“Avery… I wanted to talk to you.” I said, taking her hands in me, feeling perfect and harmless. Taking her to bed and making her sit, I bend on one knee on the ground, not removing her hands and lose the security of her dedication.
“What is it, Blaze?” She asked. My heart picked its pace, my words stopping at the verge, unable to produce another word, I forced it out with strange numbness.
“I wanted to tell you this ever since I have marked you. I need to say this but my ego never let me and now is the time.” I said hurriedly, lowering my head. She lifted my chin, her voice soft, “Why now?”
“I can’t tell you but please listen.” My words were desperate. Skipping the beats of my heart, I have to continue. “Okay.”
Avery POV:-“Avery… wake up.” A soft murmur reached my ears, making me smile and waking me from the deep slumber, engraving the sensation of strong arms around me. Humming, I slowly opened my eyes and looked at Blaze.“Morning…” I yawned, nuzzling close to him. “Why did you wake me up so soon?” I asked. “Get ready. I will drop you at Ashley on my way to work.” He said. “I see…” I sat up and stretched my arms a bit. He sat up as well and hugged me from behind, biting my earlobe, making me chuckle and turned to him,“You are so pretty, you know?”“Since when have you started giving compliments? When you can’t give me lilies?”
“Blaze was sad, he was crying, devastated, I couldn't see him like this and asked him to place all his weight on me, give his trust to me and let me guide his path and he did. He now opens up to me, shares his talks with me. Saying this sentence to me everyday now: ``Don't leave me.”“He said it?” She asked in disbelief. I nodded, “He gave his weight to me.”“That’s what you ask from him?” She asked. “No. I… asked him for forgiveness for the crimes I never committed. To vanish the hatred for me in his heart.”“You asked for this?” She asked vaguely, not believing what she was hearing. “Yeah...I was exhausted so I asked what my heart wanted and Blaze had a mental breakdown, telling everything about this Bastard Smit
Blaze POV:-I couldn’t bring myself to tell Avery about her pregnancy. My words stuck in my throat leaving me with the inability to let her know. And now she came to know I could only hope she won’t want it. Why would she want a child with me? We don’t love each other, it was nothing but a collision of two hearts.I should have killed this child before Avery came to know about it but I couldn’t bring myself to do it, at the very edge, my actions halted and I couldn’t do it. It was difficult to kill a child you truly want from the bottom of your heart but keeping Avery’s condition in my mind, I know it’s for the best to abort it.She would hate it if I did this. Looking at my reflection in the mir
I stood where she left me. There are many things I want to tell her but it’s not the time for it. With unexplainable suffering which caused a disruption in my mind, I remained silent. Hurting but not showing it.As for the rest of the day Avery avoided me, didn't talk to me, maintained a distance and even went back with others but not me.After coming home, Avery was normal, talking lovingly with everyone, doing the same but she didn’t spare a glance at me which hurt me.She even locked her door so I wouldn't come inside.Don’t do this, I cannot bear this now. It will turn me insane.She didn’t talk to me, and refrained me. Distancing herself without
My step moved to his studies again as I stood outside, holding the door knob and pushed the door open. Closing it behind me, I timidly looked at Blaze with my heart booming. All this time his emotions were shown and felt while I never tried to share mine and I believe now is the time.He was working on a file, looking up from it, he asked, “What are you doing here?” Moving back to the file, “I am busy.”I walked closer, putting my one hand over the desk, leaning a bit. He spared me a cold glance and said, “What do you want?”I took the file from him, making him frown and put it aside. “Listen, Blaze.” I said firmly despite the fact my heart is racing abnormally.I put my hands over his knees and bend on the grou
My whole being stiff in horror as his words made me shake endlessly in fear. A violent shiver anticipated by the fact how heartless he could be, a tear rolled down my cheek. I pulled away and crawled back from him, giving him a petrified gaze. “What are you saying, Blaze?” I whispered as my back hit the shelf. Afraid by his cold words. “There’s no other choice, Avery.” He got from the seat and came closer but I put my hand in between. “How can you talk about killing your own child?” I asked, not believing he actually said these ridiculous words. “That’s the price of our redemption.” I stood up and snarled, “Then I don’t want it.” “Blaze you are not getting it.” I said, frustratedly. “You are not getting it, Avery. A human and werewolf hybrid is almost impossible, you can die.” “I don’t care. Because if my death could save them, maybe then you might realize what love is.” “Why are you getting back to one thing again?” He asked aggravatedly. “Go to hell, Blaze. I won’t abort t
I took Ashley to the hospital, called Gordon and of course her brother. The nurse rushed into the labour room as I waited anxiously. Her gestation was longer than anticipated, it was almost four months. I thought they were three months but hers was four.I was waiting for Gordon and Blaze. “How’s she?” Gordon asked. I pointed at the door. “I don’t know.”“It’s gonna be fine.” Blaze assured and stood beside me but I moved away from him, not meeting his gaze while hugging my sides, flinched by his mere presence which made me remember his previous action as I shuddered and didn't dare to look at his menacing orbs.We remained like this for a while but then he spoke up.“Avery….”
Amid all this hopelessness and extreme agony I gripped one thing- it’s all because of Blaze’s hatred.My heart felt heavy, clenching in someone’s hand and hurting badly. Suffering in a fiery fire I cannot fathom as the weight of the Doctor’s words crush my petite being, leaving me vulnerable with the only outcome which awaits me would be death… all because one can’t annihilate resentment. But I ask, Why would I pay for someone else's deed?Devoid, I went back. I saw Blaze still holding Nathan. To see him holding Ashley’s child with such adoration made me jealous. How he was smiling, lost in him.For the first time in my life, I was envious of Ashley. Envious of the fact that Blaze loves her children but not his own