Arya POV.
I get to be little, I just can't believe that. I always knew I was a little, I used it as a technique to escape the hell I call home. Damien knew too, he said it was stupid and childish.
I went to little space only once with him, he beat me so badly that I was too scared to into it again. I never had a caregiver either, it was just me and only me. I was always alone in this life, a lonely girl in this big cold world.
Ace is changing many things, now he said I'll get a caregiver, his friend Leo I had no idea he was into ddlg but I was in. I craved affection and attention I had no problem with getting it from Leo, he's not a bad guy...I guess.
Leo and ace send me to get ready for the day, asking me to get dressed. I had no clothes of my own in this home so I had to wear a hoodie of ace and a female legging from someone in the house.
Once I was ready Leo said we had to talk, I got ready and walked toward his and ace office.
"Sit down little girl," Leo says, ace is here too "ace is staying to make sure everything is okay. That's okay with you Arya?"
I nod my head yes, i feel better with my brother present.
"Words little girl," he says and I voice a timid yes.
"We're gonna set some rules for you," Leo says
"Okay," I whisper again.
Arya's rules:
1- Be polite, no backtalk, no cursing.
2- Eat three meals a day.
3- Spend an hour outside daily
4- Spend a full hour talking to people around the house, no hiding in your room.
5- Bedtime is ten pm.
6- Ask for permission before having sweets and candy.
7- Personal hygiene that includes a shower, clean clothes, brushing your teeth, brushing your hair.
8- No horror movies allowed.
9- Talk to us, it's why we're here.
10- Never hide anything that includes emotions, mistakes, and breaking rules.
"No faiiiirrrrr" I whine
"What's not a fair little girl " Leo ask calmly
"I'm always clean and what's if it's raining you can't make go outside and...and I don't know anyone in the house," I say pouting, I don't like these rules.
"Yes you're always clean and we want to keep it that way. If it's raining then you don't have to go outside and you'll get to know everyone else. If not you can always talk to me and ace" Leo replies his voice is getting deeper, he's taking a new tone with me, a daddy tone.
"And what should I call you," I ask wondering if he'll make me call him daddy, I never had one before and he keeps referring to himself as my CG.
"Leo baby girl. Daddy is a gained title not given so I won't force you to call me it" Leo says.
I think he just won my respect, I don't think I'll be able to call a total stranger daddy.
"Rules can be added Arya by me or by Leo. If you two don't work together we can find you another CG, just know I'll always love you little sis, and want what's best for you" ace says.
I couldn't help the tears going down my face, I finally found a place where I would be accepted, where I can be me and still be loved.
I went and gave them both a hug too happy for words, I just felt like I made it home.
"Come on little ari it's breakfast time," Leo says and picks me up.
I let out a squeal not used to be picked up or carried I'm short even for a sixteen-year-old I'm only five foot while ace and Leo are around six.
He walks me toward the kitchen and there's people there, I was never good with people. I hide my face in his neck too shy to look at them, he says good morning and starts making our food with me still in his arms.
"I don't like the yellow in the eggs" I whisper in his ear.
"How about if it's scrambled" he whispers back and I nod.
He set me on the counter and whisk the eggs making sure not to leave any trace of yellow, he also cooked us some bacon I love bacon.
I ate my plate quietly liking my food and trying to ignore everyone else. Once I was done Leo got a wet paper towel and wiped my face clean.
"When everyone is done I want to see you in the family room" ace booming voice came after.
I sat and waited for Leo to be done with his food, putting our plates in the dishwasher before picking me up again. He walked me toward the so-called family room, it's a big room with lots of couches and a big screen tv. A fireplace was in there too giving the room a warm homey feeling to it.
"This is Arya" my brother began pointing at me " she's ghost's new baby and my little sister"
His words were followed by whispers and murmurs around the room, when I was busy examining the room around fifteen people came in, I was also now sitting in Leo's lap. How I didn't notice any of that is due to me being distracted easily.
"You know the rules when it comes to little girls at our home. She's also my SISTER " he said stressing the word.
Everyone nodded okay with a chorus of ok boss and yes boss was heard.
Now I need to ask Leo what they mean by rules for little girls and how many other little girls have been around here.
Leo POV."I'm telling you I'm okay I need to find Arya" I scream at the nurse for the tenth time."Sir you just had surgery and blood transfusion, hospital rules I can't even let you out of bed," the nurse says trying to get me to sit down.I was alone in the hospital everyone else is searching for Damien, he's dead meat, just wait till I get my hands on that pig."I don't care woman get out of my face," I say before getting out of the bed, my wound hurt like hell and I still feel weak but Ari is somewhere waiting for me. I couldn't put my clothes on since I had non here, only the stupid, backless hospital gown they slipped on me.I walked out of the room still holding my injured side, the pain was making me limp slightly, but I could take it I had to find Ari.Two more steps and I saw Hailey walking toward me with a bruised face, now I know where she been, in her hand was Arya, clutching to Hailey's shirt and crying."Ari," I say and she takes off toward me, I almost fell once she hu
Arya POV.I just ran away from the worst nightmare, and I'm never coming back. I did it and ran away, only this time I didn't need anyone to save me, I'm saving myself.I heard Damien's voice behind me as I ran away, I didn't have any car or any way to get me away, we're in the center of nowhere. I look around but all I could see was some deserted streets, I don't think about it I just take off running, he has a car but I'm not giving up this time, I'm saving myself.Running around the empty streets I had no idea where I was, no houses, no cars, nothing to help me."Come back Arya" I heard Damien's voice screaming behind me.His ego is too large for him to even take the car, he's just running behind me, he thought I'm still the same girl who was too naive and fell in love with him. But I'm not, I'm not a survivor anymore, I'm a fighter now.I saw a building from far away and I ran toward it if it has someone to help me great, if not then it's a way for me to hide. The building turned
Arya POV.Noo, Leo can't die, I just had him back, he said he loves me and I love him too, I want him back. I want him to be my daddy and take care of me, I want to spend some time with him and have fun again. I don't want to be alone anymore, I miss everyone, I miss my brother, Mathew, Jay, and even Hailey, the whole family.Leo was down, on the floor and blood was spurting from his back, he's dying and I can't do anything but yell and cry. Ace Jumped up and placed both his hand on the wound applying pressure. I was still in shock, too scared to move, I was just crying my heart out, if he dies, I'm following him one way or another.Suddenly I felt my hair being pulled and cold metal was placed against my forehead, I smelled the same smell that hunts my dreams, that cause me all kind of fear and nightmares, it's Damien smell."Let me go, let me go please" I whisper beg, this can't be happening again."Welcome back my little pet, we have so much to catch on" he whispers in his cold whi
Leo POV.I couldn't believe what I just heard, Ari wants to see me, she's asking for me. Maybe I haven't messed up as much as I thought I did. But a target on my back wasn't good news, it's not the first time one of us has a target on their back. I'll live through it, we always do, it's us against the world, and I'll do anything to keep Ari safe, to have her back.The long drive home was drowned by my thought if Ari takes me back, I'm taking her to fucking Disney world, anything to make it to her. I park my car and run inside, I just want to see Ari, I'll beg for her forgiveness if I have to, she's my whole world.The house was unusually quiet, it's like no one was here, I know that Mathew and his daddy are off, Jay has been keeping the little away from here since he always wants to start a fight with anyone and everyone, and it never ends well to his bumm.The rest of the family were off to their own business, I think daisy is here along with Hailey. I walk into the kitchen hoping to
Arya POV.Today's my birthday, oh yeyy, happy birthday to me. I'm really trying my best to be happy, to smile, to pretend to be happy except I'm not.Yesteday i saw daddy... leo...ghost... Yesterday i saw ghost that's what i meant. He doesn't mean anything to me anymore, I'm not a little anymore, I'm just Arya.The party, my party is at my apartment since i refused to go over to the family house again. I even volunteered to get the snacks and refreshment ready. They'll bring the cake and we can sing happy birthday to me and be over with it.I went to the local supermarket and got everything i needed, and some extra ice cream for later and in case of any mental breakdowns.I was wondering through the aisles when i heard a voice i thought I'll never hear again, one that i hated so much and wished his owner would just drop dead."I want him deaddddd....." the voice was hissing."He took my girl and i can't have her back i want him dead!!..." he continued.I was frozen in place, i can't b
Arya POV.Time is passing, tik tok, tik tok...I've left Leo, we broke up, i couldn't stay with him. He want someone better, someone who's not broken like me.I'm not a little anymore, i get the tendencies to do that sometimes, go to my little space and feel safe again.But i always resist the urge, i just stop my self, i can't do that. I should've learned not to do that anymore, it never works well for me.Today is just another day, life is passing, i haven't been sleeping, i don't know what a good night sleep is anymore. I sleep alone now, there's no Leo or Ace or anyone else anymore...I live alone, just me, myself and I. What a great life, I'm rumbling but it's the best i could do these days, tomorrow is my birthday, yeyyy one more year of my miserable life have passed.Mathew and Ace are throwing me a party, i asked them not to, i told them i don't want any. But they insisted, they promised me that Ghost won't be there, It'll be just us.I live in an apartment owned by my brother