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CHAPTER 10
PATRICIA POV
Apparently, i meant nothing at all. I'm tired of all this things, seeking for his attention. I'm trying my best just to proved myself to him even though I'm just his second one.
It's already 7:30 pm in the evening but he doesn't come home yet. Maybe he's on Sofia's house. Suddenly, I felt jealous. It's triggered me to know where he is now.
I currently preparing a dinner date for the both of us, I arranged the table set to become more presentable and romantic, I put candle light on the table and some red roses on the floor. I want him to feel that he's the one of mylife. Though he's not coming but still I'm hoping. However, I will wait for him no matter what.
Time passed by, but still he didn't come home and
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