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CHAPTER 79

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THE SPEECH THAT DEFINES HER

Harvard was everything I'd feared and more.

Three thousand people in the auditorium. Cameras everywhere. Security tight but not invisible. The knowledge that somewhere in that crowd, or watching online, someone might hate me enough to hurt me.

But I walked to that stage anyway.

Dominic was in the front row. He'd come. Flown to Boston. Taken time off work. Sat in the front row where I could see him. Where he could see me. Where we could face this together.

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