CONNOR KINCAID
“Put it on and hop onto Shane’s arms. You are ours now”I said that minutes ago, my wolf barely able to contain the overwhelming feeling inside of us.Landon O’Connor has owed us for eons and tonight the mission was to take Brackenridge away from him.To destroy him and his weak betas.The mission however changed. The night took us all for a ride and even if my brothers don’t say it, we all felt it. Shane most especially.We are Alphas. Apex predators.More importantly we are rogues and we live by it with pride.Rogues however never have the privilege of getting a mate. Believe me, we’ve searched, and for a time, we were good with that.Mate or no mate, Shane, Neo and I had each other. Brothers till death. Brothers who ruled the world for years without following the rules of this realm.That was until her-The woman with the raven dark hair, full pink lips, high cheekbones and a face so pretty it pissed me and my brothers off.We smelled her in a crowd of people.We knew who she was before we told her to strip so we could confirm our suspicions.As I said rogue never have mates. Yet tonight-“Put me down!” she shrieks, hitting Shane’s chest, trying to claw his neck but my older brother pretends he can’t see her nor can he hear her as his hands still remain caged around her waist.“This is so unnecessary, if you are going to kill me just kill me now”, her mini-breakdown hovers inside the car we are in.She’s cute but I’m weary of her.We all are.She is not supposed to exist and yet here she is. In our car, in our presence, in Shane’s arms.‘She is ours. I want to smell her again. I want to touch her.’My wolf grumbles and I ignore him for the better part of the journey.“What do they call you?” Neo asks her.He’s seated next to Shane. I can tell he’s struggling like I am, not to reach out and touch her.The difference between us is Neo has always been bold and I have always been cautious.As he asks that question, his hand reaches out and wipes the tears on one of her cheeks.“Don’t touch me!” She recoils from Neo’s touch, leaning into Shane’s chest more and I can tell my older brother likes it.He is lucky. Lucky to hold her and have her sweet scent cover his.“Landon never gave you a name?” Neo asks.‘We should have killed that bastard’“It doesn’t matter if you are all going to kill me anyway”She hasn’t read the room and understood what’s happening right now.She thinks we are cursed. We think she is a miracle.She hates us. We wish she didn’t exist because she’s a weakness the Kincaid brothers can’t afford to have.And more importantly our wolves can trace her wolf locked inside her, begging to be freed and we want to be the ones to do that.“Give him the name, princess”, Shane commands.“Will you let me go if I do?”She’s too naïve, it’s too cute to watch.“Yes. I’ll ask my driver to turn around and I can take you back to your ex-mate”, Shane lies.She thinks about it for a moment before turning to Neo and whispering,“River. My name’s River”River. Yeah, she looks like a River, she sounds and smells like a River too.“I’m Neo. How old are you, River?” Neo still continues.She’s young. Looks like twenty or twenty-one. My instincts are on twenty-one.“Turn this car around and take me back home. You promised”, her eyes are glossy like she’s about to cry again as she looks up to Shane.For the first time since we entered our Range, Shane looks at her. Really looks at her.“That’s before I heard your name, princess. We are your home now, River”Before she screams again at any of us, the car comes to a stop.I’m the first to open the door and leave the confines of it.Once my feet crunch the grass beneath, I inhale the fresh air that’s at least helping me breathe in through the full moon.A full moon that was supposed to strengthen us while we raided Brackenridge and burnt Landon O’Connor to the ground.My brothers follow behind me, Neo standing next to me and Shane struggling somewhere with an angry River who’s still shouting ‘you rogue bastards’ over and over again.Our driver, Gio, turns the car around and drives away.Neo and I glance at our cabin up ahead and we start walking towards it.“I can’t believe she’s been in Brackenridge all along. We’ve searched cities for her, we’ve killed looking for her”“I know”, I say because it’s the truth and a few months ago we accepted our fate. A fate without a mate.“She hates us”, Neo chuckles.“I know”We have just kidnapped her from her home. Of course, she hates us.“Shane’s worried. We should all be worried”, Neo finishes once our feet land on the porch of one of our old cabins in Brackenridge.I punch in a code by the door and the door clicks from the inside indicating it’s open.The cabin still looks good as new, it might be old from the outside but from the inside we’ve modified it to look a lot more like our apartments in New Hawk.Neo moves to the kitchen and a minute later he comes back with two bottles of water, one which he tosses to me.Shane comes through the main door a second later, carrying River like she’s nothing but a piece of light furniture.He dumps her on the couch.“Stay”“Are you going to kill me now? Is this it?”“There’s food in the kitchen, help yourself if you want to. There’s a bed upstairs too. A word of advice before we leave, don’t try to do anything stupid River. One wrong move and I might just let my wolf do what he wants to do with you. Don’t test me”She’s sitting on the couch, my shirt on her and every time we lock eyes, I feel myself slip into her inches by inches.I can’t let that happen. I can’t let her-Shane tips his nose at us. An indication that he wants us to follow him outside and we do just that.The thing about being triplets is that somehow, we know what one is thinking, we have a sense when one of us is in trouble and we absolutely know when a problem that we can’t solve arises.The wind breezes against us harshly, the full moon heightens our senses, our anger, all our emotions.Neo was right minutes ago. Shane is worried.He has been pacing in front of us like an angry pup, pushing his hair back instead of doing what we do during times like these.We let our wolves free. We run together. We hunt together. That’s how problems are solved among us.He turns to us and says,“We can’t take her with us”I laugh, “She is already with us if you haven’t noticed”“Besides we found our mate, we couldn’t leave her even if we tried”, Neo adds with a smirk.“She is not our---”“Shane, you felt it when we smelled her. You are the only one who has touched her enough to know she is in fact our mate. We are not leaving her”This time I don’t know if it’s my wolf talking or myself.“We could leave if we wanted, Connor. All we have to do is- ““Shane”, Neo warns, his voice as hard as granite.“Killing her is the best choice we have at the moment. Who cares about fate? She is a risk to us and everything we’ve built. She’s weak without her wolf and even with her wolf our enemies will crush her. I vote we kill her and move on”‘We are not killing her’, my wolf retaliates.RIVER BROWNShane is the most insufferable Alpha I have ever met. He might be more insufferable than Landon and that’s saying a lot.Immediately they leave, I stand up and run to the door trying to pull it open.It’s closed shut and I sigh in annoyance.Did they leave me to die alone in this empty cabin? Or are they going to come back and finish the job?I run to the kitchen and I’m met by the grandest kitchen I’ve ever come across.A large kitchen island stands in the middle holding a fancy sink and bowls of fruits that I can’t tell are fake or real.At the corner stands a grey side by side large fridge and Shane’s words ring in my mind.‘Help yourself to whatever you want’I’m hungry and scared and so confused that food is the last thing on my mind right now.The minute I see the barrel of knives by the counter, I take two knives.Knives are good for self-defense. I could stab Shane or Neo or the other guy who hasn’t said a word to me since the party and escape before their wounds
RIVER BROWNThe darkness hovers around them like a plague brought upon by the fury of the Moon Goddess. The scowls on their faces are the same ones I have seen on bandits, rogues and everything monsters consist of. Their eyes, dark, chocolate and blue are so menacing that the more I stare into them the more my bones rattle with fear.It’s been one week in the cursed lands.One week confined to their apartment.One week of being alone with Greta who’s done nothing but been sweet to me.I don’t hate her.But I hate them.I hate Connor because he strangled me. He hurt me; I still have nightmares ever since he choked the life out of me.I hate Shane because deep down I know he doesn’t like me. That he was the first one to order his brothers to kill me.I also hate him because that night in that car, his hands held my waist like I was fragile glass that would snap without him. Like I was important, despite being rejected by Landon.And Neo? I hate his blue eyes; I hate that warm smile he
SHANE KINCAID‘Take a good look in the mirror, son. Look at those eyes, bask in the darkness they hold, be the darkness and embrace what you are. A monster in the making. You killed your mother today, tomorrow it’ll be your mate. Better yet, your brothers’A monster.Being called a monster by my own father hurt when I was a ten-year-old pup. Nineteen years later and I wore the word ‘monster’ like a brand on my forehead.I embraced it and lived like a monster because being one made me feel like a god.A monster owned the whole world.A monster killed with no remorse.A monster was an Alpha without a heart.A monster couldn’t be changed, couldn’t love, couldn’t get hurt.And this monster certainly didn’t have a mate, wasn’t going to mark her and wasn’t absolutely going to fall for her.Ten seconds are gone and little Miss Invisible is still hiding behind my desk, thinking that if she pretends to be invisible, I’ll ignore her presence.The alcohol might be in my system but my wolf and I
RIVER BROWNIt hurts.It also felt good. Felt feverish.The elders didn’t say it was supposed to feel like this. Like falling down a cliff and then landing on a pillow.Guilt curls its cold fingers around my neck cutting my air supply. My heart is thrashing against my ribcage as two men escort me to the car outside.I get into the car without any resistance because what happened a few minutes ago has my mind preoccupied.Shane hates me. I hate him too but why did he do that?Why did I like it? Why do I want more even though it hurts so much down there?Why do I want more even though every minute I spent listening to his words felt like I was being choked again?It shouldn’t hurt but it hurts.It hurts the same way Connor strangled me and looked me in the eye while he did it.It hurts the same way I thought Neo would visit me but he didn’t.My breathing is rugged, my dress is slightly torn at my right thigh and my smell…I smell like Shane, that monster, that bastard—A violent screech
RIVER BROWNXandar Khan is a man of influence.The noise outside this room says so and the pictures of him petting a lion in his office definitely screams Alpha.More than that? I don’t like Xandar, not when I entered his creepy domain and certainly not while he sits in his skull-designed chair that looks like a throne eyeing me like I’m his next snack.Shane didn’t look at me like that. Shane looked at me with…why am I thinking about Shane?I left him. I left them. I’m seated in front of their enemy ready to end them just to get what I want.“You are way prettier than you are in your photos”“Umm…thanks”, I say dryly.What photos?Xandar blows another puff of smoke in the air, his gray eyes scanning me the way his rogue betas glared at me when I arrived.“I trust that my men treated you well before they brought you here?” he asks with a slight furrow of his brows.“They killed an innocent man”, I accuse, Xandar cackles.“Wrong. Any pack member of the Moon shadow pack is an enemy. My
CONNOR KINCAIDX, X, Xandar Khan.The number of times I have imagined ending his life are as uncountable as the number of preys I have eliminated in my entire life.The only reason Xandar Khan was breathing was because Shane didn’t want a bloodshed years ago.Killing Xandar equals bloodshed equals war in New Hawk and as much as we love war. War disrupts peace, war makes the other colonies doubt our power to keep things in check.Today, however, we all know one thing’s for sure.X is a dead man. At least he will be when all this is over.Shane can barely keep it together and I have a feeling it’s because of what he found out today. What he found out before us.Before X and his amateur betas kidnapped River.Before River latched on to Xandar’s promises of destroying us. Before she betrayed us.“I’ll end you and feed your carcass to my dogs myself”The silence is still, we all know what that means.A jealous Neo has just said yes to the agni-kai. He took the news of X having River in hi
RIVER BROWNSummer was beautiful. With waters as blue as the skies where the Goddess resided, with the air smelling like leaves and dried flowers and all things pure.With the sun giving everyone hope that day had conquered night. Summer was my favorite season around the sun.Winter was ugly. Winter was cold. Winter was frostbite and freezing to death.Today, I liked winter.Winter was like Neo Kincaid. Like his blue eyes, like his warm smile, like his lilting voice all rough but caressing like a warm blanket.Two betas pass by me but I hide behind the concrete shivering like a leaf in a hurricane.My mind replays Neo. How he shifted into his wolf, how snowy white his wolf was, powerful yet so beautiful I couldn’t take my eyes off him, tears pooled in my eyes when I saw him for the first time.Beauty couldn’t compare to Neo. His wolf was striking and in his blue eyes I could see him.I could see the man who offered to fight Xandar for me.I cheered when Neo’s wolf almost killed X’s wo
RIVER BROWN“Do you always drive like this?”He doesn’t say anything like he hasn’t said anything since he kissed my neck, ordered me to get in the car, sit on his lap while he drives us to wherever he is taking me.My hands circle his waist and my cheek rests on the cold surface that acts as skin on his chest.I’m sitting on his lap.He is driving us around. The whole atmosphere is tense.“What is it with you guys making women sit on your laps?”“When did you first learn to drive? Only Alphas drive cars in Brackenridge, women aren’t allowed to drive. I’d like to drive a car one day. A car without a roof, like the ones I saw in the newspapers back at home.Malia also wanted to- “I stop at Malia.I haven’t said her name or mentioned her let alone thought about her since I found her with Landon.She’s, my sister. My little sister. But the pain that comes with remembering how bad she hurt me when she slept with Landon doesn’t just go away in a week.“Sleep”, Connor orders taking a turn