FAZER LOGINHillary
The first time I met Rhiannon was at my interview for this job. Luckily, she was in Utah for business, and we scheduled the meeting. She described Bentley Brown in three words: arrogant, rude, insufferable. She warned me that if I wanted to work with him, I had to absorb his excesses without taking offense. So, for him, I learned three things. Grace under fire—staying calm and professional even when treated poorly. Professional detachment—keeping emotions out of it and focusing on the work. Selective tolerance—knowing someone’s flaws but choosing to overlook them. Even though he was worse than I expected, I kept my head up. Nothing dragged me down. Not even the ankle I almost broke that morning, which still hurt like hell. I was in the passenger seat of my dad’s car when I was thirteen and we crashed. I saw him dying in that seat. That was why being a passenger now gave me so much PTSD. “Are you doing okay?” Rhia asks, walking up to my table. I nod with a smile. “Ben is tough, but I’m tougher.” “He’s like that to everyone. Don’t worry, just don’t get mad. It gets better. And he’ll definitely say worse things,” she smiles. She is beautiful, though years of working with Ben had made her uptight and strict. “When are you completely relieved of your duties?” I ask. “Friday. From Monday, it’s all you, Hillary.” Of course. “Congratulations on your wedding in advance,” I say. “Thank you,” she replies before walking away. I returned to work, planning Bentley’s week just like Rhia instructed. I took a few appointment calls, including blind dates set up by his mother—which, for some reason, made me laugh. My phone buzzed. It was my step-sister, Laurel. After my dad passed, Mom remarried. Her new husband was awful, did nasty things to me. When Mom found out, she divorced him, got custody of Laurel, his daughter and we filed a restraining order. I hadn’t seen him since. “Hi, Lary!” Laurel squeals over the phone. She’s fifteen now. “Hi, my love. How are you?” I smile. “I’m fine. I miss you so much. How’s Boston?” “Boston is amazing, love. I miss you too.” “New York is close to Boston, right? Could you visit and take pictures for me?” “Of course.” I laugh. “Say hi to Mom. I’ve got to go back to work. Love you.” “Love you.” I hung up and started packing up. Work ended in ten minutes, and I didn’t want to piss him off again today. I headed to his office anyway, to see if he needed anything. I pushed the door open. “Director—” My words died. Rhiannon and Bentley were making out roughly. His hands were everywhere, squeezing. Wait, what? Wasn’t she supposed to be getting married in a few weeks? Moving to London with her husband? Ben’s face turned red with fury. “Ah—I’m sorry—” I turned to leave, but he barks “Did you grow up without a father, or were you never taught to knock before entering spaces that don’t belong to you?” Fuck. That one hit. “Ben!” Rhia snaps, clearly realizing he’s gone too far. My eyes stung, fingers tightening on the doorknob. But I sucked it up. “Go home!” he snaps. I hurried out, packed my things, and grabbed a cab. The city blurred past the window. Were they having an affair? If they wanted each other so badly, why wouldn’t they just be together instead of her marrying someone else? Oh well. I shoved it out of my head. At home, I showered, changed, then headed downstairs to help Isabel make dinner. My stomach growled—I hadn’t eaten all day. “Hi, Isabel,” I stride into the kitchen. “Hey, beautiful. How was your first day?” she asks. I sucked in air through clenched teeth. “Not great.” She laughs, like she gets it. “Is he like that to you too?” I ask. She is old enough to be his mom. Surely he wouldn’t disrespect her. “Sometimes,” she says. I got distracted by the fridge I opened—full of lemon ice cream, all the same size. “He loves lemon ice cream,” Isabel says. “Loves? More like obsessed. Why would anyone need a giant freezer filled with lemon ice cream? How many refrigerators does he have?” “Four. Well, five including the one upstairs.” My jaw drops. “Why does anyone need five refrigerators?” She points to the corner. “The walk-in fridge is for fruits, vegetables—” I barely heard the rest. Walk-in fridge? I hadn’t known those existed. “How long have you worked for him?” I ask, taking the juice she pours from another fridge. “Ten years,” she says with a small laugh. “What?! Has he always been this insufferable?” She laughs. “Zesty and self-absorbed, yes. But he grew colder over the years.” I nodded. “He told me today: ‘Did you grow up without a father or weren’t you taught to knock?’” I mimicked his voice. “That one hurt. My dad died in a car accident when I was thirteen.” I lifted my blouse, showing the scar. “But I let myself breathe because I need the money more than he needs—” I choked on my words. He was standing in the doorway, staring like a stalker. Did he hear me mocking him? God. Hillary, at least keep this job for a few months. “Director, nice to see you. Dinner will be ready soon, right Isabel?” I say nervously. She smiles. I try to smile too, but it vanishes when I see the animal beside him. A guttural scream escapes as I jump down from the island and hide behind Isabel. “What the fuck is that?” I’m shaking. “A cat,” he says casually. “Yeah, a wild one.” “She’s my pet. She doesn’t bite, I promise.” That was a fucking black panther. Or jaguar. Or Whatever. “You can’t just own murder mittens, isn’t it like illegal?” The beast rubs against Ben like a housecat. “What are you going to do, call the cops?” he says, reaching into the freezer for his lemon ice cream. No wonder the whole house smelled like expensive lemons. “She wouldn’t bite you,” Isabel whispers, trying not to laugh at my fear. I don’t move. “Excuse me,” Isabel leaves, but I stayed glued in place, far from Ben and his murder cat. Except he came closer. Thankfully, the beast sat like a good girl, licking ice cream. Ben towered over me, caging me against the island with his arms. His shadow swallowed me. “What’s going on, sir?” I ask, inching back. “What you saw today—if you tell anyone—” “I’m good at minding my business. That’s my best trait. What I saw isn’t my business.” He arches a brow, scanning me, then rolls his eyes. “Don’t walk around my house in that flimsy outfit. Your nipples are begging for attention,” he says. I gasp, hands shooting up to cover my chest. I’m not a whore—it was fear of the murder mitten. Urgh. My cheeks burned with embarrassment. I slid out from under his arm and ran.Hillary“What’s in that? And why is it wrapped like that?” Ben laughs at my desperate but funny way of concealing everything I bought for him.“None of your business,” I roll my eyes at him, clicking my seat belt back in place.“That jacket is too thin,” Ben says while shrugging off his. He takes his thick jacket and gives it to me.A wide smile spreads across my face. “Thank you,” I wear his jacket over mine, and I genuinely feel a lot warmer.“You are really not going to tell me what is in there? Smells like cookies,” Ben says, reaching into the back seat.“No, it’s a surprise for someone,” I yell, dragging him back.“I was just going to get you this,” he chuckles, throwing a blanket in my lap.“Ohh, thank you,” I smile awkwardly and turn away from him. Why is he suddenly being so nice to me? He is going to make this so much worse for me because if I already like him when he is an arrogant, narcissistic meanhead, how much more when he’s offering me blankets and jackets and stuff?Be
Hillary “Laurel, can you get that bike out of the living room?!” My mom yells at Laurel again for riding her new electric bicycle that Bentley bought—brought for her, actually, because his company makes them. It looks so cool; I want one. I don’t know why she gets gifts all the time but not me. I mean, she already has a Bentley while I’ve literally never driven a car my entire life. Mostly because I can’t drive, but also because I don’t want to drive ever. I like the bicycle, it’s cool. But I don’t want to have to ask, I’d just steal Laurel’s own.“No, thank you, Nora,” I wave her off politely because I’d rather go ride Laurel’s bike than eat dessert with them.The table is full, surrounded by chatter and everyone just talking over each other. I love it, having the house full, a big family where no one gets to hide or be lonely. As much as Ben would rather not speak, they include him in the conversation and force him to. While the parents have moved from one conversation to another,
Hillary “Finn!” I yell, jumping down the flight of stairs and running towards Jake’s dad. I love him so much; he makes me feel like a little girl again, and he likes to spin me around when he hugs me.“Hey-hey!” Finn lifts me off the ground and spins me. “How are you??? I missed you so much, but I know how seriously Ben takes work. How have you been surviving with him anyway?” Finn asks, lowering me back to the ground.“Ben’s… a lot,” I lower my voice conspiratorially. “But I’m surviving, and we didn’t kill each other, but it was a rough ride,” I explain, and Finn bursts into laughter, throwing his head back.“Where’s Nora?” I ask, scanning the heavily decorated living room, then shifting my eyes toward the dining area. She is over there chatting with my mom, but before I can excuse myself, the door opens.“Ben is here!!! Leo is here!!” Laurel screams from upstairs, leaning down on the railing. She must have seen them through the window of her room. If she’s just trying to trick Geor
HillaryI watch in the mirror as my eyelashes stand out, long and black, all brushed out. There’s a little blush on my heavy cheekbones—ones I have been accused of getting fillers in—and my plump lips are coated in pink gloss. My eyebrows are brushed out and neat as well. I don’t think I need to do anything more; I look great already. My hair is combed too, falling down my shoulders, all shiny and brown. I’m wearing a pink lounge set with a burgundy hoodie to chase the cold. I look down at my phone, back at the open chat—Bentley’s chat.I still haven’t responded to his text.Maybe I should have. Maybe I could have invited him over with his parents too. But I didn’t. I left him all alone. He is probably all alone at home, sprawled on his couch, watching some sci-fi movies or one of those nerdy shows. A small smile appears on my lips at the thought of him.I close my phone, fumbling with the necklace I have on.“You know Ben’s not coming with them, right?” I hear the soft click of my do
Hillary“Hilarious, get your ass up and help us here,” my mom says, barging into the kitchen where I escaped to take a seat.“C’mon, mom. I have been working all day,” I groan, getting off the stool.“Yeah, I know and I see that, but we still have a lot to do. Your in-laws are on the way and will be here anytime soon. After dinner, you can sleep till next week if you want,” she argues.I roll my eyes. “Everything is perfect, mom, stop stressing,” I tell her, patting her shoulder.“No it’s not, they are like super rich, and we need to make sure they are at least seventy percent as comfortable as they would be in their homes,” my mom insists, fretting.I stare at her. That’s the same reason she broke her back and her bank trying to make everything perfect for Ben when he had to stay.“They are not super rich. They are normal, like us. You know who is super rich? Ben—he is the reason they are everything they are today, plus they are already impressed by us, all of us. And all of this foo
Hillary Home.I used to think home was like a house where your mom and dad and immediate family lived. I don’t think so anymore. I think home is wherever you want it to be. Wherever you have gotten so used to and comfortable in. And there can be more than one home. Home is not a building; sometimes it’s not even the people—it’s just you.I fidget with the Cartier bracelet set around my wrist. The one Ben got me. I don’t know why I can’t stop worrying about him. He is not a baby; he is a full-grown adult that knows how to handle himself. Plus, it’s only been like seven days. But I can’t help but worry. Isabel traveled for the holidays too, which means Ben’s all alone. He doesn’t have any friends—well, I doubt that Charlie or Julian would offer to spend their holidays with Ben—which means that he is alone, chugging popcorn and doing all those nerdy things, and also forgetting to eat dinner, which is like the only meal he eats in the day.I wonder how he gets to keep his breathtaking ab







