Josh's POV
The words were out before I could force them back, it had been out of rage, and fear, the fear that had stemmed from whoever that man was. None of her admirers had stood up to me in the way that he had, not one of them had even had the nerves to look me in the eyes, until he came along. Her eyes contorted into a scowl as she flipped her head to the side. “ You don't mean that,” she said. “ I do” I confirmed with every ounce in me. “ I mean it, I will give you the experience you need, I am ready to let you know what it feels and…” My heart shredded into pieces at the next word she uttered, disgust roaming through them. “ I don't even like you” “ Lina” I groaned at her when she attempted to walk away. “ Lina” I drawled, my voice reverberating across the field. “You said you wanted to know what it felt like, to be in a relationship, I am ready to help you, as long as you don't go out with Darren” Her hands clenched her back before she spun around, eyes gazing into mine. “ And why would you? You don't like me, you have someone you love who definitely isn't me” I gulped in my spittle, my heart slammed as I tried to stuff it in. This overwhelming feeling that had suddenly sprouted to tell her that she was the one. That there was no one else. “ I have a proposition to make,” I offered. “ Which is?” “You help me make the girl that I want jealous, and I will help you make yours jealous as well. “ I know you like someone, I can tell by how you act, and if he does find out that you don't care about him any more, he will surely come to his senses” She bit into her lips, smearing the glosses she had on as she chewed on it. “ And if I don't want to do this? You know this isn't right, my brother would have your head if he finds out that you ever did this with me,” Damn him, I was going to be damned before I let anyone take her away from me. I had to do everything, every fucking thing to make sure no one else got to have her. I had to keep her by my side like I had always done. “ Let me worry about him” I edged closer, my hands wrapped around hers, as I implored. She shook her head, wriggling her hands off as she said to me. “ I am not interested in fake dating with you, I can't risk it, and besides, I am not interested in you” She spun around on her heels, sprinting away as fast as she could. My hands patted my chest as I gasped in air. It was a first for me, no one had ever rejected me, no one but the very same girl I had come to find myself loving. ******************** “Easy man, what exactly has gotten into you?” Max had a hand out at me. I wiped the sweat that smeared my face off before gawking at him. “ Don't tell me that you want to run away, we haven't even started” He accepted the towel that was handed over to him as he ran it over his face. “ You look sick, are you sure you are fine? You look like a girl rejected you” “ You know that isn't true, I get all the girls I want” except for her. My wolf let out a chuckle at me. I grunted, ordering it shut. “ What exactly was it with Emily?” He held out a punch at me, aiming directly at my face while we circled the boxing ring. “ You know how much you have always wanted her, she is hot, pretty, intelligent, her father is the beta and you aren't risking anything” I shook my head at him, before driving a fist into his stomach. “ You will lose out in sparring to me,is this how you want to be alpha?” He roared before diving into my arms, shoved me down, and pummeled directly into my arms as I had a hand blocking my face. “Now, who is the champion now?” He roared as I forced myself up, a hand on one knee while I gulped down the bottle of water pushed on the boxing ring. “ Is something wrong? Your face has been etched with worry?” “ Is it so obvious?” “ I can tell” he wriggled his hands over my face. “ That it is a girl's issue, who is she? I mean, this is a first, you always get all the girls you want, so who exactly is giving you a tough time? Is it the one you mentioned that you loved? Why don't I know about her?” “ Because you would have my head” I answered absentmindedly, his brows etched onto a furrow at my word. “ What do you mean? Why would I have your head? I would never hurt you unless…” his orbs pierced into mine as he let out a cackle. “ That isn't true, it wouldn't be Lina, you see her as your sister, and we both know she is out of bound” I gave a slight jab at his arms. “ You know she is just a sister to me, your sister is an ugly duckling that would never be like a woman to me” I lied. He burst out laughing, before he poked me. “You almost had me right there and…?” The rest of his words faded when I heard my phone dinged before sliding out of the boxing ring as I read through its content. ‘Can we see? I am at the diner close to school, and I will be waiting’ I threw a punch in the air before twirling around to see Max gazing at me. I placed on my shirt hurriedly before yelling out as I dashed out. “ I have to go, I will get back to you soon” “ Be careful, look out…” I gave a thumbs up at him while I tried to avert bumping into the door. The drive down to the restaurant took forever while I tried to navigate my way to the diner. My hands held the door firmly when I saw her. She had her hair out, they fell down to her waist, while she donned a bright peach gown, one that complimented her skin I swallowed when I noticed how out of place I looked, compared to her elegant self. Bridging the distance between us, my finger tapped her shoulder gently while she turned around, eyes fixated at me. “I…I…had to be here” she fiddled with her hands, while her words came out incoherent. “ Is something wrong? I mean, your message sounded urgent, and I was sparring with your brother so?” “Your proposal, is it still up? I would like to take you on your offer if it still is” My hands went into the pocket of my shorts while I urged her to go ahead. “Why do you want it? You said you weren't interested?” I questioned, while trying to hide how giddy I was feeling. She shrugged, gazing at the pavement. “I thought about it, and helping you get who you love doesn't sound like a bad deal, also, I need experiences before getting in the dating pool. I heard it is a bit messy, and you seem to be the perfect tutor for that” Tutor? Really? Why would she even say that? “I have terms” I blurted out, once I have had in mind for a while. “Which are?” “You wouldn't go on dates with anyone else when you are with me, we are exclusive and also, your brother wouldn't know. Two months, two months and we are done” “One?” “ Two Lina, I insist” Her gaze drifted, as she murmured, her words pissing me off in an instant. “Two months then, that is how long I have to make him fall in love with me”Lina's POV I had a sleepless night as I could barely think of what to say to Max whom I knew could be pretty persistent when he wanted to and it didn't even help at the moment. Inhaling deeply, I plopped on the seat just beside the dressing mirror in the room, the led lights glaring at me as I did so, I gulped in my nervousness before running a finger on my lips as I flicked my head around. With ease, while counting down the hours, I went through my morning routine before picking up my bag as I walked down the stairs which led to the table where I was so sure my family was having breakfast. The gazes thrown at me confirmed what I had thought, I hadn't covered up my dark eyes properly and now everyone could see that, way to go Lina, I mouthed at myself. “Good morning princess” my mom cheered, looking at me when I strolled in. “ Are you okay?” Worry laced her tone as she enquired. “ Your eyes, you look stress” “ I'm okay, mother,” I explained, trying to get Max's eyes off me even
Josh's POV When was the last time I felt this sated? I questioned myself repeatedly as I watched her walk away, stepping into her car before she drove off before I got into mine, driving slowly behind her just to make sure there wouldn't be a repetition of what had happened in the school field all over again. I had been wrong in my path, I haven't thought about the fact that anyone might see her, I was blinded with my rage that somehow Darren had been able to get across to her and so, I needed to make sure that it wasn't so, and when I finally did, I felt so glad that it was hard to keep my emotions at bay. The thing was to get her to fall in love with me within two months. I really hoped that I would be able to, if I could, it would make me the happiest man in this universe and even among all the planets. “ Shit,” I cursed when I noticed she had finally driven down to the lane which led to their pack house and knowing that she was safe in the comfort of her home, only then was I
Lina's POV Fright? I was supposed to do so, I wasn't going to lie because I was a mess inside of me but I held it back so well or maybe it looked that way to me because every single thing we're beating so fast, from my heart to my hand which was shivering and I had to place them on top of each other to stop it from doing so. “ Well, well, you aren't going to give me an answer, are you?”“That’s because you don't deserve one.”I wondered where the nerves had come from, I was never that way, not with anyone. “What did you just say?” He sounded spell bound.“ Come on, were you actually expecting me to beg? So you can blackmail me into giving you money? Is Josh doing so not enough for you?” “ Lina,” he scoffed, running his tongue over his lips and I hated that light he was holding. “ You are supposed to be begging me not to report you, well.” he shrugged, lifting his shoulders. “I won't lie, I was actually curious to see who it was Josh was with, I mean, he made a mistake giving me mo
Lina's POV A date Josh had said and oddly, I was out of the house when it was six, it had been easy to sneak out since my brother seemed to be busy with my dad, the school seemed deserted when I placed a foot in and dragging in a deep breath, I wondered what exactly it was that must have prompted him in insisting that we met in here, there were different places that we could have met aside the school. I was a bit skeptical about being here at the moment because it felt like anyone could see us,not all students would have gone home and we were at a higher risk of being caught here than anywhere else. Letting my thoughts run wild, I had a finger in-between my lips, chewing on it before turning around as I sauntered over to the school field where he had given direction that I was to be at. It was calm, and dark,chills ran down my arms wondering if this was it at all, I knew so well that I had the time to leave, it was still early and I could do so, but somehow I wanted this, whatever
Josh's POV I was unable to take in the cookie I had in-between my finger immediately I heard the word Darren had just said. What exactly does he mean by Lina was in love with him? Or had interest in him?Has he even taken a proper look at himself in the mirror to consider if he was her type first of all? “Let me have that” Max slipped the cookie off his finger, throwing it in-between his lips before he closed his eyes shut, savouring how sweet and perfect it tasted. “That is good, your mum right? I have missed her cooking” My mother was hell of a cook but that wasn't what I was here for, what I was here for was the sudden interference of Darren, why exactly does he think he can just step in here, say words like that and be left alone? Eyes were already on me and Max, because everyone knew what exactly happened whenever anyone professed their love for Lina, we made sure whoever it was immediately detoxified such feelings or so called love for her. We had always been doing that, a
Lina’s POV “ What do you think you are doing?” I asked Josh when he tugged me away, everything had happened so fast. How was it possible that he had been able to ditch Emily so fast and my brother as well, Max? Oh my God. I clasped a hand against my mouth, scared at what was going to happen. If we were found here together. “ What do you think you are doing?” I asked again when I didn't get an answer to the fast, he was pulling me so fast that I didn't know what to make about this. Why was it that he couldn't even think? And why does it have to be now? “ I needed to get your attention, you left without saying a word to me” he said,shutting the door. “ That's because I don't have anything to say to you, you know that”“Lina, I had to explain, you know we had things planned out, I never knew that was going to happen, I never wanted the engagement, and you know about that, you know I have someone I love, someone I want to keep by my side for the rest of my life and that isn't Emily
Lina’s POVI should have been ready for it, but the announcement had come so quickly that I wasn't expecting it. I didn't know what to do nor make a move but I stayed, watching every single thing. I wasn't going to lie but I hated it, hated the fact that Josh's eyes had remained on me while he stood on the podium getting engaged to someone who wasn't supposed to be his wife. Maybe, I had been thinking too much or I must have expected too much of myself, what do I have that Emily didn't? She was always going to be the perfect match for him, the one who he had always wanted, to him, I will always remain the little one who kept straddling in whatever function he was in, the one who was always going to make a mess of herself, the one he always had to look out for so she wouldn't make things worse than they already were. “I will leave first” I mustered up a smile on my face, sauntering out of the hall while Darren was fast on my heels, the music had resumed and the last I had seen was J
Josh's POVEmily's eyes travelled between I and Lina, her eyes dimming in on us before she tore her gaze away. “What are you both doing here?’’ Lina took a step back, attempting to walk away when my hands wrapped themselves around hers, jerking her toward me. “Josh!” Emily called out, barely taking a gasp as she questioned. “ Is this what is it? Does Max know? What you are doing?’’“What do you think we are doing? You found us talking, that's all”Her hands went underneath her boobs in a fold before her words rolled out of her lips. “Weren’t you talking about getting rid of the proposal, which you know well enough that you won't be able to? I won't let you to anyways,and you have no other choice than to go along with it”Lina heaved behind me, before rasping out. “I'm leaving, I have to find Max, my parents will be worried, congratulations Emily, Josh loves you a lot” she whispered before walking away. My hands clasped together, watching her footsteps, each short and angered. “We
Josh's POV It was those eyes, her hazel orbs that pierced through me as she whispered my name with so much pain, that had started all of these, these feelings that wouldn't just fade. My hands wrapped firmly around her, the surrounding fading out for a bit before she shook my hands off, standing upright on her feet. “ Father, what are you saying?” I asked, hoping with everything in me that he hadn't meant what he had just said. He had promised me that I was going to choose my Luna, and that was after I had mentioned how much I loved the relationship he had with mother. This was clearly contradicting that. He let out a sigh, a hand on my shoulders, before he said. “ Come with me, let's talk” I gave Max a wry smile, one that didn't get to my lips before storming off. The door shut behind us when I stepped in, waiting for what would be his excuse. “ Josh, you have to understand that I didn't have much say in this, I heard Emily likes you and…”“ And what?” I was intercepted. “