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Chapter 39

Author: Layo
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CLAUDE

NO ONE STOPPED me when I left the room.

No one questioned me when I wandered through the massive house, and no one tried to keep me from moving freely. If anything, they moved when they saw me, their dark eyes flicking away, their shoulders stiffening.

Those men dressed in black, all carrying weapons.

It only made one thing clearer—I had been wrong about Nikolai. Again.

It had been three days.

Three days of roaming through endless hallways, searching for him in every corner, following my nose, trying to scent him out. But it was impossible.

He was hiding from me. Deliberately ignoring me.

And for the past three days, I’d been fed like a starved man. The maid bringing in meals three times a day, plates stacked with enough food to feed four men, but I barely touched any of it.

Not when my mind was consumed with him.

The door creaked and my ears twitched at the sound, my body tensing, instinct bracing for an attack—until his scent hit me.

I didn’t move. Didn’t turn. Didn’t want t
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Layo
Oh my, thank you so much, StrawberryBoss! I always look forward to releasing new chapters just to read your comments. You truly warm my heart!
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Just wanted you to know how much I am truly enjoying this story, it’s one of the best stories I’ve read the sex scenes are so amazing and the story line is fabulous can’t wait for the next chapter, you definitely have a gift
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