"DAMN." I muttered as I glanced at my bankbook on the center table. In a week, I was only able to collect five hundred thousand dollars from the loan I took out from the bank. Dad emerged from the kitchen with a cup of coffee. He placed it in front of me. "You still haven't eaten lunch." I've been staying here with my father for a week now. After filing a leave of absence from my work, I went back here to Portland. "It's okay, Dad." I gave him a small smile. "I'm still full from the pancake you made for breakfast earlier." Dad sighed as he sat beside me. "I'm sorry, Bianca. I'm sorry for giving you problems." "Dad..." I looked at him. "I'm sorry that I had to resort to gambling every time I missed your mother." He lowered his head. "I'm sorry. I have never been truly okay since your mother left me." Dad placed his hand to cover his face. My heart wretched when I realized he was crying. The last time I saw him like this was when my mother died. "I'm sorry, Bianca. I failed y
I WAS back in the present when I heard the door open behind me. I turned my head only to be paralyzed when I saw who entered the room. "What are you doing here?" I asked Charlie, looking away and bringing back my eyes to the unconscious man lying on the hospital bed. After Gideon got transferred here, I haven't seen Charlie again. Until now. "I'm here to visit my brother." He said. From the corner of my eyes, I saw him standing a few feet beside me. "You should have waited for your turn, Charlie. This is my private time with my… husband." I almost whispered my last word. "I wanted to talk to you," he said in a gentle voice. The corner of my eyes heated up. "We have nothing to talk about, Charlie." "I heard about what happened to your father from Mom," he said instead. "I'm sorry, Bianca." I bit my lower lip. I only managed to nod at him without looking his way. I was afraid my own emotions would betray me. "I'll leave you here…" I said, almost in a whisper. I couldn't s
"WHAT are you doing here?" I almost jumped on my feet when I saw Charlie outside of my hospital room. Today is my last day here in the hospital. The doctor already gave me a green light to go home. All my injuries were already healed. I only had a few scars and bruises left on me. He cleared his throat. "I'll take you home, Bianca." I tried to hide my surprise. I looked away. "There's no need, Charlie." I didn't want to talk to him. The last time we saw each other, he wanted to get the truth out of me. Charlie… he's a trigger to my emotions. "Mom asked me to take you home, Bianca." Amelia… Of course, she was clueless about everything. She didn't know… I was Charlie's ex-fiancée. "Tell Amelia I can do it alone." "You're avoiding me," he declared. I faced him. "Well, yes. I am. Because we had a past, Charlie. And I've hurt you! Wouldn't that be enough reason to avoid you?" I bit my lower lip. I needed to stop here. I was afraid that my emotions would betray me. "But we
I hastily wiped the tears on my face and stood up. "H-how long have you been here?" Did Charlie hear anything? "Didn't I say I wanted to be alone?" My voice rose a bit. No. He didn't hear it. He could not know. "I know you wanted me to wait there but it's been an hour, Bianca. I thought you got lost or something…" He took a deep breath and took something from his pocket. A handkerchief. He handed it to me. "Here. Wipe your tears." His voice was gentle. His eyes sad. I suddenly felt sorry for snapping at him. "I'm sorry… I forgot about the time." I said as I took his handkerchief. This time, I properly dried my face. "You have nothing to be sorry about." His hands were in his pocket as he glanced at the tomb in front of us. No. I have many things to apologize for, Charlie. "I'm sorry for disturbing you." His eyes went back to me. "I'll go back to the car. I'll wait for you there." "No. I'm done here. Let's go." "Are you sure? I don't mind waiting." I gave him a sma
"WHAT happened, Bianca?" Charlie probed. His eyes were bloodshot. This was the first time I saw him like this. "How did you end up with him? You said you met him in a bar. And s-something happened between you two." His fist clenched in anger. His chinky eyes got sharper like a knife. "Did Gideon seduce you? Did he put something on your drink? Did he force himself on you? Tell me what he did!" I almost jumped on my seat with the anger I heard in his voice. I shook my head and swallowed the lump in my throat. "N-no. We didn't meet in a bar. That part was a lie." I shut my eyes for a second. "I met Gideon because of Dad. He used my father to get through to me." "What did he do?" "I didn't know that Dad's gambling addiction resurfaced, Charlie. After I drove you to the airport that day, I visited Dad home. I found out that Dad owed someone two million dollars. That someone is Gideon Henry. Gideon threatened to put Dad in jail if he didn't pay him back within a month." I couldn't
"ARE you really sure about this, Bianca?" Helen asked me. I was talking to her on the phone. I just told her that I'm going back to New York. In fact, today was my flight. After I got out of the hospital, I filled her up with everything that had happened to me in the past months. The accident. My miscarriage. Gideon's condition. The moment Helen learned about it, she wanted to fly to LA to visit me. But I stopped her from coming over. I knew her situation at home. Four months ago, her daughter had been diagnosed with leukemia. Helen knew about my marriage with Gideon. Of course, she was aware that Charlie was my fiancé back then so she was shocked when she found out that I married another man who wasn't Charlie. But I never told her that Charlie was the real father of my baby. Only Gideon and I knew the truth about that. "Yeah. My flight's only three hours away, Helen." I answered. It's been three months since I got out of the hospital. Until now, Gideon was still unconscio
I HAVEN'T seen Charlie much in the past months. After I told him that I'd stay married to Gideon, he seemed to have avoided me. I heard from Amelia that he had taken on a project in Alaska. "I need to talk to you." He looked at me. I was already dressed for my flight. "I have a flight in two hours, Charlie." "I know. I won't take long, Bianca." I bit my lower lip as I invited him inside the house. "Mom said you're going back to New York," he said as he sat on the sofa. His eyes went to my luggage near the sofa. "You already talked to her." It was a statement. I took the seat across from him. "Yeah. I already told Amelia that Gideon and I didn't really love each other. And that I'll be filing a divorce once Gideon wakes up." "You didn't tell her about us," Charlie said, his eyes on me. "No." I swallowed. "Amelia didn't need to know the real reason why Gideon married me. I can't hurt her." I gave him a small smile. "Let's just keep that to ourselves, Charlie. You, Gideon,
"W-WHAT do you mean, Amelia?" My mouth dropped as I stared at Gideon's mother in front of me. I couldn't believe everything I had heard from her. After receiving the call from Amelia, Charlie and I drove back to the hospital. I hadn't seen Gideon yet. Amelia said she needed to talk to me first… about Gideon's condition. According to her, Gideon had woken up this morning. Even the doctor couldn't explain how he miraculously woke up from being brain-dead for three months. But the doctor had found out something wrong after talking to him. "G-Gideon has amnesia?" The words barely came out of my lips. Amelia and I were here at the hospital's cafeteria. "Gideon lost his entire memories, Bianca. He doesn't remember anything. He couldn't recognize me. He couldn't even recall his own name." Amelia blinked away the tears in her eyes. "The doctor said he was suffering from generalized amnesia." Gideon… suffering from amnesia. That was hard to believe. I swallowed the lump in my