“Ride him harder, Layla!”.
My lips tremble violently as I heave, my eyes blinded by tears and my husband’s voice sinking a deep pike into my heart as he snaps at me again.
“I SAID to ride him harder!”
My heart throbs and jabs at me as tears stream down my face.
The old man below me has his eyes closed as he grunts in pleasure while my husband watches. I look to Clifford and in an act of foolishness I beg, my words barely coming out because the moment I open my mouth a sob overtakes me instead.
Hoarse broken words come out and my lips tremble as I plead, “P… please Clifford.”
A sob wracks my chest and I look away. The pain I'm feeling makes it hard to speak but the man I’m on grabs me by the neck, his fingers closing around my throat and forcing me to look at him, at his grinning face and his cruel smirk. I beg him too because maybe he might listen to me, maybe he’ll put a stop to this.
“Please,” the shame rolling through me makes me want to vanish, to tell myself I'm not here, but I have to look at him if I want him to see my pain. I open my eyes and stare into gray older ones as I croak out, “Please…. tell him to stop this.”
Clifford gets to me before I can say anything else.
The sound of his slap echoes through the room and blinding pain courses through my face. I stumble off his friend, my hand flying to my cheek and my legs clasping together as I choke out another sob.
Clifford walks to me, grabs me by the hair, and yanks on it until I’m forced to stare at him, crying uncontrollably as I see the disgust in his eyes.
“Do I have to remind you who owns you, Layla?”, I shake my head timidly but he shakes his in return.
“It’s obvious I need to, right?”
I don’t know what to say so I say nothing. I let my heart twist and curl up on the inside. I let it wither and break, I let it beat so fast….. that I wish it wasn’t beating anymore.
I let Clifford order me to get on top of his friend again.
“The faster you get him to release, the faster you can be done with this. You’re a woman, you should know how to do it.”
Clifford’s friend places his hands on my waist, running the back of his fingers down the curve of my hips. My sobs are muffled as they force their way out again but this time my husband is watching me intently. He’s watching every movement I make, every crease of pain my face expresses, every tremble of my lips and every tear that leaks freely from my eyes as I do what he’s asked me to do.
His friend comes with a loud groan, grabbing onto my waist and squeezing my skin so bad it hurts and pain shoots from them. I collapse on top of him, crying so hard I can’t hear what’s being said around me.
My mind closes in and I let it take me along with it as sorrowful emotions course through my heart. This is the life I live as the wife of a wealthy man.
A sob forces its way out my throat and my eyes sting as my heart twists.
This is the “better life” I was sold into. The life of an object. The life of a slave.
The man beneath me, a man who found me unbearingly desirable thirty minutes ago, pushes me away now, and when he stands, I see the stare he gives me. He chuckles as he pulls his pants up, face lined with age and belly protruding lightly. His scent is forever ingrained into my mind now.
He has a wife and kids at home. He has a family he loves, one that means something to him, so why me? Why do they do this to me?
Clifford’s stern tone is laced into his words as he sneers at me.
“Clean yourself up Layla, and use the pills.” He hesitates for a minute before adding, “Thank you… for doing this.”My heart sends a sharp jab of pain through my body and my mind makes the room spin so hard I feel like I'll run mad.I scream.
I scream and cry for hours on end after he leaves, and when I feel so disgusted by myself and my body that I can't stop my tears from leaking, I scrub my skin raw.
The water is so hot it burns.
Red patches appear across each area I scrub and I don’t realize my skin is peeling until I see the blood. It runs in red, scarlet streams down my body and I sputter a sob, crouching in the shower and wishing I could join the blood in going down the drain.
A maid alerts them to my condition the moment I come out of the bathroom. Her scream sounds dull to me, like background noise as she exclaims.
“Oh my god! Oh my god, oh my god! Mrs Earl!”
I hit the floor with a thud as I pass out and when I wake up, I’m in the hospital. The doctor says it’s a mild burn, “nothing that won’t heal up.”
My head tells me he’s saying that to mock me.
I feel he’s saying those words to mock what’s happened to me, but like he says, my skin is better in a week.
I’m still beautiful, still pretty as a doll.
Still Layla.
Something in my head laughs at me and asks me why I think making myself disfigured would help. “He’d still whore you out regardless. He paid your parents well to get you, Layla.”
I ask for another week in the hospital and the doctor allows it. I can see the pity in his eyes when he looks at me.
He sees the fear in my eyes. He sees the tears I’ve shed in this bed, deep heaving sobs that left me breathless.
He sees what I face in the hands of my husband, so he lets me stay the week, but he doesn’t report the abuse. He doesn’t do anything to help me.
On the day I leave the doctor stops me and looks into my eyes as he says “Take care of yourself, Mrs. Earl.”
The anger that courses through me is so sudden and prominent that I stare right back at him and reply in a low shaky voice, “I hope you rot in hell, and I hope your daughter one day knows what you allow to go on because of a rich man’s money..”
Tears break out of my eyes as I walk away and right outside, waiting for me with his eyes set on his watch and his stance impatient, is my husband, Mr. Clifford Earl, and I am Layla, his eighteen-year-old wife.
Whispers follow me everywhere I go now.“Have you seen what she looks like?”, A low harsh rasp that comes from the elderly woman a few paces behind me.“I heard she killed her husband.” A shocked gasp rings out as someone refutes that, “No, no, There’s no way… women aren’t capable of killing, Mar, we know that.”I hear whoever Mar is scoffing in disbelief before the priest begins his sermon. He clears his throat to catch our attention, but my focus is on the coffin. How beautiful and regal it looks.Mr Clifford Earl wasn’t part of any pack. Too wealthy to bow, and too old to obey the whims of any Alpha.The priest’s voice is weathered and raspy as he begins, “On this day, we gather here to celebrate the life of a good man, a hardworking man. Mr. Clifford Earl lived a long healthy life, 74 years of age, and we can all agree that he had things a lot of people don’t in this day and age.”A low murmur of approval ripples across the small crowd and someone bursts into sobs, the feminine k
Ryan’s face is stormy as he steps into the house. His men, fully suited in black and wearing sunshades spread out into every corner of the place.Some of them take the stairs to the left, the others take the stairs to the right, more flank into the kitchen, and the gymnasium downstairs, They simply fill the whole house and I nod to myself.He’ll have company then.“I’m leaving.”Ryan casts stormy eyes at me as he looks up, his Adam's apple bobbing when he husks a response, “I didn’t hear that right.”His voice is a deep rasp that sets fear churning low in my belly but I ignore that feeling. I extinguish it and clear my throat as I repeat myself.“I said I'm leaving.”My purse is in one hand and the handle of my traveling bag is in the other. “I’m catching the next bus out of town, and then the next flight, and the next flight after that. I’m leaving.”My chest constricts as images flash through my mind but I hold myself steady.For five years I have suffered in the marriage my parents
Ryan’s pov.“What’s she doing now?”My hand skims over the rim of the monitor as I look at the small figure.In my field of vision is a man by a window. One of my windows, and one of my men. The dark-suited man answers in a low whisper.“She’s getting a refill, sir.”My eyebrows bunch in annoyance.“A refill of what?”My tone is impatient but I keep my temper in check. It’s one of the things I'll need to work on if I want to be better.The video changes, switched automatically from the CCTV cameras to the eye camera in the sunshades all my men wear. Layla looks like an actress out of an eighties movie.That summer yellow-tinged appeal all old Hollywood movies have to them lends her an air of exotic beauty, and for a while, all I can do is stare.Her hair falls like golden wool down her back. It looks soft to the touch, even with the slightly blurred resolution. Her hair feels wild and matted from days spent in her bed yet unbelievably soft and thick.Layla looks beautiful.So beautifu
The guard looks unsure when I arrive but my glare gets him cooperating immediately. I shove him aside when his wits don’t tell him he has to move and I crouch to peer through the keyhole.Layla’s taken a blanket to every security camera in her room.She’s shut down every electrical appliance and blocked all her windows. There’s barely any light filtering in through the glass and her room has been thrown into semi-darkness. I frown because how many dresses can one woman have? And how thick can they be?A voice from behind interrupts my thoughts.“I… almost went in to dissuade her, Sir Ryan. I remembered you said we shouldn’t.”I turn back to glance at the guard and I peer at him, “You’re new aren’t you?”He nods eagerly and I take stock of his featuresTall the way all my men are tall, although he’s a bit on the shorter side compared to most of their general height. He’s stocky the way all my men are stocky.He’d have made a typical Earl guard, except he seems a bit empty up there whe
Layla's pov.I am not a fan of alcohol. Never was, at least not before I married my late husband. He always went to these events, meetings that I had to escort him to and they never served strawberry juice for some reason. I eventually got used to the Champagnes and wines they served and soon… I found that I craved them and needed them to go through life being married to a man that thought it okay to pimp me out to his friendsA surge of anger overtakes me in that moment and I physically shake my head to smooth out my emotions. I want to lose myself for a while.I sway my hips to the sweet sensual music playing from the old music box, following the flow and beat of the alcohol now in my system, letting loose as much as I can.Tears run down my cheeks as the memories I try to keep at bay force their way through the walls I carefully built a long time ago. This was supposed to be my big break, the opportunity to get out of a house that has done nothing but scar me in the last five y
I hear Ryan’s pained groans echoing from the kitchen, but I pay them no heed, this is my chance, my way out. My mind is consumed with one thought: escape. With silent determination, I slip out of the ornate mansion, my steps light and swift as I navigate the dimly lit corridors. The cold air greets me like a long-lost friend as I make my way towards the desolate parking lot, wrapping me in its cool embrace as I emerge from the imposing structure. The scent of rain lingers in the air, a prelude to the storm that looms in the distance. My eyes dart around for any sign of Ryan’s guards, I know all it will take is one slip up and I’ll be stuck back in that house.My hope of freedom would be gone forever. Every footstep feels like a victory, each turn a step closer to freedom. My heart pounds in my chest, the adrenaline surging through my veins, urging me forward. In the solitude of the lot, I clutch the keys in my trembling hands, trying them on several cars before one obediently respo
Ryan’s pov.My breaths come in sharp, uneven gasps as I struggle to shake off the remnants of the tormenting dream. The faceless figure’s words still echo within me, a bitter reminder of my inadequacy.In the darkness of my subconscious, the silhouette looms, its features concealed by an impenetrable shroud. The air hangs heavy with anticipation, an unspoken certainty that something pivotal is about to unfold. And then, like a razor, the voice pierces the silence. “You’re not good enough for me, Ryan. I reject you,” it whispers, laden with scorn and contempt.I feel my heart plummet, burdened by the weight of those cruel words. I attempt to protest, to refute the unjust condemnation, but my voice fails me, leaving me exposed and defenseless. The figure dissolves into the shadows, leaving behind a desolate void that reverberates in the depths of my being.As I sit upright, the remnants of the dream ensnare my consciousness, a lingering fog that refuses to dissipate. Rejection is unfam
Layla’s pov.“Where do you think she was even headed to?” I stir from sleep, my eyelids heavy with the weight of unconsciousness. A hazy fog envelops my mind, leaving me disoriented and lost. The sterile, white hospital room seems unfamiliar. Two voices converse in low tones, their words muffled by the cottony haze lining my senses. One voice rises slightly, The other man mumbles in response, his tone troubled yet urgent. I strain to comprehend their discussion, but the effort leaves me with a throbbing ache in my head. Although I cannot understand the men, their conversation continues.The taller man leans In, his eyes fixed on my fragile form. “She looks so lost, so different from the last time we saw her. What do you think happened to her, man?”His companion, a wider blurred figure with a furrowed brow, shakes his head in disbelief, his tone more robotic, almost solemn but in that hard way. “I don’t know, but she’s barely alive."The taller man’s voice softens and he asks almo