LOGINRachael's POV
This feeling was sensational, from the way he flips me on the bed and increases his pace, I was loving all of it The hotel's cellphone rang, and he ignored it for the first few times, then, after a while, he slowly pulled it out and went over to answer it. "Yes this is Jonathan" he answers "Of course you can send her upstairs," he continues. Send who? He hangs up the phone and packs up my clothes, shoving me into the wardrobe. He said he isn't married so who could this possibly be? I hide as Jonathan opens the door, and the voice that follows is unmistakable. "Daddy!" a girl echoed. From where I stand, I see Bella step inside. And the truth immediately hits… Jonathan Hills, the man I had just lost my virginity to and shared a one-night stand with, is her best friend's father *** A few days before "Rachael, this marriage is not up for discussion" my mother's voice, calm and calculated. The tone she uses when she's already finalized and is just informing me. "It's about duty," she continues. I sit across from her, hands folded into my lap, like a child receiving instructions, even though I'm old enough to choose what I want. "This union secures protection for your father and the company, there's no need to delay." "I understand", I say, even though something tightens in my chest. "Good", she replies. "The gala in France is tomorrow, Clinton's family will be there. It's the first step". Later in my room, I pack my bags. It's just another night, all I have to do is fake a smile, wave, and act like everything is good. By the next morning, we'd be back in London. I shut the suitcase, and the servants load it into the car. Heading to the airport, I lean against the window, wondering what it feels like to be free. I tell myself it's just one night, one gala. I can survive it the way I survived everything else. Little did I know that France would be the place where everything unravels. One conversation, one decision, one man will split my life cleanly in two. After landing in France, we get ready and head to the gala. The gala feels nothing like home, the smell of the expensive perfumes, the chandeliers hanging and shining so bright.. Bella sneaks up on me a few minutes after we step inside "You look miserable" she says cheerfully I exhale a small laugh "You're mean". "I'm honest" she corrects guiding me towards the bar, "and you need a drink" Bella has been my best friend for three years now. We met in college and hit it off instantly With her divorced and absent parents and my selfish parents, one could say all we had were each other. Music hums and everywhere I look, there are men dressed in tailored suits and women beautified and elegant. Deals are being made with smiles and handshakes. This is the world my parents prepared me for. Bella takes a sip of champagne and leans closer. "So", she says casually, "are you really going through with the marriage" Of course, she brings it up here, "I don't have a choice" I answer, keeping my voice light. "It's happening." She studies me for a moment and then rolls her eyes "That's not fair" "That's life" I reply. And then silence follows. Suddenly she smirks mischievously "Then at least promise me one thing" I raise an eyebrow "Have one night of fun before you get married to that spoiled daddy's boy", "One reckless decision, something daring. One memory that belongs to you" "Besides my dad is here", she says scanning the room, "And I wouldn't have time to sit and listen to your sob story all night" I blink "Your dad?" She nods, "apparently he landed this morning and I finally get to see him after five years" Bella always joked that her father lived in airports more than he lived at home. I bet she was really excited. "Now back to you" I shake my head in disagreement but she persuades me "It's going to be fun, trust me!" she says "And you're so far from home. Whatever you do in France, stays in France" A smile slips through my face "I know you love the idea… now go!". I pick up my bag and my coat and slip away, Bella's words ringing in my head. I head to the lounge, it's quieter, low lighting, leather chairs, the kind of place made to hold secrets. I sit at the bar and order a drink, trying to remember what it feels like to live without expectations. Looking around, people leave slowly and then I start to regret slipping away from the gala. I sit at the bar, sliding my hands gently over the glass filled with a drink I don't need. And there he is, a tall, calm, commanding figure who towered over me. His gaze fixed on me. "You don't look like someone who enjoys parties" his voice echoes from behind me "I don't" I answered "So I guess you're the one I've been waiting for?" he continues I don't turn around, I don't answer and I don't correct him He leans closer "Interesting, you don't correct me" I shrug, taking a sip from my drink while turning around "Maybe I like surprises" "Or maybe you're just playing games" he says "Maybe both", I answer, playing around with his tie "You little slut" he says softly A slut! Is that who he was waiting for? The misunderstanding is perfect. He assumes I'm the person he came for and I let him. *** I sank against the wall, my heart still racing. The room is quiet now but the weight in my chest makes it feel suffocating. I didn't mean for it to go this far. I pressed my palm against my face, trying to recollect my thoughts. Every thought of what I did reconnects with the reality of who Jonathan was. My best friend's father…Rachael’s POVThe drive back to London felt longer somehow.Heavier.Like every mile carried the weight of something I could no longer undo.Pregnant.Even now…the word still echoed strangely inside my head.Too unreal to fully process.Too dangerous to ignore.I rested my forehead lightly against the car window and closed my eyes briefly.Dr Lawson’s voice replayed over and over again.There’s no mistake.My stomach twisted.Not from nausea this time.Fear.Pure fear.Because now there was no room left for denial.No more maybe.No more what if.Just truth.And the truth could destroy everything.The driver pulled into the Brooks estate just before evening fully settled.The second the gates opened…I snapped out of my mindI stepped out slowly afterward while trying to pull myself together before walking in.You’re fine.Act normal.Nothing has changed.Even though everything had.The moment I entered the house though…laughter echoed faintly from the living room.Familiar laughter.
Rachael’s POVI lied to everyone that morning.Again.At this point…lying had started feeling less like a choice and more like survival.“I have a meeting,” I told Clinton over breakfast.He barely looked up from his phone.“What kind?”“Family related.”He nodded once.No further questions.Part of me hated how easy it was.The other part was grateful.Because if he looked at me too closely lately…I felt like he’d see everything written across my face immediately.The fear, the guilt, the panic.And worst of all, pregnancy.My stomach twisted lightly at the thought.I quickly reached for my water before the nausea could fully rise again.Across the table, Aubrey watched me quietly over the rim of her coffee cup.Observing.Always observing.“You should eat more,” she said casually.“I’m not very hungry.”“That’s becoming a habit.”My pulse jumped slightly.“I’m just stressed.”Aubrey hummed softly but said nothing else afterward.Still…her eyes lingered on me a second too long.By
I stayed in bed long after Clinton left.Not because I was tired.Because moving meant facing reality again.And honestly…I didn’t think I was ready for that yet.The room still smelled faintly like him.Cologne.Alcohol.And something warmer underneath both.My chest tightened instantly.I sat up slowly afterward and pressed my palms against my face hard enough to hurt.God.What exactly had I turned my life into?For a second…I almost convinced myself last night never happened.That maybe I imagined everything from desperation and panic.But then my eyes landed on the unmade bed beside me.Reality settled heavily all over again.No.It happened.And somehow…the terrifying part was that the plan actually worked.At least for now.I forced myself out of bed eventually.The marble floor felt cold beneath my feet as I walked toward the bathroom slowly.Everything inside me felt heavier lately.My body.My thoughts.Even breathing sometimes.I turned the shower on and stepped beneath
Rachael’s POVI had only had sex with one person It was Jonathan.And since then I had been obsessed with him and his cock.Clinton wasn’t as big, but he was long… very longHe leaned down, kissed me slowly. His thumbs found my clits, rubbing in circles while his cock was inside me.Jonathan would talk me through it Clinton didn’t and he lasted longWe fucked and fucked and fucked until he cummedI made sure he spilled it on the bed, so he doesn’t doubt the time lineClinton was good. I couldn't lie.Very good and roughI cried, my back ached, my pussy felt sore…I hope my baby is still okay because sex with him was wild.***Morning came too quickly.The soft light pushing through the curtains felt cruel somehow.For a few seconds…I forgot where I was.Then reality returned all at once.The room.The bed.The smell of alcohol still lingering faintly in the air.And Clinton beside me.My chest tightened instantly.I stayed completely still.Heart pounding hard enough to hurt.The b
Rachael’s POVWeeks flew by.And somehow…instead of things getting easier after the wedding…everything only became harder.The nausea never fully stopped.Some mornings were manageable.Other mornings had me locked inside bathrooms gripping sinks while trying not to panic.I had started carrying gum in my bags.Perfume too.Anything to hide the constant sickness.Anything to survive one more day.And still…I didn’t have a solution.Every day that passed felt like a countdown hanging over my head.Every glance from Aubrey felt sharper now.Every interaction with Jonathan felt dangerous.Every time Bella hugged me…guilt nearly swallowed me whole.Because if this secret exploded…it wouldn’t just destroy me.It would destroy everyone.I sat quietly at the edge of the guest bed one evening with my knees pulled slightly toward my chest.Thinking.Again.Over and over.Trying to force my brain into finding another option.But there wasn’t one.There was only this.The timeline had to ma
Rachael’s POVI stood in front of the mirror for almost twenty minutes before finally deciding this was ridiculous.Because what exactly was I doing?Trying to seduce my husband?The thought alone sounded absurd considering Clinton barely looked at me unless it involved appearances, obligations or warnings about my father.And yet…here I was.Hair down.Lip gloss freshly applied.A silk robe wrapped around my body while anxiety clawed violently through my chest.Because this wasn’t about romance.It wasn’t about wanting Clinton.It was survival.Pure survival.My fingers trembled slightly as I stared at my reflection again.Pregnant.The word still didn’t feel real in my head.Even after the positive tests hidden carefully in my bag.Even after the nausea.The dizziness.The exhaustion.None of it felt real until I remembered whose baby this was.Jonathan’s.My chest tightened painfully at the thoughtIf anyone found out…Bella would hate me forever.Jonathan’s life would explode.An
Rachael’s POVFor a moment I stayed where I was.The balcony door had already closed behind Jonathan, but the air still felt warmer than it had a few minutes ago.‘The real version of that night was a lot harder to forget.’The words replayed in my head whether I wanted them to or not.I exhaled sl
Rachael POVThe last thing I remember is the way the room tilted… my mother’s voice somewhere in the distance… Bella screaming… and then nothing.When I open my eyes, everything feels too bright.I try to move but my head throbs immediately.“Don’t,” a nurse’s voice says gently. “You fainted.”Fain
Rachael’s POV"Rachael!". Mom calls out, peeping through my door.I sit up, "Yes?""The Brooks requested that you be at their house by twelve today.""Why?"She hesitates, "I don't know. Wedding preparations or something like that".Of courseI glance at the clock. It's barely past nine. My chest t
Rachael's POVThe room is already too loud when I walk in.Fabric samples cover the long table, silks, satins, and lace in shades of ivory, champagne, and blush. The wedding planner talks endlessly about color themes and preparation, but my head is pounding. Everything feels too tight, too fast lik







