CRYSTAL
I woke up with Brooks's hand still on my stomach. I smiled and gently lifted his arm to go use the bathroom. When I finished my business, I jumped in the shower. As I stepped out of the shower Brooks was standing in the bathroom doorway. He was just standing there smiling. I asked why he was in such a good mood and he told me because he had a fiancee and a baby on the way. I shook my head and walked into the bedroom to get dressed. I pulled my wet hair up into a messy bun after getting dressed and told Brooks I was going to go to my dad's to get my insurance card. He asked if I wanted him to come with me and I told him he didn't have to. I was just going to get that and a few little things to bring back with me. He said he was thinking about taking Jonah out for lunch and I told him to go spend time with him. When I got to my dad's I saw his car was in the driveway. I went inside and yelled out that I was home. My dad came in from the back patio and asked how I was feeling. I looked at him confused and he said as an engaged woman. I laughed and said happy. I told him I was there to get a few little things and I was also there to get my birth certificate and my insurance card. He went to his filing cabinet drawer on his desk and handed me both of them without question. I gave my dad a hug and told him I was going to go get some stuff and take it to my car. When I got what I needed, I went back inside and sat down on the couch. My dad was sitting on the loveseat and asked how my special night went. I told him that Brooks's brother Jonah recorded the whole proposal and as soon as we got a chance we were going to show him, Viola, Ashley, and Ray. My dad smiled at me and it was a smile I hadn't seen before."Ok, dear ole dad what is the smile about?""I am just happy you found happiness and are smiling again. I missed your beautiful smile sweetheart.""Dad, I know I haven't smiled much since mom left us but just because Brooks is in my life doesn't mean that the depression is gone. I am always going to have days where it kicks my butt. Oh, and speaking of mom, Thank you for letting Brooks use those pictures of me and mom when I was a baby. I felt like she was with me when he proposed.""You're welcome, sweetheart. I knew how much having her a part of your special day would mean to you. I know you are always going to have bad days just like I am even if Viola is here with me I still love your mom and I always will. I am sad my baby girl is grown up but I am happy to know you have a good man taking care of you. You know I will always be here for you no matter what Crystal."I walked over to my dad and hugged him. I told him I was going to head back to the house to take a nap and get dinner going. He smiled and said to come back and sit with him and Vi and hang out soon. I told him I would and I headed back to Brooks's house. When I got back, Brooks was still out and I decided to go and lay down for a little while. I changed into a pair of shorts and a t-shirt and crawled into bed. I was woke up by the sound of the front door opening and when I looked at the time I saw that I had slept for almost 3 hours. I got up and walked into the kitchen and was surprised to see Brooks and Jonah carrying in a bunch of flowers. I cleared my throat and asked what they were doing and Brooks started to pout like a little kid. Jonah rolled his eyes."Brooks wanted to get you a bunch of flowers and surprise you with them." he said."So what if I did Jonah? She is going to be my wife soon." Brooks replied to him.I stood there laughing. I told Brooks thank you for the flowers and asked if they were hungry. Jonah said he was and Brooks just nodded. I told them I was going to make a big salad and spaghetti for dinner and they both said Yes at the same time. I shook my head and went to work on dinner. After we ate dinner, Brooks told Jonah he could stay the night or we could take him home and he opted for staying the night. Brooks took the air mattress to the spare room and got it set up for Jonah. I got Jonah a blanket and a pillow and took them to him. Brooks and I went back to our room and he put on N*****x and found us a movie to watch. We finished that movie and Brooks put on another one. I snuggled up to him and started watching the movie but ended up falling asleep not too long after it started. I woke up around 4 a.m. and went into the kitchen to get a bottle of water. Jonah came out of the spare room and I asked if he was ok?"Yeah, I am. I heard someone come in here and figured it was Brooks." he said."Nope. He is passed out. I doubt he will be getting up anytime soon.""Oh. well, I'll let you get back to bed. See ya later when you get up." Jonah said as he walked back to the spare room.I finished my bottle of water, used the bathroom, and then returned to bed.CRYSTAL I am so ready for this baby to be here. I am 3 days away from being a week past my due date and the doctor had to schedule me to be induced. I go in 2 days for my induction and Brooks is driving me crazy. He keeps asking if there is anything he can do for me and if there is anything he can do to help start the labor process. I know he just wants to help but good lord I'm going to go insane if he doesn't stop asking. Marvin has been crawling more and getting into everything he can reach and it is becoming more stressful for me. Brooks is trying his best to keep Marvin out of things but he doesn't see every little thing. I decided to get up and make breakfast for all of us and I went into the kitchen to start cooking. I had the sausage in the pan and I was cutting up fresh fruit and pureeing it for Marvin. I took the sausage out of the pan and was getting the bacon out of the fridge when I felt a sharp pain in my lower abdomen. I yelled out from the pain and Brooks ran into t
BROOKS It's been 4 months since Marvin entered this world and things are going more smoothly for Crystal and I, than when we first brought him home. He is such a good baby and barely cries now. He loves going to visit with both sets of grandparents and he absolutely loves his uncle Jonah. Jonah is a great uncle. He tries to kick me and Crystal out of the house every Friday so he can babysit. Mine and Jonah's relationship has gotten so much better over the past couple of months and he has been busting his butt at the shop. I started paying him for his hard work even though he refused to let me pay him in the beginning. I've been talking to Crystal about possibly making his assistant manager even though he is only 15. I know he is mature and will take his job seriously. Crystal thinks it may be a little too much on him though with school, being a teenager, and wanting to spend what little free time he has with Marvin. I planned on talking to my mom and Ray about it later on when I
Crystal Our first night home with Marvin has been an experience for sure. He has barely slept and so have we. Brooks has been amazing with getting up and helping me with him. He had me pump so I could get sleep in between Marvin waking up. Marvin finally went to sleep around 5 A.M and Brooks crawled into the bed. He kissed me and laid his head on the pillow. It wasn't long before he was out like a light. I wanted Brooks to get some sleep so I gently slid out of the bed and went into the living room with the baby monitor. I crawled up on the couch and pulled the blanket we keep on the back of the couch over me and turned the TV on. I flipped through the channels but couldn't find anything to watch. I decided to just binge-watch Teen Wolf. I lay there with the baby monitor by my head and eventually dozed off. I woke up to Marvin fussing and I got up to check on him. He needed to be fed and I changed his diaper. I sat in the rocker and rocked him back to sleep. After he was out like a
BROOKS As I lay back on the pull-out couch in the hospital room, I looked around at my world. I have the love of my life and wife. I have a son. I have my family and now Crystal's. I have my store which is still doing good. I have the house. I have everything I truly wanted in life. I am complete. No more missing pieces. Marvin began to cry. I got up and picked him up out of his bassinet. I walked around the room with him and calmed him down. Today is the day we get to take Marvin home and start our journey as parents without having people in and out of the room to help us. I am scared sh*tless but excited at the same time. I know Crystal and I can do this ourselves. My mom offered to come stay a few nights until we get settled but I don't think we are going to need her to. The nurse came in to check on Crystal and to let her know she will have to use the bathroom before they will discharge her. The nurse gave her something to help her go, and then she checked on Marvin. Once the nu
CRYSTAL After our family left, I was able to get about 2 hours of sleep before the nurse brought Marvin back into the room for a feeding. I slowly sat up and the nurse helped me undo my gown. She placed Marvin on my chest and explained how to get him to latch onto my breast. It took a few times but he got the hang of it and I was able to feed him. Brooks slept through the feeding and the diaper change but woke up a few minutes after the nurse left the room. He sat up and asked if I was ok. I told him I was fine and told him about how Marvin's first feeding went. He said he felt bad for sleeping through it and I told him to hush. Marvin was fast asleep in his little bassinet and Brooks asked if he could lay with me for a little while. I slid over and patted the bed. He crawled up next to me and went to put his arm over my stomach but stopped. I asked why he did that and he said he didn't want to hurt me. I grabbed his arm and placed it over my stomach and told him he wasn't going to
BROOKS The doctor hands me a pair of medical scissors and shows me where to cut. My hands are shaking and I am terrified. I cut the cord and as soon as I did, I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. His cries fill the room mixed with the cries from his mother as he is placed on her chest. My whole world is right before my eyes laying on that hospital bed. A world I didn't think I'd ever have. My wife and my son. As soon as the nurses stepped away from Crystal I walked over to the edge of the bed and leaned down. I told her I was so proud of her and I thanked her for giving me this piece of the puzzle to complete my life. I broke down and cried as I stood there staring down at her with our son in her arms. My phone went off and I checked it to see my mom was texting me to see what was going on. I texted her and told her I would be out in the waiting room soon to update them. I asked Crystal if I could get a picture of her and Marvin to show everyone in the waiting room and sh