Zelest’s POV.
I should’ve noticed it sooner.
The twitch in Liam’s jaw. The way his body stiffened beside mine as we hobbled back toward the camp. At first, I thought it was just his usual need to control every situation, even the ones that didn’t need controlling.
But there was something else. Something feral.
He kept sniffing the air.
I rolled my eyes and hissed under my breath, “You’re doing that thing again.”
“What thing?” he asked, voice tight.
“The sniffer routine,” I grumbled. “You act like the wind's whispering war threats.”
He halted, forcing me to stop too, his arm still around me for balance. His eyes narrowed at me. “You didn’t smell that?”
“I smell wet leaves, earth, and the unmistakable scent of you being tense for no damn reason.”
Liam’s expression didn’t shift. Just his nostrils flared slightly. His hand on my waist was firm, grounding—too grounding. “There’s blood, Hawthorne.”
I groaned. “There’s always blood in the woods. Foxes, deer, panthers, I don’t know. But why is it always the end of the world with you?”
His eyes burned into mine like I’d just said the dumbest thing imaginable. “Because I don’t enjoy being ambushed or caught off guard.”
“Do you ever stop being a perfect soldier?” I snapped. “Do you even know how to exist without preparing for war?”
“I don’t have the luxury of switching off, Zelest.” His tone was sharp. “You may not care what happens to you, but some of us do.”
The weight of his words dropped between us.
My heart hammered in my chest. “What the hell is that supposed to mean?”
He stepped closer, his eyes flashing with something I couldn’t place my finger on. “It means you pretend like you’re not affected. Like this doesn’t affect you. But you feel it too. Don’t you?”
I didn’t answer. I couldn’t.
My throat was dry. His chest was inches from mine now, the heat between us thick it could be cut with a butter knife. I hated that I could hear his heartbeat, feel it syncing up with mine. The bond crackled like static in my veins.
“You’re overthinking everything,” I whispered.
His eyes searched mine, slowly dropping to my lips, then back up. “And you’re not thinking at all.”
We stood there, the tension in the air like lightning before the strike, or the calm brewing before the storm. Neither of us moved. Neither of us breathed. It was intoxicating.
Liam’s forehead brushed mine. I should’ve pulled away. Instead, I leaned in.
His lips parted slightly as he stared at me with eyes the shade of chestnut and warm honey, threatening to drown me in them.
Suddenly, nothing mattered again. The whole world seemed to fade into a haze as I felt nothing but Liam Moonfang, his chest against mine, the faint scent of vanilla that announced his very being.
I wanted this. I wanted him.
He inched closer, nose brushing each other as I felt his warm breath on my face. Anticipation built in me as I welcomed the strange sensation in my chest.
And that was when the rustling started. Followed by snapping twigs.
Both of us stilled, instincts taking over.
Whatever had been about to happen between us—whatever tension had coiled itself so tight it was about to break—shattered instantly as we turned toward the sound, hearts thundering against our chests.
Something—or someone—was watching. Then, a howl came from the camp.
“We should check that out,” Liam rasped as he cleared his throat. I gave a low hum in response.
His arm snaked around my waist again and I felt him so close but it wasn’t the same. This felt, distant, despite how firm his grip was on my waist.
Neither of us saying anything, we got to the campground and Liam helped me into the tent, all the while avoiding my gaze.
Liam left in a hurry to see the camp leader—Ben, Brent? I don’t know—just near the tent. I found myself chuckling at how he acted so distant, yet unwilling to stay too far away from me.
I felt my wolf stir but my knee stung, reminding me of the little wound Liam had tended to clumsily. It was slowly healing.
My fingers subconsciously trailed down to my knee, reminiscing how warm his breath felt against my skin as he blew on it. And the little herb he placed on my wound… maybe he wasn’t so rigid after all.
A smile tugged at my lips as I recalled what’s transpired between us—the crackling tension between us, the feel of him, his heat and my heat, his intoxicating scent…
A calm voice jolted me out of my thoughts. “You’re the injured one, boy? Let me see your knee.”
She must be the healer, judging from her warm appearance and the box that seemed to look like her herbal collection. She moved closer, examining my knee carefully as she glanced at me.
“It’s almost healed up, luckily. Although I’d urge you to rest a little so it doesn’t widen,” she said with a warm smile. After administering some elixirs to help me heal faster, she got on her way.
“And look after yourself,” she added with a stern smile. “You don’t want to get your boyfriend all worked up over some cut.”
I could’ve sworn I saw mischief in her eyes. Before I could debunk her claims, she’d left the tent.
I couldn’t control the twitching my lips as my lips curled into a smile. Boyfriend? Why did I like the sound of that?
I wonder how Liam’s doing right now. I made a mental image of him, sleeves rolled up to his elbows as his skin glistened with sweat under the sun. And how his pants clung to his calves didn’t miss my eyes after leaving the creek with me.
The thought of him being casually sweet made something throb in my briefs. What in the goddess’s name was Liam Moonfang doing to me?
Shortly after battling with drowsiness, I realized that the healer had given me contained sedatives and I soon found myself giving in to the darkness behind my eyelids.
I woke up a few hours later and realized it’s dusk already. Just how long have I been asleep?
“You’re awake. How do you feel?”
Liam made his way into the tent with silverware, eyes widened with concern.
“Better, I suppose,” I responded and sat up, the whiff of cooked meat and vegetables wafting in the air.
Liam set the stick between us aside, sitting few inches away from me as he set the food and silverware down. The sight of it caused my stomach to rumble and I felt myself turn crimson. He didn’t chuckle— I expected him to find that funny, at the very least.
He picked a piece of meat and blew on it, then brought it to my mouth. I raised an eyebrow at his action, but he didn’t back down.
“Open up,” he said with his stoic expression. “If we’re working on this course together, I need you in good health.”
“You’re seriously going to feed me, Moonfang?” I couldn’t help but scoff.
He nodded in response. Realizing he wouldn’t back down, I reluctantly opened my mouth as he fed me a piece of seasoned meat that tasted perfect.
We ate— or he fed me— in silence until a mischievous idea struck my mind. Without thinking twice, I closed my lips around his fingers, the taste of cinnamon and spice lingering on them.
The little action had his eyes widened, his stoic mask cracking for a split second and I loved it. Satisfied, I withdrew and licked my lips and prepared to sleep.
“Thank you for the food,” I said, earning a hum of acknowledgement as he cleared the plates.
A few minutes later, Liam returned to the room. After sensing him behind me, I slept on my side, turning around to face him.
He looked… peaceful with his eyes closed. Boyish, even. With his eyes opened, he seemed more like a soldier— a suit as his armor. He was vigilant always, with an edge of nerve. But with his eyes closed and creased brows, he seemed like a boy with little to no interest in worldly affairs.
“You asleep, Moonfang?”
“No, Hawthorne. You?”
“Not a chance. I technically slept the whole day, courtesy of the healer.”
A throaty rumble escaped Liam’s chest went straight to my thigh as it began to throb slightly against the fabric that restricted it.
“You know,” I began, a smirk forming on my lips. “The healer called you my boyfriend earlier. I think I’m starting to like the sound of it.”
Liam’s eyes flung open instantly, lips parting as blood rushed to his face. Watching him turn crimson was quite a sight.
“Really?” He asked, his voice lower than I expected. I nodded in response, a smirk still on my lips.
Finally realizing I was flirting with him, his brows creased into a frown and he closed his eyes.
“Sleep, Hawthorne.” With a swift move, he caught my wrist that was about to cross the stick between us. “And stay on your side, else…”
Delighted by his response to being teased, I grinned.
This should be fun.
Zelest’s POV. Something was wrong.I couldn’t name it at first—just a heaviness. A strange pressure in my chest, like the world was tilting on its side, slanted in the worst forms of italicized words. Then came the pain. Dull at first then it grew sharper. A breath caught in my throat before I got swallowed by the darkness.The next time I came by, it wasn’t the same.The ache in my ribs still pulsed, but the darkness had loosened its grip on me. The smell hit me before anything else—bitter roots, dried lavender, crushed mint, unlike our tent. Herbs.This wasn’t our tent. This was the healer’s. I was still on campgrounds. My eyelids felt like lead, but I managed to blink, adjusting to the soft lamplight. My head throbbed, but the world came into focus slowly—there were shelves lined with bottles, and a faint crackling from a small fire nearby.And then there was him. Liam.Slumped beside the bedroll I was laid out on, his head bowed, his fingers wound tightly around my wrist like h
Liam’s POV. The scent hit me slowly, something foul hanging in the air. I paused, pen hovering over my notebook, my eyes narrowing. It wasn’t woodsmoke from campfires or damp earth from the humid air.It was blood…and something foul underneath it. Something wrong. Rogue.My body tensed. I closed the notebook and stood up to inhale again.It was definitely rogue. And it was close too, dangerously so.The sound of leaves rustling too fast, twigs snapping under the weight of something caught my senses. Followed by a low growl. I prepared myself to shift and attack, although my hand subconsciously wandered to my waist, gingerly waiting for danger so I could pluck my dagger. But nothing came. Instead, the growl tore from far away…from the heart of the camp. Someone was being ambushed.My pulse kicked up as I moved before thinking, sprinting back to the camp to save the one person I’ve spent my whole day avoiding. Zelest.I didn’t hesitate. I took off into the trees, barely noticing ho
Zelest’s POV. I woke up to an empty space beside me and although the faint scent of vanilla was still clinging to the pillow, Liam was gone.The heat from his body still lingered, seared into the sleeping bag like a mark. My fingers brushed the space where his arm had been wrapped around me and I remembered—how he’d held me tight in his arms like I belonged there.And how I’d buried my hand in his hair. Goddess.I rubbed my face, half-embarrassed, half… something else. Something I couldn’t name.By the time I made it out of the tent, the camp was already bustling with people who had tasks to perform. Liam stood a few paces away, arms crossed, his usual stoic expression perfectly on his face.He didn’t look at me.I walked toward him, and his posture stiffened. Still no eye contact. Still avoiding me like I’d done something unspeakable.So that’s what this was. He was rattled by what had transpired between us.I watched him give crisp responses to the camp leader, his jaw ticking ever
Liam’s POV. Two weeks into the retreat and the forest had decided to freeze us alive.The temperature dropped lower than forecasted, and the firewood stash was near useless. Even the tent itself felt like a thin veil barely separating us from the wintery woods outside. My breath misted in the air, visible even inside.Zelest shivered across from me, arms tucked into himself with his lips pale. I hated how my body noticed things I shouldn’t be noticing. Like the way his shirt clung to him after days of minimal laundry, or the way his skin flushed in the cold, drawing attention to his cheekbones.“I’m fine,” he muttered for the umpteenth time.“You’re not,” I replied bluntly. “You’re freezing.”“So are you.”“I can handle it.”A long silence passed before his voice came again, low and dry, “We could share the sleeping bag. Body heat, and all that survival crap.”My heart sank at his suggestion. No, that was a horrible idea. A terrible, hormone-triggering, bond-intensifying, dignity-s
Zelest’s POV. I should’ve noticed it sooner. The twitch in Liam’s jaw. The way his body stiffened beside mine as we hobbled back toward the camp. At first, I thought it was just his usual need to control every situation, even the ones that didn’t need controlling. But there was something else. Something feral.He kept sniffing the air.I rolled my eyes and hissed under my breath, “You’re doing that thing again.”“What thing?” he asked, voice tight.“The sniffer routine,” I grumbled. “You act like the wind's whispering war threats.”He halted, forcing me to stop too, his arm still around me for balance. His eyes narrowed at me. “You didn’t smell that?”“I smell wet leaves, earth, and the unmistakable scent of you being tense for no damn reason.”Liam’s expression didn’t shift. Just his nostrils flared slightly. His hand on my waist was firm, grounding—too grounding. “There’s blood, Hawthorne.”I groaned. “There’s always blood in the woods. Foxes, deer, panthers, I don’t know. But wh
Liam’s POV. My eyes blinked open to faint dawnlight seeping into the tent. For a moment, I didn’t register anything unusual… until I noticed the warmth beneath my palm.A soft fabric, steady breathing, the faint scent of gourmand and sandalwood… and a waist.I stiffened.My gaze dropped, confirming the worst—or the best, depending on who you asked. My arm was looped tightly around Zelest Hawthorne’s waist like it belonged there.What in the actual hell?Panic clawed at my chest. I hadn’t just reached out in my sleep—I’d clung. My hand splayed over his abdomen like some desperate lover needing anchorage. And the worst part?He hadn't moved.He was still, his back pressed against my chest, and I could feel the rise and fall of his breath beneath my fingertips. Peaceful. Warm. Familiar.I slowly—painfully—unhooked my arm, my breath hitching as I did. He didn’t stir. Thank the goddess.I sat up, resting my elbows on my knees, burying my face in my hands.What is happening to me?The bond