I practically sprinted back into the lunch room where the others were setting their plates aside. All faces turned to look at me abruptly, some looking alarmed; even Dornell’s eyes were wider than usual.
I gave them all a gigantic smile, and I truly meant it.
Elodie glided over to me with astounding speed. “Where have you been? I’ve been worried about you, what happened?”
“Veille wasn’t back yet?” I heard Syrieze mumble to Torvis, who shrugged. I ignored them both.
“I met with Severo! He told me so many things, like how he and Threwon actually want to help us escape. But that’s not all; he also said it will be a lot harder than we thought. Well, I guess so, I mean we hadn’t really thought much of anything yet, because we didn’t know, but still… Oh! And magic is real, you guys. I’m pretty sure it’s being used right here in the Estate.”
Dornell merely nodded. “It makes sense.”
A moment of silence ensued while I stared at them like a puppy. Then, Zaevia exclaimed, “I’m sorry – what makes sense? Magic? I feel like I’m missing a whole lot of context here!”
“The columns in Mannerly Hall” Dornell muttered as though that explained everything. Zaevia gave him the side-eye. “Come again?”
Ellie was shaking her head. “Wait, wait, back up. So Threwon’s willing to help us after all? Did you actually hear this from her?”
“She was there. Threwon’s the one who brought Severo to me, and he said that she’ll know more about how we can get out of here. He mentioned there are other exits that might get us past the guard. But he also implied that the outer walls would try to keep us in, and that’s the part I don’t really– “
I suddenly whipped my head around as a fleeting thing caught my attention, back within the connecting hallway. My neck hairs stood on-end. Strange; nothing was there now. What was it that startled me? Something I heard, something I saw? Something I felt?
I scanned every inch of that opening, hardly daring to move. Nothing was present; nobody could have been in that hallway just moments ago. It could have been a bug, perhaps? But no bug would ever cause me the cold, clammy sensation now filling up within my gut.
“Veille” Ellie asked worriedly, “are you alright?”
“Yeah. I’m fine.”
I dragged my eyes away from the opening. “We’d better not talk about this now. In fact, don’t even think about it until tonight when I can fill you all in. Got it?”
Without waiting for a response I turned and left the room, leaving my friends standing there, bewildered – along with the lunch I never even got to eat.
~
The rest of the day passed without incident. I continued to instruct Mylannes, Norn and O’mally to the best of my ability, but my head wasn’t even present. Nor, too, were theirs; curiosity tinged with nervousness lay behind their eyes every time I met them, and I began feeling guilty at keeping them in the dark even for a few hours, no matter how necessary it may be.
What was it that warned me to keep these secrets close? Maiden Severo had said something back in the hallway, about how my instincts were well-placed, and I wished now more than ever that he’d explained himself. But I clearly wasn’t fretting for no reason.
I trusted my friends. All of them. Even Torvis, who, I forced myself to admit, maybe wasn’t really so bad after all. I still wouldn’t let him have Ellie, though. I wasn’t concerned about trusting them, or even about one of them letting something slip where and when they shouldn’t.
There was just something about the Estate that made me feel uneasy… I mean besides the fact that it raised and hoarded children for slave-like purposes, including sexual gratification. I felt like someone’s eyes were always watching me. I knew who I had to thank for that; she still haunted my dreams now and again, in less and less provocative ways. Funny, how I’d once inhaled her scent and found it relaxing, even seducing.
Madam Dro was still a highly attractive woman by anyone’s standards. The gods only knew the measures she took to draw out such a response from people; was it in her aroma, her scent? Perhaps there really was sorcery behind it, after all.
Regardless of how her clients felt, however, there was no longer any denying that the Mistress of the Estate was much darker than even her lecherous hobbies entailed.
I didn’t know what that meant yet, exactly – but I knew it couldn’t be good.
My first memory of love came around the time I was five, or maybe six, years old. I remember standing upon a balcony of the Northern Estate, peeking up over the banister and catching my first glimpse of the world that lay beyond. Granted, I couldn’t see much – and what I saw wasn’t exactly groundbreaking – but still, it was something more than I’d ever experienced since the first day I had waddled from my crib, taking to my knees as though they were hawk’s wings and soaring across the marble floors, or at least it was told to me that way.There were fields of green and gold waiting beyond the railing of that balcony. Servants worked in those fields, harvesting fruits and wheat and spices like torf; a
By the age of ten I had graduated from what was essentially a nursery – known as the Ward – and gone to stay with the older children in the western wing. This change was non-negotiable, not that I’ve ever heard of a ten-year-old arguing when being told they were moving up in the world. It was framed as an upgrade, with all the flowery language and notes of envy in the voices of my maidens, when they broke the news. A few looked sad, and that made me a little happy, as it meant that perhaps I was going to be missed. What other reason would they have for being sad? I couldn’t think of one.It did strike me as odd that I was never once given a reason for such a big move. If I’d asked, I’m sure I would’ve been met by answers like “the nursery is too small for you!
I’d already been warned plenty of times about how handsome a man I was becoming, though it was always said as more of a compliment and less with actual concern, of course. I’d never really cared about that sort of thing. I’d jalways ust accept it with a smile and a little bit of disbelief, like most kids do.Now, though…For the first time, I wondered just how handsome I would have to become to have a girl like her look upon me with fondness.Beside me, I watched Dornell shuffle his feet and look at the floor. My mouth felt dry.“Children” announced maiden Threwon of the two who’d led us here, “this is M
“Veille! Didn’t you hear the maidens? Get up!”I opened my eyes as Dornell poked his head up over the side of my bunk. His blond hair was unruly, as per usual – which was a shame, because whenever the maidens did it for him it really looked beautiful.I squinted at him and grumbled, more for show than anything else. I knew I couldn’t be late. Punishment for tardiness was a certainty even at the simplest of times, but it would be especially today, because today was a first for all the youngest members of Mannerly Hall, and almost as important for everybody else.Still. I grumbled because I didn’t like being woken up by anyone.
Threwon continued: “Today each of you will be meeting with actual clients of the Estate, established men and women who frequent our great family. For some of you, this will be your first time meeting them. Follow your upper members’ leads and you will be just fine. And remember your training.”A buzz went through the room at the maiden’s words. Some looked intrigued; others, like Elodie, had no reaction whatsoever. I gathered these were the ones who had met these “clients” before, and knew what they wanted with us.I turned to Dornell, who was frowning. “What do you suppose we’re going to be doing? I’ve never seen anyone that matches Threwon’s description.”Dornell shook his head. “I don’t know. I know the Estat
I stared. All of us did, including the ones who’d been led on this same journey before. I gathered that not every exit from Mannerly Hall was the same, and perhaps this one was new to them, too.Beyond the doorway lay a broad corridor, slanting ever so slightly upward. The floor here was inlaid with emerald tiles and speckled with what looked to be gold paint, or perhaps even gold itself.Maiden Threwon stepped forward through the archway without so much as a backward glance. Like a trail of ducklings, we all filed on after her, many of us admiring the architecture of this brand new place. It wasn’t any more impressive than the Hall, maybe even less so – but it was new.“I think we’re he
A room full of eyes watched us. I scarcely dared to breathe; something in this room was wrong, and surely not only I felt it.Then, applause broke out, beginning with the man seated furthest to the left and spreading its way through the tiny audience like a few sparks among kindling. Madam Dro joined in only at the end, though she also wore a smug look and a smile.“Excellent!” announced the first man. “I’ll take three!” And a few others laughed warmly at what I presumed to have been a joke.“That one!” A woman near the center pointed straight at Elodie. Her face appeared ageless, and she had hook-like fingers. The hunger in her eyes was clearly visible.
My blood ran cold as her words washed over me, and my veins turned to ice. A sudden throbbing awakened near the back of my skull, warning me of an even greater headache on its way.Me. They wanted me, to… what?In a flash, Elodie stepped forward and genuflected all in one motion. She bared her pretty teeth at the assembly, draping one leg somewhat seductively as she let one hand glide along her thigh.“Lords and Ladies” she began a little breathlessly – something very unusual for her – “It would be my greatest delight to perform for you now, in all its sensuality, a dance known to the far west of here as– “&l