Nowhere But Down

{ Liam }

My dear Isabella most definitely made use of the inhibitors I stupidly gave her, and you know how I know that?... because it has been three full weeks since that day I took her to the cabin and we've only spoken two days, despite me texting her every single day.

I know it’s extremely pathetic, but I can't stop myself from doing so in hopes that she'll reply to me, but she never does, except for the one day in the week when the inhibitor wears off before she takes another one.

It's so fucking annoying, because I knew that was going to happen from the beginning. And I can't even go to see her in secret because she has forbidden me from going anywhere near her house and, of course, going near her in public.

The only thing I know about her is how perfectly well her relationship with Theo is going lately, which burns like a motherfucker, now more than ever. It fucking sucks to see Theo so happy all of a sudden, or to hear about the stuff they do. The only reason why I’m able to