victor are talking at the table, and my attention is on again taking away Blake and his conversation with my father-in-law. It upsets me to it hurt the fact that he had just announced his return and work with us at the firm.
How to treat him, how to work with him, when me his the look offends when its proximity throws me into a state of deprivation?
I don’t understand what’s happening to me, and I have no one to ask. Rose me he ran his elbow and threw it out of my thoughts.
"For God's sake, who is it?"
"Who?"
"This black man who looks here like a madman! Alas, I think I'm running this with me at home tonight! ”
I follow the look where she is staring at it so I shake a little. Blake again stared at us.
"That's my brother-in-law. Blake. "
“Ooooo great, I’m going to meet him and ask him for the first dance.
I'm just wet from his gaze. Look at him, he's so dominant and dangerous. Mmmmmm… is dangerously tempting! ”
She gets up without any hesitation, walks over to him, leans over a little his face, and whispered something to him. She doesn't seem to like his answer while he quickly moves her hand away from his shoulder, because she frowned and she snorted and returned to her place upset.
"Jerk!" She just mumbled as she sat in her seat angrily and upset.
"What did he tell you?"
"That I shouldn't offer myself to him because he has no intention of touching me. But the way to which he said it! It's like I hate him! It's disgusting. I withdraw everything I said about him. ”He finished sharply and quite loudly, without hesitation other people's ears.
She won't look at him anymore, but that's why I need to throw a look because I don’t understand what a normal man would refuse a high blonde, of perfect proportions and a face like hers? Well, the guys are on their own throw underfoot!
He’s still looking at me so I stop to look at her because she looks like this one for a moment she forgot about Blake's refusal and went dancing with a colleague from the firm. After the ceremony and celebration, Victor carries me across the threshold, doc Blake and his father-in-law follow in our footsteps. Take me by the hand to our room and just he greeted his brother and father and led me inside.
"Well, thank God!" He finally breathed, and I followed him.
"Let's get this over with."
"That's right, women. You go to sleep, and I have to go for a while.
Just so my father and Blake fall asleep so they can't hear me, okay? ”
"Of course, I know. You owe this one redemption. Go and good luck! ”
"When I return, I will sleep there on the ottoman, and from tomorrow we will say yes I'm snoring and you can't sleep from me so I'll move to the guest room. "
"OK, I hope Dale doesn't question too much. And Victor, what are we going to do when he asks about the grandchildren? ”I sigh a little discouraged because she will be a lot of questions and expectations that we will have to lie about while doing it I really don't like the wonderful man.
"We will not break our heads about that now. We are young, just finished our studies and we start working. We'll come up with something. ”He calmed me down a bit and went to the bathroom while I take off my wedding dress and take off a bunch of hairpins. He winks we leave the room, happy for my "date", so I go to take it off makeup and shower.
As of today, I am a married woman. I have to get used to being Mrs. Now Douglas. There is no more Samantha Clarkson. Samantha Douglas. Sounds correct. Much better than Clarkson.
It's morning and as usual my alarm rings at eight so I turn it off and turn it on are on the other side. The ottoman is empty, Victor doesn't seem to be at all returned home. I know who she’s with so I don’t worry at all. I just hope so he smoothed everything out. I change from a nightgown into leggings and a tunic and go downstairs to breakfast. On the way down my son that Blake is there somewhere and that I have to a little put in order. How to make your own body not react so strangely to him? A question I don't have an answer to yet. There is no one in the kitchen, our hostess Melody comes around noon because lunch we already have prepared. I slowly take the butter and honey out of the fridge, I place slices of bread on a plate and place them on the counter while my tea is brewing. I seem to have delved into my thoughts and smeared butter on the bread because I didn't feel anyone in the room with me. "Where's your husband, sister-in-law?" I froze and stopped with
The day after the wedding in our house he revealed many things to me.The first thing is that my head doesn’t hurt next to Samantha. The other thing is that it is my brother in the middle of the night started the car and left his wife who knows where and just in the morning came in the same suit.And the third thing that really interested me was that she was still afraid of me.A mixture of fear and fascination. Yes, that’s what I see on her whenever he looked at me. I feel like she’s struggling with herself not looking at me, but here it fails. I seem to interest her as much as she interests me. I work what I haven't done in years, I approach a woman so close, too close because she is petrified so I even take her hand. A woman attracts me andheals, I'm sure. She's running away from me, she's getting lost, she's confused, and I can'tresist not talking to her in such an ambiguous way.Bro showed up, then the old ones
While Callum Scott sings his song “Dancing On My Own,” I’m finally done. I stare once more pleased with what I see, which is my imagination created, having the best inspiration for my tormented soul. I look per hour so I find that I have been drawing in a trance for almost three hours. I go down to the kitchen to eat something quickly, I throw myself on the sofa and I write an e-mail to colleagues from my firm that I plan to resign. Otherwise, on weekends, I don’t reach for my cell phone for work, but now I feel the need to get everything done as quickly as possible. What an hour behind, while almost napping on on the sofa, Samantha enters the room by herself. She paused for a moment when she saw me, but was encouraged so I see that he will sit next to me and make himself comfortable. "What are you looking at?" He addressed me quite bravely and boldly because he had never done so before the first conversation did not begin. "You." "I mean, on TV."
"Will you mistakenly enter the wrong room at night, the wrong bed, the wrong one?"brother? ”Blake's words echo through my brain even half an hour after I ran away from him to my room.It shocks me over and over again and every time it gets more and more of an enigma to me. Not I know a man who turned down Rose, and as far as I can see, she won't easy to reconcile.I pray to God that he only tempts me because he doubts my marriage. Not I believe he is a sort of people with no respect for family, in order to be dared to seduce his brother's wife. Maybe his jokes are just like that weird and weird? No, something else doesn't fit. What to do, no I know no one like him. I don't know him at all, and what do I do now worry, I have no one to tell. Rose is the only friend I have, aVictor's only friend. What the hell is wrong with me looking at my door all the time? Well, I don't think so come in the middle of the night? The thoughts that occupy me
Everyone wants to see the new boss Blake currently standing on legs, slightly apart, arms close to the body, while gaze crosses over of his subjects. I look here and there at his profile. I'll have to watch it every day and I know it won’t be easy for me. Victor finished his presentation on profits and contracted jobsfirms in this quarter, so the father-in-law takes the floor and appears before employees."Dear colleagues, see that the day has come for me to leave, and yes young hopes and strengths come. In my place comes my son Blake, Victor will go to Procurement and Samantha to the Administration. I trust them completely and I have no doubt you will have good cooperation with them. Thank you all for your dedicated work in our company. "Applause filled the hall, after which Blake stepped forward and began his speech, measured and serious."Thank you all once again for the welcome. From tomorrow we start by getting to know each other. I believe m
Need.That’s how I feel about Samantha. They need to be close to me. Not he has to say anything, he doesn't have to do anything, he doesn't even have to look at me, he doesn't turn to me, just to be next to me. What kind of action it is, I can't say, but it is what I feel and somehow, it doesn’t bother me at all. In fact, it calms me down, it works divinely on me. There has been no woman in the last four years whose closeness I wished. And now one appears and it must be my wife's brother. I don’t control my tongue and actually want to throw the blue one next to it tablet. Fuck, if a woman knew I was drinking that shit, the guarantor would run away from this one house. I don't want her to leave, because I need her to look, I need that confusion, that fascination, almost submissiveness as he looks at me and as he listens to me.I want kisses and touches with her, everything that disgusts me from others which upsets me.I know I can't get that. Un
The night is long for me, insomnia torments me again as I call to mind Samantha's appearance, to calm me down at least a little. All sorts of nonsense to me come to mind, nothing strange, but one thing becomes clearer to me. Touch yes. Sex is not. I would have to stop taking pills for that. And I can't do that to do, I must not expose her to it.What the fuck are you thinking about having sex with your brother's wife, you lunatic? Like she would allow anything! Like you can do it! That voice again.So what, I can at least imagine. It's a sin, but I don't have a ticket anyway for paradise, not even for purgatory.At least I indulge in fantasies, in which she is there next to me and she lets me touch her. Just that, I don't need to feel anything anymore either it just calms me down so easily and lets me fall asleep. In the morning only the three of us go to Victor's car to work, he's old today at the doctor's office. Samantha receives the doorknob to sit behind, s
Thank God he's gone! I breathe easier as soon as Blake steps into the airport and Victor and I. headed home. A man simply kills me with his closeness. Brain off, senses are taken away, tongue-tied, breathing stopped. I feel next to him like a corpse. Okay, I'm lying. From the outside, I may be completely stiff but inside… for God's sake… Is it possible that my insides flicker like a leaf in the wind, that my heart jumps in my throat, that my blood is stronger and that everything in me wants something more from him? But what on earth, what? I argue with myself as we drive home. "Samantha, are you getting any more messages?" Victor interrupts my internal quarrel. "Not. They stopped just after the wedding. Good thing you posted the wedding in newspapers. I mean, I really hope this is the end of torture. " "Me too. We did well. ”He glanced at me briefly and gave me a present with a slight smile. "Yes, Victor. How about you?" "Okay,