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作者: Akina
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Sienna’s POV

I rubbed my face, trying to stop the flood. But the more I resisted, the clearer the details became.

Maybe others would say I was just being too emotional. That I should be able to distinguish between affection and attachment. But who could measure that? Who could decide when love has gone too deep to let go?

Since a week ago, I’d been trying to write about these feelings—about a loss not caused by death, but by a distance I created myself. Every time I started, my words stalled halfway through. Maybe because I knew that if I finished, it would mean admitting I had truly left.

A seagull glided across the sky, its wings spread wide. I imagined Noah, maybe running through the yard, chasing something he could never quite catch. And I… I was that something.

A small voice inside asked: was I too cruel to him?

But at the same time, there was a part of me begging not to go back. Not because I didn’t love him, but because I was afraid I’d hurt him even
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