Chapter 84

Julie

I heard when the clock chimed the beginning of another hour. It was the only sound I heard for seconds, until the birds continued their chirping noises and I groaned. Feeling ill luck, I tossed over on the bed, trying to get my eyes to finally shut and fall asleep. However, I knew there would be no success there as I had been wide awake for close to three hours. It certainly wasn't normal, given my current state but it couldn't be helped.

I was feeling restless, and I instinctively knew I wouldn't be able to sleep. Not when there was so much bothering me. Tossing once more on he bed, I decided to get out of the bed and I put on my dressing gown as well as a pair of flip flops as I moved to stare out the window. Once upon a time, it would have scared me to look into the darkness but now, I basked in it and it helped me think.

As I listened to the croaking noises of the frogs down below, I tried to put my thoughts in order. Thinking too much, especially without success, could put