Chapter One

Chapter One

Make Me Whole

It was all like a dream, the perfect husband, perfect house, perfect life until it all went down to Hell.

My name is Sarah, am 26 years old, married to the man of my dreams, my sweetheart, we were both happy with what we had until it wasn't enough. Our sex life was bae, we used to knock it off every second that feels right, yes used to, because we barely get naked for each other now. My husband, Dave, lost his job with the good company with a good pay and had to take on a lesser paying job and since then he has been all about work and distant or so i thought. It's like he doesn't see me anymore like i didn't even exist anymore, i was hurt and lonely, and that is where it all began, i tried to save myself but ended up drowning even more.

Every night Dave and i were in bed i would try to get close to him, try to touch him, but it wouldn't end well because he wouldn't bulge. Sometimes i stare into space and wonder how we got here, we were full of life before all this, we were so much in love that we couldn't spend a minute without each other and now, nothing. Each night that i was alone, i would cry my heart out, my body was full of need but no one would attend to it, my body yarns to be touched and loved but there is no one there to do those things, for this very reason, i got a vibrator and dildo, but this wasn't enough because i had to do the work myself and it couldn't hug me, hold me tight and kiss me even if it wanted to. The void kept getting bigger and bigger and eating me up, i couldn't breath, I yarned to be touched in a way I deserve.

On one blissful day, I met a guy at a business party, he said his name was Alex, he was tall, well built and totally breathtaking. Right now I really don't know if he looked like that or it was just my sexual needs describing him. He caught me standing around where my husband left me of course, he approached me with an award winning smile and spoke into my ear

"Are you lost, my lady?"

Oh, that voice, the hot breath that massaged my neck, oh how it made me shiver. I turned around to stare at his perfect face, I tried so hard to resist the temptation of kissing his red lips. who is this perfect stranger I wondered, my body was even more excited than I was, if it could jump out of my soul and went to him, it would have done it. He smiled and handed a glass of drink over to me

" I didn't mean to captivate you my lady" he said ever so softly

There is just something about how he spoke, his voice, the accent alone is a boom, wait! did he say captivate? as if, but then it Is true, he had me under this strong spell, I couldn't break free of it even if I wanted to.

"You sure you're okay?" he asked

"Ah, yes, I mean no, I mean, shit I cursed, em, I am just going to sit over here" I finally said.

My heart was pounding and my breath fast, suddenly I was sweating, i meant to leave but he spoke again.

"Are you hot my lady?"

"yes, I mean no, it's spring dorr" I seriously don't know why I said that, I was so visibly embarrassed. I ran off to the nearby table, he just stood there and stared, after a while he came up to me.

"Sorry, am not usually like this" I explained

"It's fine, perhaps it is the party, let's meet somewhere we can talk, say more private" he replied

"Ahhhhh" I said trying to think

"Oh don't sweat it, this is my number" he said handing me a card "give me a call whenever although I hope it's soon" and just like that he smiled and left.

I took a deep breath to relax and gently put the card into my purse. When the party was over, we came back home and Dave went straight to sleep before I could even say or do anything, that is very disappointing.

As I continued to be neglected by my husband, it gave me more time to fantasize about the handsome stranger, the spell he got me under the other day seems not to have worn off, if anything it has grown stronger. I had to see him, I picked up my purse from the table, opened it and brought out the card, I picked up my phone and typed in the number, I paused for a moment to think about what I was about to do before pressing the dial button. He picked up the instant it rang and said

"hello"

I replied him with a "hi"

"You finally called" he said.

"Yeah I figured I take my time" I replied

"Alright then, you called that means you wanna meet?" he asked

"Ahh...yes" I replied

"Alright, the beach bar, 5pm" he said

"Right" i replied

"Would you want me to pick you up?" he asked

"Oh no, I will manage on my own" I replied

"Alright then, see you soon" he finally said

I put an end to the call, fell on my back on top the bed, grabbed a pillow and covered my face with it.

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That evening I came into the restaurant and he was already seated

"Hi" he said once I got to the table

"Hi" i replied

"You look spectacular" he commented

"So do you" i said with a Smile

"What would you like to have?" asked a waiter who approached us.

"A drink, champaign maybe" i said

"How about you sir?" the waiter asked turning to Alex

"Same as hers" he replied

After about an hour of discussion and laughing, he asked if I wanted dessert. Alright, I knew what he meant but I played dumb anyways.

"What's for dessert?" I asked.