Semua Bab Forbidden desires: In love with my brother's best friend : Bab 1 - Bab 10

Josh's POV The words were out before I could force them back, it had been out of rage, and fear, the fear that had stemmed from whoever that man was. None of her admirers had stood up to me in the way that he had, not one of them had even had the nerves to look me in the eyes, until he came along. Her eyes contorted into a scowl as she flipped her head to the side. “ You don't mean that,” she said.“ I do” I confirmed with every ounce in me. “ I mean it, I will give you the experience you need, I am ready to let you know what it feels and…”My heart shredded into pieces at the next word she uttered, disgust roaming through them. “ I don't even like you” “ Lina” I groaned at her when she attempted to walk away. “ Lina” I drawled, my voice reverberating across the field. “You said you wanted to know what it felt like, to be in a relationship, I am ready to help you, as long as you don't go out with Darren” Her hands clenched her back before she spun around, eyes gazing into mi

Josh's POV It was those eyes, her hazel orbs that pierced through me as she whispered my name with so much pain, that had started all of these, these feelings that wouldn't just fade. My hands wrapped firmly around her, the surrounding fading out for a bit before she shook my hands off, standing upright on her feet. “ Father, what are you saying?” I asked, hoping with everything in me that he hadn't meant what he had just said. He had promised me that I was going to choose my Luna, and that was after I had mentioned how much I loved the relationship he had with mother. This was clearly contradicting that. He let out a sigh, a hand on my shoulders, before he said. “ Come with me, let's talk” I gave Max a wry smile, one that didn't get to my lips before storming off. The door shut behind us when I stepped in, waiting for what would be his excuse. “ Josh, you have to understand that I didn't have much say in this, I heard Emily likes you and…”“ And what?” I was intercepted. “

Lina’s POVI should have been ready for it, but the announcement had come so quickly that I wasn't expecting it. I didn't know what to do nor make a move but I stayed, watching every single thing. I wasn't going to lie but I hated it, hated the fact that Josh's eyes had remained on me while he stood on the podium getting engaged to someone who wasn't supposed to be his wife. Maybe, I had been thinking too much or I must have expected too much of myself, what do I have that Emily didn't? She was always going to be the perfect match for him, the one who he had always wanted, to him, I will always remain the little one who kept straddling in whatever function he was in, the one who was always going to make a mess of herself, the one he always had to look out for so she wouldn't make things worse than they already were. “I will leave first” I mustered up a smile on my face, sauntering out of the hall while Darren was fast on my heels, the music had resumed and the last I had seen was J

Josh's POV I was unable to take in the cookie I had in-between my finger immediately I heard the word Darren had just said. What exactly does he mean by Lina was in love with him? Or had interest in him?Has he even taken a proper look at himself in the mirror to consider if he was her type first of all? “Let me have that” Max slipped the cookie off his finger, throwing it in-between his lips before he closed his eyes shut, savouring how sweet and perfect it tasted. “That is good, your mum right? I have missed her cooking” My mother was hell of a cook but that wasn't what I was here for, what I was here for was the sudden interference of Darren, why exactly does he think he can just step in here, say words like that and be left alone? Eyes were already on me and Max, because everyone knew what exactly happened whenever anyone professed their love for Lina, we made sure whoever it was immediately detoxified such feelings or so called love for her. We had always been doing that, a

Lina's POV Fright? I was supposed to do so, I wasn't going to lie because I was a mess inside of me but I held it back so well or maybe it looked that way to me because every single thing we're beating so fast, from my heart to my hand which was shivering and I had to place them on top of each other to stop it from doing so. “ Well, well, you aren't going to give me an answer, are you?”“That’s because you don't deserve one.”I wondered where the nerves had come from, I was never that way, not with anyone. “What did you just say?” He sounded spell bound.“ Come on, were you actually expecting me to beg? So you can blackmail me into giving you money? Is Josh doing so not enough for you?” “ Lina,” he scoffed, running his tongue over his lips and I hated that light he was holding. “ You are supposed to be begging me not to report you, well.” he shrugged, lifting his shoulders. “I won't lie, I was actually curious to see who it was Josh was with, I mean, he made a mistake giving me mo