Mag-log inRebecca's POV
I woke up to the smell of coffee and the sound of my father’s booming laugh downstairs. My eyes snapped open. The morning sun was filtering through the curtains of my bedroom and i was on my own bed, in my own nightgown. For a split second, I thought it was all a dream. Then I moved. I felt a dull, pleasant ache between my thighs. The phantom feeling of being stretched and claimed pulsed through my body like a second heartbeat and it wasn't a dream. It was Mark. I sat up quickly, my heart hammering against my ribs. The house was alive. Mum was humming in the kitchen, and I could hear the clink of plates. I looked at my phone, it was 8:00 AM. I had snuck back to my room at 3 AM, tiptoeing past the guest room door, terrified that it would creak open and he'd pull me back inside but he didn't and now, I had to face him. I took a deep breath, threw on a simple summer dress, and walked downstairs. My legs felt like jelly. When I stepped into the kitchen, my dad was standing by the stove, and Mark was seated at the table, a cup of coffee in his hand, reading the newspaper. He looked up as I walked in. He looked exactly the same. Freshly shaved, a blue button-up shirt, his hair perfectly combed and he looked like the respectable, trustworthy family friend he was supposed to be. There was not a single trace of the beast who had growled dirty, filthy things in my ear and torn my robe apart just hours ago. "Morning, sweetheart," my dad said, not looking up from the bacon. "Did you sleep well?" "Uh….yeah," I said, my voice cracking slightly. I pulled out a chair, placing myself directly opposite Mark. As I sat down, my knee accidentally brushed against his under the table and i jjerked back but he didn't move. He just turned the page of his newspaper, his expression completely blank. Then, the table shifted. Beneath the tablecloth, hidden from my parents view, I felt his foot slide across the floor. It hooked around my ankle, dragging my foot forward until my heel rested against his calf. I froze, my breath catching in my throat. My dad turned around, placing a plate of eggs in front of me. I forced a smile looking up at him. "So," my dad said, sitting down with his own plate. "Mark and I were thinking of hitting the golf course today. You want to come and keep us company?" Mark took a sip of his coffee, his eyes finally meeting mine over the rim of the mug. There was a dark, dangerous glint in them that made my stomach clench. His foot moved higher. It began to trace a slow, agonizing path up my calf. "That sounds like a great idea," Mark said, his voice smooth as "But only if she wants to. I don't want to drag her away from her plans." His foot was now brushing against the back of my knee. Under the table and in front of my father. My mouth went dry. I gripped the fork so hard my knuckles turned white. "I, uh..." I stammered, trying to focus on my dad's face instead of the electric current shooting up my leg. "I'd... I'd love to come." Mark gave a small, satisfied nod. His foot stopped moving, but it didn't pull away. It stayed there, warm and possessive against my bare skin, a constant, torturous reminder of what his hands had done to me last night. "Good girl," my dad chuckled, completely oblivious. I flinched. Those words were the exact same words Mark had whispered into my ear as I shattered around him last night. I looked down at my plate, my cheeks burning. And when I glanced back up at Mark, he was grinning at me, a predator's grin. This wasn't just a one-night mistake. He had no intention of letting me forget it. And the worst part? I didn't want him to.Rebecca's POV The office building was a towering glass structure that seemed to scrape the clouds. I had never been inside such a modern, imposing space. The lobby alone was larger than my childhood home—polished marble floors, a massive abstract sculpture in the center, and hushed, professional voices.I smoothed down my blazer, adjusted the strap of my bag, and walked toward the reception desk. My heels clicked against the marble, a sound that felt foreign and grown-up and completely terrifying.I had dressed carefully that morning—a fitted black skirt, a cream blouse, and a tailored blazer. I had curled my hair and applied just enough makeup to look polished without looking like I was trying too hard. I had rehearsed my answers in the mirror, practiced my handshake, and tried to shove the memory of Mark's dirty text from my mind.But the memory wouldn't budge."I don't want to know what you're wearing. I want to know what you're not wearing."I had read that message while sitting
Mark's POV I walked into my office at 8:47 AM, coffee in hand, a fresh suit on my back, and a hard-on that hadn't fully subsided since I left Room 14. This morning had been a master class in acting. I had kissed Elena goodbye at the front door, told her I loved her, and smiled at her like nothing in the world was wrong. She had absolutely no idea that her husband had spent the night buried in a twenty-two-year-old girl, coming undone in ways he hadn't felt in decades. Now, sitting in my leather chair behind my mahogany desk, the charade was over. The mask was off and I was alone with my dangerous, filthy, consuming thoughts. I set down the coffee and leaned back in my chair, loosening my tie. My office was quiet, the door closed, the blinds drawn. The floor was barely awake—just a few early risers tapping at keyboards down the hall. The hum of the air conditioner was the only sound, low and steady, doing nothing to cool the heat rising in my chest. I reached into my pocket and p
Rebecca's POV The sun was barely creeping over the horizon when I pulled into my driveway. The streets were empty, the houses still dark, the world wrapped in that fragile, innocent silence that only exists at dawn. I killed the engine and sat in the driver’s seat for a long momentMy black dress was wrinkled, it clinged to my skin like a second layer of shame. It smelled faintly of cheap motel soap and something else—something woodsy and masculine that I had come to recognize as his scent. I could still feel his hands on my hips, rough and possessive. I could still hear his voice in my ear, low and ragged, ordering me not to stop.I closed my eyes and exhaled slowly, trying to push the memories back into the dark corner of my mind where I kept them hidden.You're home now and you're safe.But I didn’t feel safe. I felt hollow.I slipped out of the car, careful not to let the door slam shut. I crept up the front steps, easing the key into the lock with practiced silence. The door cli
Mark's POVI arrived at Room 14 at 8:10 PM. I was fifty minutes early. I knew it was pathetic. I was a grown man, forty-four years old, built from steel and concrete, and I was pacing a cheap motel room like a teenager waiting for his first hookup.But I couldn't help it.The first time had been a taste. A fleeting, hungry bite of something forbidden, and now, I was starving.I had spent the last four days replaying every second of that first night. The way her body had felt beneath mine. The way she had gasped when I entered her. The way her nails had dug into my shoulders as she came undone.I had sat across from Elena at dinner, smiled, nodded, and pretended everything was fine. I had slept in my own bed, my wife's body inches away from mine, while my mind was somewhere else entirely.Somewhere in Room 14.I checked my phone again. No messages. She said she was coming, but the clock was ticking, and the doubt was creeping in.What if she doesn't show? What if the guilt got to her?
Rebecca's POV I had been back home for three days since the motel. Three days of smiling at breakfast and nodding along to my mother’s chatter about the neighborhood gossip. Three days of pretending I wasn't counting the hours until I could see Mark again. But the worst part wasn’t the pretending, it was my father.Dave had always been a warm, easygoing man, the kind of dad who never missed a soccer game, never raised his voice, and always made time to sit on the porch with me and watch the fireflies. Tonight, as I walked downstairs to grab a glass of water, I found him alone in the living room, staring at the muted television, with a glass of whiskey in his hand."Hey, sweetheart," he said, looking up. His voice was soft and affectionate. "Can't sleep?"I froze in the doorway. "I'm just thirsty."He patted the empty spot on the couch beside him. "Come sit with your old man for a bit."My stomach twisted. I wanted to run back upstairs but I forced my feet to move, sinking into the c
Mark’s POVI watched her taillights disappear around the bend of Route 9. I stood barefoot on the gravel outside the motel, the morning chill biting at my skin, and I didn't move until the red glow was completely swallowed by the horizon.Then I closed the door, leaned against it, and let out a breath I didn’t realize I had been holding.What the hell have I done?The room still smelled like her. Cheap motel soap, stale air, and that sweet, intoxicating scent of her skin. I walked over to the bed, picked up her discarded hair tie from the nightstand, and slipped it into my pocket.Pathetic. I knew it was pathetic. But I needed something…anything, to carry with me.I dressed in silence. My hands moved mechanically; buttoning my shirt, zipping my jeans, tying my boots. I checked the room three times to make sure I hadn't left anything behind. No traces or proof, just memories that were already burning holes in my chest.I walked out, locked the door, and got into my SUV.I pulled out o







