Chapter Six

Nadia's POV

Julian didn't leave me alone.

He showed up the next morning with a woman named Margaret, sixty-something, formerly a labor and delivery nurse, now a private medical companion. She had kind eyes and didn't ask questions about why the father of my baby was hiring her instead of just moving in himself.

"I'll check your blood pressure twice daily," Margaret explained, setting up in my spare room. "Monitor for symptoms. Make sure you're eating properly and resting. Dr. Chen has my number."

I wanted to refuse. But my blood pressure had spiked to 150/100 that morning, and I'd been too dizzy to drive myself to the pharmacy for my new medication. Pride was a luxury I couldn't afford anymore.

Julian left after Margaret was settled, but he called that evening.

"How was your blood pressure?" No greeting, just straight to the point.

"One-forty-five over ninety-eight. Better than this morning."

"Did you eat?"

"Margaret made soup."

"Good." A pause. "I paid your rent. And the medical bills that came to the house, I had them forwarded to my office."

My hand tightened on the phone. "I didn't ask you to do that."

"I know. But you needed it done." His voice was matter-of-fact. "The lawyer called. He wants to discuss custody arrangements."

"There's nothing to discuss. She's my daughter."

"She's our daughter, Nadia. And I'm not fighting you for custody. I'm asking for the chance to be her father."

"You don't know how to be a father. You barely knew how to be a husband."

The silence stretched between us. When he spoke again, his voice was quieter. "You're right. I was a terrible husband. I took you for granted, ignored you, treated you like an obligation instead of a person. But I'm trying to do better now."

"Because you have to. Because you need something from me."

"Maybe that's how it started," he admitted. "But that's not why I called to check on you tonight. That's not why I made sure Margaret knows to contact me immediately if anything goes wrong. I called because I needed to know you were okay."

I closed my eyes. "I can't do this, Julian. I can't let myself believe you've changed just because you're scared of losing your company."

"Then don't believe it. Just let me prove it."

He proved it in small ways over the next two weeks.

Fresh groceries appeared at my door, the expensive organic kind he knew I liked but could never justify buying. My car, which had been making a terrible noise, was picked up and returned fixed. Margaret's salary was paid without discussion.

And he came to every doctor's appointment.

"Blood pressure's holding steady at one-forty over ninety," Dr. Chen said at the thirty-four-week check. "Not great, but manageable. How are you feeling?"

"Tired. Swollen. Ready to not be pregnant anymore."

She smiled. "Four more weeks if we're lucky. Six if we're very lucky." She looked at Julian. "She needs complete bed rest now. No stress, minimal activity."

"I'll make sure she follows orders," Julian said.

I glared at him. "I'm right here."

"I know. And you're terrible at following medical advice. Margaret told me you tried to carry groceries up three flights of stairs yesterday."

"They were light groceries."

"There's an elevator, Nadia."

Dr. Chen hid a smile. "He's right. Bed rest means bed rest. Let other people help you."

That night, Julian showed up at my apartment with dinner from the Italian place we used to go to when we were first married.

"I didn't order food," I said through the door.

"Margaret let me in. She's at her sister's tonight. I'm staying."

I opened the door. "Excuse me?"

"You need supervision. Margaret's gone. I'm staying." He walked past me into the kitchen, setting out containers. "I got the chicken marsala you like. And tiramisu."

"Julian."

"Sit down, Nadia. Please."

I sat because my feet hurt and the smell of food made my stomach growl. He served me, then sat across the table with his own plate.

"Why are you really here?" I asked.

He was quiet for a moment, pushing food around his plate. "My grandmother raised me after my parents died. Did I ever tell you that?"

"No. You never talked about your family."

"She was hard. Demanding. Nothing I did was ever good enough. But she loved me in her own way." He looked up. "When she got sick, I visited her every day. And one day she asked me if I was happy. I said yes automatically, the way you do. She called me a liar."

I waited.

"She said I'd turned into my father all business, no life. That I'd married a woman who loved me and treated her like a corporate acquisition. She was right." His voice cracked slightly. "She died knowing I'd wasted six years with you. And her final act was to make sure I couldn't waste any more."

"By giving everything to our daughter."

"By forcing me to see what actually matters." He reached across the table but stopped short of touching my hand. "I know I don't deserve forgiveness. I know showing up now, when I need something, makes everything I say suspect. But I'm here, Nadia. And I'm not leaving."

"Until you get bored again. Until work becomes more important."

"I restructured the entire company," he said. "Promoted my second-in-command to COO. I'm working half days now, from home when possible. Because you were right, I don't know how to be a father. But I want to learn. And I can't do that if I'm never here."

I stared at him. Julian Ashford didn't work half days. Julian Ashford was at the office by six AM and rarely left before eight PM.

"I don't believe you."

He pulled out his phone, showed me his calendar. Meetings blocked out, half days marked, paternity leave scheduled.

"Believe it," he said. "I'm choosing differently this time. I'm choosing you."

"You're choosing your daughter. The heir to your empire."

"I'm choosing both of you." His voice was firm. "And I'll keep choosing you until you believe me."

My phone buzzed. Margaret: " BP check in morning. Get rest." 

Julian saw it. "Bed. Now."

"You can't order me around."

"I can when your blood pressure depends on it." He stood, started clearing dishes. "Go. I'll clean up and sleep on the couch."

I should have argued. Should have kicked him out. But I was exhausted, and the apartment felt less empty with him in it.

"One night," I said. "That's all."

He smiled, soft and real. "One night is a start.”