Mag-log inI sigh and walk to my bike, there’s no use thinking about what might have been if we were all humans, or all wolves. Liam never goes out of his way to be mean to me, but he doesn’t stop anyone else or talk to me at all. He’s a wolf and apparently to good for me now.
I jump on my bike and start heading to school, it takes me about fifteen minutes to get to school. After I get my bike locked up, I head inside preparing for another great day of learning. I can’t even hide my eye roll from my own thoughts.
I take a deep breath in and head down the hallway. I almost get to the classroom, but right before I get there, one of the football players shoulder checks me, hard, into the lockers. I grunt as I slide down the locker and fall on my ass. I hear laughs all around me. You’d think in a high school full of werewolves they’d take pity on the human that is much weaker than them, but apparently here it means something that that can take down the lonely human. Whatever, this is nothing new to me. Granted I’m for sure going to have a couple bruises from this one.
I look up and see Clara and her friends laughing. No doubt another one of her indirect hits. I see Liam watching me from behind them, leaning up against the lockers on the other side of the hallway. He isn’t laughing just glaring at me with hate in his eyes. I’m not sure what I ever did to him, I’m not sure if being a human is the only reason he hates me, but I’ll probably never find out so no use in dwelling on it. He puts his arm around Clara’s shoulders and pulls her away, while she’s still laughing like this is the funniest thing she’s ever seen.
I get up and pull my bag off the ground and make my way into the classroom. I don’t cry, not anymore, it seems to give them fuel. And I never expect any help, I learned a long time ago that I’m on my own. Mia can’t solve these problems, and neither can mom. I try not to bother her with these things she’s a human to, she can’t solve these problems.
My first class of the day is senior calculus, I hate having to be in here with all the seniors. They all think they’re better than me, and in most things, they probably are, but I’m smart. Not having any friends besides Mia, makes it extremely easy to focus on my schoolwork, and if I can get out of here earlier then expected, so be it. I sit through most of my classes having to hear whispered comments about how I don’t belong here. Not in the advanced classes and not in the pack. I hate to break it to all of them, but I’m fully aware I don’t belong here, and as soon as I can, I won’t be here anymore.
The day goes on and after third period, it’s finally lunch time. The first time I get to see Mia during the day! We only have lunch and sixth period art together. Unfortunately, we also get Liam and Clara’s band of goons during this lunch period. Yay me... Oh well, Mia and I sit as far away from them as possible, and they always sit at the same table, so it’s not to hard to scout spots for two people far away from them.
Mia runs up to me, pulling me into a tight hug. When she pulls away, she starts checking over my body. “Oh, think the Goddess you’re alright, I heard rumors that you were beat today.” I just laugh and shake my head and start walking through the lunch line. “Nothing new, just got friendly with the lockers again.” I reply with a small laugh and a smile on my face. Her face goes sour, she hates when I make jokes about my beatings, but I’m not going to sit here and cry about them either.
We hear someone laugh behind us, and take a quick look, only for it to be Liams gamma, Dallas. He’s about six three with short black hair, brown eyes, and tanned skin. I don’t bother and just keep going down the line, but Mia can’t keep her mouth shut. “Is something funny Dallas?” She asks sternly, stopping the whole line in the process. I mutter nonsense under my breath, cursing her for feeling the need to stick up for me. It’ll just lead to more problems. “Leave it alone, Mia. Come on.” I say sternly to her, but Dallas decides to respond. “Hey, calm down. I just thought her joke was funny. I wasn’t making fun of her.”
She looks at him confused. What did he just say? I don’t even know what to feel about that. “Mia, come on! You’re holding up the line.” I whisper yell at her, pulling her confused face away from him, and she walks over to me. At this point I’ve lost my appetite and decide to just leave the line. She grabs a few snacks and follows me over to the table as far away from Clara as we can get.
I sit down and throw my head on my arms laying down on the table. “Why? ... Just why? Mia, you know when you do that it just causes more problems.” I whine at her. She places her hand on my arm. “Amy, you know if you never stick up for yourself it’ll just keep happening.” She responds kindly, but there’s a fire behind her eyes. “It won’t help either way and you know it. It doesn’t matter, I’ll be out of here soon, and all of this will be a thing of the past.” I respond dryly, we’ve had this conversation many times. Neither one of us will give it up.
She goes quiet, which isn’t really like her and glares behind me. I look behind me quickly, to be prepared for whatever attack is coming, and see Dallas. He throws his hands up in surrender to Mia. “Hey, calm down. Just came to give you these.” He sets down a couple things of snacks in front of me. I look up at him confused, “Honestly, just thought your joke was funny. I didn’t mean to make you lose your appetite. I got a couple different choices, because I have no idea what you like. Just a peace offering.” He says kindly and then starts walking over to the goons’ table. I watch him go and my gaze falls on his table, all of them are staring at me. Some with confusion and others with hate. What the fuck did he just start? All I know is I’m screwed.
I lay down on the grass, my hand buried in Leah’s fur, my eyes closed to the sun beating down on me. Something that I haven’t felt in months. More like years. I hadn’t been able to spend much time in the sun since we got back, so even though this isn’t real… It still feels nice.“You know your friends have more faith in you than you seem to have in yourself.” The witch says gently, sitting down beside me in the grass.I take a deep breath, “That doesn’t surprise me.” I tell her without opening my eyes.I know it’s been days since she’s let me control my own body. I know she’s starving me… But I can’t feel it in here. It doesn’t hurt in here.“Did you ever have that?” I ask her, and I hear her sigh. She’s takes so long to answer I figure the answer isn’t coming. “Once.” She finally whispers, and I open my eyes to her looking off into the distance.I sit up in the grass and look over at her, “You know my daughter loved fairy tales growing up. She’s always wish for the heroin to win, but
Walker and I walk over to Cole’s house, wanting to discuss this witch situation. See if she can tell me anything more about it.We walk inside and head to Hazel’s room that has all her books and potions. The doors cracked open, and I freeze. “We have to tell someone. She hasn’t eaten in days. The witch is going to kill the baby.” Aspen’s voice leaks out of the room; my whole-body feels numb… Baby?I feel Walker’s hand squeeze my shoulder, but I barely notice it. Baby?“We’re keeping it secret for a reason, Aspen. If the witch finds out…” She doesn’t need to finish.My mind goes back to the other day when Amy freaked out. Was this why? Is that when she realized she was pregnant? Is that why she needed to see Hazel so bad.Amy’s pregnant… How do I even handle this situation right now?“I realize this, but it doesn’t change the facts.” Aspen hisses, and Hazel sighs, “As much as I hate to say it… It might be for the best, Aspen.”I lean back against the wall, sliding down to the floor, no
I walk down to the cells a few days later. Liam’s been trying to recruit more witches, but it’s tricky because we don’t know who to trust. Even Hazel isn’t sure how to know for sure we can trust them, even with the help of Gabby the witch Renolds sent over here.We’re not even one hundred percent sure we can trust her.And on top of all of that, Amy’s stopped eating.Liam, Dallas, Griffon, everyone’s been trying to get her to eat something, but apparently, she’s just been sitting in the back corner staring at the bars.I decided I’d give it a shot. I still haven’t told anyone about what I know about her, and she can’t not eat in her situation. So, while they’re all concerned, they don’t know the actual severity of her not eating.I get down to the cells, and see Dallas sitting outside hers, just staring into the cell. I walk up next to him, but he doesn’t stop staring at her. “What are you doing?” I whisper like she can’t hear me, but I know she does. She doesn’t move though. Her eyes
My hearts on the floor as we try to figure out what to do. Amy’s body in my hands, after I made Dallas bring her out to me.“This has to have something to do with the witch. They wouldn’t have both passed out at the same time otherwise. We don’t need a doctor, we need Hazel.” Cole says as I finally come out of my frantic thoughts.I find him, and he’s looking at me, waiting for me to decide. But I know as much as him… He’s probably right. It’s definitely strange that they both went down at the same time.I nod, my voice not coming to me.I look back down at Amy, begging the Goddess to bring her back, when her eyes start to flutter open.“Angel…” She cuts me off. Her hand wrapping around my neck and pulling me down to her lips.The kiss is like coming up for air, while taking away my breath at the same time. It’s so rare anymore that I get to feel this close to her. Be this close to her.I pull her closer, taking this in no matter who’s watching.She pulls away and I reluctantly let he
White light suddenly surrounds Amy and I, and our bodies are pulled from the vision, and into… Another one?Four people stand in front of us, and Amy breaks down the second we’re standing still.“Mom.” She wisps, falling forward and pulling her into her arms. Alpha John walks over to me and pulls me to him. “Aspen. You’ve been so strong.” He whispers, and feelings I didn’t even realize I had spill out. Tears falling from my eyes.He chuckles, pulling away from me, and looking into my eyes. “We’re so proud of you.” He tells me, then turns to Amy as she pulls away from her mom and looks up at him sheepishly.He shakes his head, “Not for a second, Amy. You did what you had to do.” He tells her and pulls her to his chest and her sobs deepen.He shushes her calmly, his hand petting her hair soothingly. “I’m so sorry.” She rasps. I quickly realize there’s more to his death then what I’ve been told.He shakes his head, “I’d only have been mad had you done it to save me. I would have dead a t
My eyes slide to Amy, sitting in her new recliner chair next to the bars. Her eyes on the screen but not really watching the movie.Finn glances at me, then his eyes follow mine. He purses his lips, ‘This is stupid. Us trying to pretend like everything is normal, while she’s locked in a cell.’ He mind-links, and my eyes move to Liam sitting next to her, his hand locked around hers through the bars. His eyes not moving from her face.I swallow down the tears that want to come when I see the pain in his eyes. ‘They’re trying. There’s nothing we can do right now anyway. What’s it hurt to try?’ I ask him.‘Randy and I could be helping my mom.’I run my hand through my hair. ‘You guys are barely trained and Renolds witch should be here tomorrow. She’ll be more helpful than you guys.’‘Rude.’ He sneers, but when I look up at him, he’s smirking. I smile, ‘What can you do?’ I ask him, and his smirk widens. ‘I’d show you, but Griffon will probably kill me. He’s already staring at me like he wa







