Jade accompanied me home. But as soon as I was done washing myself, she disappeared without a word. Though I knew she’d probably just talk with her mate, Gunner, about what had happened to say, I didn’t do a thing.
On the afternoon, she went back saying she was sorry my brother allowed it to happen. Maybe if it was the first or the second time it happened, I’d hold a grudge. But since Adler and his group had been bullying me for years, and he hadn’t done a single thing about it eversince, I got accustomed to it. I stopped hoping he’d defend me the moment I realized what it was he was doing.
We lost our only parent because I was weak and wolfless, so he allowed Adler and the others to pick on me repeatedly. It was almost a de ja vu. Except not shifting that day was unintentional, and him not doing a thing to protect me was.
He hated me that much.
The rest of the day, I hanged out with Jade. And before I knew it, it was my seventeenth birthday.
“Happy birthday!” Jade greeted me with a hug. “I’m sure you’re excited to meet your mate,” she happily said as she caressed my back.
Generally all wolves meet their mate at seventeen. Which was why it was a big deal. But since I didn’t have a wolf, I long before accepted that I’d be alone forever. Simply put, I’d gain nothing but a plus one on my age today.
I let out a bitter smile. “You know I’m wolfless.”
Jade pulled out from the hug. “Doesn’t mean you won’t meet your mate today.”
“Come on. You know one has to have a wolf to be able to have a mate.”
“That is an old saying.” Jade held my hand. She continued to influenced me with her positivity. “Go get dressed and walk into the woods.”
I breathed hard and raised my brows. “Jade.”
“Avalynn…” She called my name, and put both her hands on each of my shoulder. “Doll up. I’ll meet you later. We’ll have dinner.”
Jade knew how to trapped me in her words. It had always been her thing. We were like magnets. Jade, the positive, and me, the negative. We were inseparable, but we never meet eye to eye.
“Fine.” I accepted defeat. She wouldn’t stop otherwise.
Jade’s smile grew wider. She curled her fist and showed it to mewhen she let go of me, like she was uplifting my spirit. I chortled and nodded, again, before I turned around.
I had no plans for today. Not like I was ever excited in turning seventeen since my wolf never showed nor came. I only wanted to visit the pond where I went to yesterday, but Jade got in here before I could even left. She probably knew I’d indulge myself into thinking I wouldn’t meet my wolf, so she woke up early.
She had always been like that.
Now, looking at my foot as they surpass each other, I continued walking in between big trees. Clad in only a vintage rural print cami dress, matched by a white sandals and a little make up, I played with my fingers.
Is there even a chance that I’d meet him today? I thought as I trudged in, stepping into dried leaves.
Going into the woods in your seventeenth birthday to meet your mate wasn’t a precondition, but it had become a tradition. Jade went in here too, and this was where she first found out my brother was her mate. So did the other girls on my age, and those who were a year, two, and three years ahead of me.
I heard you’d knew he was your mate through a smell. I never knew exactly what kind of smell it was, but they say you’d just knew. It was too vague. But I never really felt curious.
Until today.
Pine filled my nostrills as I continued walking. At first, it was light. The smell wasn’t that strong so I thought it was just the pine trees planted nearby. But as I advanced, the smell changed. It also became strong.
It smelled enticing. Fragrant.
My eyes slowly went up. My brows creasing. “What is that smell—”
“Avalynn?!” A man not far away from me shouted my name. Disgusted. “No… No!”
“Adler…” I mentioned his name, flabbergasted.
At first I was confuse. What was he doing here, alone, and why did he looked surprise? The crease on my forehead grew deeper as I took a step-forward. For a minute I was worried he might have mess with me— until I strangely felt his aura.
No. It was more like I smelled it and it was crazy because there was still enough distance in between us. It was odd. I knew Adler my entire life, and not once did I feel nor smell him. We hated eah other, and it was the only thing we shared in common.
“You’re my mate?” Adler decided to walk nearer. “Fucking cunt…”
My lips pursed. Mate? What mate?
My forehead crumpled. But as he walked nearer, the smell became even stronger. It wasn’t until a minute later on that I realized what it was put us on the same place together.
Adler Salvatore. The future Alpha of the Crest Moon pack… was my mate.
“What?” I couldn’t believe it myself.
Having a mate without a wolf was one thing, but Adler Salvatore? What was the Moon Goddess’ plan? This man was my bully! He humiliated me a lot of times in this lifetime and those were all unforgivable!
“You’ve got to be kidding me…” Adler stopped on his track the moment he realized the smell was coming from me. His face was a reflection of frustration and stupefaction. “Why is a wolfless weakling like you is my mate?!”
Oh, Moon Goddess.
I stared at Adler, still lost for words. Though I felt the urge to say something, I couldn’t. I didn’t know what else to say. I knew we both hated each other. We were enemies. I was sure the percentage of our incompatibility would be a hundred… so why?
“This is a sick joke—” Adler stopped mid-air when his eyes flashed black. A sign that his wolf was controlling him. “Oh, fuck.”
I watched as Adler had an internal battle with himself. But as his face was still expressing his strongly dislike for what was happening, I knew his frustration were dwelling well against his wolf.
“A wolfless girl like you cannot be the Luna of the pack…” Adler flinched. The wolf in him was trying to hold him off. “I should be with a wolf who can shift. One strong enough to protect the pack. You cannot even protect your own mother! How can you be my mate? You…. are worthless!”
My fist curled. I heard that a lot of times before, but I felt a stinging pain in my chest as if I wasn’t used to his insults. It was ridiculous to feel this way when I’ve been hated my whole life. Why am I bothered over his hatred towards the mate bond we were bestowed upon?
Was this one of the effect of the connection? He was my mate now, so whatever hurtful things he’d threw at me will hurt?
“I reject you, Avalynn,” He harshly said. “Accept the rejection!”
I shut my eyes tight.
I was still shock. Not once did I hope for him to become my mate. Not him. Not Rake, not Johnson, and definitely not Owen. Having no mate would’ve push me more into the pit… but this was even worse!
Fine. I didn’t want him to be my mate, anyway.
With a heavy heart, I drew a deep breath. “I, Avalynn Hewlett from the Crest Moon pack, accept the rejection of Adler Salvatore, the future Alpha.”
It was common knowledge for wolves that a male wolf could only meet his destined partner after his mate turned seventeen, and vice versa. It was what also happened to Gunner, my brother, who had to wait for four months after his seventeenth birthday, since he was a few months older than Jade.Adler turned seventeen almost a year ago. Though he was a bit disappointed, Adler believed the Moon Goddess saved the best for the last. Unfortunately, that didn’t seem to be the case.“What…” Adler’s eyes were still wide. “Why can I still feel your aura? Why can I still smell you?”That, I didn’t know.This was the first time I rejected a mate. Nor did I know someone who had done this before. Wolves in general normally just accept their mate as it was the Moon Goddess’ blessing. And not once in my life have I heard about a story that rejected his or her destined partner. Adler was the first. We were the first that I know of. Thus, I didn’t really knew much about rejecting a mate.“Perhaps it doe
“What…” I stepped back, fazed. “D.. did I heard it wrong?” ‘You tell me.’ My eyes widened even more. Was it my wolf? Holy— I have a wolf! It just spoke to me and I was sure it wasn’t one of my intrusive thought! Its voice was different, and I could feel its existence inside me. It was there! “W-wha… How are you here? Why… Where have you been?” I had a lot of questions that I couldn’t think properly. “W-what is your name?” ‘Alice.’ “Alice…” I mentioned her name, still flabbergasted. “When did you came from?” I was still gasping, shock at the very good news. “I-I was waiting for you.” ‘I know.’ “Were you hiding?” I couldn’t help but look at the parts of my body as I spoke. I was both fascinated and astonished. It was my first time having a conversation with my wolf, after thinking my whole life I didn’t have any! “Oh my god. Alice…” ‘Enough with the questions. I have a news for you’ I tilted my head. “News? What news? Is it good? Bad?” ‘The rejection might have worked.’ I brea
A smile curved in my lips. Though I definitely had no idea why Alice sensed another presence of what seemed to be my new mate, when we still didn’t know if the rejection worked, I felt thrilled. I wanted to indulge myself in it. The excitement and all these weird series of unexpectedness had to lead me to something. I had been living my life in hues of black and white. Now that Alice came, and there was a huge possibility that I’d soon meet love, I feel enthusiastic. I felt like this day would significantly brought a big change to my life. Which I would love to venture. ‘You should accept, Avalynn.’ Alice said. “Tomorrow, then?” I brought my eyes to what I was doing to continue, but I was pre-occupied. I was fired up! ‘How does your radar works, Alice? Can you see what he looks like?” I asked, excited. The Moon Goddess first linked me to Adler, which was, as much as I hate to admit it, strong and good looking. I was hoping the new one would be more… handsome. ‘What am I, a crys
My head turned to each direction. I understood what Alice said, but I couldn’t exactly pinpoint what he was. If he wasn’t a werewolf, then what? The smell was something I was a little familiar with, but I couldn’t remember how and why. Have we met before? His smell was extremely pleasant, and I understood that it was because he was my new mate. But the sensation of his presence was both familiar and strange to me. Where is he? His smell is strong but I still can’t tell where exactly he is! ‘Turn to your back. He’s near but still out of your reach.’ I heard Alice said. I turned to my back as Alice instructed. I stepped forward, and attentively scanned the area. It was already dark, and it was full of trees so I couldn’t tell. I couldn’t see even his shadow. It thrilled and scared me… if that was even possible. The thought that he didn’t smell like a wolf was scary to me— but knowing that he was my mate thrilled me. I wanted to meet him. That was the exact reason I allowed Jade to dr
“Is there something wrong?” Conrad asked. Each passing second, Adler’s scent was growing stronger. I couldn’t pinpoint which direction he was, but I could tell he was heading here. At full speed, at that. I didn’t know if he knew I was here, but if I could smell him, that’d mean he could smell me, too. Why could I still sense him? I have rejected him. It was supposed to work. Rejection would work if both parties wanted it. We did want it to happen. We didn’t like each other, so what went wrong? “Avalynn?” Conrad mentioned my name with concern, it was only then I got into my senses. Turning my head back at him, I forced a smile. “I… I’m sorry. I just remembered something.” Adler and Conrad shouldn’t meet each other. Not here. Adler shouldn’t know Conrad existed. The Alpha’s son shouldn’t know I have two mates, and that the other one was a Lycan. It would definitely cause a problem and that’d be the least thing that I’d want. I just met Alice. I haven’t redeemed myself. I haven’t
My brows formed a knot as I looked at Jade. She sounded a little frustrated. But since it was also what I was supposed to do before she called for me, I nodded my head and closed my eyes. Communicating with my wolf, Alice, I turned. My nails first grew longer, and then my fingers bigger. My size started to double, and I could feel it. I opened my eyes to look at myself amidst my turning. I was getting bigger. My skin were stretching, and although I was expecting it to hurt, it didn’t. It felt like I was naturally transforming, and it was foreign to me. In a fraction of seconds, I was standing in four legs. In front of me was the Alpha, who was in the same height as me. Now, we could see eye-to-eye. “White fur…” I heard Jade said. “You’re indeed a daughter of Analisse.” My mom was one of the strongest wolves in her prime. She was one of Adler’s father’s trusted wolves. Her fur was white, with a green eyes. Only mine was blue because I got it from my father. She was known as the whit
ADLER’S POV I rested the back of my head on the head rest of the chair. Clad in only a black robe, I swirled the wine in the glass. My hair was still dripping wet. After I’d gone home and return to my human form, I took a bath to clean myself. I was reeking. Almost as if I smell like her. Avalynn Hewlett, that bitch… Who did she meet in the Border? I was with Rake and Owen when I sensed her. But Asmodeous was too aggressive. He shifted without my command and went straight to her like a fucking dog. My jaw clenched. ‘You can do better than that, Asmodeous.’ ‘She is OUR mate, Adler.’ Asmdoeous retorted. ‘Whether you like it or not, Avalynn is our destined mate!’ ‘Not if the rejection will work.’ My face darkened. ‘Aren’t you wondering why the rejection didn’t work the first time?’ Asmodeous asked. ‘Knock it off.’ ‘You knew why, Adler. You knew damn well why it did not work.’ My jaw clamped hard. No matter what the reason is, I want it to work this time. I cannot fail my fathe
AVALYNN’S POV “Analisse?!” I froze on my spot. It was my mother’s name they called just now. But the fact that I realized why they mistook me for her gave me a comforting type of sadness. It made me want to cry in joy. Because at least… I have something that would remind them of my late mother. I guess my mother was the only one in this pack whose fur was white, given that my mother was the first they thought of the second they saw my appearance. Wolves who were joining the pack run walked close to me. Behind them was our pack leader, Abadon Salvatore. He had the same eye color as Adler. Same fur. Except he was bigger, and more intimidating. There were almost fourteen of them here. All were elders. “Jade…” Jade’s father spoke in our mind-link, his eyes reflecting confusion. “Is this…” “Avalynn, father.” Jade replied in a respectful manner, lowering down her head. “Avalynn Hewlett, Mrs. Analisse Hewlett’s daughter.” “It can’t be!” I heard the other say. “Analisse’s daughter is w