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Chapter 81

Was it his birthday?

I couldn't really tell.

But now when I look back I wasn't sure of anything.

Sometimes he made me feel as if I was making stuff up.

He had disenabled me by causing friction between my family and I. I was totally secluded and Jacob was the only person I had.

It was as if he was in my head. I felt alone and the more I thought about it the more I didn't want to be on this earth.

I had felt as if my family had abandoned me. The more Jacob treated me as a doormat, the deeper I fell into depression.

There was no one there to understand me.

Everyday I came from work and focused on the kids so that I didn't have to talk to Jacob.

I just didn't know when the love ended but it did.

It could have been in the beginning of the marriage when he started f***ING Shontel because life was never the same after seeing that text. I knew deep down in my heart I meant sh** to him.

I blamed myself. Maybe I was just not good enough. Maybe I wasn't pretty enough. Maybe I wasn't black eno
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