LOGINTHALIA POV
CHAPTER 2 “She’s awake. Set the table.” A voice speaks. Cold, clinical, and definitely not Marcus: Carlos's enemy whom I train under and It’s certainly not Vaughn, my tech-genius ex. The voice cut through the pleasure coursing through me, I pause my hand and try opening my eyes. Everywhere is dark. My pulse spike as I realize, I’m blindfolded. What the hell? “You’re playing a dangerous game.” Damien’s voice: Carlos’s right hand. It sounds distant but I’ve played chess and listened to him talk enough to recognize that voice anywhere. Which means the person who spoke earlier was… Carlos? I pull my hand from between my thighs and test my limbs: Legs free. Arms unbound. I’m on a bed, not restrained, and the scent surrounding me is familiar: bergamot and vanilla. My custom candle, the one I make because store versions never match my father’s recipe. I’m home. I exhale and turn to my side. Back to sleep it is. If I'm home, I'm safe. “I’m making things fast and easy for her.” Carlos responds. His voice is much closer than I expected: vibrating through the air right beside the bed. Footsteps retreat and a door closes. My pulse pounds and reality crashes into me. Carlos and Damien are in my home?! I rip off the blindfold: it’s a sleep mask. I blink twice, adjusting to the shadow of a man looking at me. I blink again to confirm I’m meeting Carlos’s dark eyes staring me down. He sits at the side of the bed, arms crossed, forehead creased, head tilted, looking straight at me. I’ve watched him through camera lenses for years, and every time, the same thing strikes me: how utterly empty his eyes are. Like he killed his own soul long before he killed my family. Now they’re locked on me. Fuck. He captured me? “Took you forever to wake up. Bathroom’s there.” He points behind me but I refuse to look, in case he stabs me. You were asleep. He could’ve stabbed you effortlessly, my inner voice whispers. My chest hammers at the danger I might be in. He could have killed me while I was unconscious. 'Could still kill you.' You're not helping dear brain “Get dressed. Let’s continue from last night.” Last night? Fragments of memories flicker through my mind: The lounge. Chess. Taking shots of Carlos’s shipments and sending them to Henry, my colleague. My head feels heavy and my throat feels dry. Finally, I look forward,taking in my surroundings. The room is massive: double the lounge’s size. Everything matches the soul of the man still staring at me with narrowed eyes: black furniture, charcoal walls, slate curtains. But there on the nightstand burns my candle. “This isn’t my room.” He stands up and faces me. “True. It’s mine. Go wash up.” I sit up immediately and lift the duvet...his duvet,to my chest. “How did I get here?” He doesn’t reply. My heartbeat echoes in my ears. “You kidnapped me?” My voice is sharp and accusing. He scrunches his nose as if the word kidnap is a personal insult. Then he steps closer, one knee sinking into the mattress, dipping the bed toward him. He inches his face toward mine and my nose decide to catalogue his stupid scent. He smells like Raspberry melted with spice. Like something you’d want to inhale despite knowing it would poison you. My chest hammers and my pussy tingles, bringing memories of the dream I just had: being touched, being wanted. I bite my lip, air clogging in my lungs. His eyes drop to my lips and stay there, glued with a heavy, unshaking weight. He's so close I can see the scar hiding beneath the trunk tattoo mapping his neck. My loud heartbeat is the only sound between us until he fills it. "If I kidnapped you, you wouldn't have had the chance to sleep so deeply you dreamt of being fucked." Well, Fuck. My blood turns to hot. He reaches down and I flinch. He squints his eyes to look at me before grabbing the hand I’d had between my legs, and he lifts it up. I watch in a paralyzed grip of shock and unwanted ecstasy as he brings my fingers to his lips. My mouth opens and closes as he licks each one slowly, his tongue warm and deliberate. I squeeze my thighs together, a jolt of pure electricity shooting through my core. "Your dream would've been a reality," he murmurs, licking each one. With a final, wet plop, he releases my fingers and disappears through a doorway. Leaving me fucking wanton and heated. You’re supposed to kill this man, Thalia, not fuck him! Think, Thalia! I suck in a breath, trying to track back to what I remember, what led me here: Playing chess with Damien, then him. Blood. I close my eyes and inhale. Carlos breaking his whiskey glass because I threw the game. Stupid trauma. It returned? Three years since I overcame it and it returns in the most dramatic way? In front of Carlos “the murderer” Terrius. But then, a realization hits me that overrides the shame. I’m in his bedroom. Adrenaline replaces the lust.My mission crashes back into focus. I look around for my purse and find it on the bed. Fuckity fuck! My hands shake as I dump the contents onto the bed. Scissors, Q-tips, lipstick. Fuck! What if he found my cameras? Please be here. I need you now. I open the hidden zipper with trembling fingers and exhale! All three micro-cameras still there, adhesive intact. Relief crashes into me so hard my knees weaken. I climb down from the bed and freeze when cold tiles bite my feet. No socks. I’m barefoot!? He saw the gun strapped to my ankle? I turn and search the bed frantically, throwing the duvet and sheets. Thalia, Thalia! How could you do this to yourself! I throw the pillow aside and find it underneath. I exhale a large gush of air but my panic refuses to subside fully. Carlos saw my gun and left it within reach while I slept, vulnerable and unconscious in his home? He knows I have a gun, yet left it within reach? What game is he playing? What if he’s testing me right now? You can lie, my inner voice clarifies, and I nod like she can see me. Lying?I’m good at it. I check the clock: 5:14 AM. I shake my head. No time to ponder. Nothing a little fib won’t solve. The room’s layout becomes clear as I move. The bathroom is to the left of the bed. Another door sits facing his bed, down three small steps. I look at the door Carlos left through:no noise. I look around his room:no CCTV.“Please, Vaughn… Let’s move past this.”His body leaves my hold suddenly and I almost collapse onto my knees before he grabs my wrist to steady me and turn me to him. It’s dark out here, more like an alley than a street. No cars in sight save for few people walking or loitering. The street lamp is dim, but with the crescent moon, I can see the state of his face: devastated. Tear-streaked face, bloodshot eyes, disheveled hair, busted lips, and bleeding hands.He is a mess and I caused it. I wonder how hurt he felt when I broke up with him. Are we still broken up or is it semi-separated? The lines got blurred when I sat on his lap, had sex with him, and still sex-chatted him few days ago. Our relationship is a mess, but I need to rectify this—to fix us.“What on earth happened, Thal?” That’s the first time he‘ll speak with the softest, lowest voice tonight. I close the gap between us with a hug and he returns it with a tighter grip. “I… I don’t know. I’m sorry, Vaughn.”“You were supp
THALIA POVSix years of planning. Four months of haunting. One lust that destroyed everything. I can still feel his wetness on my lips and thigh. The way he groaned staring at my bare breasts, his gargantuan palm spreading apart my legs…“Fuck,” I breathe out an audible distress. I’m royally fucked. Feeling him even with Vaughn beside me.I take a look at who is supposed to be my partner—the one I should be horny for, but he’s as he was two minutes ago: clenched jaw and hands gripping the steering wheel for support. He mutters “fuck” again and I don’t blame him. Hearing a man tell your woman:“I don’t fucking care if you were or still are in love with him. I’ll come for you, and when I come, you come with me as my PA, maid or wife. Whoever it is I say you are.” I bite my lips to stop myself from blushing at those words. Carlos is a bastard.We’re only ten meters away from the club where my life took a huge hit. I can still see its lights alongside memories of what unfolded there. Vau
“I saw him loitering at the staff room so I invited her to you.”Her? Him? Is he trying to make me go insane?“Damien!” “Put your damn gun down, Terrius.” His voice is a whisper as he lets out smoke from the vape in his mouth. He passes me his vapeI collect it and throw it to the floor “She was looking for you” What… My body freeze. I pocket my gun and light a cigarette. My heart rate takes a slow, deliberate calm as the nicotine hits my brain and I take a seat beside him. He grabs another vape and we both smoke in silence. Images of Thalia’s lips on me. The softness of her tits, her hard nipples.I inhale so hard I almost choke on my cigar like a shitty amateur. I throw it away and smoke two more sticks. The calm I want is a far-off illusion. I only see the image of her tears and us kissing. Pleasure and pain.“What are you so angry about, Carl?”Everything. Tasting Thalia and leaving her in the hands of another man. Having Thalia but not completely. Falling for her when I know
“There’s no going back for us, pretty doll.” She struggles and I sit her on the center table. Facing me“Hate me, fight me, kill me, but while you’re under my roof and life—”And there it is: the defiance I love. She lifts herself up at my words, come down and wear her jeans without the thong because I’m holding onto it.She lift up and down at the thong “My thong can belong to you, but my body belongs to another,” she says and head outside.My head gives a long loud ring and face itch. A gun ring through - fuck. She used my gun to break down the door. I follow her out, resisting the urge to sling her over my shoulder.Out in the garage, the loverboy is truly there. “I just got here”She says nothing,just make a move to enter the passenger seat.I grab her hand, pull her body into me and do something to mark my territory—I kiss her hard, fast and deep. Vaughn’s fist connects with my face, driving me feral.My head snaps back and I raise my fist back at him but Thalia stands betwe
CARLOS POVBlood rushes to my cock at the thought of finally seeing her perky tits after weeks.“You’re so bloody gorgeous, Thalia.”The sight of my long-term imagination stops my breath: Nipples pink and erect, fleshed out and round. Without waiting, I tug hard on her nipple, pulling it between my teeth while she throws her head back in pleasure, screaming and scratching my back. My fingers squeeze the other one, causing strain, pain, and pleasure to gush down my body.She’s so fucking responsive. I lower myself to her pussy“Fuck, pretty doll, you smell so bloody good.”Sex and warmth fill my nostrils, then I flick the tip of my tongue around her pussy lips, making her close her thighs together, but I yank them apart. It’s my pleasure to give her pleasure. She’s already a writhing mess and won’t take time to cum. My mouth feast on her cunt,eating my first meal of the month.I place her feet on my shoulders and savor every bit of her. I eat her for the days I didn’t see her, for th
THALIA’S POVHe’s naked. His dick is dangling between my legs as he strips off my mustache. He falters back, calling my name again like a chant, before coming over to grip my jaw, tight. The pain makes me push him away, but he just hauls me closer, pressing his cock against my pants.“Let me go.” I make a move to release my hands, but his grip is too firm to budge and his face is too hardened to care. In one go, my leather jacket is pulled down to my feet. Without waiting, he rip the buttons off the shirt underneath, revealing my chest. My breasts are strapped by a piece of linen visible to him.His steps falter back again, his eyes wide, face covered in shock. My palm connects with his face before I can stop myself. I move to wrap my arms around me, but in a single move, he pushes me against the wall. His naked dick presses deeper against my legs. My body hums to life instantly, easing an involuntary sound of pleasure out of me.“Oooooo mmmm.”“How dare you slap me?!”My moan comes o
THALIA POVThe first sign of trouble is the silence. Especially in an office without the owner.Another full day with the lunatic not showing up and my body doesn’t like it. I thought he’d at least come back earlier11pm. I only wanted to nap before going into the empty apartment. Not like anyone l
Silence stretches too long but I hear shuffling on his end. I sit on his bed, holding my breath."You told him you fucked me," Carlos says. "And that you would do it again."I spring up. "I would never!""Hahahaha!"His laugh hits the phone speaker and fills the room.It’s-I don’t have a word for
The words land to my left. Orio’s voice. Flat and Loud enough to not be accidental.I stop walking.The room doesn’t go quiet all at once...it goes quiet in ripples, starting nearest to him and spreading outward until the only sound is equipment and breath. I blink once and again without looking at
Forty minutes in, I watch the second infusion flow into her and exhale when she shifts position, pulling closer to me"Her mental health will be compromised if she keeps on reliving the trauma "Damien in woman form says, as she pack up her bag"She won't "I affirm and they all look at me like I'm







