I was full of doubts. My chaotic mind was slowly swallowing my whole being, leaving me hopeless.
While staring at the letter, I feel nothing but coldness, as though something uncanny showed in each of the letters that were written there. My palms were sweating and trembling. It was the worst feeling and I hate it. I hate it so much.
I have been thinking about nothing but this letter since last night. Who's that man? Why did he give me this letter? What is he trying to tell me?
I swallowed hard as I felt the throbbing in my head. It was unbearable. I squeezed my eyes shut, almost hurting them. My grip tightened around the piece of paper. I exhaled excessively multiple times.
I was catching my breath when the throbbing pain had slowly subsided.
I dropped my gaze to the letter. It became a bit crumpled. Sighing, I stood up and walked over to the cabinet. I rummaged through it until I found the small box. I hid the letter inside it.
When I was about to close the box, suddenly, I heard a rustling sound that came from my window.
I was paralyzed to my spot for a whole five seconds, fingers trembling. Even my breathing halted inside my lungs. A terrifying thoughts invaded my mind.
It was almost midnight. What could it be?
Or should I say... who could it be?
Slowly, I walked towards the window. I know that it was impossible for whoever is in there to see me because my room was dark, but that thought didn't help to erase my unexplainable fear.
I peeked at the window. I didn't even notice that my breathing had stopped. I tried to be as careful as possible. It was dark outside but there was a little light coming from a post.
I gasped when I saw a silhouette passed through the plants in our small garden. It was hard to tell if it was a human or some kind of animal because of darkness. I don't fucking know. Apart from that, the shadow moved fastly. It came from our garden and disappeared all of a sudden.
I went out of my room and ran. I switched all the light. A gasp escaped my lips when I saw the footprints on the garden, as though someone went here.
I roamed my eyes around the street, looking for any possible trace of that person.
And there...
A very tall man was standing at Sol's house. I didn't even think about it. I came to him, heart pounding aggressively inside my chest, as though begging me to release it.
"Who are you?!" Raging mad, I screamed at him. It made him froze. His massive back was all I could see. But slowly, he turned around to face me.
He was just staring at me for awhile. While my anger couldn't just easily disappear.
"What were you doing in our garden?! You went there, right?! Don't fucking deny it! I saw you!"
His forehead creased as he remained staring at me.
"What the hell are you talking about?" he hissed, barely opening his mouth. I could almost hear annoyance in his voice.
"It was you! I saw you coming out from our garden! Who are you?! What did you do?!" I was unbelievably angry. My emotions went up severely when I think about the letter.
"I don't even know what you are talking about. I didn't go there," he mumbled. His voice was serious and cold.
I shook my head, teeth clenching. "I fucking saw you! I'm gonna call the police! I'll send you to jail!"
His forehead creased even more. He licked his lower lip as his
eyes smoldering with unmasked anger.
"Will you please calm down for a second? I don't even know what–"
"I won't let you get away with it! It was you! I'm fucking sure!"
I just stopped when I saw Sol coming out from her house. Her brows furrowed while looking at us.
"Nath– Y-Yula? What's happening? Rael? Why are you... what..." Her eyes filled with worry.
"I saw him!" My emotions were too overwhelming that suppressing a small sob from escaping my throat became too hard for me. "H-He tried to break into our house! It was him! I'm sure because there's no other people here other than him!"
Sol gasped. She looked at the man. "R-Rael?" Her voice was doubtful but there was a hint of fear.
I watched how the man clenched his jaw tightly while looking around.
Sol went to me and enveloped me in her arms. She caressed my arm.
"Yula, hush now. You're safe here..." Sol whispered but my tears wouldn't stop.
"I'm gonna call the police!" I screamed repeatedly but the man was only giving me a cold stare.
"N-No. Please, calm down, darling. Rael is my nephew."
"No! I can't be wrong! It was him! I know what I saw!" I glared murderously at this man. My pulse sped up and I was breathing very shallow. "It was you, right?! Tell me the fucking truth! What were you doing there at this midnight?!"
He shot me a hostile glare, eyes hardened. "You're just probably tired that's why you're hallucinating," he said menacingly under his breath.
I squeezed my eyes shut and swallowed. I tried to steady my breathing but it didn't work.
"Yula, please... don't shout, darling. It was not him. I'm sure. You were just probably imagining things," Sol said softly while caressing my arm.
I shook my head, not believing any of those words. "No! I'm sure with what I saw! It was impossible for that person to just disappear in just a blink of an eye because I immediately went out of our house to see it then I... I saw him! I don't know why he was there but I'm fucking sure it was him! He left a lot of footprints!"
"Yula, please. Listen, it was not him, okay? Calm down. Let's talk about this when you're–"
"No! I can't calm down! If it not was you, then who could the fuck it be?!"
The man stared at me for a long time before he blew a sigh. He looked away before answering.
"I don't know... but it was not me..." he whispered under his breath.
But his voice made me even more skeptical about him... as though he was trying to avoid something.
"There's nothing special or important thing happened in your life before the accident, Yula. So if I were you, I wouldn't even bother to think about my past. I and Papa are both farmers. We are poor. If there's anything we can consider special, that is when you became the mayor's mistress," my brother casually said.I pursed my lips as I tried to decipher his words. Why did I do that? I've been hearing about this many times but I can't make myself believe in any of those rumors. I can never accept that I once ruined a family. I heard that the mayor has three children and his wife has a chronic disease. Why did I let that happen? What was I thinking? Whenever I try to remember anything, even just a bit from my past, I never succeeded. It just gives me a severe headache."That was a long time ago, Kevin. It was your sister's mistake. We should forget about that." My father emphasized each word."What? I didn't say anything! It was not my intention to offend her. I'm just trying to tel
"Where did you get those?" I asked, confusion filled my voice. A bouquet of blue and red roses was placed on our table. There was also a small pink teddy bear beside it. I just woke up and those were the first thing I have noticed in our small living room.My mother shrugged her shoulders while looking at the flowers. "They are from Simoun. They are so beautiful, aren't they?"I pouted. I walked over to the flowers and inspect it. They were so beautiful to look at, I admit. But I just can't help but feel a bit confused because this is the first time that Simoun sent flowers. Usually, he will just drop by in our house if he has something to give. And I didn't receive any message from him that he sent me these stuff. "Are you sure that they are from Simoun?" My voice was filled with doubt. I opened my phone to type a message for Simoun.- Did you send flowers?Just a seconds had passed, I received a reply from him.Simoun:- No. Why? Have you eaten your breakfast?I pursed my lips, sta
I do not know if I should be thankful about the thought that it has been a whole month since the last time I felt scared. Now, I feel like I am safe. Maybe whoever that was had already stopped or they probably realized that the they won't get anything from doing that."I bought you some food. I cooked more than enough," Sol said as she visited at night with a plastic container in her hand.I smiled before taking the container."Thank you so much, Sol. Have a seat for. My mother cooked some sweet potato. I will get you some," I uttered but she just shook her head and smiled."Thank but no need, Yula. I just finished having dinner. My stomach can't take another food anymore, dear.""You might want to bring some so you could try it tomorrow.""Oh. Yes! That is perfect. That is my nephew's favorite."I moved quickly and went to our kitchen. After putting the sweet potato in the container, I went back to the living room where Sol was.Sol thanked me before she went home. She always brings
"Before you take a shower, bring this to Sol first, Yula."I blew a sighed when I heard my mother. I turned around and went back to the kitchen to get the rice cake.Whenever I think about what happened last night, I can't help but be annoyed. He does have not the right to talk to me like that! Does he own the street?! I was right! That Rael has some attitude problem!I chose to follow Mama's order even though I really wanted to refuse. Surely, I would see that jerk. My annoyance for him has not disappeared yet. If he ever say something that I will not like, I swear, I am going to punch him!I rolled my eyes when I saw him at their garden. The jerk was not wearing any top again!When his eyes drifted at my direction, he just furrowed his brows. I stopped myself from frowning at him. It was too early for him to ruin my day.I showed him the plastic container."My mother wanted to give you this. She made this yesterday." I tried to hard to talk in a calm voice.He threw the hose nonchal
We were just silent while we were on the car. I should not have came with them. Rael is here. But Sol did not let me not to go with them. She said that it is better for me to go outside even once in a while.Rael was behind us. He was carrying all the things Sol had bought. I offered my help but he did not let me. We did not even talk until we reached home. I did not have anything to say. And I think his mood was not good because whenever my eyes glanced at him, his forehead was always in creased.When I reached home, I just read Simoun's message.Simoun:– I just got home safely. I love you.I heaved a deep sigh and typed immediately.– Ok.I put down my phone on the bed before I went to the bathroom to take a shower."This is a lot. We even have two cakes! Is someone having birthday every single day?"I saw my brother peeking at the boxes on the table."Yeah. I think we have to give the other to our neighbors. Won't Simoun be angry?" My mother looked at me. I sat and grabbed one don
I was silent as we ate our dinner. I did not glance at Rael even though I could feel him glancing at me every so often. I just swiftly rolled my eyes whenever I think about our argument earlier.He said they did not fuck. That is bullshit."Is it delicious, Rael? What can you say? Is it salty or a bit bland for your taste?" My mother asked, referring to the kare-kare that she cooked.I glanced at him. He was sitting across me. I noticed that he was eating slowly. Every swallow, he gulps it down with water. My brows furrowed. It seems to me that he didn't like the food.He smiled after he puts down the water."It tastes really good. You cooked it very well," he replied politely.My brows raised up. Liar. I could clearly see that he was just forcing himself to eat it. He was literally shoving it into his mouth and drunk lots of water. But I understand that he did not want to offend my mother.Our eyes met. He held my gaze for a long time but I broke it off. I continued eating."Really?
When I got back in the dressing room, I immediately gathered all my things. I have also changed my clothes. While fixing my bag, I could hear the girls talking about their tip tonight."You are nothing compared to Yula tonight! She got ten thousand pesos in just one night!" That was Danica's voice.I stopped, glancing at them. Danica had a huge smirk on her lips as she watched me. I just noticed that almost all of them were looking at my direction."God! Really?! Is it true, Yula?! Who is it from?" Sofia asked in a shocked voice."Doctor De Guzman!" There was a pride in Danica's voice."Isn't he your sugar daddy, Victoria? When was the last time you went out with him?"I bit my lip as I continued gathering my things. I just wanted to go home and rest."I have enough of that old man. Duh! He is stupid in bed!" Victoria retorted."I think it is better for you to say that Dr. De Guzman does not like you anymore!" One of them laughed insultingly."Who does he think he is to not like me an
Someone was holding my hand. I was certain that it was a man based on the details of the hand. Everything was vague. All I could see clearly was our hands intertwined with each other. The only thing I could remember was his ring.It was a vintage cross chain ring. There was a small version of a chain which I think serves as a design and it connects the two rings that the man was wearing. Bullets of sweats formed on mu forehead when I woke up, gasping for air. I sat on my bed. The ring kept on flashing in my mind like a lightning.Whose that ring is? Why am I dreaming about it? And above all... who is that man?I grabbed the glass of water beside me. I gulped down the half of it. My throat was dry.I ran my fingers through my hair as I shook my head. I do not want to think about my dream which I do not even know if they mean something or not.I checked the time in my phone. It was already four in the morning. I glanced at my mother who was sleeping peacefully beside me. I got off the