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51- I am Sorry
I have been avoiding Avery ever since I met her. If she tries to talk, I make up an excuse and leave her baffled about my odd behaviour but it is for the best if I turn ignorant of her existence… if I can. Even this body is wallowed in vehement caprice, I would never hurt her and commit any depraved act like before ever again. There is a constant devastation storming in my heart and honestly, I am hurting.
I am hurting too much. I want to change but I can’t. I want to love her but I can’t… Why am I so hateful?
I was sitting on the wall of the rooftop, looking at the moon asking why I have such an unfair life. In the world where she could be my faith, she is the end of my breaths.
My legs were hanging outward, looking at the enchanting forest in front of me with my pack roaming a
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Guilty Passion 52- Run Away
Avery POVI removed the hand from between mine and his lips and pulled away slowly. We were panting heavily, I repaid his action and lowered my gaze. I only came here to taunt him for avoiding me but ended up blending in his ocean of misery and no matter how much I tried to liberate myself from it, it drowned me more. After he marked me, I can’t turn ignorant of his symbol of pain anymore.“Eradicate this hatred, Blaze before it’s too late and you lose everything” I whispered huskily, holding his shirt, foreshadowing his predictable future filled with darkness.“What I have left to lose…?” He whispered back. Me. I truly want to reply with this.
Guilty Passion 53- Lost Lovers
“At least try to know his despair, Ashley-”“I have fucking witnessed it.” She hissed. I nibbled on my bottom lip and lowered my head. “Okay… I will leave with Jeremy but for how long?”“Forever. I will take care of things. You guys go and start your lives anew. Don’t destroy it.” She said, “But-”“Believe me. I will take care of it, just do it.”“On one condition…”“What?”“Tell me why Blaze is like this?”“Why is your clock stopping on him again? Leave with Jeremy. Before Brother invades your min
Guilty Passion 54- Nine Scars
Blaze POV:-Deep in thoughts, my mind is stuck on Avery’s protection because Michele is targeting her and it’s not safe for her to be here, she can’t even save herself. I cannot even force her to stay somewhere quietly, our deal won’t allow it and I have to make sure she is safe.After thinking about it for quite a while, avoiding her skeptic thoughts, I have to make things go smoothly and the answer I came up with was utterly displeasing to me now that I have reached the core of my need but there ain’t no way.I took a deep breath and called Ashley, knowing Avery is with her as well.“Hello?” Her voice came.“Is Avery with you?” I asked.
Guilty Passion 55- The Vague Message
“Who did this to you, Blaze?” She asked desperately. “Life.”“Don’t give yourself more scars.”“Does it matter?” My grip on her hand tightened as I leaned in close to her face, when my eyes bore into hers, everything began to reflect the seething and agony which was concealed in my heart and now can be shared by her which evoked unwanted compassion along with something mystifying in her.“No one can provide solace to my empty and painful heartbeats.” I smiled, letting go of her hand and wearing back my shirt. “Because you are not letting anyone.” She said,“You are afraid, Blaze. Terrified to face reality because you know the only life support you have right now is your hatred and i
Guilty Passion 56- She chose me
Why is she messaging me? Isn’t she happily spending time with her lover but somehow when I received it almost made me chuckle and feel as if she is saying it in front of me. I was lost in her adorably furiated words but then-“Alpha!” Dalton came in a hurry. “What?” by the look on his face, I could judge it had started. “Shadow pack have ambushed us!” He informed me. My eyes narrowed in irk, knowing this was going to happen and it’s time to fight back, “Gather, we will fight back. There would be no survivors.” I ordered.I ran out of the mansion and transformed, letting out a howl to indicate to everyone it’s time to fight along with the order to stay away from Michele as he would be my prey.Michele surely underestimated us, it was a one-sided
Guilty Passion 57- With Her Lover
Avery POV:-I was sitting anxiously on the bed of our hotel room. My hands and feet were freezing as my heart was pounding out of my chest in dread. Extremely worried about what will happen, my mind couldn’t comprehend around me well, all on my mind is tension.“Hey… Relax. I am with you.” Jeremy smiled, put his hand over mine. “Jeremy, if Blaze came here, he would kill you.” I mumbled, concerned.“He wouldn’t. We are away. We are not there anymore, We are in Boston. Calm down, he can’t find us now.”“He can find me in hell. This is another city.” I exclaimed. “Avery, You wanted to run away and we did. We left everything behind, please focus on the path ahead now.” Jeremy passed me an ass
Guilty Passion 58- Luna
“Are you alright, Avery?” Jeremy asked tentatively.“No, I am not. What does he think of himself!? Can’t he give straightforward and honest answers like you? Why does he have to twist things? I can feel his emotions, I can understand him more than anyone but this idiot is not getting it. Who is asking to be his couple? I only wanted-” I stopped mid-sentence, realizing who I am with and nonsense I was spouting about Blaze. I heaved and shook my head. “I am going to sleep.”“Oh.. Okay…”I laid on my side and he on his. I closed my eyes, trying to receive some peace but then Jeremy asked, “Avery… can I ask you something?”“What?”
Guilty Passion 59- A Worried Heart
I came back, I heard Wolves can’t smell properly in silver so I wore jewelry made of it and went to my home. “Papa. You used to have silver bullets and a gun.” I said hurriedly.“Yeah… I do but-”“There’s no time to ask, give it to me.”“But-”“Please. Don’t worry.” Papa hesitantly nodded and went to his studies, I closed the door and asked, “Why didn’t you tell me Blaze is a werewolf?”“I thought you knew. Are you going to…?”“No. I am not killing Blaze. Don’t be stupid. It’s for protection.” I said. “Oh..” he nodded.
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