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Daisy had spent her entire career staying calm. She'd handled emergency surgeries. Critical patients. Terrified parents. Children arriving in ambulances. She was the doctor everyone trusted when things became serious. So naturally, the moment something was wrong with her own daughter— she completely froze. It started on a Tuesday evening. Lillie was nearly three months old now. Usually she was happy. Smiley. Always kicking her little legs. Always making everyone work for her attention. Tonight she wasn't. Daisy noticed it immediately. She was feeding her when she realised Lillie wasn't drinking properly. Just enough to settle. Then she'd stop. Fussy. Uncomfortable. Not herself. The feeling hit Daisy instantly. Something wasn't right. Roman noticed her expression. "What?" Daisy looked down at their daughter. "I don't know." The answer came quietly. Roman immediately sat forward. "What do you mean you don't know?" Daisy touched Lillie's forehead. Warm. Too warm. Her stomach dropped. She reached for the thermometer. A minute later she stared at the screen. Fever. Not dangerously high. But enough. Enough to make her heart start pounding. Roman was already standing. "What is it?" Daisy opened her mouth. Nothing came out. Because suddenly she wasn't Dr. Daisy Miller. Head Pediatric Consultant. She wasn't the doctor with years of experience. She was just a mum. And her baby was sick. "Daisy?" Roman's voice sounded further away than it should. The room suddenly felt too small. Too hot. Too quiet. Lillie whimpered softly in her arms. The sound shattered something inside her. Roman immediately crouched beside her. "Talk to me." "I..." Her voice broke. That had never happened before. Ever. Not in an emergency. Not at work. Not anywhere. Roman's eyes widened. Because he had never seen Daisy scared. Not once. Then her phone was suddenly in her hand. She wasn't even sure when she'd picked it up. The number was already dialling. Harper. Her sister answered instantly. "Hi." Daisy didn't even say hello. "Can you come over?" Silence. Then Harper's voice changed. Immediately. "Daisy?" "Please." "I'm coming." The call ended. Twenty minutes later Harper burst through the apartment door. Noah right behind her. She took one look at Daisy sitting on the couch holding Lillie and immediately knew. "Oh sweetheart." Daisy hated the tears that filled her eyes. Because this was ridiculous. She knew what to do. She knew exactly what to do. Yet somehow she couldn't think straight. Roman stood nearby looking equally worried. "She has a fever." Harper sat beside her. "Okay." "She's not eating properly." "Okay." Daisy looked down at her daughter. Tiny. Sleepy. Warm. The most important person in her world. "I can't think." The confession came out quietly. Harper immediately wrapped an arm around her shoulders. "Then don't." Daisy looked up. "What?" "You spend every day looking after everyone else." Harper smiled gently. "Tonight, let us look after you." For a second Daisy couldn't speak. Because Harper was right. At work there was always a plan. Always a protocol. Always something to do. But nobody ever told doctors what happened when the patient was their own child. Roman carefully took Lillie into his arms. The baby settled immediately against his chest. Still sleepy. Still warm. Still completely unaware she was terrifying everyone. "Tell me what to do," Roman said. The words snapped Daisy back into herself. Slowly. Piece by piece. Doctor mode returning. Check temperature. Monitor hydration. Watch for worsening symptoms. Call the pediatrician. Keep her comfortable. The things she already knew. The things she'd known all along. Fear had simply gotten there first. Harper smiled as she watched it happen. The moment Daisy started taking control again. The moment the doctor returned. "There she is." Daisy laughed weakly. "I hate this." Harper squeezed her hand. "I know." The next twelve hours felt endless. Roman refused to leave. Harper refused to leave. Noah kept making coffee nobody drank. And Daisy barely slept. Every tiny noise from Lillie had her checking the monitor. Every movement had her sitting upright. By morning, she was exhausted. Completely exhausted. Then she heard it. A giggle. Tiny. Sleepy. Beautiful. Daisy sat bolt upright. Lillie was awake. Smiling. Actually smiling. The fever was gone. Her eyes were bright again. And judging by the angry noises she was making— she was very hungry. Roman looked so relieved he nearly laughed. Harper immediately burst into tears. Again. Noah sighed. "She's fine." "I know," Harper sniffed. "Then why are you crying?" "Because she's fine." Noah nodded. "Fair enough." Roman handed Lillie back to Daisy. The baby immediately grabbed a fistful of her mother's hair. Hard. Daisy laughed. The tension finally breaking. Because she was okay. Everything was okay. Lillie snuggled against her chest. Warm. Healthy. Perfect. And for the first time, Daisy truly understood something she'd seen countless parents experience over the years. Being a doctor didn't stop you being scared. Being a mother didn't stop you knowing what to do. Sometimes those two things simply collided. And when it was your own child— love always spoke louder than logic. ❤️Chapter SeventyThe conversation nobody wanted happened on a Tuesday morning.Everything had been going well.The babies were growing.The babies were stronger.The babies were needing less support.The babies were progressing exactly how the doctors wanted.For the first time since Christmas, everyone was breathing a little easier.Which was probably why nobody expected the consultant to sit them down.That immediately made everyone nervous.Roman looked at Daisy.Noah looked at Harper.The consultant smiled.A reassuring smile.A smile that didn't quite stop the panic."Nobody's in trouble."Four adults visibly relaxed.The consultant laughed."I promise.""Good."Noah immediately replied."Because my heart stopped for a second."Harper nodded."Mine too."The consultant folded her hands together.Then became serious."Both of you are being discharged."Silence.Daisy blinked.Harper blinked."What?"The consultant smiled."You don't need to be hospital patients anymore."For a mome
Chapter Sixty-NineA week into January, the hospital had become a second home.Not that anyone wanted it to be.But routines had formed.Morning rounds.NICU visits.Coffee runs.Updates.More coffee.The babies were growing.Slowly.Steadily.Exactly as the doctors wanted.Every tiny gain felt enormous.Ten grams.Twenty grams.A good feed.A stronger cry.A little less oxygen.Victories nobody had understood before.Victories nobody would ever take for granted again.That morning Daisy was sitting beside Violet's incubator.A blanket draped over her legs.A notebook in her lap.Roman paused."What are you doing?"Daisy looked up."Writing."Roman frowned."You're working.""No.""That looks suspiciously like working.""It's not."Roman remained unconvinced.Daisy sighed dramatically."I'm making notes.""For?"Daisy smiled softly."The girls."Roman blinked."What girls?"Daisy stared."You have two daughters.""Oh."Fair.Roman sat beside her.The notebook rested in Daisy's lap.Ti
Chapter Sixty-EightThe first morning of the new year began at 5:17 a.m.Not because anyone wanted it to.Because Lillie had decided it should.Roman was asleep in the chair beside Violet's NICU incubator.Barely asleep.The uncomfortable kind.His phone rang.The screen read:NannyRoman answered immediately."Is everything okay?"Because parents never assumed early morning calls were good.The nanny laughed softly."Everything's fine."Relief.Immediate relief."Lillie's awake."Roman closed his eyes."What time is it?""Too early."Fair.Very fair.The nanny smiled."She keeps looking for you."Roman's chest tightened.Because that hurt.Not badly.Just enough.The toddler was used to waking up and finding her parents.Instead she'd spent over a week with hospital visits and changing routines.Roman rubbed his face."I'll come home this morning."The nanny smiled."Good."After ending the call he looked toward Violet.Tiny.Peaceful.Sleeping.The monitors continued their steady rh
Chapter Sixty-SevenNew Year's Eve was nothing like anyone had planned.No parties.No fancy dinners.No celebrations.No midnight countdowns surrounded by friends.Instead—it was spent in a hospital.And strangely?Nobody wanted to be anywhere else.The NICU had become their world.Every morning started there.Every evening ended there.Every conversation eventually found its way back to three tiny babies.Three tiny babies who were slowly getting stronger.Violet had gained a little weight.The twins were doing well.There were still scary moments.Still worries.Still setbacks.But for the first time since Christmas—there was progress.Real progress.That morning Roman arrived carrying coffee.Noah arrived carrying breakfast.Both men looked exhausted.Both men were exhausted.But there was something different today.Something lighter.Hope.Because every update had been good.Not perfect.But good.And right now good felt amazing.Inside Harper's room Noah sat beside her bed.A
Chapter Sixty-SixThree days after the babies were born, the hospital had become everyone's normal.A strange normal.One nobody wanted.But a normal all the same.Mornings started in NICU.Afternoons were spent moving between recovery rooms.Evenings were spent staring at monitors.Watching tiny chests rise and fall.Praying for good news.Nobody had truly relaxed since Christmas.Not Daisy.Not Harper.Not Noah.And definitely not Roman.The problem was there were still children at home.Three children who missed their parents.Three children who didn't fully understand what was happening.Eventually the nurses made the decision for them."Go home."Roman blinked."What?"The NICU nurse smiled."Go home.""We're fine.""No."The nurse folded her arms."You both look exhausted."Roman glanced at Noah.Noah looked equally terrible.Neither argued.Because honestly?The nurse wasn't wrong.Daisy pointed toward the door."Go."Roman immediately shook his head."No."Daisy smiled weakly.
Chapter Sixty-FiveThe day after the babies were born felt strangely unreal.Nobody had slept.Nobody had eaten properly.Nobody knew what day it was anymore.Christmas.Boxing Day.The day after.Everything had blurred together.Three babies.Three incubators.Three tiny fighters.And somehow life outside the hospital was still continuing.Roman was the first one to remember."Lillie."Daisy looked up from Violet's incubator.Immediately guilty."Oh God."Not because they'd forgotten their daughter.Never that.But because everything had happened so fast.Poppy.Theo.Lillie.Three children suddenly spending Christmas with the nanny while all four adults lived at the hospital.Roman immediately pulled out his phone.The nanny answered on the second ring."How are they?"The question came before hello.Roman smiled.For the first time that morning."They're okay."The nanny exhaled audibly."Oh thank goodness."Roman glanced toward Violet.Tiny.Sleeping.Perfect."Violet's here."The
Chapter NineteenThe weeks that followed settled into something neither Daisy nor Roman had expected.Routine.A comfortable, easy routine.Roman became a regular fixture in Daisy's apartment.Some evenings he arrived with dinner.Other evenings he appeared carrying something entirely unnecessary f
Chapter EighteenThe following morning, Daisy woke up smiling.Which was unusual.Not because she wasn't happy.Because she was exhausted.Lillie had decided three in the morning was the perfect time to be awake.Then four.Then six.Yet somehow Daisy still found herself smiling as she made coffee
Chapter SeventeenDaisy changed her outfit six times.Which was ridiculous.Technically this wasn't even a normal first date.They already had a daughter together.Still, standing in her bedroom while Harper sat on the bed holding Lillie felt strangely nerve-wracking."You are absolutely panicking,
Chapter SixteenBy the time Roman left Daisy's apartment, his entire world felt different.A few hours earlier he'd gone for his usual morning run through Central Park.Now he was driving back to his office knowing he had a daughter.A daughter.Even saying the word in his head felt surreal.He sat







