LOGIN~DESMOND~
I tugged at my necktie, letting out the exasperated air I'd been keeping inside ever since she appeared on that rooftop.
That crazy lady.
I just saved her life, how dare she try to take it?
Funny how I'd encouraged her, knowing fully well what awaited me if I'd let her jump.
For the next several years at least, my son would hate me forever.
I wiped my face, shaking my head at the irony of the situation.
Was that really Melissa?
“Dad, what took you so long?” Caleb whined when I got inside the car. “Did you sneak away to see Mum secretly?”
Mum?
What Mum?
That girl, although she shared a deep resemblance with her, would never be Melissa.
My wife died in a car accident two years ago. I'd been there, watching, helpless, and hopeful she would survive.
No amount of money spent could save her. She was gone moments before the paramedics arrived.
Caleb was just three years old.
Such devastating news would, in no doubt, traumatize a little boy.
I’d lied to him that his mother was on a special mission.
I'd told him she would return eventually, hopeful that when he grew up, he'd be able to handle the truth.
I had everything planned until this morning.
Caleb saw the news. He saw a woman who looked exactly like his mother, getting married.
He'd dragged me there, and before we could set foot in the hall, it had caught fire.
How ironic!
The groom fled from the bride.
“Dad!”
As my son called out, I snapped to the present.
Turning to him, I answered, “No. Remember the doctor said not to disturb her.”
Caleb pouted. Folding his hands, his eyes narrowed. “Why was Mummy about to marry a different guy? Didn't she like us anymore, Dad? She didn't hug me when she woke up, is Mummy upset with me?”
I pinched the space between my brows, feeling a headache building up.
What now?
Will my son keep on pestering me about that lady from now on?
I brought out my phone and sent a text.
[Melissa Brown. This morning, her wedding ended in flames. Send me all of her details.]
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~MELISSA~
I didn't go back to the hospital ward,
Why should I when the pain inside my heart right now was far worse than the one in my leg?
I wiped my tears as I stepped inside the house. I didn't return to the apartment Raymond and I shared, of course.
I was back in my parents’ home, to expose his true colors, to put an end to everything.
But my mother and stepfather looked as baffled as I'd been when I discovered Raymond had been cheating on me with Anita.
They were watching TV, laughing happily, the living room echoing with their chatter.
When I entered, though, their joy was gone, replaced by a look of horror that masked their expressions.
My parents looked horrified as if they'd seen a ghost.
“Y-You!” my stepfather shot to his feet, trembling as he pointed at me. “Y-You… You!”
He could utter no other words, while my mother sat still, stunned and silent.
Her eyes raked over my tattered wedding dress, her fingers shaking as she gripped the chair’s handle.
Why did they look so scared and confused?
Weren't they supposed to be relieved, happy in fact that I was alive?
Were my mother and stepfather supposed to be watching TV happily when they weren't even sure whether I was alive or not?
They were present in the wedding hall.
They'd also fled with the crowd.
Did nobody even care to come back for my body if at least I’d ended up dead?
“Dad, Mum, we’re home!”
Anita’s voice rang from the doorway, a few steps behind me.
Raymond announced, “I’ve brought home expensive wine tonight, your favorite Dad. We will celebrate my upcoming wedding with Anita!”
His words made my heart tremble.
Despite witnessing the betrayal a while ago, the pain was still fresh, hearing him say those words.
I turned, my tears already falling before I could control them.
Raymond and Anita froze in their tracks.
Their eyes widened in shock, and the bag in Raymond’s hand dropped to the floor.
With the back of my hand, I wiped my tears, sniffing back the rest.
No need to ask any questions,
No need to hear their responses.
Every answer was right in front of me.
The worst betrayal I could ever receive was from my own mother!
I returned my gaze to her. She lowered her head in shame.
My heart screamed ‘Why?’
I wanted to demand what I did wrong to deserve such treatment.
But silence won.
Too shocked and traumatized, I feared demanding those answers would only worsen my heartbreak.
They'd tell me things that could drive me back to that rooftop and end my life for real.
“Well, you know now.” Anita broke the silence.
Her lips curled into a scornful smile, and she folded her hands across her chest. “You can get out since this isn't your father’s house. You were never welcomed here anyway—”
“Anita.” Raymond held her hand as if to stop her from speaking further.
His shock was gone, replaced by a hesitant look, almost reflecting remorse.
Anita snatched her hand from him and threw him a glare. “What for? There's no need to pretend anymore, right? Should I also tell her that I'm pregnant with your baby?”
“That’s enough,” Raymond said, his voice helpless and defeated.
He stepped forward, searching my eyes. “Look, Melissa. I-I never loved you—”
PAK!
Before he finished speaking, my palm landed on his cheek, the hot slap resounding inside the room.
I wiped my tears furiously. “If you never loved me, you could say it from the start! Why wait for the wedding day? Why did you try to get rid of me!?”
“Because you left me with no other choice.” Raymond rubbed his cheek, his eyes turning cold.
~MELISSA~I watched Patricia's face break into several cracks, her lip dropping low. I had never seen that number of wrinkles appear in her face all in one time ever before."What... did you say?" She finally found her voice, drawing a little bit away from us.I let out a sigh and flew my chin up. "I do not want my company to partner with Raymond's."There was a short stiff silence that followed, then I heard Raymond sniffle out a low polite chuckle. "Please, it's not a proble–"But Patricia raised a hand and he swallowed his words like a dog. She finished filling her glass and pulled it off the stool before walking back towards the center without looking up."YOUR company?" She asked, giving her drink a slow swirling shake. She sighed as if she suddenly held back what she had wanted to say for some reason."And might I ask what reasons there are for you to not want to accept this offer?""Partnership deals aren't what I need for my scheme currently. Even if I should consider it,
~MELISSA~“Is Desmond here to save you now?” he growled as I struggled to free myself from him. But the more I struggled, the tighter he squeezed my arm, making it harder to get him off.“Let go of me, asshole!”“Hm… I’ve never imagined a view of you from this angle. " He tilted his head to the side. “ It’s priceless!”“Ugh!” I threw my hand toward him, but he caught my wrist only a few inches away from his cheek.I regretted it immediately. I howled as he nailed the only free hand I had left to the wall, having me completely stiffened.“I swear to God, Richard, I’m going to—”“You still can’t watch your mouth, can you?” he snapped. “I’ve ignored and endured a lot of your nuisance for a long time, Melissa, and it’s only because somehow, you’ve caught my eye…” His breath fanned my cheek, and I turned my face away from him, my frown growing angrier, my chest beating faster with fright.“Your blind eyes!” I insisted, and he scoffed in response.“Of course I knew you'd come with a good co
~MELISSA~“Mummy, when’s Dad gonna be back?”“I don’t know,” I murmured without looking away from the laptop, my fingers sliding continuously over the keys.“Why don’t you know?”I looked down at him, unsure what to tell him -apart from 'leave me the hell alone', which I obviously couldn’t say.I began to wonder if this is what it felt like for those women, when their husbands start sleeping around and they're left to feed out excuses to their children.I shook my head and started typing.Just then, I thought I heard Desmond’s voice, and seconds later he came pushing through the dining room curtains.“Dad!” Caleb screamed and rushed to him while I returned my attention to my screen, deliberately nonchalant.“I got you a little fish pet,” Desmond said. “Wanna go see it downstairs?”“Of course!” Caleb’s excitement almost deafened me before he ran off."Don't you think he's too small to handle a fish pet?" I asked without looking off my computer."That's why he got a nanny!"My hand rema
~DESMOND~I felt like my head was about to split open.I had to hold it together with one hand as I rose off my back.My stomach churned violently, the sour taste in my mouth making me gag as I squeezed my eyes shut. I was quick to fight it back. I groaned, dropped back to the bed, then rolled to my side, clutching my head again, only to pause when my hand brushed against the unfamiliar print pattern of the sheets.I forced myself upright, every movement sending a sharp pulse of pain through my skull. I looked down at the thick brown sheets and slowly took in my surroundings, catching a faint citrus scent in the air. A scent that was familiar. Yes! It's a scent that always followed Claudia.My chest tightened and my eyes squinted.Fragments of last night slipped back into my head - our glasses clinking, the laughter, my own voice sounding louder than it should have, the burn of alcohol sliding down my throat. Regret followed immediately.“Claudia…” I muttered.My voice was low and
~DESMOND~“All right, good night,” Claudia announced from the door she was still holding open, but my eyes were down on the pen I was spinning in my hand, my mind far in thought.“Good night,” she said again.I looked up.“A’ight.” Nothing more.I heard the sound of the door closing but not with Claudia behind it.I glanced up to find her still standing there, upright, hugging her folio to her chest.“You’re not going home yet?” she asked.“Nope!”“You stay late at work a lot these days.”“Maybe I’m just tired.”“Tired?” She chuckled. “Tired of home. I wish you’d grant me more time to get tired.”Because I didn’t want to be impolite, I forced a smile.“Are you okay?” she asked. “You were a bit quiet all through today.”Plus, I also spent full working hours in the office without actually doing anything much, or my usual two to three hours.“Yeah, I’m okay.” I stood up, grabbing my keys. “You know what? I think I should get myself out of here. I’m going out to drink. I’ll drop you home
~MELISSA~I turned quickly and locked the door, as if I were scared someone else might walk in and find me crying. Because what would be my reason when they asked?I slid my back slowly down the door until I met the floor. I buried my face into the little space between my knees to muffle the sound of my sobs.Why did I feel this way? That, I couldn’t understand. I didn’t even understand myself anymore.Maybe I hated that I had to keep hurting Desmond each time he tried to care for me.That’s all he’s really ever done, right?He claimed the lies and secrets were to help me too. But did they really matter?Or maybe I was most scared of the fact that Desmond had been able to reach that part of my heart that had hardened -and softened a little part of it.That was why I felt this way. That was why sometimes my heart skipped at his care, his smile, his kindness, his pain.But I knew myself, and I knew that I wasn’t ready to love. I wasn’t sane enough to. I wasn’t brave enough yet to.And w







