I burst out laughing.
Dornell frowned. “I’m serious!! There’s really just no other explanation. Unless somehow we were drugged, and a lot more time passed than we thought, then– “
“I’m sorry, but is this really Dornell I’m talking to?!” I asked. “You know, my best friend, the one who always has a perfectly logical explanation whenever something weird is going on? Sorcery?? Gods! I never thought I’d say this, but I’d almost rather be talking to Torvis…”
Torvis.
I stopped laughing and looked my friend in the eye; he remained completely serious. Well, this certainly didn’t fit in with Dorny’s typical brand of humor. I had to admit; after what had just been suggested, Torvis’ notion of hidden passageways didn’t seem so outlandish after all.
Besides – if someone could simply walk in and transmute a couple thousand square feet of solid brass (I was guessing about the total amount) into a different material overnight, then who was to say they couldn’t conjure additional ways of coming and going just as easily?
I collapsed into a chair next to him. “Dorny… How likely do you think it is that there are hidden passages within the Estate? Even here in Mannerly Hall?”
He smiled as though amused. “Torvis spoke to you, I see. Veille, I think it’s impossible that there aren’t a plethora of secret exits and entrances that we don’t know about. I mean, just look at the Estate: it’s an emporium of rare and exotic experiences which I gather aren’t exactly street legal elsewhere. The entire operation must revolve around keeping secrets, and I don’t just mean the ones that they’ve kept from us. Such a place would require there to be plenty of ways to move about unnoticed – probably some emergency shelters, too. I’d say it’s likely there are a few places that none besides Madam Dro herself even knows exists.”
“That… could definitely affect our plans for getting out of here” I said, “for better or for worse.”
Suddenly I felt tired. All this talk was going way over my head. “I’ve never even been outside, D. I don’t know the first thing about what rules and customs exist beyond the walls of the Estate. Can you even be sure that molestation isn’t common everywhere you go? Because I sure as hell can’t.”
I closed my eyes, letting my head fall back. “Sometimes I wonder if escape is really worth all this effort” I murmured. “Maybe we’d all be happier if they’d just told us we were slaves from the very beginning. At least then it wouldn’t have come as a shock. Perhaps… Perhaps even knowing better is the cruelest punishment of them all.”
Dornell was silent for several moments. Then, I felt his arm wrap around my shoulders and give them a squeeze.
“Don’t talk like that” he quietly demanded, “don’t ever.”
It wasn’t very long before one of the maidens found us like that. His thick arms crossed in front of a chest built like a barrel, and it seemed that before I could even blink we were shuttled off to another part of the Hall and made to practice a dance we’d already done ten-thousand times before.
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A sinister shape moved in the shadows…
My hands and legs were bound with ropes of darkness. The darkness writhed, like an eel, seeking to cloister my mouth and eyes with its suffocating grasp – and all the while those eyes continued watching me, ever present, ever intense, their desire unclear.
I tried to move, but it was useless. An animalistic terror took hold of my mind and squeezed, squeezed it until I felt my adrenaline run dry and only the hopelessness of death continued to engulf me.
The dark shape was moving closer to me now. When its face came into view, I wanted to wail; not a face at all, not really, more of a blank spot that itched painfully at my memory. Was the face feminine? Masculine? Animal? Machine, even? I felt that I should know it from somewhere even as it appeared to me now, cloaked in shadow; that if only I could see the mask it usually wore during the day, then I could name it for what it was… or for what it claimed to be… an unmasking performed in reverse. But even without, I knew that I had met this demon somewhere before.
And those fiery eyes staring at me from beyond it… What terrible beast or god did those eyes belong to?
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A scream erupted from my lips as I awoke, shivering and sweaty – but made no sound. A hand was pressed firmly over my mouth, preventing me; I stared, numbed by fear, at the darkness above my head, until soon a face swam into view with eyes bulging equally to my own.
Maiden Threwon looked around herself frantically. I was in the bunk room, I realized, still lying upon my bed. It was the dead of night.
She hissed quietly to me as a warning. Then, slowly, she removed her hand from my face, letting me breathe again.
“Scream and you’ll regret it” she warned me, her eyes harsh like diamonds.
“L… Lady?” I choked, staring at her in disbelief. “What are you… What are you doing in here? What time is it?”
“Not the time for that” she said simply. “Listen; I need you to do something for me. I meant what I said to you the last time we spoke, do you remember? Meet me just outside the lunchroom tomorrow before your first bite of food. Make an excuse to leave and say you’ll be right back. It won’t take very long.”
“What are you– “
But then, maiden Threwon was gone. I barely heard the rustle of her clothing as she swung down from the bunk. I heard the door to the chamber whisk open moments later, and saw the dim bit of light floating in from the hallway before she closed it again.
Faint footsteps sounded briefly outside before vanishing away too – and then suddenly, all was quiet and still in the night once more.
I practically sprinted back into the lunch room where the others were setting their plates aside. All faces turned to look at me abruptly, some looking alarmed; even Dornell’s eyes were wider than usual.I gave them all a gigantic smile, and I truly meant it.Elodie glided over to me with astounding speed. “Where have you been? I’ve been worried about you, what happened?”“Veille wasn’t back yet?” I heard Syrieze mumble to Torvis, who shrugged. I ignored them both.“I met with Severo! He told me so many things, like how he and Threwon actually want to help us escape. But that’s not all; he also said it will be a lot ha
“There are things going on within these walls that you don’t know about. I didn’t, either, and I’m probably still not even supposed to. But I’ve seen things, Veille – things I’ve only witnessed by living as long as I have and wandering where I’m not supposed to. Perhaps Madam Dro and the other administrators see no harm in one old, foolish man, and I aim to keep it that way. With any luck I’ll be able to take those things I’ve seen to my grave without it being any sooner for it. But there are some things you’ll need to know if you’re going to survive, you and all your young friends.”Severo’s hand began clenching my shoulder. It wasn’t a painful grip, not for me anyway, but still it surprised me with its strength. “Do you believe in sorcery, Veille? In magic? Well, you need to
“Severo!!!” I practically shouted. My mouth hung wide open. After nearly ten years without a word, standing there before me was the man I’d come to think of like a father. And he looked older; that told me I wasn’t insane.I stepped forward, tentatively – and a wonderful grin began to awaken upon my face, the first sign of life I’d felt all morning.“Quiet!” Maiden Threwon hissed at me. “Do you want everyone to hear?? This is a most inappropriate meeting.”Maiden Severo just continued to
The rest of the night passed fitfully for me. Upon waking to Dornell’s hands shaking me – having only just managed to close my eyes, it seemed – the stressful ambiguity of last night fell upon me like a mess of bodies. I probably screeched at my friend to shut up and let me go back to sleep, only to draw worried gazes from the rest of my bunk mates, but the whole waking part remains a little hazy for me.Put simply: it really sucked, and I felt like throwing up.“What happened??” Ellie demanded after I’d gotten my feet upon the floor again. Groggy, I stumbled over to the dresser and went about grabbing random articles of clothing.
I burst out laughing.Dornell frowned. “I’m serious!! There’s really just no other explanation. Unless somehow we were drugged, and a lot more time passed than we thought, then– ““I’m sorry, but is this really Dornell I’m talking to?!” I asked. “You know, my best friend, the one who always has a perfectly logical explanation whenever something weird is going on? Sorcery?? Gods! I never thought I’d say this, but I’d almost rather be talking to Torvis…”Torvis.I stopped laughing and looked my f
“Hey, Veille! Mind giving me a hand with my bed?”I sat up in my bunk and looked across the room. Torvis rarely said anything to me when it was just the two of us – and myself to him – but today, it seemed, that was due for a change.I swung my legs over and leapt down like I usually did. Today was a rest day; Mannerly Hall was apparently undergoing some maintenance, likely to refurbish the floors and swap out furniture and shelves. This sort of thing only happened once in a blue moon, and in fact, the last day off I could remember having – aside from our weekends – was during the last purge more than a year ago, when it seemed like half the Hall had been uprooted and exchanged overnight.It had taken me a while of scouting around to realize that mostly
Threwon and I stayed that way for what seemed like forever, until doors began to open and the shuffling of morning risers could be heard.She broke away from me abruptly, looking terrified. “What am I… Go back to your room! Now!”I hesitated. The Threwon I had known years ago was evident in her features, but a harsh tint of reality now began to return, and I feared that soon, the teacher I liked would again be replaced by our stern overseer.There was so much more to say, but not enough time. Time, damnit! Still, I managed to say the first thing that came to mind in a shaking voice: “So you really
“You know the one thing that gets under my skin the most? The way that you lie.”Maiden Threwon blinked at me. I balled my hands into fists and barrelled on: “Oh, I don’t mean all the meaningless things you tell us to keep us in the dark. Those things I can wrap my head around; perhaps you think of it as a mercy. Thanks for that. No; what I really hate about all of you maidens is the way you just. Simply. Squirm.’Threwon’s face had begun to take on a darker shade. Perhaps I owed her sleeplessness for the fact she hadn’t grabbed me by the ear and yan
I had woken up early that morning. Some unseen clock hand ticked past my head at a youthful hour, and without warning I was wide awake, blinking away the sand.I looked around to the windows of our bunk room. I still wasn’t entirely sure whether they opened onto the grounds of the Estate, or to some self-contained courtyard within its dimensions. Dornell would probably know. Either way, judging from the lighting filtering through it was just barely approaching dawn. Sleep had eluded me much of the night, as it often did these days. My shoulders creaked and I cursed under my breath as I swung my legs over the edge of my bunk, hoping not to wake Dornell. Half-hoping.I changed straight from my pajamas into my daywear. I felt in need of a nice hot bath, but also doubted I’d find the motivation to take one this morning anyway.