Semua Bab Forbidden desires: In love with my brother's best friend : Bab 1 - Bab 10

Lina's POVI sauntered down the stairs, humming a song when my eyes twitched at the crowd pulled close to my locker, cheering and chanting. My feet halted as I glanced up, my eyes melting into his when our gaze locked, warmth pooled underneath his, the gentle thud of my heart against my rib cage as it pounded had me running a hand over my chest. He tore his gaze off, peering at whoever he was standing with, I was lost in my thoughts when a hand hook itself around me, pulling me with her. “ Are you just going to stand here? Aren't you going to watch the biggest proposal of all history?” Emma, my best friend asked. She pulled me alongside her, dragging me feets ahead as I watched. Josh stood, eyes on Emily, the cheerleader as she handed him a paper, before chewing on her lips nervously, while twirling a strand of her hair. My eyes watered as I took in what was happening, Josh was my brother's best friend and my secret crush, but I couldn't bring myself to tell him about it. He ha

Lina's POVThat this could be the worst mistake I would be making had occurred to me a dozen times, but I pushed it off. I was certain that I was going to make him come to love me, a two third part of me was certain that he loved me, just like I did. Pushing myself off the bed, I went through the daily ritual of taking my bath before slipping into my skirt that hung just above my knees and a white shirt over a blazer. I hummed alongside a song that had drifted into my mind before I picked up my Gucci bag, strolling down. My feet came to a stop before my parents who seemed to be munching on breakfast and breakfast seemed to be a whole lot. “ Mother, father” I kissed them on their cheek, pushing off the startled looks they both had on their faces off my mind. “ What?” I lifted my shoulders, while slipping a shortbread in-between my lips, the soft delicious biscuit melted in my mouth. They exchanged glances before my father placed the day’s paper on the table. “ Was I dreaming or

Josh's POVEmily's eyes travelled between I and Lina, her eyes dimming in on us before she tore her gaze away. “What are you both doing here?’’ Lina took a step back, attempting to walk away when my hands wrapped themselves around hers, jerking her toward me. “Josh!” Emily called out, barely taking a gasp as she questioned. “ Is this what is it? Does Max know? What you are doing?’’“What do you think we are doing? You found us talking, that's all”Her hands went underneath her boobs in a fold before her words rolled out of her lips. “Weren’t you talking about getting rid of the proposal, which you know well enough that you won't be able to? I won't let you to anyways,and you have no other choice than to go along with it”Lina heaved behind me, before rasping out. “I'm leaving, I have to find Max, my parents will be worried, congratulations Emily, Josh loves you a lot” she whispered before walking away. My hands clasped together, watching her footsteps, each short and angered. “We

Lina’s POV “ What do you think you are doing?” I asked Josh when he tugged me away, everything had happened so fast. How was it possible that he had been able to ditch Emily so fast and my brother as well, Max? Oh my God. I clasped a hand against my mouth, scared at what was going to happen. If we were found here together. “ What do you think you are doing?” I asked again when I didn't get an answer to the fast, he was pulling me so fast that I didn't know what to make about this. Why was it that he couldn't even think? And why does it have to be now? “ I needed to get your attention, you left without saying a word to me” he said,shutting the door. “ That's because I don't have anything to say to you, you know that”“Lina, I had to explain, you know we had things planned out, I never knew that was going to happen, I never wanted the engagement, and you know about that, you know I have someone I love, someone I want to keep by my side for the rest of my life and that isn't Emily

Lina's POV A date Josh had said and oddly, I was out of the house when it was six, it had been easy to sneak out since my brother seemed to be busy with my dad, the school seemed deserted when I placed a foot in and dragging in a deep breath, I wondered what exactly it was that must have prompted him in insisting that we met in here, there were different places that we could have met aside the school. I was a bit skeptical about being here at the moment because it felt like anyone could see us,not all students would have gone home and we were at a higher risk of being caught here than anywhere else. Letting my thoughts run wild, I had a finger in-between my lips, chewing on it before turning around as I sauntered over to the school field where he had given direction that I was to be at. It was calm, and dark,chills ran down my arms wondering if this was it at all, I knew so well that I had the time to leave, it was still early and I could do so, but somehow I wanted this, w