OTÁVIO
To which Megan read " of course " and looked scornfully at her as she washed her hair:
" You see, even your boss wants you to have sex. And you have to lose your ass, huh?"
That was Megan, her best friend. Direct.
They had met when Clara was just starting in the profession, six years ago, and Megan had been one of her clients, in the beginning, still in another salon where she worked, all insecure, and Megan noticed her insecurity and chose to upgrade her hair. It was there that she decided to change the color of her full, brown hair to purple.
Of course Clara loved doing this for the first time. She sweated profusely as she bleached her thick strands, cut them off more than four fingers and dyed it. After that, many, many other colors were swapped by her friend. At the moment she was wearing an outrageous green. The whole time she was working on her hair, her boss, at the time, would not leave her side so that if she couldn't handle it, she would take it herself and finish it.
" Look, if everything doesn't work out," Megan said to the woman, who was biting her nails and cracking her knuckles, hissing and making Clara even more nervous as she stood over her shoulder, checking and whispering in her ear, "just shave it off. " The woman almost had a heart attack, foreseeing a lawsuit, when Megan looked in the mirror and calmed her down. " It's just hair, relax. Let her work in peace and I swear I don't mind being her guinea pig, okay? Hair grows back.
Clara would never forget the relief she felt when she saw her boss leave her side and go do other things, much more relaxed. And she would also never forget Megan's screams of joy at the final result. She jumped in the salon and showed off to all the other clients that were there, who were also excited to change their looks as well. Megan became a VIP client of the salon and had to insist that the owner accept payment for her services.
This was Megan and Clara loved her like a sister.
And there they were, with Clara finally getting to know where her friend lived.
Megan was absolutely right when she said that she didn't enjoy life much, but Clara was quieter. She wasn't much for clubbing and loved to curl up under a comforter on the couch on the weekends and marathon series, that was more her style. Most of the times she went out to have fun, it was at her friend's insistence, and she never regretted it when she was convinced to go out.
Clara picked up her little bottle of booze and began to explore more of the house. She entered a room at the end of a long, wide hallway and it was clearly a TV room, more like a movie theater, the TV itself didn't really exist, but a projector on the wall projected an old movie. The room, or salon, must have been well over twenty square meters and had many simple chairs, the only thing that differed from a movie theater were the chairs, assorted, plastic, spaghetti or kitchen chairs, one next to the other. Four sofas of the same color could also be seen there, leaning in one corner, and she noticed that the film that was playing on the screen was from the eighties: La Bamba.
She entered the room, closing the two large doors behind her, and sat down in the last row. The movie was towards the middle, but she had watched it so many times that she could say the lines by heart.
The audio was of good quality and was as she liked it, dubbed. At least she liked this movie dubbed, it gave her a pleasant nostalgia. She watched it for the first time as a child with her mother and aunt. At the time it was watched on DVD and her mother loved it, Clara ended up liking it, as well as City Of Angels, and even today she still gets goose bumps in some parts of the movie. Depending on her mood, she would even cry, that was the truth.
" Shall I go back to the beginning of the movie?
The voice startled her, making her jump in her chair. She hadn't noticed anyone there and plopped down in her chair, one hand over her racing heart.
" I'm sorry I startled you. Shall I go back to the beginning?
The dimness of the room didn't allow her to see the boy lying on the sofa. He had one foot propped up on the arm of the couch, and she could only see him clearly now because her eyesight had become accustomed to the dark.
" No need. I've seen this movie dozens of times. But thank you. I'm Clara, by the way.
" Okay.
The boy didn't look at her once, he was focused on the movie and didn't even introduce himself. He had a bowl with something to eat, and there were also some books on a coffee table in front of him.
Clara was silent and sat up better in her chair. Without looking at her, he asked:
" The sofa is more comfortable.
" Thank you," she said, and getting up sat down on the sofa next to the boy, who she could see was now quite young. As the TV lighting became brighter, she could see him better. Disguising her curiosity, she just looked at him more closely and noticed that he was about twenty"five years old, wearing jeans and a white tank top, barefoot, and wearing a black beret.
He realized that she was watching him and held out the bowl, it was popcorn.
Clara took some and put it in her mouth, putting the bottle beside it on the floor.
" I'm Clara, " she spoke again.
" I heard you the first time you spoke.
Wow. The guy wasn't much for talking. Feeling her face flush with embarrassment, she removed her sandal and put her feet up on the sofa. The boy put the bowl of popcorn next to her for both of them to take, and they stayed immersed in the movie for more than ten minutes. Only when he paused the movie did she realize that he had stood up.
TWO YEARS LATER"It may seem like many people say that, but I'm being completely sincere when I say you are the most beautiful pregnant woman I have ever seen!" Clara exclaimed as Megan entered her apartment."I hope she believes you, Clara, because I tell her the same thing every day and she doesn't believe me," Gregory said, entering behind his eight-month pregnant wife, who waddled with her pregnant swagger."I believe you, Greg, but when his godmother says it, I'm happy too," Megan said, sitting down with some effort and with Gregory's help. The two had been married for a year and seemed to be in a constant honeymoon phase. "Friend, I also never tire of saying that your apartment is the most beautiful I have ever seen.""I'm obliged to agree, and Dália helped me furnish it.""Dália has incredible taste, doesn't she?""Yes, look at this painting!" Clara pointed to the wall where a beautiful landscape canvas was hanging. It was exactly the painting of Paradise – she says it's for me
SO MUCH OLDER.When they left, Dália and Linda were buzzing with excitement, practically ready to take flight. Linda made calls to catering services, wanting everything to be perfect, and sent messages in the group, warning everyone and threatening anyone who thought about leaving tonight, as she wanted everyone present.Lara sent an audio message, saying she was heading to Márcia's house right now and promised to drag her along by her hair if she had to. Everyone responded with laughing and laughing emojis.Clara was practically dragged to the main house by Linda and Dália. Priscilla was already there with her boyfriend and their daughters, busy cleaning and organizing the house for the party later.Frank tried to help as much as he could, Jânio had left work to assist everyone, and Megan pulled Clara aside to tell her that this party would be good to get them out of the slump they were in. It was Clara's father's call that reminded her that she was supposed to be on her way to his h
RESCUEShe locked the living room door, trembling at the thought of him showing up, knowing she would hit him if he appeared there now. She paced around the room like a caged lioness. Hurt, devastated, and feeling dirty. She felt like the dirtiest woman on the face of the earth.Dália must have seen the lights on in her living room because minutes later she knocked on her door. And she only opened it because she recognized her friend's voice."Why was your door locked?" Dália asked as soon as she entered. "I couldn't sleep thinking about Jaqueline and Márcia, can you believe it? I'm going to make some coffee."Her friend didn't look at her and didn't notice how bad she was feeling. Clara thought it was better that way and shouted from the living room."Okay, I'll get ready and take a shower, and then I'll come to the kitchen."She really needed a shower and took a long one, hoping that the water would wash away some of her pain and anguish down the drain, and that her eyes wouldn't be
THERE ARE OTHER PLEASURES IN LIFE.And that's exactly how it went. Clara had a sleepless night. It was past midnight, and she was still stressed, thinking about how casually he had mentioned talking to her father, solving the problem, just like that. But by one in the morning, her feelings had changed, and she felt like a fool for getting upset and kicking him out of her house simply because he had said he would never have sex with her, ever! What kind of woman was she, getting rid of a man just because he said he would never sleep with her?But at two in the morning, she reconsidered. No, it wasn't about sex! The harsh reality of her situation with Otavio was that it was messy and strange. Perhaps deep down, she knew that it would have to come to an end someday. It wasn't about sex, it wasn't a relationship, it wasn't what they had. She knew that one day it would have to end, and now seemed just as good a time as any. A breaking point could come at any moment, even now.Reality final
I AM AT MY LIMITDália messaged her shortly after, and she thought it was Dália who was turning the doorknob."Hi, my dear. Is something wrong?""Was it you at my bedroom door?" she asked."No, I'm already in bed, but I was there about twenty minutes ago, and Otávio was mopping the living room. Is everything okay?""No. We had an argument, Dália.""I understand.""I don't want him in my house anymore. Please let him know that he needs to go back to his own house.""I will, don't worry."After a sleepless night, she left her room and saw that the living room was sterile clean, but he wasn't there. Thank goodness for that. But his mother was there because the smell of fresh coffee was coming from the kitchen."Good morning," she greeted her friend, who along with Linda, was sitting at the table having breakfast."Good morning. Are you feeling better?" Dália asked, concerned."Yes. I'm feeling better now.""Was it one of his quirks?" Linda asked."No, Linda. I got upset when I joked with
YOU DON'T SLEEP HERE ANYMORE!"I still can't believe it," she said, lying on his chest in the morning. "I don't even feel the urge to drink.""God, that's the best thing I've heard in centuries," Lipe said, his voice husky and smiling."I didn't sleep with Murilo, Lipe. I know I've said it already, but I want to emphasize it.""It's okay, love. I believe you, okay?""Especially because I could only think of you since I left the hospital, and my mind was filled with thoughts of you all the time.""Lara, I'm so happy, and it's so unbelievable to me that I feel like I might be dreaming, you here with me, telling me that you love me." He propped himself up on his elbows and looked at her with shining eyes."I don't understand why it's so hard to believe. I'd be crazy not to love you, love. I may be dependent, but I'm not insane. You're the most incredible guy who has come into my life, and it would be me not believing that you could love me. I just have to be grateful to the universe for