"Mommy, don't! Please, please,I'll be good, I won't disobey!" I begged her, crying hysterically in terror as I cower into the corner.Arms raised to shield my face, I tremble like a leaf, her fury bruising my soft flesh. I cried for my mom, for her to help, even if she is the one beatingme."No, you fucking won't." Mommy growls, sounding so much like a monster thatI felt the warmth of urine soak my thighs, pooling under me."It hurts ... it hurts ... " The words ring loud and clear, screeching as mommy slapped my bare cold skin, each hit feeling like my skin had ripped open.All I could do was scream.I wake up gasping for breath, my flesh covered in a sheet of sweat, hairsticking to my back and neck. My heart races within my chest, the old familiar feeling of panic being the cause.Subconsciously, I glance over at Hardin, his sleeping form easing some part of me. The only time I ever see him truly at peace, is when he's asleep. It makes me a little happy knowing my occasional nightma
Releasing a quiet sigh of boredom, I slowly stir the inedible salad as I stare out of the window. Watching as the pack members enjoy the snow falling, even the few children in the pack are having the time of their lives. It's nice to see them smiling, to see them so genuinely happy, peaceful even.At the same time, part of me couldn't stand seeing it. I've never been able to enjoy anything, and the love that the families outside are showing to their mates and children, is something I've never experienced. It intrigues me, and saddens me at the same.The loneliness that weighs on me grows heavier as the days grow colder, winter creeping upon us. Ever since mother slapped me last month, I've been doing exactly as she asked. Instead of embracing the person I was becoming, I've fallen back into my old ways, obeying like an omega.Hardin noticed, but so far he hasn't asked questions, although it's obvious he wants to. I can tell he's getting irritated with my behaviour, he barely shows up
"What's wrong?""Explain." Hardin orders with absolutely no gentleness.I stare with slightly wide eyes, both intimidated and curious. I've never seen Hardin angry, not like this.The pack member immediately pales as he eyes the book laid before him. I almost felt bad for him, the way Zed and Beck blockhim fromfleeingthe room. Forced to face Hardin, the male cringes hard."It's just photos, I meant nothing by it ... I swear." The middle aged man promises.Hardin doesn't simmer, still maintaining his fury.Hardin nears the man, glowering darkly down at the slightly smaller male, Hardin's sheer dominance silences him. Awe fills me, seeing the raw brute strength he possesses, knowing he's never used a fraction of that power in my presence."Lie to me again." Hardins voice deepens, sheer animalistic force rumbling his already frightening tone.I couldn't help but cringe a little, having never witnessed such raw power, not even from my parents.The man stands bravely, had his hands not giv
It had been two days since Hardin interrogated Jack, nothing had changed since then. Hardin chooses his pack, he agrees with them and he always will, it's understandable. He's Alpha, and to him their opinions matter, it's what he has to do.But this is what I have to do. I thought, not a flicker of regret hitting me as I open the huge front doors to the uninvited guests.Elder Luka struggles to properly grip the male that fights against him, that is until the person hears the doors open and finally stills."Kalli?" He whispers, eyes wide with surprise. His familiar voice warms me.I didn't flinch, I couldn't. My brother isn't on my side anymore, showing him weakness will only serve to make this harder."Sebastian." I greet with a blank face, even if it pains my heart to be cold, this is what I have to do."What the fuck is going on?" Seb growls, immediately assuming I've brought him here with the worst intentions."Why am I here?" He snaps, glaring at me with burning red eyes.Moving
"No, but it does make me wonder why she favours you. Katalayha is your better in every way, it makes one wonder why she was treated so harshly." Hardin's voice has my body instinctively freezing behind the door, out of sight. My heart races as I wonder who he's talking to, and why. I can only assume it's my brother by his words and I'll admit, I'm curious to see what he has to say."Our parents always wanted a boy, despite Kalli being the eldest ... it was me they praised. As much as Kalli wished she was invisible, they saw her, they took every opportunity to belittle and hurt her." Seb responds with absolute disgust in his voice.To me, he's never showed such strong emotions towards our parents. Perhaps for my sake, or maybe he's never felt that way until now."You allowed that to happen." Hardin responds in a vicious tone, I could hear him seething through his teeth."Kalli didn't want me to step in-""She was a victim of abuse, a child no less! Of course she wanted to protect you f
Why is he so calm right now? He just lost almost ten MILLION to my parents, in exchange for one innocent wolf."That's it? Hardin, that's nine and a half million." I stare at him with wide eyes, not understanding why he would make such a deal."There's no price I wouldn't pay for your safety." He says, furrowing his eyebrows like I'm the confusing one."You wouldn't have had to pay anything at all, if you just trusted me." I whisper, stepping away from him. His hand falls from my face, Hardin's face drops slightly."Trust works both ways." Hardin sighs, his words stinging me a little."I don't know how to let you in my head, I'm trying." I argue, irritated that he's shoving it in my face right now. It's not like I can control it."You don't tell me anything, Katalayha!" He raises his voice slightly, tone exasperated."What am I supposed to say!? I don't want to talk about a life that I've never had! I am trying the best I can to be normal, Hardin, but the fact is that I'm not!" I snap
My brother left the very next morning, not even saying goodbye before fleeing off Hardin's land. I don't suppose the icy looks from Hardin and his pack helped much. I woke to an empty bed, and when I got downstairs I found my brother had vanished in the early hours of the morning.That didn't exactly put me in the best of moods."What's there to do around here?" Jackson appears next to me, leaning over the back of the couch."How am I supposed to know?" I quiz."You live here?" Jackson states, looking at me with a screwed-up face."I just about exist, don't make the mistake of assuming I have any more freedom than you," I mutter, feeling extremely sorry for myself right now.The bite is still numb. Why is he still angry at me?"Considering your lovely mother has kept me locked in her dungeons for the past month, this isn't so bad." Jackson can only grin at me, like something about that is funny."You should go out, explore, or whatever, I'm just not up for it today." I sigh, offering
Hardin stares at me like he doesn't understand for a second, his eyebrows shooting up slightly."No?" He quizzes."No," I confirm."Take it off." He warns darkly.I merely smile up at him and walk towards the exit with absolutely no intention to do as he says. The last thing I hear as I exit the gym is his furious snarl, the beast inside of him roaring to life at my disobedience.Trying not to laugh, I quickly sprint off, going anywhere except near Hardin right now. If he wants to find me, he'll have to follow the scent of the male I'm wearing. That'll piss him off more.For almost a whole hour, I manage to dodge pack members and the Alpha; hiding from room to room, knowing in my gut that he was looking for me. Eventually, I make the mistake of getting bored, and I head to the kitchen for food.Just as I'm about to take a bite of banana, Hardins tall, gorgeous self comes stomping into the kitchen. My eyes snap to his searing red ones, my mouth hovering over the fruit."You and those f