Hello, my loves, Sorry to have kept you waiting. As with my other books, updates will be once or twice a day. Thank you all so much for joining me again on this journey. I saw some familiar names - Susan, Xienne Gutierrez, Lhyn and Ana17. Am so glad you have found your way to my new book. I hope that you will join me in yet another love journey. Love, J Cruz
Katherine POV“What did Noreen come here for?” Veronica demanded after Noreen left my office. I stared at Veronica, seeming stumped by the question. “Kate!” She cried out to get my attention.Trying to dispel the feeling that crowded my chest after I heard what Noreen had to say, I started shaking my head. “She just told me about the arrival of Mr. Sanders’ fiance.” I was glad my voice sounded normal and gave myself a silent tap.I don’t understand myself anymore. I know I should not care about the fiancee, but the idea that she was real bothered me big time. Veronica snorted. “That woman wanted to cause trouble. I wonder how the arrival of Mr. Sanders’ fiancee is related to you?” I picked the document on my desk and pretended to pore over it while my head was busy groping for words.“Greg had the impression that Mr. Sanders and I had an affair when he came up to my defense. He must have told Noreen.”Nix squinted her eyes at me. “She came here to gloat.” She deduced. I slowly
Katherine POVOliver did not stay long.He only checked up on Erin after he talked to her doctors to get an update on her condition before he left.“So, my big girl is going home,” I told her despite the uncertainty that plagues my heart.I knew that before the big day arrived, I had to tell Erin that we were not returning home to Greg and our mansion.“How would you like to live in a new place?” I asked, testing the waters.“Is Daddy Greg going to be there?”I can&rsq
Katherine POVI was so dead.I thought to myself as I looked into the angry slits that were Lucas’ eyes.Nervously, I licked my lips.“I, uh..” My mind went blank and my grip on Oliver’s phone tightened. I looked at it inanely before an idea popped into my head.“Oliver left his phone,” I said, waving the phone in my hand.Lucas seemed to have recovered and his facial expression took on a more neutral mask.“I wanted to catch him to give his phone back, but he&rs
Lucas POVF*ck it!I wanted to punch the wall after hurriedly leaving Erin's room. My chest heaves as I try to fill my lungs with air. How can a sweet little thing be a product of betrayal? My eyes misted, and I hated this feeling of weakness. Still, I can't help the tenderness that burgeoned in my chest for a certain four-year-old girl - with her cute face and black glossy hair. I hated the man who fathered her. I hate Greg Combs. If Erin was mine, she would never be deprived of a father's love. I will treat her as a princess and her mother as a queen. And then, I stopped short when I realized my thoughts were going into uncharted territory.I already decided to let the past go, but Katherine’s daughter makes it difficult. She keeps drawing me in. Between her and her mother, I don’t know how I will find the strength to stay back just as I promised myself. I hurriedly walked out of the hospital to my waiting car as if putting distance between us would make me think less of th
Agatha Richards“Careful,” I told my hairstylist while she unbraided my hair for my next shot.I am so excited. If only I could pull the hands of time and make it go a little faster so that it would be nighttime already, I would do it in a flash. This was the first time Luke invited me out, and I couldn’t help the anticipation that welled up inside me. This has got to mean something. “Ouch!” I cried and jumped out of my vanity chair to face my stylist in anger. “I told you to be careful.” I lashed out. “Do you know that my hair costs more than your monthly salary?” The stylist’s eyes darted as she looked nervously around us. I almost felt sorry for her. If she thinks that someone will step in to save her, she has to think again. This industry worships the ground I walked on. I am the runway star, and the producers can’t afford to offend me because I rake in money for them.Well, it was all thanks to Luke and his associates. If it weren’t for Luke’s support, I don’t think t
Lucas POVI stared at the building where I knew Agatha was.I looked at my watch and noticed the time.It was seven.My reservation was at seven-thirty. Grandeur is a ten-minute ride, including traffic, but if there is no traffic, travel time usually takes about five minutes.My phone rang. It was Agatha.“Luke.” She sounded breathy.“Hi. I am at the parking lot. What floor did you say you were on?” I asked.
Lucas POVI was stunned when my eyes met Katherine’s black ones, but the startlement quickly changed to anger when I saw Oliver with her. Right there and then, the impulse to march to their table to confront Oliver was strong. How dare he do this behind my back?Whatever happened to bro code when he was here dating my former girlfriend?Indecision suffused me.With each step I took to narrow the distance between me and their table, I felt the weight of Oliver's stare. I am sure he was watching me. He was here to prove something, that I was sure of. Then, I remembered Agatha and her distraught expression, causing me to abandon my plan of making a beeline to their table to confront Oliver. Decisively, I walked out of the restaurant, but not before glancing in Katherine’s direction.I was surprised to see a flash of momentary sadness in her eyes. Then, Katherine bowed her head, denying me a second look at her face. Still, a glance was enough to shake me. Was that jealousy I saw i
Katherine POV“Thank you for the dinner, Oliver.” I turned around to thank him after opening Erin’s room. “You shouldn’t thank me. You did not eat much.” He commented. I thought he did not notice, but after we saw Lucas Sanders and his supermodel girlfriend, I suddenly lost my appetite. The sight of them unsettled me in ways I could not explain. It made me scared. Lucas is slowly getting under my skin, and it bothered me a lot. I sighed. “I may be tired.” I hedged. “If you say so.” He shrugged. “Good night, Katherine.” He said before turning around to leave. I watched his back until he disappeared in a corner. Then, I stepped inside Erin’s room. Erin was already asleep on the bed. I went to the bathroom to wash up. When I returned, I took the foldaway bed from its storage and placed it next to Erin’s bed. I had a restless sleep. Tonight, after a long time, I dreamt again of the same guy. His face was blurry, but every time I dreamt about him, I could not help the feel
Veronica POVI watched my friend meet our boss on her bridal walk at that spectacular spread by the beach. The white decorations embellished generously with varied shades of lavender were most appealing to the eyes.With the backdrop of seawater, the color seemed to translate into tranquility - a soothing balm for my soul.“You look maudlin. Aren’t you happy for your friend? Or maybe you are expecting her to suffer until now.” A man asked from the side.The accusation stung.The mocking tone in his voice left a bad taste in my mouth.Why was it
Katherine POVFor a moment, I thought he changed his mind, allowing doubt to creep in. But living in fear for too long makes one realize that there was a moment when she had to seize the moment and take a risk. Right now, I took a risk when I affirmed his question because he had become hesitant after asking the question. The glassy look on his face made me doubt if he was indeed serious with the proposal. But of course, raising your guard for a long time comes with a price -vulnerability. I tried to mask that weakness by pretending to be impatient, but inside, I was freaking out. What if he recalls the proposal?I grabbed his hand - the one with the engagement ring - to prove that the whole thing was not just a figment of my imagination. It was real. Lucas Sanders proposed to me. He had mentioned it previously but always tailed it with words that he would wait for my readiness. I realized no one was ready for anything. You take and accept things because they feel right. When L
Lucas POVMy chest pounded as I waited for Katherine’s reply to my proposal. Still, as the seconds stretched into a minute, I felt a wave of desolation washed over me. Disappointment was all over her features. My fingers closed on the diamond ring I bought with her in mind. "I know I did not prepare a grand proposal. I didn't even think of a good speech. I am also sorry for rushing you." I began to explain. It was different from pitching project proposals for my business because this would change my whole life. It sounded like I was babbling. The truth is, this is my first marriage proposal. I never proposed to anyone because no one came to measure up to this gorgeous woman in front of me. No one came close to how she has affected me that even after five years, she was still the only one I wanted. As I waited for Katherine’s reply, I remembered what Duke told me. “We can’t touch Agatha because JQ Entertainment is protecting her.”Now, the faceless man who dared to antagonize
Katherine POVI woke up alone in bed and felt slightly disappointed when I realized Lucas was gone. I turned to the side to hug the pillow he used on my chest, wishing it was him. It would have been nice to wake up and see him first thing in the morning. I was jolted from my daydreaming when the door to my room opened. Lucas entered the room with Erin in his arms. “Mommy!” Erin called out in a singsong voice. I watched her wiggle from Lucas’s arms. When her feet reached the floor, she began to run toward me. She climbed the bed and sat next to me. “You and Daddy sleep without me.” She complained.My eyes met Lucas above Erin’s head. Then, I turned to my daughter to mumble an apology. Erin shrugged. “It’s okay. Daddy promised we would sleep together tonight. You, me and Daddy.” Erin reported.The idea excited me. I began to caress Erin’s head to hide the pleasure the news brought. “Have you eaten?” I asked She bobbed her head. “Me and Daddy.” Then, she stood on the bed to tu
Katherine POV“I am sorry. I shouldn’t have stooped down to her level,” I told Lucas stiffly as we walked back to the bus.Until now, I could still hear Agatha’s rants and the expected whispers from our onlookers.If truth be known, hitting her and putting her in her place gave me immense satisfaction. Agatha shouldn't have insulted my daughter because that is where I draw the line.I felt a tug on my hand, prompting me to stop.“Agatha had it coming. You shouldn’t feel any regret.” Lucas told me.He held my chin and stared deep into
Katherine POV“Well. Well. Well. The sarcasm in Agatha Richards' tone was keenly comprehensible, especially if one cared enough to listen. Agatha was walking out of the function room at the same time we did. And because all doors lead to the lobby, we sort of ended up meeting in the middle. There is no way I could have avoided her, even if I wanted to. Then, she dropped the bomb that put me in the spotlight. “If it isn’t the fiance stealer.” She looked at me up and down, and her nose wrinkled in distaste as if she did not like what she saw. I know I am not as sophisticated or glamorous as her. I looked down the denim overalls I wore at the tree planting project and knew that compared to Agatha, I looked very ordinary. But Lucas’s hand, when it searched for mine, felt very comforting. I knew Agathaa saw how he held my hand and squeezed it. The action sent a signal that he was trying to silently assure me. This seemed to ignite Agatha’s anger. “How does it feel to be taking my
Katherine POV“Put me down, Daddy!” Erin said, and Lucas swung her in his arms before he placed her feet firmly on the ground. “Thank you, Daddy.” She said sweetly before latching onto his hand. She gripped his thumb before she turned around to search the crowd. When she spotted me, she beckoned to me and said, “Come on, Mommy. Let’s go.” There were still some employees in the area, and as much as I would like to clamp a hand on Erin’s mouth, I couldn’t. I have to take everything in stride, just as Lucas had. No flaunting, and certainly no keeping secrets. I was just making things as natural as is. We can not hide forever. And from the looks of it, Lucas had no intention of hiding us either, especially Erin’s existence. I walked up to them. My breath hitched when Lucas snaked his arm around my waist and started gearing me toward the bus. At some point, Erin dropped his hand and ran toward Oliver. “Uncle Ollie. Wait up!” Oliver, who was walking with Veronica, stopped t
Katherine POVI turned around to face Veronica, but she was already walking away. Then, my eyes squinted when Oliver blocked her path. I saw the tension in her body and thought I was not the only one who needed some explanation. Veronica also has to explain the tension with Oliver. From the looks of it, something is brewing between them. “Stare at him longer, and I was an inch from getting jealous, sweetheart.” Lucas' breath fanned my cheeks when he leaned close to murmur in my ears. I stepped to the side to allow distance between us, consciously aware of the people around us. I don’t want to add fuel to our grand entrance. Lucas’ employees already had something to talk about.But my action sent the wrong signal to Lucas. “Why are you avoiding me?” His eyes squinted in suspicion. I rolled my eyes. Here he goes again. “Shh,” I said, trying to hold him back from further incriminating the two of us.“What?” Lucas demanded when he saw me looking from left to right. Then, he sh
Katherine POVWhen we left the apartment building, I was surprised to see a bus with an SF conglomerate logo waiting for us.“Whoa! What’s this?” I asked, not fully comprehending what was happening.Dan Burns got out of the bus to assist us.“Hi, Uncle Dan!” Erin greeted, seemingly unaffected by the sight of the bus.In contrast, Erin looked excited. She was clapping her hands, and her legs danced owing to her undisguised eagerness to jump on the bus.I adjusted the strap of her sun visor before allowing her to hop on the bus. Her laughter rang like a peal of bell as Dan held her hand to help her up.The sounds of her laughter were music to my ears. For the past two years, our lives have been filled with sadness due to Erin’s sickness. I used to ask God why he allowed such a misfortune to come to us, but now, seeing the joy on Erin’s fa