Lucian Ashford POV
"What?!" she gasped, eyes widening in shock.
If only she knew how true my words were—her scent, her presence, driving me to the brink of madness.
How dare the Winget family—and Dalton Maris—treat her like they did.
They would all pay. Every single one of them.
"Stop wriggling," I murmured, my voice low, "you're only making me want to kiss you more."
"Have some shame," Janet snapped, pushing against me. I tightened my hold, her struggles only fueling my need.
"I'm still your nephew’s fiancée," she hissed.
My lips curled into a slow, mocking smile. "You still have the guts to call yourself that? After he threw you in jail? After he humiliated you today?"
More than anger, I felt pity. She really is clueless.
After everything Dalton had done, clinging to that title was nothing short of pathetic.
Janet stiffened in my arms, her fists pressing weakly against my chest. She wouldn't meet my eyes. Maybe she already knew how pathetic it sounded.
"Let go of me, Lucian," she whispered, her voice trembling.
I leaned closer, lowering my head until our foreheads nearly touched. Her breath hitched, sweet and shaky against my lips.
"Why?" I murmured. "So you can run back to him? Beg for crumbs after he spat on you?"
Her hands faltered, the fight bleeding from her body. She stood frozen, trapped between pride and humiliation—and I savored every second of it.
"You don't belong to him anymore," I said, my voice rough. "You never did."
For a moment, all I heard was her unsteady breathing.
"I don't belong to you either," she answered, finally, her voice breaking on the last word.
A bitter chuckle rumbled from my chest. "No," I agreed softly. "But you will."
She flinched, and guilt—sharp and unwanted—nicked at the edge of my anger. I crushed it down. Now wasn't the time for weakness.
"You deserve better, Janet," I said, brushing a strand of hair from her face. "And whether you like it or not, I'm going to make sure you get it."
"Why are you doing this to me?" she choked out, tears spilling down her cheeks. "I don't want 'better.' Who even are you? Why would you want to help me?"
My chest tightened, everything inside me crumbling at the sight of her. Without thinking, I leaned forward and touched my tongue to the salty trail of her tear.
"Don't waste your tears, Janet," the words escaped as my lips brushed over her trembling eyelashes, tasting the salt of her sorrow.
I pulled her into my arms, my hand gliding along her back in slow, soothing strokes.
She meant more to me than she could ever understand.
Even if I couldn’t tell her yet why I was doing all of this, watching her break only awakened something darker inside me—something I could barely control.
"You are so bad," she cried, her voice breaking into sobs, as if accusing me—and yet sounding heartbreakingly innocent.
"Yes, I am bad."
"You're not even telling me why you're acting like this," she hiccupped. "You're just... doing whatever you want."
I tightened my hold, feeling the tremors rippling through her small frame.
"I already told you," I said quietly, my lips brushing her temple. "This situation benefits me too. Why does it matter why I'm doing this?"
She pushed weakly against me, her fists trembling with frustration. Her tears soaked through my shirt, each drop burning hotter than the last.
"You don't understand anything," she mumbled, her words muffled against my chest.
A bitter smile tugged at my mouth.
No—you’re the one who doesn’t understand.
Not yet.
But soon, she would.
I pressed a kiss to the crown of her head, inhaling the sweet scent of her. A dangerous kind of satisfaction coiled in my chest.
"I’ll make sure this is the last time you cry, Janet," I said, breaking the hug to gently cup her cheek. "You don’t look good when you’re crying. Aren't you hungry? How about having dinner with me? It’s already late."
She didn’t answer—just stood there, small and trembling in my arms.
I took her silence as a yes.
Wiping her tears with the sleeve of my shirt, I laced my fingers around hers and led her toward the car, where my driver was already waiting.
The night air was cool against her flushed cheeks. She shivered slightly, and without thinking, I pulled her closer, wrapping an arm around her as we walked.
At last, I had Janet in my arms.
How long I had waited for this—how unbearable it had been.
Seeing me approach, my driver immediately stepped forward and opened the car door.
I guided Janet inside first, making sure she was settled before sliding in after her. The door shut with a soft click.
She stared out the window, silent, lost somewhere deep inside herself. Her fingers twisted nervously in her lap.
I watched her for a moment.
"You can take a nap. Close your eyes, Janet," I said, pulling her gently into my lap.
Her eyes widened. "Huh?"
"Sleep," I murmured, settling her head against my chest. I patted her hair softly, feeling her warm breath falling over me in slow, uneven waves.
"You're so strange," she said, her voice soft, almost tender.
"I can be anything for you, Janet," I said, brushing my hand through her hair in slow, steady strokes. "One command from you, and I’ll do anything."
"Why so?" she asked, barely louder than a breath.
"I don’t need a reason when it comes to you."
"Scary," she said, flinching as she lifted her head and met my gaze.
God, why is she so tempting?
Does she even realize what she does to me?
The way she's looking at me now—she could make me do so many bad things she isn’t ready for... not yet.
Up close, I could see it all—the exhaustion weighing down her delicate frame, the way prison had dulled her brightness.
Three years of hell had stripped so much from her.
Yet in my eyes... she still looked like the most precious thing in the world.
Janet Winget POV"Wake up, Janet."At the sound of my name, I lazily opened my eyes, my body feeling unbearably heavy.Cold air brushed against my skin as my gaze landed on Lucian—walking while carrying me in his arms.Instantly, I jolted awake.When the fuck did I fall asleep?Maybe it was the way he’d been holding me, cradling me on his lap, his touch so careful, so comforting. It must've lulled me without me even realizing.This man is so sweet to me—even though he claims it's all for his own benefit—something he refuses to explain.But in my entire life, no one had ever treated me with such gentleness.I didn’t want to trust it. I shouldn’t trust it. Yet somehow, his actions made it impossibly hard not to."I can walk, you know," I muttered.Lucian looked down at me and smiled—God, he looked dangerously handsome when he smiled."And I can carry," he said. "That's what you should know."My heart slammed against my ribs like it had a mind of its own. Not even with Dalton had it ever
Janet Winget POV“It’s surprising.”What does he mean? Of course I would think this way—after the way he kissed me, after not telling me why he helped me or what he wanted.Now he’s taken me to this expensive hotel for dinner, and this is the only thing running through my head: he wants to sleep with me.“What is surprising?” I said, taking a bite of my food. It melted on my tongue, burning it slightly.His eyebrows lifted. “That without even drinking a sip of wine, you’re already drunk enough to ask that.”I narrowed my eyes. He was definitely teasing me.“If you don’t want to sleep with me, then why did you kiss me?”“I didn’t say I don’t want to sleep with you.”My blood ran hot. “Why are you confusing me?”“There’s nothing to be confused about. You asked, and I replied.” Lucian cut his food with elegant precision.How can he move so gracefully when we’re talking about something so filthy?“Are you playing games with me? What exactly is your problem? Why do you keep throwing more q
Janet Winget POVKnock! Knock!!A sharp pain splintered through my skull as the pounding grew louder. Every nerve throbbed—raw, aching.I tried to open my eyes. They felt glued shut. Too heavy. Too sore.Blinking hard, I forced them open—then immediately squeezed them shut against the blinding light.After a few tries, I managed to sit up, clutching my head with both hands.What just happened?The room around me wavered into focus—unfamiliar and cold. Not my place. Nowhere I'd ever been.Panic twisted in my gut. Flashes of last night slammed into me. My eyes flew open.I yanked back the sheet.Naked.Fuck.A sharp wave of nausea rolled through me.Had he—?The ache deep in my body answered before I could finish the thought.I didn’t want to believe it. I didn’t want any of this to be real.Shame clawed its way up my throat. How stupid could I be—to drink like that, to throw myself at him like some desperate fool?My heart slammed against my ribs. A sick numbness crawled under my skin.
Janet Winget POVWhere? Why?Questions tumbled through my head, one after another.Which home? The Winget mansion?The thought jolted me upright. There was no way in hell I could handle Lia and my parents right now.They’d be on my ass the moment I walked in—and I wasn’t in any shape to deal with any of it.“You need to get out so Janet can freshen up,” Lucian said, his voice casual, like this wasn’t a complete disaster.Maybe not for him. For me, it was.Dalton looked bewildered, throwing an angry glance my way before stepping out. The reporters had already been cleared by security, and a bodyguard pulled the door shut behind him.“Why—”He cut me off. “Get ready. Do it fast. Your clothes are on the way.”I grabbed the sheet tighter around me. “What did you do to me?” The words came out sharper than I intended. I needed answers before he even thought about walking away.Lucian backed off a step, his gaze dragging over me from head to toe.“I hated that anyone got to see you in just a
Janet Winget POVI flinched. Lucian’s grip on my hand tightened.Who just called me that?I scanned the area—then saw her. A woman stood a few feet away, eyes locked on me like she was ready to carve my headstone right here.Why did she call me a bitch?Who even is she?“How dare you humiliate us like this?” she hissed, storming toward us.I’d stepped out of the car, but my back stayed pressed to the door. Lucian didn’t flinch—his expression unreadable, a strange calm masking the tension coiled in his shoulders.She closed the distance, eyes blazing. Her hand shot up.I braced. Eyes squeezed shut.“You whore—”No slap. Just air.I opened my eyes. Lucian held her wrist mid-air, knuckles white, his stare hard enough to cut steel. For a second, her fury melted into fear.“Don’t you dare.”A tremor ran down my spine. Today wasn’t shaping up to be any better than yesterday.“How can you protect this bitch, Lucian?” she spat.“I can protect whoever I want,” he said coldly. “And this—” he lo
Janet Winget POVLucian dropped to his knees the moment Harold gave the command.I flinched. He was just standing beside me a second ago—holding my hand. Now this?Wasn’t this the same man who carried so much weight in his presence that even Dalton had spoken to him with caution, carefully choosing every word?What the hell just happened?Lucian—on his knees?Maybe it was because Harold was his father. Still, seeing him like this... I couldn’t wrap my head around it.“What are you waiting for? You kneel too,” Harold snapped.My knees buckled.I started to lower myself—“Stop. My woman’s not kneeling for anyone.”Lucian’s voice cut through the air, steady, final.I froze mid-motion.And just like that, a hundred things rushed through me. Pride. Confusion. A strange kind of ache that lodged deep in my chest.He was on his knees, but still wouldn’t let me kneel. There was dominance in that—a quiet, defiant kind. The kind that held its ground.Harold’s eyes narrowed on me, sharp enough to
Janet Winget POVHuh?Did I hear him right?Pregnant?Who’s pregnant?‘You,’ my conscience replied, deadpan.Fuck me sideways—when the hell did I get pregnant?I couldn’t remember a damn thing from last night. Even if we had slept together, how could I already be pregnant? And how would he know before I did?Lucian stood there, calm as ever, like he hadn’t just dropped a live grenade in the middle of the room.“Janet, how could you cheat on me?” Dalton’s voice snapped me out of the spiral.Cheating? Me?He had the audacity to call me a cheater—when he was the one who did everything to destroy us?Lucian cocked a brow, his tone laced with mockery. “You tossed her in prison over a ring—and thought she’d stay loyal?”“That was just to teach her a lesson,” Dalton snapped. “So she wouldn’t do it again.”His words hit harder than any slap.Teach me a lesson?They stole three years of my life.Three years of hell.Abuse. Beatings. Days when I was dragged across concrete floors like I was less
Janet Winget POVI struggled to breathe—he was too close, his scent curling into my lungs like it belonged there.Lucian’s fingers brushed the small of my back, slow and deliberate.His gaze devoured me, like he planned to leave nothing behind.“I don’t want to remember anything.” My hands clutched his shirt, tighter than I intended.I wanted the truth about last night. That didn’t mean I wanted to relive it.Embarrassment swelled hot beneath my skin.“Darling, I just thought a little practical might jog your memory.”He kissed my cheek.My breath hitched. I froze.Butterflies exploded inside me, uninvited and unstoppable.“Lucian!” The name shot out of me, sharp as a slap.He knew exactly what he was doing—hovering this close, touching me like I was his.The corner of his mouth lifted, eyes gleaming with mischief.“Yes, darling?”“Stop.” I forced my voice steady. “We can talk like normal people.”He smirked, infuriatingly calm. “This is as normal as things can be.”I took a breath, t
Janet Winget POV“It’s not our mistake. We treated you equally, yet you always acted like you were still in that shabby orphanage.” My mother refused to admit her fault.Equally? Then why did it never feel that way? They only ever listened to one side—and bent over backwards to please their precious Lia.Calling the orphanage shabby… how low can they sink?Didn’t Lia come from the same place? Yet somehow she became the princess, and I… the discard. But no, favoritism doesn’t exist. Not according to them. They still have the nerve to play innocent.“How many more excuses are you going to make? Is it really so hard to admit you favor your adopted daughter more than your own blood?”Years had passed. I used to think—hope—that one day they’d love me the way they loved Lia. Looking back now, it was nothing more than wishful thinking.“Hic! Hic! Is this what you think of me, Janet?” Lia’s voice cracked as she stepped closer to my mother and clung to her like a child.“Oh, my sweet girl, don
Janet Winget POVHow could I forget they never cared about anything but their precious reputation?They were the ones who sent me to prison—for a ring. A damn ring. When I wasn’t even the culprit.And now I’m the one who spoiled everything?As for the pregnancy—it’s a lie. But I won’t correct them.Lucian made that claim, and I won’t deny it. Not to them.“The prison thing—you tried to bury it, didn’t you?” My voice cracked through the silence. “So why is it my fault? You threw a birthday party on the same day I got out. You think I asked to be released then? You think I informed the media?” I laughed bitterly. “They dug it up themselves.”I’d had enough. Enough of the blame, the accusations, the rewriting of history.I regretted coming here the moment I stepped through the door. What was I thinking? That maybe, somehow, they’d see me? Hear me?Useless.“What about your disgusting pregnancy?” Lia snapped, voice sharp as glass.Her words hit harder than I expected. Even though I wasn’t
Janet Winget POVTring… tring…I stirred, catching myself before I slipped again—exhaustion rubbing me raw.My eyes cracked open as I grabbed the phone beside me. “Janet.”A chill shot down my spine. I bolted upright. “Yes, Dad.”Of course I recognized his voice—the man who might be the reason I exist, yet never cared if I did.“Come to the Winget mansion. We have something that needs to be discussed,” he said.I didn’t know if I wanted to go. But I knew one thing—saying no wasn’t an option.“Okay.” The line went dead.Did he find out about what happened between me and Lia two days ago? I know Lia wouldn’t have let it slide.I was the one who ended up injured, yet knowing my parents, they’d still take Lia’s side.And here I thought things were finally steady. Lucian had given me the day, and I’d been working fine these past two days.The entire company was off today because of some public holiday.Guess my rest was about to be ruined anyway.It was already evening.But something didn’
Janet Winget POV“Tell me one thing—why were you the one on the floor? You let her bully you again?”Lucian’s anger radiated from every word as we sat on his couch, the air between us tight with tension.He dabbed antiseptic on the split in my lip, the sting sharp enough to make my eyes flutter shut.Tears still streamed down my cheeks. I felt like exactly what Lia wanted me to feel—filthy. Small. Pathetic.Worse, Lucian had to see me like this.“Are you going to answer me, Janet?”He didn’t need to raise his voice. The force behind it hit just the same.“Why are you so cruel?” I choked on the sob that caught in my throat. “You think I like getting bullied?”Pain already crawled under my skin, thick and unrelenting. His words only pressed it deeper.Why does he sound like I’m the problem?Because I am. I let Lia get away with too much for too long. But today—I gave it all back to her. Every vicious ounce.Yet I’m the one sitting here, catching the brunt of his wrath.“Of course I’m an
Janet Winget POVHer words did something to my heart. The ease with which she hurled such filth—like it cost her nothing. And yet she was all the things she accused me of.She was the one who stole my fiancé. Not the other way around.“Lia, we both know who the real whore is. You already have Dalton—what more do you want?” I needed to understand.She ruined everything. Took my parents. Took Dalton. And still she had to come here, spewing poison like it gave her purpose.“Because a slut like you deserves to suffer for the rest of her miserable life,” she seethed, shoving me so hard I lost my balance and hit the floor.“Ah—” Pain ripped through my spine as I landed.She crouched, leveled with me, and gripped my face, squeezing my cheeks until my jaw throbbed. “This is your place. At my feet.”I clenched my fist, spat in her face. “And this is what you deserve, Lia.”Her eyes went wide. She froze, like her brain couldn’t quite catch up with what just happened. But I had done it—finally d
Lia Winget POV“What?” Lucian frowned, confusion flickering in his eyes.Yeah, that’s right. I want to talk to this bitch Janet. Just her and me. Not with Dalton. Not with Lucian. I can’t.Lucian would just keep interfering—doing his little knight-in-shining-armor act—never letting me tear into her the way she deserves.This bitch. Years of scheming to ruin her life, and here she is, draped in pity, acting like some tragic heroine. Again, someone’s backing her. Again, she wriggled out of the gutter I shoved her into.I hated her from the start. From the moment she walked into the Winget family like she belonged—like I didn’t. She always made me feel like I wasn’t the real daughter. Which I wasn’t, so I fixed it.I took her parents. Her fiancé. Tossed her into prison. She doesn’t get happiness—not while I’m breathing.She’ll rot in misery for the sin of being the Winget family’s real daughter.I might be adopted, but even she knows I’m worth more. She’s the side piece I crush under my
Janet Winget POVEven I wanted to ask her why it mattered what I did, or why Lucian gave me the job after everything.It’s not like I took the job from Maris or the Winget family.Why can’t she just see me happy?Even though she’s the adopted daughter of my parents, they never cared for me. She never saw me as her sister.When I was a child, I used to see her as a sister—but she always made sure I remembered: even after sharing blood with my own parents, they were her parents.After spoiling my life, after putting me in jail—She really had to come here, insult me, act like I’m the problem.What did I even do to her? Nothing I can remember.And even if I did, she already ruined my whole life. What more does she need? Can’t she just leave me alone now—let me live?What wrong did I ever do to Dalton? Just loved him more than myself.And even he never once thought about how much pain he caused me.Sitting here, holding Lia in his arms, when not long ago he told me I was still his fiancée
Janet Winget POV“Miss, we are here,” the driver announced, breaking my train of thought.“Thank you.” I climbed out of the cab. Yeah, Lucian agreed to let me go alone without him.It had taken a few arguments, but in the end, he relented.With one condition—that I take a cab rather than any other means of transport.I had wanted to argue about that too, but I didn’t want to be even later or spark a bigger fight.Facing the large building in front of me, my heart hammered faster than it already was.Why wouldn’t it?I had a job now—a stable one. Happiness bloomed in my chest, boundless and bright.At least after suffering my whole life, I finally had something I could call mine.I walked inside. Yesterday, the secretary had shown me around, but now, alone, the place felt so much bigger.Lucian really was something. As far as I knew, he had no ties to the Maris family, so building this business on his own, without any support, was impressive.I clutched the strap of my bag a little tig
Janet Winget POV“Why are you not ready yet?”As I came out of my room, I saw Lucian, already dressed in a three-tiered suit, sipping something from a cup.My mind rebooted. Damn, I forgot he’s going to stay here from now on.I glanced down at myself, realizing I was still in my night suit, looking like a complete fool.He scanned me from head to toe. “You look no less than a cutie, Janet.”Why could I hear the mocking in his voice? “What are you doing?”“Are you still sleepy? Can’t you see I’m drinking coffee? We only have one hour left before we need to leave for the office.” His words snapped my brain awake.I had overslept after staying up too late last night, exhaustion dragging me down even now.Even my mind felt foggy, still trying to catch up from sleep.“I’m going to be late.” I spun around and hurried back into my room to get ready.“You won’t get late. When the boss of the company is sitting here, no matter how long you take, you can never be late,” Lucian called after me.