Carina’s POV
I arrived at my parents' house in the afternoon, and this place holds many of my childhood memories as well as a safe haven for all of my friends.
"Oh my gosh, what changed your mind from coming here again?" My mom said gleefully as she opened the rusty little gate for me.
I just smile at my mom and hug her, “I missed you, mom.”
"What happened to dad?" I wondered when I saw my father in a wheelchair, his entire body immobilized. I suddenly felt sorry for my father, who was simply staring at me and couldn't even stand up to hug me warmly; I burst into tears, and it was as if all the grief I felt and my disappointment with myself were all expressed through my tears.
My mother told me everything that had occurred to my father, and she hasn't called me because she knows I'm working hard to achieve my goals in life, but that dream has now been shattered because of the man named Sebastian.
I've been unable to sleep well for weeks and I still have wild nightmares with that man, it always replays on my mind what he has done to me, and I continue to wake up with headaches. I assist my mother in managing and monitoring the farm; I was the one who fed the chickens and pigs, and my mother was also responsible for the horses and lambs.
I grin because my mother is still strong enough to manage these situations without my father; my father is at home, and we are paying a physical therapist to help him recover quickly.
Then one afternoon, my mother is so happy because we sell one black horse to our new client, I was happy too but when I saw the man standing in front of me, I am shocked and I am unable to move from where I am. He stares at me from head to toe, my sweat is slowly dropping from my temple and my mom just leave me with him because she is going to take care of my father now.
Sebastian is dressed in khaki shorts, white shoes, and red long rolled sleeves, and his hair is a bit tangled, yet he looks as hot as ever. I don't want to compliment him on his appearance, but I can't stop myself. His lips are pursed as he looks at me, both hands are in his pockets, and I gulped when he attempted to take a step forward.
“What are you doing here?!” I yelled at him and he step forward closer to me to cover my mouth with his hand.
“I wanted to apologize for what I did to you…”
I bit my bottom lip and shoved him, but all he did was drag me to the barn, where the horses were placid and quiet. "Don't make a noise or they'll make a noise," He says, staring at my face.
“W-What do you want from me? I-I leave the city because of you and now you are here b-because?” I ask him, my breathing is so heavy and my heartbeat is throbbing in my chest. He close the barn and locked it, he put his finger to his mouth and says, “Sssshhh…I am not a bad person.” he said.
“A-are you following me? You are a psychopath stalker!”I said it quietly, but he seemed annoyed by my intonation. I want to punch him in the face and flee, but I can't because I don't want to cause any problems to my family. I don't want to add to the list of difficulties we're currently dealing with.
He smiles at me and laughs, “You are so precious to me, that’s why I followed you until here.”
I began to back away from him as he unzipped his shorts, and I just kept walking till I couldn't see any way out. I can only see a wooden wall, so I bite my lower lip and close my eyes tight, wondering what the f*ck he wants from me. He smirked at me as I turned my head towards him; his eyes were blue and his eyelashes were thick; he appeared to be perfect, but why was he pressing himself on me?
“Please stay away from me or I will shout.”
“I bet you can’t.”
He embraced my body and I let out a small gasp, “Please don’t do this again…”
"Are you aware of why I'm here?" Because you're the one who constantly replays in my head, and I've even had wild nightmares with you...do you want to know what we've been up to in my nightmares? Hmm?” he said and he held my arms and pinned me against the wall and he said, “Stay still…” while he is removing my clothes.
My heart is pounding and I can’t make a noise, I am so helpless.
All I could whisper to him at this moment was, “Please stop…”
“I have always been thinking this…I miss you.”
“You are crazy…”
“Yes, I’m crazy for you,” he said, and when he is done undressing me, he looked down on my firm natural breast, his mouth is drooling and he kissed me there and I let out a small sob.
“If you make a noise and shout, they will go to see you like this. Do you want that?”
“No…” I replied while crying.
I look into his eyes and I met his gaze, he look mysterious and unpredictable.
I thought I am already far from him but it was not. He is here in front of me, touching and caressing my body for his own pleasure.
“But why me?”
“Do you really want to know? Because you are different from them, I only feel this to you, this urge of excitement. That's why I want you over and over again till I get tired of you.”
He kneeled down and he spread my legs and I tried to fold it but he is strong enough to spread my legs for him and he is not licking and eating my vag*na.
“Hmm…” I arched my back and hold his head, “W-what are you doing?”
I clutch his hair and say, “Oh…damn!” when I feel something strange.
He raised his head and his jew clinched, “Stop making a noise!”
I pushed him again, embracing myself for being so ashamed standing nude in front of him, panting and shaking my hand as his expression darkened, making me uncomfortable and afraid of his reaction.
I swallowed and attempted to snare my clothing, but he sprang on me and s*cked and bit my n*pples, causing me to moan in delight and pain while pinning me against the wall.
“Oh baby, How I missed your b++bs,” he whispered to my ear and I sigh heavily. He pulled out his big and thick tan d*ck and he spread my legs using his feet and he cover my mouth as he thrust his pen*s into my hole.
“Hmmmp!” I scream silently. I can’t hold the pain anymore and stop resisting him.
“Oh, you feel so good…stay still,” he said and I hold his arms while sobbing quietly.
I sighed and moaned in pleasure, trying not to make a loud moan so that no one could hear us.
I slap his face twice but every time I did that he banged me so hard that make me feel that I am so close to my orgasm.
“Just tell me you like it,” he said calmly while thrusting me so deeper and squeezing my butt cheeks with his both palms. I close my eyes while the tears keep rolling over my cheeks.
“I don’t like it…”
Carina’s POVI was going to run when I saw him doing some horrible things, but he grabbed my arm and pinned me to the door while kissing me passionately. I could feel the warm manhood so vast and hard in my navel, I used my force to push him, but he grew stronger and determined now to have my body.“Stop touching me!”“Why not? You are my wife.”I closed my eyes when I felt that he became calmer when I kissed him back and cupped his face, but that's only my excuse to escape from him; he was still holding me. He tore my dress and even my underwear to expose my naked body in front of him."How could you be so cruel? I don't remember you—""I'm doing this so you'll remember me," he explains as he softly bites my earlobe.he threw me onto the couch, and he said, "Don't run, honey; I'll f*ck you the way you want to be f*cked." When he spread my legs and grinned at me, I exhaled and was going to rise to stop him from being crazy, I didn't know how to cover myself at him right now, and he le
Carina’s POVI awoke with a terrible headache and walked to the kitchen to look for medicine after drinking the mixture. I sighed and laid my head on the sofa then suddenly I just remembered that I was not really in my house, I turned around and saw the man in front of me, Sebastian."Welcome back," he said with a sneer on his lips. I scowled at him and rolled my eyes, and then I noticed our wedding portrait on the wall. "I am aware that you do not—""Don't call me your wife, because you are no longer my husband since the day you sexually assaulted me, don't attempt to explain everything to me, because I saw everything, yesterday, while you were having an intimate session with your woman!" I shouted at him and slapped him across the face."Stop being so complicated, Carina!" he exclaimed after taking a deep breath and displaying a great deal of emotional control towards me."I am not trying to be difficult! What are you doing?" I asked as I ran to the room and saw my bags, clothes, an
Carina’s POVEvery morning when I wake up, there is a bunch of flowers at the door, and my mother always says, "Hey, honey, these are from Mr. Sebastian." They keep telling me this, but I want to know why they are concealing the fact that I was previously married to this f*cking guy."Mom, I already know the truth..." My mother stopped what she was doing and stared at me with wide eyes. I crossed my arms while gulping."Oh, your memory is back, honey?" she asked as she opened her arms to embrace me. I replied, "That you've been keeping the truth from me from the very beginning.""I'm sorry, but Mr. Donovan or Sebastian urged us not to tell you the truth because he wants to know the whole truth about what happened to you before to the tragedy," she said. "Because, according to the reports, you're having an affair after the wedding," she continued as she looked at me. "However, as your mother, I never believed them since I know you loved your husband.""I must leave, mother; I must spea
Carina’s POVDue to my rage, I yelled for help, and a police patrol has just halted in the area where Sebastian cornered me. I can see the anger on his face."What are you doing?"The cops arrived and asked, "What happened here, Miss? I heard that you called for help."The cops widened their eyes when they recognized Sebastian and the assh*le stated, "I believe my wife was just having a temper tantrum, and there is no problem here."“What are you talking about? He's lying,” I said while pointing my index finger at his face. “This man is attempting to convince me that I am his wife, but I am not.”“Carina, stop it…”“Why not? Please take me with you, police officer, I am not really safe when I am with this man.” I said and the police stared at Sebastian.“I think I am not a danger to her, you know me, Troy!” Sebastian said and called the cop by Its first name."So you know this guy from the very first place?" I asked, and I stormed out. I looked for my bike in the street and ran away.
Carina’s POVWhen he shoved his body against mine, I retreated and smacked him hard. When he turned his attention to me, I ran away. I have no idea why I feel this way about him. Why is my heart racing so quickly? I am both delighted and repulsed by the fact that I just kissed a married man.I do not wish for this to happen again.I am brushing away my tears. I cry as I see his car parked on the road. I attempt to escape from him, but he chases me."Please do not run, and I do not intend to harm you..."I stopped running and turned to face him, "What do you want? I've previously told you I don't want you...""Carina, you do not understand what you are saying." Please give me a chance to make things right, and I still want you," he added forcefully as he exhaled heavily. "I want you." He said.I raised an eyebrow when I heard that from him; I did not comprehend. Is he a part of my past that I am unaware of? When the hot tears began to pour again, I inhaled sharply. I sighed and looked
Carina’s POVI am biking around the town while buying some flowers in the city, and I purchased different colors because I like to put some flowers in my mom's house since I saw some old photos of the house with varying shades of flowers.When my eyes caught the painting inside the flower shop, I lowered my head, but I couldn't help but stare at the painting. Looks so pretty.I'm thinking about going back to painting, but my mind says I can't do it because of what happened to me.Do I have to paint again and forget what happened to me that night?It was full of pleasure, yet he forced me to have s*x with him.“Oh, hi…pretty girl, I give these flowers to you for free.” The older woman said and smiled at me.I parted my lips, “Oh no, I have to pay for it…please take the money.” I insisted while staring at the old woman, “No, you are always buying flowers here every time you pass by, but that was years ago, you probably don’t remember me,” she said.“Uhm, really?” I sighed as I asked her