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Not Your MistressAs I was still on my blog, my phone beeped again, I picked it up to read the message ‘please Sarah I really need to see you’ from Alex, 'I’m done with your ass, don’t call me again' I texted back. I dropped my phone and continued writing. Two days later, I called Dave, I wanted us to talk so we set a time that we both are available. When it was time, I went over to the house, when I got there, he was seated in the sitting room.“Hello” he greeted“Hi” I replied“You said you wanted to talk?” he asked“I said I wanted us to talk” I replied“Alright, let's talk” he said as he relaxed on the chair“I will start by apologizing for my recent behavior” I started“You mean..ah…the one where you cheated on me multiple times with the guy who raped and abused you and yet you still went back and slept with him even when you know he was a danger to you” he spelled out“I know okay, I know I screwed up, I know I have a problem and am going to do whatever it takes to fix it” I sai
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Choked I drove to the river side, parked and cried my heart out. I don’t know what is wrong with me that makes him keep pushing me away each time but wouldn’t do the same when he is with that woman, I don’t know what the heck I did wrong. Why does he always treat me this way? Why do I have to be the one always wanting his attention and yet he keeps denying me of it but he is quick to give it all to his mistress, to a stranger and yet am his wife. When I was done crying, I brought out my phone and called Alex, I asked him where we can meet, he referred me to the motel, I drove straight there. When I arrived, I knocked on the door and he opened up.“I’m surprised you came” he said to meI didn’t reply, I just stepped in, took off my shoes and started to kiss him“Someone’s in the mood” he managed to say with my lips on his“Shut up and fuck me” I said“Yes ma’am” he repliedWe kissed a little longer then I jumped on him, he carried me to the bed, where we continued to kiss as I removed
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GhostedThe next day I woke up feeling a little bit better, I took up my phone to check what time it is and I saw 7 missed calls from Julian, I totally forgot to call her back yesterday. I dialed her number, it rang and after a few seconds, she picked up, before I could say 'hello’ she spoke.“No ma’am, you do not get to do that, you do not get to ghost me like that” she said angrilyI wanted to explain myself but she cut me off“Ah, ah, ah, am not done yet, I called you a hundred times, but you did not pick up, how am I supposed to know you are okay if you won’t pick up” she continued“I’m so sorry, I was just so tired, I slept all through” I apologized“Nope, that doesn’t work for me Sarah, you know that, what’s going on? I have your husband calling me in the middle of the night asking if you were over at my place, you have to properly explain to me why you just ghosted” she said“We had a fight so I just had to leave you know” I explained“Okay then where did you go?” she asked“No
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Eat My FeelingWhy do I care If he called me or not, maybe I am starting to get attached to him, maybe because he treats me better than Dave is right now, maybe because he gives me little attention, which is something I don’t have these days, i just couldn’t help thinking about him, the way he touches me, the way he looks at me, not to talk of the way he fuck me. He pays attention to my body and responds accordingly. When I was done eating and resting a bit, I went a little shopping, I already ran out of some personal stuff, I later went over to the red zone to get myself a vibrator and a dildo, I never needed any of these before but in my current situation, it is necessary. I then went over to Julian’s place to talk to her and have some girl’s time to take my mind off things. While I was there, I kept on looking at my phone hoping it will ring or beep and it would be Alex calling or texting me but it never rang. Julian noticed how often I was checking my phone.“Are you expecting a
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One Night StandI tried to stand up, but my legs couldn’t carry me, it felt like everything was spinning, seeing how drunk I was, he held me to support me, he led me slowly out of the bar and into his car, I can’t believe am getting into a car with a complete stranger and drunk on top of it. A minute later he drove off, after what felt like a 30 minutes drive, we arrived at his place. He came out of the car and came over to my side, opened the door and helped me out.“What a gentleman” I laughed"Careful now" he said smiling at meHe led me into his place. I took a look around“Nice place” I complimented“Thanks” he said as he approached the fridge“Mmhmm” I hummed“Want some more drinks before we start?” he asked“Oh yeah, get me drunk” I replied freely“I mean you are already drunk” he said“Are you a fucking nerd?” I asked“No, why?” he asked“Then shut up and get me a drink” I said“Someone’s still on edge I see” he replied before opening the fridge to bring out a bottle of alcoho
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Take A Shot At MeLater that day, my sleep was cut short when my phone beeped, the beep woke me, I grabbed my phone and looked at it, it was a message from Julian, she was checking up on me. I got up and sat on the bed, cleaned my face with my palm, and texted her back to let her know I was okay. Ever since the incident the other day, she has been doing a routine check on me. I am lucky to have a friend like her. When I was done texting back, I navigated to my call log hoping to see Alex’s call, again I know that was stupid but then I still can't help myself. With every check comes the disappointment, he still hasn’t called or texted back, what was wrong? I have been thinking that he ghosted me but what if something happened to him. Something told me to go check him out.I got up from the bed and went into the bathroom picked up my toothbrush, put some paste on it and started brushing starring back at myself from the mirror, as I did I kept thinking about Alex. when I was done bathing
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PanicHe drove to a motel, paid for a room and dragged me up the stairs."Stay here, take this. Anyone that's not me, shoot before you ask questions" he said handing a gun over to meI stood there confused"I'm going out to get some first aid supplies, I won't be long" he said looking at me and giving me a reassuring look before he stepped out and closing the door behind him"I don't even...know how to use that...please don't go" I muttered to myself not having the strength to speak up even though I knew he can't hear me anymoreI held the gun and sat down, I was nervous and scared, every second that passed seems like an hour. Where was he? Why was he taking too long? Have they caught him? And coming for me now? Oh God. I stood up and paced around the room till I heard footsteps approaching. I stood steady facing the door and pointing the gun at the door. A minute later the door slide open."Shit Sarah don't shoot, fuck! I forgot I gave you a gun" he said shocked to see me pointing a
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AnxietyWe were still in the motel hiding away from our pursuers. I sat down, my whole body trembling, I tried to stop but it seems I have lost control of my body. Alex on the other hand wasn't doing so well, not because of the wound but because he was anxious. His fever has broken. The wound has been closed and he has taken some antibiotics. He has been pacing around the room from time to time and peeping through the window occasionally. He was stressed, so was I. He was without any shirt, just pants so I could see his arms, muscles and Abs. I bite my lower lips and pressed my legs together in an attempt to stop my arousal. I was the very worst for thinking about sex at a moment like this. He looked so strong, with his muscle filled arms just parading shirtless in front of me, calling me to come forward and touch them. I was so engrossed in my imaginations on the things I want him to do to me that I didn't notice when he turned to look at me. Once I met his eyes, i diverted my gaze
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