I sigh and walk to my bike, there’s no use thinking about what might have been if we were all humans, or all wolves. Liam never goes out of his way to be mean to me, but he doesn’t stop anyone else or talk to me at all. He’s a wolf and apparently to good for me now.
I jump on my bike and start heading to school, it takes me about fifteen minutes to get to school. After I get my bike locked up, I head inside preparing for another great day of learning. I can’t even hide my eye roll from my own thoughts.
I take a deep breath in and head down the hallway. I almost get to the classroom, but right before I get there, one of the football players shoulder checks me, hard, into the lockers. I grunt as I slide down the locker and fall on my ass. I hear laughs all around me. You’d think in a high school full of werewolves they’d take pity on the human that is much weaker than them, but apparently here it means something that that can take down the lonely human. Whatever, this is nothing new to me. Granted I’m for sure going to have a couple bruises from this one.
I look up and see Clara and her friends laughing. No doubt another one of her indirect hits. I see Liam watching me from behind them, leaning up against the lockers on the other side of the hallway. He isn’t laughing just glaring at me with hate in his eyes. I’m not sure what I ever did to him, I’m not sure if being a human is the only reason he hates me, but I’ll probably never find out so no use in dwelling on it. He puts his arm around Clara’s shoulders and pulls her away, while she’s still laughing like this is the funniest thing she’s ever seen.
I get up and pull my bag off the ground and make my way into the classroom. I don’t cry, not anymore, it seems to give them fuel. And I never expect any help, I learned a long time ago that I’m on my own. Mia can’t solve these problems, and neither can mom. I try not to bother her with these things she’s a human to, she can’t solve these problems.
My first class of the day is senior calculus, I hate having to be in here with all the seniors. They all think they’re better than me, and in most things, they probably are, but I’m smart. Not having any friends besides Mia, makes it extremely easy to focus on my schoolwork, and if I can get out of here earlier then expected, so be it. I sit through most of my classes having to hear whispered comments about how I don’t belong here. Not in the advanced classes and not in the pack. I hate to break it to all of them, but I’m fully aware I don’t belong here, and as soon as I can, I won’t be here anymore.
The day goes on and after third period, it’s finally lunch time. The first time I get to see Mia during the day! We only have lunch and sixth period art together. Unfortunately, we also get Liam and Clara’s band of goons during this lunch period. Yay me... Oh well, Mia and I sit as far away from them as possible, and they always sit at the same table, so it’s not to hard to scout spots for two people far away from them.
Mia runs up to me, pulling me into a tight hug. When she pulls away, she starts checking over my body. “Oh, think the Goddess you’re alright, I heard rumors that you were beat today.” I just laugh and shake my head and start walking through the lunch line. “Nothing new, just got friendly with the lockers again.” I reply with a small laugh and a smile on my face. Her face goes sour, she hates when I make jokes about my beatings, but I’m not going to sit here and cry about them either.
We hear someone laugh behind us, and take a quick look, only for it to be Liams gamma, Dallas. He’s about six three with short black hair, brown eyes, and tanned skin. I don’t bother and just keep going down the line, but Mia can’t keep her mouth shut. “Is something funny Dallas?” She asks sternly, stopping the whole line in the process. I mutter nonsense under my breath, cursing her for feeling the need to stick up for me. It’ll just lead to more problems. “Leave it alone, Mia. Come on.” I say sternly to her, but Dallas decides to respond. “Hey, calm down. I just thought her joke was funny. I wasn’t making fun of her.”
She looks at him confused. What did he just say? I don’t even know what to feel about that. “Mia, come on! You’re holding up the line.” I whisper yell at her, pulling her confused face away from him, and she walks over to me. At this point I’ve lost my appetite and decide to just leave the line. She grabs a few snacks and follows me over to the table as far away from Clara as we can get.
I sit down and throw my head on my arms laying down on the table. “Why? ... Just why? Mia, you know when you do that it just causes more problems.” I whine at her. She places her hand on my arm. “Amy, you know if you never stick up for yourself it’ll just keep happening.” She responds kindly, but there’s a fire behind her eyes. “It won’t help either way and you know it. It doesn’t matter, I’ll be out of here soon, and all of this will be a thing of the past.” I respond dryly, we’ve had this conversation many times. Neither one of us will give it up.
She goes quiet, which isn’t really like her and glares behind me. I look behind me quickly, to be prepared for whatever attack is coming, and see Dallas. He throws his hands up in surrender to Mia. “Hey, calm down. Just came to give you these.” He sets down a couple things of snacks in front of me. I look up at him confused, “Honestly, just thought your joke was funny. I didn’t mean to make you lose your appetite. I got a couple different choices, because I have no idea what you like. Just a peace offering.” He says kindly and then starts walking over to the goons’ table. I watch him go and my gaze falls on his table, all of them are staring at me. Some with confusion and others with hate. What the fuck did he just start? All I know is I’m screwed.
I quickly look away from their table and stare at Mia. She’s looking at me with the same level of confusion that I’m sure she’s seeing in my eyes. I refuse to talk about it here, to many ears, and now that Dallas put an x on my back, everybody is going to be trying to hear what I have to say about this. She must read my mind, because she clears her face and just starts eating her snacks. I look down, he got me some crackers filled with cheese, chocolate donuts, turkey sandwich, and a power drink. Though it was a kind gesture, I can’t trust any of these things. I push them to the side and look up at Mia, she offers me some of her chocolate donuts, but I refuse. This event has my stomach in knots, waiting to see what is about to happen.When the lunch bell finally rings, interrupting my very quiet lunch period, I jump up and try and file out of there as quickly as possible after saying goodbye to Mia. I throw away all the snacks he gave me, normally I would try and give them back so it’
My last class of the day, I have with Cole. He doesn’t sit right next to me, but he sits closer to me than he normally does. I try like hell to not look at him, but I can feel his stare on me throughout the whole class. All of the sudden a note falls onto my desk, I internally groan. Why me? If I don’t open it, that might earn me a beating. Not directly from Cole, because the goons have never been apart of that part of my life, but he just has to talk to the right people. I internally groan again and go to open the note. All that’s written on it is, So... You and Dallas? I look over at Cole, who has a wide grin on his face, urging me to answer the note. What would I even say? Yes, your friend won’t leave me alone. There is no me and Dallas. Has Dallas not informed them about whatever he’s doing? Is he in this alone? Or is this just them trying to make me go crazy. I really don’t know if I can handle this. I decide I’ll just accept the consequences and wad up the paper and throw it in
I watch as my Gamma runs to my house from Amy’s. What the fuck is he doing? Why is he talking to her all of the sudden? And why is it pissing me off so bad?Once he steps inside, I grab him by the throat and throw him into the wall. “What the fuck are you doing?” I yell, not understanding my own emotions. “Put him down, Liam.” My father comes out of nowhere and calmly commands me. I growl but let my friend down. He smirks up at me, “Goddess, I was only talking to her. What’s the big deal?” Dallas asks. That’s the problem, I don’t know what the big deal is. I haven’t spoken to Amy since we were twelve. Why do I care that he’s talking to her. When I saw him talking to her at lunch though it took everything in me not to rip his head off, now he’s walking her home. Fuck! I need to get myself under control.“The problem is that she’s human. She shouldn’t even know about our existence, let alone start seeing any of us!” I shout, still not having my temper one hundred percent under control.
I walk out my door the next day to get ready to leave for school. Mia left around ten last night, after discussing everything with a fine-tooth comb. Granted it’s all speculation and theory, but I feel like we got a handle on most of the possibilities. I look up after locking the door and see Dallas parked outside my house. He’s leaning up against his passenger side door and smiling over at me. I ignore him and head to my bike. I hear him run over to me, “Aims, come on. Let me give you a ride to school.” He pleads, I look at him like he’s crazy. “I’m fine with riding my bike but thank you.” I reply. He smirks, “Okay fine, but I’m going to have to run to try and keep up with you. And I think I pulled something in my leg yesterday, so you might be injuring me even more by not taking me up on my ride offer.” He jokes, while rubbing his leg and getting in a running position, ready to take off with me.My only assumption is he’s trying to get closer to me, to be able to put their plan in p
He looks down at me, with what seems like a split second of amusement. That is gone the second Clara starts speaking. “Seriously, do humans not have eyes? Watch where you’re going!” She screeches, Liam shots a look behind me, and next thing I know Dallas is picking me up and Liam is dragging Clara away again.I’m to stunned to speak but that all changes when Dallas does, “Aims, are you okay?” He says almost shyly, like he’s embarrassed, when I’m the one who just fell on my ass in front of everybody. I speak calmly and slowly, “Dallas, look I’m fine, but if whatever this is, is real. If you’re really wanting to be my friend, please just leave me alone. Look I appreciate you trying, but all of this is just going to cause me more problems in the long run. I can’t afford to mess anything up right now, I’m almost out of here.” I realized I gave up too much information and shut my mouth quickly. I didn’t mean to give away my plans, it’s just more fuel to use against me and try to make it to
I’m not sure what I’m doing at this point, I just know it upset me to see Dallas so upset. As the school day comes to a close, Mia and I walk out of school together. I didn’t ride my bike to school today, so I guess I’m walking home again. Being friends with Dallas is already becoming inconvenient, I laugh inwardly.I’m about five minutes from school, when a car slows down next to me. “Figured you already forgot about me.” I laugh as I turn expecting to see Dallas. I’m met with the fiery bright green eyes of Liam. My smiles instantly dies. “Dallas had something he had to take care of. Get in.” Liam orders, I just stare at him with a blank expression. Once I finally control my thoughts inside my head, I can finally find my voice. “I’m fine, Liam. I’ve walked home alone before. I don’t need a ride.” I don’t wait for a response and keep walking.I hear his car screech to a stop, and him start yelling. “Goddess dam it!” I hear his car door slam shut and footsteps following behind me. “I w
Our house isn’t huge by any means, but we have a second floor for the three bedrooms, that sits over our two car garage attached to the first floor where the living room, kitchen and dining room are on the first floor. It’s home, and I love it. My mom has done nothing but make sure we survive and has always done a great job at it. I want for nothing material wise. Regardless, when I leave this house will always be home, even with all the bad memories that lay outside of it.I hear a knock at the door, not expecting anybody I go to see who’s there. When the door opens, I’m mean’t with Dallas’s tall frame leaning against the opening. “Hey, what are you doing tonight?” He asks. Seeing him reminds me of earlier with Liam, I instantly get upset. “Dallas, why are you telling people I’m your girl?” I ask, letting him know I’m upset. His smile fades, “I’m not telling anybody you’re my girl. They have just seen us together and are assuming.” He explains, but it does nothing to calm me.“Look,
I’m watching my stupid Gamma flirting with Amy again, feeling more and more like a stalker each second that passes. When I see him jump off her porch and start walking to my house. I’d really rather not talk to him right now. Amy already pissed me off today, not sure if I can handle anyone else trying to push me over the edge.Granted, I don’t know why it pissed me off so much. She said no, I should have just listened. I just couldn’t help myself. I haven’t talked to her in forever, and then I just expected her to be happy about getting into a car with me. After everything, I guess I shouldn’t be that surprised.He walks inside and sees me sitting on the couch watching tv in the living room. He already has a stupid smirk on his face, he knows I never watch tv in the living room. I’m always in the game room or my room. The problem with those areas is I can’t see Amy’s house from them. He falls onto the couch a couple cushions down from me. “So, I’m going to the movies with Amy and Mia
I sit across from my mate in the office room; my dad uses when the other Alpha’s come in for meetings.My mate.I can’t believe I can finally say that. This feeling is indescribable. I want to just grab her and pull her into my lap, but I resist, not wanting to scare her away before I even get to know her.She’s beautiful. Not exactly what I envisioned, but she’s still beautiful, and anything I had envisioned has left my mind. I just want her and only her.“I’m Nadia.” She finally whispers and the name flutters around in my mind.Nadia.Perfect.I smile, “I’m Griffon.” I tell her and she smiles in return.I’ve been waiting for this for forever, but for some reason it’s like I have no idea what I’m supposed to do right now. Everything I’ve ever known about picking up girls is void.I’m not just picking her up and spending the night with her. I need her to love me. To want me.“This is strange.” She whispers and I smirk at her. “It’s definitely new.” I respond and she chuckles, “I would
I hear the words leave his lips and the smile that crosses my lips is indescribable. But as I watch the smile slowly fall off Aspen’s face as she looks up at my son, I can’t help but feel bad.She was clearly hoping he hadn’t found his mate, because she thought she was his mate. I glance over at Mia, and while I know she’s happy for Griffon, she can tell her daughter is hurting.Griffon lets go of Aspen and slowly starts walking away towards the girl who just walked in. I watch as he stands in front of her, then looks around at everyone in the room staring at them.The girls shy smile as she follows his gaze and her cheeks blush. Griffon smiles at her warmly, then motions back towards the door.She takes his extended hand and lets him lead her from the ballroom to somewhere private they can talk.I look back over just as Aspen denies Mia’s advance to try and comfort her and walks out of the ballroom a different direction.Mia starts to follow her, but I go to her, grabbing her arm and
I’m actually pretty excited about this ball. It’s something different and there’s going to be plenty of people there that I’ve never meant before.I might secretly hope that I find my mate tonight, and I’m pretty sure that’s why my mom is throwing the ball in the first place, but I’m not letting myself get overly excited about that idea.I got overly excited when I turned eighteen, and nothing happened. No use getting myself all excited again.I look over at Lenny. He’s dressed almost a nicely as I am, and I honestly think he secretly wants to find his mate as well. He wants to settle down, even if he refuses to attempt it. It would also be helpful; I can’t have a Beta who sleeps with every girl he sees. That’ll only cause issues in the pack.My dad walks into the room we’re all getting ready in, and Cole walks in with Randy and Finn running in behind him. “Stop running!” Cole shouts, but they don’t listen.Cole rolls his eyes and looks at dad, “I swear uncontrollable. I need to get A
I sit on the chair in the living room reading. I come down here most nights to fall into my fantasy worlds without interruptions.I started doing it when the kids were little, so if they came to my room Liam would have to help them, but now I think it’s just a habit.I hear a car door slam shut and I glance up, looking out the window. I see Griffon’s car parked in front of Mia’s house and see Aspen running to the side of the house, sneaking back in.I chuckle, doesn’t feel like super long ago when Mia was sneaking out to come to my house. In some respects, I miss those days, but in others I would never go back. I’ll just stay here, happy and healthy with my loving family.I still miss my mom all the time, but I know she’s waiting for me. I know she’s watching over me, and I know she’s proud of the life I’ve made.Griffon drives over to our house and comes inside. He starts to head up the stairs, “Griff.” I stop him and he jumps a little turning around. “Mom. You scared me.” He chuckle
“Why can’t they lock the freaking door?” I ask Lenny as I take a sip of my coffee. He smirks over at me. “You know, you can’t always anticipate when the mood will strike.” He teases and I roll my eyes.Truthfully, I don’t really care. I love seeing that they’re still happy after all these years, especially after everything they went through in order to be together. It just reminds me that I still don’t have that, and I’d rather not see that much of the love.My dad told me that he knew she was his mate once he turned seventeen. Even without being able to feel it, or have his wolf to tell him for sure, he just knew. Weather he was willing to show it or not is another story, but he knew before he really knew.Why can’t I even have that?I hate that I can’t just find my mate and start spending a happy life with her. Heather found hers so quickly. It annoys me how quickly.Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for her, I guess I’m just a little jealous.“Whatever. Are we still going to the party
I roll my eyes and push Liam off of me. Liam grunts but goes easily as I stand up and look over at Dallas. “Just the person I wanted to see.” I tell him and he winks at me then smirks looking over at Liam who growls in warning.I chuckle, “Isn’t it about time you get over Dallas pretend flirting with me?” I chuckle, looking at Liam. He shrugs pulling me towards his chest, “Can’t blame me for worrying someone might take you from me.” He whispers, looking into my eyes and I roll them. “No one will ever take me from you, Liam. You are my first, last and only love.” I tell him, looking into his eyes and running my fingers through his hair.He smiles, then looks behind me towards Dallas. With one final glare he pulls away from me and walks over to his desk.Dallas walks over to me smiling and sits on top of my desk and looks back at me. “Whatcha need me for?” He asks and my smile widens. “We’re planning a ball. Mind-link Nick, I already have Hazel and Mia on their way over.” I tell him and
*Fifteen years later*I walk into Griffons room, shaking him to wake him up. “Griff, you’re going to be late again. Wake up!” I tell him, throwing the blanket off of him. “Mom!” He yells and I roll my eyes.“You’re twenty years old. You shouldn’t still need your mom to wake you up for school.” I tell him and he laughs. “Maybe, I don’t want to go to school.” He tells me and I sigh sitting on the foot of the bed and looking over at him.“You have to go to school.” I tell him and he shakes his head. “You and dad didn’t. Heather doesn’t.” He explains and my jaw clenches.I look towards the door and shake my head. “I would have loved to go to school. And Heather found her mate, and she’s still taking online classes.” I tell him and he rolls his eyes.“So, I just need to find my mate, then I don’t have to go to school anymore?” He asks, and I look back at him and smile. “You know that’s not what I mean. But if you really don’t want to go to school anymore, we’ll talk to your dad later today
We get home and the air just feels different, cleaner, happier.We’re finally free of the moon man, even if it took killing my father to do it. It sucks that I’ll never get to know him, but it’s hard to miss someone you not only hated but wanted to kill you your whole life.Everybody I love is finally safe, and I really couldn’t ask for more. Maybe I’ll meet my dad in the afterlife, get to know him there.I look across the street at the empty lot that’s just sitting there. That was my home once upon a time, but this is my home now. My mom is happy, and I know she wants me here with my children, not there with her.I take a deep breath and turn towards Liam, looking for the kids. His eyes catch mine, “My parents are watching them at the park. Figured you might want a minute to breathe.” He explains and I nod, then look around the room and back at him.“It’s so quiet.” I tell him, looking around at the empty room, other then me and him. He smirks then grabs me and pulls me into a hug. “
My body shakes in Liam’s arms as he makes me cum for a third time. And we hear a knock at the door.Our breathing labored I glance towards the door, while Liam lays his head into my neck, sighing. “You should probably save some water for the other patients.” Cole laughs, and I groan. Having had forgotten that there were other people in my room.Goddess, how much did they hear?Liam chuckles, ‘Just enough to leave quickly.’ He says in my head, and I groan again. “Let’s get you dressed. You have company.” He says smiling as he places me on my feet.Once I’m dried and dressed I make my way out of the bathroom. Falling to my knees to grab hold of my babies as they race towards me.“Oh, I missed you two so much!” I say between kissing their faces and hair. They giggle, “We missed you too, Mommy!” Heather exclaims, squeezing me tighter.“Mommy, grandma and grandpa say the bad man is gone! We can finally be home!” I smile widely and nod. A tear of happiness falling from my eye. Finally!Liam