Kate
Samuel wasn't back at home and I can't God enough for it, I didn't want him to see me like this, in a condition like this where I am mess. I don't know what I want to do and I can't believe myself and I can't believe what had happened today. I am in total shock and whole body is still shivering.
The first thing I did was to have freshen up and have a bath. I turned on the shower and stayed beneath it for a long time letting all the touches and memories drown away with water. I still cannot forget what happened, it keeps on repeating in my mind. I finally removed my clothes and wash myself with some shampoo and soaps, cleaning myself and rubbing off the feeling of being touched.
I lied down in the bed with tears still flowing from my eyes. It was when Samuel returned almost around midnight. I wiped off my tears and pretended to sleep. He came to me and kissed my forehead, saying sorry for not being able to join me earlier today. He promised to take out some time for me and spend it with me, after which he switched off the bedside lamp and went to sleep. I was moved by his words but it didn't do much because it happens everytime, when he promises to spend time with and actually misses it. I hope and wish that he could actually keep up his promise in the future.
I feel lonely and sad, I know we are trying hard but it isn't enough and I don't know what to do. We are drifting apart and I don't want a repeat of what had happened earlier today.
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It was already morning and I was not able to sleep last night, all the things that had happened were continuously repeating on in my mind. His face would appear in front of me. Every time I tried to sleep I saw my face quivering in fear and terror and my consciousness would not allow it without me regretting the way it happened and the way it ended. No one ever had that affect on me to make me loose control like that. I hope I never meet him, I won't be able to look back in Samuel's eyes watching my face and the things I have done.
I was not feeling well and something was eating me inside, it maybe my guilt that was making me uncomfortable and uneasy. The sun rose outside but I was still in my bed laying down watching the ceiling unable to sleep the whole night.
After a while, I stood in my balcony watching things pass by. I didn't wanted to go back to work. I know I always rush back to my work, my office but I didn't wanted to go back at least today. Office is one of the places where I spend most of the time, where I forget my loneliness and the void that's left me helpless.
I had a shower and had a late breakfast which was only juice because I didn't feel like eating. I just wore some casuals, took my camera and just took off. I wanted to be away and be alone for sometime. Camera and photos are the things which I really love, capturing moments. If not for the business that I run today, I would have gladly become a photographer. It is one of my passions other than my business. It gives me peace and calmness.
I didn't knew where I was going but I was moving not knowing where. I was on the outskirts of the town passing by and capturing photos of the natural beauty there, the birds, the trees and people passing by. It calms my mind when I am too stressed or when I don't have anything else to do.
It was lunch time and I decided to go someplace where it is quiet and have a lunch since I didn't have anything other than juice for my breakfast. I asked around and some of the locals around helped me find the place I was looking for. It was a quiet place away from the noise of the city. It was refreshing and beautiful. The place looked simple and pleasant. I busy taking pictures and noticing the decor done in the exterior portion of the place when I heard a melodic and cheerful laugh, it was enough to warm your insides. I couldn't help bust follow the place from where the voices were coming from.
I went inside and saw a beautiful family having lunch together, there were cute little children whose laughter brought twinkle in their parents eyes. It was beautiful to watch them enjoying their meal, talking with each other having fun, cracking jokes and laughing. It reminded of the void within me.
I left the place with tears in my eyes and did something which I shouldn't have done and which I knew I would regret later. The void and emptiness was too much to handle and I loosing the control of my sanity. I wanted to fill this void and would do anything regardless of the consequences. I went to the place I swear won't go. I shouldn't have went there but I wasn't thinking rationally and I knew I had to do something. I knew it was wrong but I decided otherwise....
Kate I wasn't happy and I knew that it's not what I wanted from life. I want to children and have a family like others. Samuel is always busy and I hardly get time to spend with him, let alone have a family with him. I was feeling devastated and needed something hard to drown in and to numb my sorrows. I went to a bar, it was the only one in town that's open at all times. Though the name of the place is not good as I've heard a lot of things happening in and around that place and I couldn't care less. I wanted to have some hard drinks and wallow in my miseries. The place was all dimly lighted with soft porn music in the background and there were a few people around, I don't know but feels like a sex club. The place is quite shady. I ordered vodka and had a few shots and was already a bit dizzy. Everything seemed fine until the man and woman in the corner booth started making out. They were pretty loud and I couldn't help but look back and
KateThere are private rooms for people in the club, I didn't knew about that. It has to be the VIP section because everything around here seems fancy and luxurious. I've never been to this part.I was looking around when we reached the room. It was huge and covered in dark shades. There was a huge master bed and various sex tools were attached here and there. I could tell some of them while the others, I didn't knew what purpose they serve."Do you want it?" he asked with desire and lust. He seemed so impatient and desperate to have his way with me. I too wanted this, I wanted it to feel good and feel desired. His lustful gaze making me hot. It was more than just lust, it seemed like obsession and a desire to claim me."Yes" I said shyly biting my lips making him want to fuck me that hard. My simple most action making him hard as fuck. I want him too, even though he's almost my father's age."Are you sure? There's no going back once you get in
The stranger (Viktor)I hit a jackpot with her, the way her body was reacting to me, giving me raging hard on. It was hard to control when all I wanted to do was fuck her hard. Her submission and moans making me horny and I don't remember the time when I was this excited for a fuck.I wanted to make true on my words and give her the best, I gave her time to relax to get back to herself. I made her sit on my lap, careful enough to not hurt her already bruised butt. I licked her juices on my fingers cleaning it until the last drop of it. It tastes so good and exotic like her, that I am almost addicted to it. I can't wait to lick it from her pussy directly.I kissed her, with her taste in my mouth. She kissed me back tasting herself in my mouth. She was moaning in my mouth, making me loose control. I pressed her hard against my body feeling her curves and closeness.We pulled apart catching our breathe, staring at each other. I removed the hair c
KateI didn't even realised what was happening around and how did I ended up in this compromising situation until I was in it, embarrassed as hell stripping in front of the stranger. I was embarrassed as hell but the excitement and anticipation of it making my mind cloudy.I stood before him in just my bra and panties pleading him with eyes to stop this embarrassing act, but he is having none of it. He is too determined to have it his own way. I too wanted him bad. I was helpless because of my own lust and desire for him. I tried to ignore this want, this desire that I have for him but at the end I couldn't. I couldn't stop myself to falling prey for him. This is something that I have inflicted on myself.The moment that I met him for the first time in the club and the way he kissed me, like he owned me was enough for me know that I was in deep trouble. I tried hard to avoid it, I tried hard to control my own emotions, I couldn't. He was just too much too handle
KateThe sex with the stranger was amazing, he knew what he was doing and with his talented fingers, mouth and cock he did me in ways which was never experienced by me. I was already feeling addicted to his touch and his feel. He knew the perfect spot to hit and the touch being gentle and rough at the same time. At times it was like a caress for a lover and at times it was like he was playing me like a slut. It turned me on like never before, I should have been vary of him for the way he used my body but the orgasm was just as mind blowing.How could I complain when he was fucking brilliant at what he does. He was almost double my age, well built and lean muscle but fuck that hard and rough giving competition to those young then him. I don't why I did it, I know that I don't have daddy issues but damn, if he would've asked me to call him daddy then I definitely would. I like been used and liked feeling cheap and dirty. I liked his grey pepper stubble touching my thighs
SamuelI woke up to the sun shining, my head killing me. It was hurting like a mother fucker. I turned around still my eyes closed calling out for Kate to close the curtains. I realised I wasn't on my bed as the hard floor and the carpet on which I slept making me hard to move.I blinked my eyes several times before adjusting to the brightness of the room. The sun was brightly shining maybe it was way past the breakfast time. Groaning I sat on the floor only to realise I was naked and all the clothes of mine and some of Kate's scattered on the floor.I panicked as to what had happened here. Some of the clothes were torn, the buttons of my shirt on the floor as if some one jerked them open. I tried to remember what had happened and slowly the memories of last night came back like a fucker.After the work was done, wherein I was supposed to go out of town, I went to a local bar as some of my friends were back in town. We were drinking and shitti
KateI know it wouldn't go well, what could I have expected. I was in the wrong, what I did was unacceptable. Even if I was in Sam's place I wouldn't have accepted it either.There was too much pain in his eyes, he was hurt. I too am hurt at how it all turned out. When I met Sam in college he was my crush, my dream, my boyfriend, my love and now my husband. I was madly in love, I still am but it is not what I wanted in life. Everything was good we were happy but then every thing went down hill from there on. It all kind of stuck, we were stuck not moving forward.He went out after hearing my confession. He didn't even look at me. I didn't wanted it to happen to us. I was worried at how he left the house. I loved him so much but it wasn't working in between us. It wasn't just today, or a week or a month, it was going on for years. We were getting distant over the years without even realising it. We stopped being the lovey dovey couple we used to be. We just cared
Viktor MarshallFinally, I am where I am supposed to be. I took over the company in which Kate works just to get closer to her. I am the chief incharge now and she'd have to face me every day, for every work she and her team does, they would require my permission. Whether she wants it or not I will be in her face 24/7.The day I saw her in the club, the first time when she danced with two guys, loosing herself to the music, like there were no tomorrow made my cock throb in pain. Her sexy curves and that figure hugging dress that she wore added it to the pain. I was hard just by having a look at her.I knew then and there that I wanted her, that I had to have her, make her mine. I wanted to feel that curves, I wanted to devour her, to ravish her, mark every inch of her delectable body and to drown in her scent. I was obsessive of her. I needed her to satisfy my urges, I needed her to satisfy my body and I needed her at my mercy.She was drunk a