Mag-log inElise's pov
I ignored his calls after that. I know he didn't do anything wrong but I just needed space, so I lied that I was sick whilst I buried myself in my bed and cried my hearts out in the dark. It was all going well until he showed up. I heard my front door unlock. Living in a luxurious neighborhood has its perks, so I wasn't even scared that someone was breaking in to rob me. However I was scared that he was going to see me at my all time low. I cursed the day I gave him a key to my house. As his footsteps approached my bedroom door I squeezed my eyes shut hoping that it would somehow make him go away. I heard him pause, probably to collect himself and then my door opened and he walked in. I kept my back turned to the door because I couldn't bear to look at him. After a moment the room fell into silence. I waited for a minute, then a few more and it seemed like he had gone so I let out a breath I didn't know I had been holding and then rolled to face the door and that was the worst decision I had ever made in my life because there he was, face right in front of mine, staring. “Ah!” I screamed so loud I was sure it would be heard from the moon. My heart raced too fast . I thought it would burst out of my chest and all the idiot did was laugh. “Glad to see you're alive.” “Don't ever scare me like that you idiot!” I screamed clutching my chest. His shoulders shook with barely contained laughter which burst out when I shot him a glare. “oh my God.” He said in between breath. “Yo-you should have seen the look on your face.” “Shut up.” I threw a pillow at him which he effortlessly caught then moved my leg aside and sat on my bed with a sad expression. “Why have you been avoiding me, lise?” That looks… It crushed my heart. He had been so happy to introduce her to me and I ruined it. “I…” what do I say? “I was honestly sick and didn't want to ruin your new couple's honeymoon.” He gave me a deadpan look. With a sigh I said, “look, I was surprised. You never told me you were seeing anyone and it hurt you know. As your best friend, you hid that from me.” That was somewhat the truth. “Oh, Lise.” He pulled me into a bone crushing hug. “I understand now. I'm sorry about that, I just… I don't know. I was an idiot. I'm sorry.” “It's fine.” My voice was muffled against his chest as I tried my best not to melt into him. “I promise this will never happen again.” “Pinky?” I held up my pinky. “Pinky.” Like that, another promise was made. “Now tell me about her.” Saying those words was equivalent to me swallowing class but I knew I had to be his friend first before my feelings. His eyes lit up. “She’s the one, Lise. She's the best thing that has ever happened to me. I know we're going to last.” **** Well… they didn't last. I guess there really was a big guy up in the sky listening to my prayers. Victoria turned out to be the worst thing to ever happen to him. Their relationship was toxic and on and off for years until they finally broke up. While he was heart broken and crying, I comforted him and celebrated every night when I got home. Who said miracles didn't happen? Three months after they broke up things were finally coming back to normal and I had Marcus all to myself. I was slowly working towards the thought of telling him how I felt. “Stop daydreaming, you're at work.” He said, voice cutting through my thoughts as he walked ahead of me. We had come to LA for a business trip and he seemed awfully excited ever since we arrived. The way he looked at me and spoke to me, it was different. “Care to share what has got you in a good mood lately?” I tried to pry. He simply smiled, shaking his head. “Well… you'll find out tonight. Come to the penthouse by 8, dress beautifully. You wouldn't want to miss it.” Before I could ask more, he got into his car and waved at me as he drove away. Dress beautifully? What's going on? **** At exactly 8, I walked into the Royal hotel dressed in the most beautiful crimson dress I owned. Make up perfectly done as well as my hair. I was ready for whatever he was planning. I stepped out of the private elevator and it felt like deja vu. I shook off the weird feeling and took a step forward, straight into someone's chest. “Oh!” I stumbled back, my purse slipping from my hand. A deep voice spoke, fine filled with low amusement. “Easy there.” I looked up and my breath hitched. He was… gorgeous. Not polished and pristine like Marcus. He was rough and jagged. His dark hair was a little too long, falling over his stormy grey eyes. He had tattoos covering his entire left arm and disappearing into his dark shirt. He looked out of place here, like he belonged in an alleyway with a cigarette between his lips, not outside the penthouse of the city’s most powerful CEO. I narrowed my eyes in suspicion. “Excuse me, but what are you doing up here? This floor is private.” His lips twitched like he was fighting back a smile. “And who might you be? The security guard?” Heat flares in my cheeks. “No, but I know you’re not supposed to be here. If Marcus catches you sneaking around the higher-ups’ residences, you’ll be lucky if all you get is escorted out. You could be arrested.” “Arrested?” he let out a smirk, and something about the way he said it sent a shiver down my spine. “That’s a little too much, don’t you think?” “Not when it comes to people like you sneaking where you don’t belong.” I made my room harsher to hide the way he was unsettling me. He paused for a moment, just studying me. There was this intensity in his eyes that made me shiver. Then finally, he extended his hand. “Sebastian.” I hesitated then placed mine in his. “Elise.” There was a flicker of recognition in his eyes but that was impossible because we had never met. Before I could allow myself to think much about it, I pulled my head back. “Well, Sebastian, I’d advise you to leave before you get caught. Consider this your warning.” “Consider it taken,” he said softly, though the glint in his eyes suggested the opposite. I stepped around him, determined not to give him another second of my time. He was probably a lower staff member who got curious or worse, a trespasser who thought he was smart. Either way, he was none of my concern. The guards would take care of him. I opened the door to Marcus's penthouse and froze. At my feet lay… a path of roses. A path of roses usually meant one thing, a proposal. Was he… proposing to me?Elise's povI shouldn't have agreed to meet him.That's what I kept telling myself as I sat on a park bench waiting for Marcus. I'd texted Sebastian that I needed to handle something, promising I'd be home soon. He hadn't pushed, just told me to be safe and keep my location sharing on.The difference between him and the old me was stark. The old Elise would have dropped everything to run to Marcus the second he said he needed her. The new Elise had actually considered saying no.But in the end, curiosity won out. After years of unrequited feelings, after all the heartbreak and waiting, what could Marcus possibly have to say now?His text had been urgent and I saw it once I was in the taxi after speaking to Olive who would probably have a heart attack if she knew where I was right now.He arrived fifteen minutes late, looking disheveled in a way I'd never seen. His hair was messy, his tie loose, and there were dark circles under his eyes like he hadn't slept in days."Thanks for coming
Elise's pov"Let Sebastian protect you. Stop trying to handle everything alone and for god's sake, tell him you love him back so at least you'll die happy.""That's not funny.""I'm not joking about the love thing. The dying happy part was hyperbole." Olive squeezed my hand. "But seriously, Eli. Life is short. Victoria is crazy. Marcus is a lost cause. Don't waste any more time on what-ifs and maybes. Sebastian is right there, ready to give you everything. Take it.""When did you become the romantic one?""I've always been romantic. I just hide it better than you." She grinned. "Now finish your coffee so we can go shopping for sexy lingerie for your romantic getaway.""I haven't agreed to a getaway.""You will. Because deep down, you know I'm right. You need time away from all this drama to figure out what you really want. Or more accurately, to admit what you already know you want."I opened my mouth to argue, but movement outside the café window caught my attention.Marcus and Victo
Elise's pov"So let me get this straight," Olive said, stirring her third latte of the morning. "You're living with the hottest man in New York, sleeping in his bed every night, and you still haven't sealed the deal? Are you broken?"I threw a balled-up napkin at her. "It's not that simple.""It literally is that simple. He wants you, you want him. If I'm right, the math says you should be doing horizontal cardio by now.""Olive!""What? I'm just saying." She leaned across the table, lowering her voice. "Elise, you've been hung up on Marcus for years. Years. And now you have this gorgeous, successful man who actually sees you, who cooks for you, who looks at you like you hung the moon. What are you waiting for?"I wrapped my hands around my coffee cup. "I'm not waiting. Sebastian is. He wants me to be sure before we... you know.""Before you jump his bones?""Could you be more crude?""Could you be more in denial?" She sat back, studying me. "You love him."It wasn't a question."I do
Elise's povI woke up alone again.The space beside me was cold, which meant Sebastian had been up for a while. Frustration bubbled in my chest as I heard him moving around in the kitchen, probably making another perfect breakfast like he hadn't just told me he loved me yesterday and he hadn't made me feel things I'd never felt before.He wanted to act like he wasn't driving me absolutely insane with his restraint.I threw off the covers and marched into the kitchen, still wearing his t-shirt from last night. Sebastian stood at the stove in those grey sweatpants that should be illegal, flipping pancakes like everything was completely normal."Morning, princess," he said without turning around. "Coffee's ready.""Why do you keep doing that?"He glanced over his shoulder. "Making coffee? Because you need caffeine to function?""No. Leaving before I wake up." I crossed my arms. "Every single morning, I wake up alone in that big bed. You're always already up, already dressed, already putt
After lunch, we found a small park with a pond and rented a rowboat. Sebastian insisted on rowing even though I offered to help, claiming he needed to "maintain his masculine image" after I called him a marshmallow."Your masculine image is very secure," I assured him, trailing my fingers in the water. "Trust me.""Yeah?" He raised an eyebrow. "Even after I bought scented candles at that last booth because you said they smelled like Christmas?""Especially after that. It takes a real man to admit he likes pumpkin spice candles.""I only like them because they remind me of you." He stopped rowing and just looked at me. "Everything reminds me of you now. Coffee in the morning. That book we both love. The color red.” He winked at this. “It's like you've invaded every part of my life and I don't want you to leave."The boat drifted on the calm water while we just looked at each other. No drama, no threats, no complicated family dynamics. Just us in a rowboat on a sunny afternoon."I don't
Elise's povI woke up to the smell of coffee and something sweet baking in the oven. Sunlight streamed through the bedroom windows, and for a moment, I just lay there listening to Sebastian move around the kitchen, humming something in Italian under his breath.My phone showed it was Saturday. No work, no immediate crisis, just a quiet morning.When I finally padded into the kitchen, Sebastian was pulling what looked like cinnamon rolls from the oven, dressed in sweatpants and a t-shirt that hugged his shoulders in a way that should be illegal."Morning, princess." He set the pan down and crossed to me, dropping a kiss on my forehead. "Sleep okay?""Better than I have in weeks." I wrapped my arms around his waist. "What's all this?""Breakfast and then we're going out.""Out where?""It's a surprise but wear something comfortable. We're taking a break from all the Victoria and Grey Tech drama today. Just you and me doing normal couple things."I pulled back to look at him. "Normal cou







