Prologue
Sadie Wilde
POVTia, Dante, and I sit in the VIP section of the club drinking shots. Dante knows the owner so we’re in for a treat tonight.
I watch Tia and Dante kiss and flirt. I’m happy for my friend I truly am but that isn’t for me I tried it once but that isn’t anything I’m interested in, I want to live my life without any complications or someone holding me back. Relationships just aren’t for me.
Savage love comes on and the club erupts in cheers. Everyone in the club goes crazy goes crazy.
I laugh when I see my girlfriend running to the already crowded dance floor.
I would love to be as free as my best friend is. Not having to worry about what the next day might hold, not having to live out of a duffle bag in case it’s time to pack up. To live my life without regrets. Tia has been with me through the darkest days of my life, I don’t know where I would have been without her. she’s has been my everything through it all.
I would do anything for her to continue to be this free, to be like this. She’s not just my best friend she’s the closest thing I have to a sister. She’s been there for me in one of the darkest moments of my life. And I want to be there for all of her brightest days. And to help her stay the person she is right now.
I look over at Dante the Italian Brute she is dating. The look on his face told me he did not like her running off without him. Dante loved my friend, he didn’t say it, but you could see it in the way he looked at her and the way he protects her, she’s the most naïve and innocent person I’ve ever met yet he tries to preserve that in her instead of trying to destroy it.
Dante is a firefighter I met at the station I worked at, I introduced the two, for Dante it was love at first sight, Tia used to work as a nurse but when she heard I was going to move she wanted to follow me and we both went for EMT training when she told Dante about the move, he told her he would come as well. So he followed us to Chicago because of his love for my friend.
“I’ll go and get her…” I tell him.
He nods, but his eyes do not leave her for a second. I was happy he was here to protect her if he ever finds me, she will be safe.
I walk over to the crowded dance floor. I look for Tianna, but I couldn’t see her.
I stop dead in my tracks when I see the sexiest man I’ve ever laid eyes on. His hair long hair hanging loose, and almost as long as my hair without my extensions
He laughs at something the guy next to him says, he turns his head slightly so I could see his features better. He has a strong jawline; I couldn’t see much with the club being so dark. I moved closer to get a better look.
I love how natural his curls looked. Whereas I spent two hours curling mine. I wanted nothing more than to hold onto those curls as an orgasm roll through me.
I could not help but smile. Well let us see if a hot man as himself would be interested in me.
I walk up to him and tap him on the shoulder.
He turns to me, and that is when I realize that his man towers over me. Damn he is big. I was used to see big men at work, but he was bigger than them. I was five three. This guy was almost a foot taller than me.
“So, what’s a girl like you doing tapping little old Me’s shoulder?” he smirks.
I swear to God I nearly came then and there. if I were wearing panties they would have dropped.
I smile seductively. “Something tells me there’s nothing little or old about you…”
He throws his head back laughing at my comment.
“Oh, sweetheart you have no idea.” He says, I see how his eyes sparkle at me.
I bite my bottom lip. He looks down at my lips and I smile. I got him.
“Want to dance?” I ask him.
He nods.
I grab his hand and drag him to the dance floor.
(Brittney Spears – Toxic plays)
He wraps his big strong arms around my waist. I make sure to thrust my ass into his already hard cock. He tightens his hold on my waist pushing me slightly forward.
I place my hands around his neck, I arch my back against his chest. Oh, he had no idea what I have instore for him. I knew exactly how to make a guy like him tick.
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Beckett King
POVThe song comes to an end and my dick sends the heavens a thank you prayer. My dick has not been this hard in forever. I remember being this hard when I saw Mrs. Freeman’s boobs for the first time. She wore a low-cut tank top to class I swear to the heavens it was every twelve-year-old boy’s dream come true.
“Well?” she asks pushing her boobs into my chest. She smiles seductively and I was a fucking goner.
I gawk at her ample breasts she has been blessed with. I was a fucking boob guy, there was no doubt about that.
The next thing I know I’m being dragged into the lady’s room. Mother fucker I must have zoned out.
She pushes me into a stall. She attacks my mouth as soon as we are alone.
I pull away from her so I could speak. “Maybe you want to tell me your name?” I ask her.
She smiles… “Do not worry about that big guy. I will take good care of you.”
She crashes her lips against mine once again before I could even say a word. This time I didn’t stop her because I realized she didn’t want me to know her name. Fine by me.
Everything happened so fast I barely had time to breathe. After a mind-blowing orgasm, she fixes her hot pink dress, if you could even call it a dress, the thing is so sort I could see the bottom of her ass. But I fucking loved it. when I look up from her ass I realize she’s walking out of the rest room without a fucking word.
What the fuck? I slip my dick back into my jean and follow her out.
By the time a reach her she looks back at me and smiles, she hugs the guy she’s with and kisses him on the cheek before they walk out hand in hand. I watch unable to move. What the fuck was that?
Did she just use me? she had a fucking boyfriend and let me touch her? Her boyfriend lets other men fuck her.
I grit my teeth; I hate being used more than anything in this world.
My brothers come over and we drink some more before heading home. Both Damon and Axel take women home with them. I went to my apartment alone. Its one thing to fuck me in a restroom stall and just leave, but to fuck me and then leave with another fucking man. That is just fucking messed up. It fucked up my head. I could not stop thinking about it. I did not get any fucking sleep because of her. I am so fucking pissed off.
I could not stop think about hot pink dress girl. She approached me. I didn’t have to put in any work on getting her to sleep with me. Hell, I didn’t even need to leave the club. So why the fucking cows do I feel this way. I get up from my bed and move to the kitchen. I grab a beer out of the fridge and drink away whatever the hell I am feeling right now.
I sit on my sofa, I watch the hockey game, I bite my lip thinking about my life. I have two brothers. We are three boys, out of the three of us, I have always felt like an outcast. Axel is the fuckboy; Damon has met the love of his life. what have I ever had? I am not a fuck boy; I am not madly in love with an ex like Damon.
I am the second born, so my mother had to divide her attention between my brother and I then Axel came along and things changed, Axel took almost all my mother’s attention. I don’t hate my brothers, I love them more than anything, I just felt left out for as long as I can remember.
I’ve kept my feelings to myself for as long as I can remember as well. Given that I fell in love with my best friend Jessica when we were kids. I of course never acted on my feeling. I knew she would never love me, and I would never hurt her or my brother like that. So, I did what Axel did best and I have slept around but that was not me. It always ended with my feeling guilty and dirty. I did not like picking up girls in clubs. I wanted nothing more than to settle down and have a family of my own. I’m twenty-eight years old yet I’ve never met my soulmate yet. I want what my parents have. They have loved each other since high school, and they have never spent a night apart since they got married.
Sometimes it feels like I never will. Is there someone out there who would love me for who I am? Who would love me even when I have nothing to give them in return? I have never met a woman who wanted me Beckett King, not the firefighter, Damon younger brother or Axel’s elder brother.
When I meet my soulmate, I promise to protect her, to love her with everything in me to give her the world. I want a love as strong as the love my parents share. A love strong enough to overcome every battle.
Chapter 1 – Meeting againTwo months laterSadie WildePOVI feel a sense of nostalgia walking into the fire station. Always a sense of fear as well. My nerves are shot. Today was my first day on the job in two years. Well, my first day as an EMT, I have been firefighter for two years before I had to give it but and two years later, I am an EMT. I have been forced to move to Chicago, to change my name and become an EMT. Everyone has that one decision in their lives they regret and while I don’t live with much regret there’s one decision in my life I wish I could go back and change, one decision I wish I never made, but I wouldn’t be here, I wouldn’t be in Chicago, I wouldn’t be starting fresh if I didn’t, I wouldn’t have to become and EMT so there’s some ways I’m thankful and others I’m not but there’s no going back, there’s no starting over.I walk up to the chief’s office and knock. “Come in” he says.I smile and walk in.“Ah Sadie it’s good to see you.” He says with a wide smile
Chapter 2 – Beckett King is the guy from the club.Beckett KingPOVLast night I found out my brother is going to be a father. I am going to be an uncle. Anna is my niece of course; she is as good as blood to me.Anna and I spend a lot of time together and the girl is so much like her mother its hard not think of Jess when she was that age, but now when I think back on Jess, I do not think about the love I thought I once had for her. Now thinking about it, it was never intimate love, it was not romantic. I was so young, and I did not understand my own feelings. I have witnessed the love my brother and sister-in-law to be share and all I can think about is how I want that as well. My parents have the sweetest love in this planet. They fell in love as teens and my mom got pregnant with Damon before they were even married. They got married a year before I was born. They have been together since they laid eyes on each other in high school. My mother is a high school drop out and my fat
Chapter 3Three weeks laterBeckett KingPOV“Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday dear Anna happy birthday to you.” I smile as we sing happy birthday to my niece.Dianna Holding my eldest brother’s stepdaughter, or as we call her Anna. The girl is a bubble of joy waiting to burst.Today I have a late shift, so I won’t be drinking with my brothers. I changed shifts with one of the guys so I could be here today with my family and for my niece.“You know in a few months there will be one hell of a party.” Axel says beside me before taking a swig of his beer.I smile and shake my head. We all know what he means. Soon Damon and Jessica will have their wedding and that will be one hell of a party for sure. If only I could find love like that. I love my brother and I love Jessica I’m happy for them I truly am. Just I envy the love they share. I watch Jessica’s ex as he watches them kissing Anna as she blows out the candles. This man gave up all of this. He gave up a
Chapter 4 Sadie Wilde POV Waking up this morning with one of the hangovers in the world, was not part of the plan. Waking up with my head feeling like it was about to explode made me want to murder my ex best friend. Her idea to make cocktails at three this morning on a day we’re supposed to be working was so much worse. I get up from my bed and take a five minute shower and get ready for work. When I’m done I walk into my kitchen to make me a cup a joe. I stop dead in my tracks when I see Dante and Tia spooning on my sofa. What the hell are they doing here? Didn’t they leave last night? I walk up to them and gently try to wake my friend. They need to get ready for work. “Tianna it’s time to go…” Dante came over last night with snacks and more drinks. I do not remember what happened after he arrived to be honest. It takes me a half an hour to wake those two. They don’t leave long after that. I sit on my sofa thinking how I am going to get King’s attention. He slept with me so
Chapter 5 Beckett King POV My phone rings, I excuse myself from my mother and his wife, I walk into chiefs kitchen for privacy. I always like privacy when speaking to Alexandra because people will get the wrong idea and she’s famous I’m scared of saying the wrong thing in front of her. “Hey Applebee.” I greet her teasingly. “Beck” Alexandra says hoarsely. I frown, has she been crying. I know pregnant women get emotional, but this feels different somehow. “What’s wrong Lex? Why are you crying?” I ask Lex. She says something, but I couldn’t make out what she was saying because she was crying. “Lex love, what happened? I cannot make out a word you’re saying. Calm down and breathe.” I try calming her down. Where the hell is Daniel? “Beck, he’s here, Beck he is here. He wants to kill me, he did it again. Beck, he did it again.” She cries out. My blood begins to boil. That slimy motherfucker. “That motherfucker! Why didn’t you tell me he is in LA? I will be on the next flight o
Chapter 6Sadie WildePOVI sit down in the kitchen eating my sandwich Tia made for me looking at the woman sitting next to Beck laughing at everything he is saying.So this must be Lex, she’s beautiful.I bite my bottom lip, do I have to give up on the bet now? Damn I really want her LV bag.Is that the only reason I want this? Is it the only reason I want to fuck Beckett King?“Hey, do you got a minute?” startled I look up at King’s faceWhen did he get here?I nod. “Follow me…” he says.I get up and follow him into the bunk room.“I am sorry to bother you, I just Fuck. Lex told me to speak to you but I don’t know what to say.” He runs his hand through his hair.My face turns into a scowl. Is he here because he told his girlfriend is upset, he fucked me? And now she wants him to tell me off?Son of a whore!“Look so, I couldn’t get our night together out of my mind for months, I told Lex about it, and she told me I should talk to you and be honest. Oh, for fuck sakes. I do not know
Chapter 7 Beckett King POV When I got a text from Sadie last night, I was more confused and shocked that she wanted to speak to me after I made a complete ass of myself and her misunderstanding Lex and my relationship. I have no idea why we are meeting at her place and not a bar or work. I worked a late shift yesterday so when I got home this morning I crashed and only woke up around five this afternoon. That’s why I’m standing in front of Sadie’s apartment building at nine at night. I sent her a text a few minutes ago letting her know I was outside her building. Looking at the place I know its pricey. The security on the place is out of this world. My phone beeps and I see a text from her. saying to come up. I pull my cap down and pocket my phone. I walk to the door and the doorman opens it for me. “Good evening, sir.” He greets. Oh fancy… I walk up to reception. “Hi who are you here to see?” the man behind the desk asks. I smile. “I’m here to see Sadie Wilde.” I tell him
Chapter 8One month laterBeckett KingPOVFor the past month Sadie and I have been fucking like bunnies. I’ve been over to her apartment almost every night, the nights I’m working the night shift, I don’t but other than that I’ve basically been staying with her. The woman is everything I want and more in a woman, we sit on her sofa in the middle of the night and play video games, we talk just about anything.Yet she tells me nothing about her life before Chicago. She hasn’t said anything about her parents or how she’s related to Chief. But then again, I could get into deep shit with the chief for sleeping with his niece. Yet I can’t help falling for her. she’s just everything you want in a girl, she doesn’t get jealous when I’m talking to other woman, she doesn’t make spend time with her, she encourages me to spend time with my brothers. I don’t know what else I could ask for in a woman. Yet that is not something she wants.I think it’s time we get serious but she’s not interested in