The Reveal

The charity ball came earlier than I thought. It's like I blinked and it was here.

It seems too real. The thought of whether I'm actually doing this keeps coming up.

I sigh.

Sometimes I wonder why it had to be like this. Why Ryan had to cheat, why he had to hurt me so much. Now my life is like a ball of tangled mess. My mother thinks I'm being irrational and stupid for letting go off such 'a wonderful young man'. The idiot of a young man who cheated on his fiancée with her step-sister. I think if it was with any other woman, it would hurt alright. But it won't hurt this much. She is my step sister but she is still my blood. She is still my mother's child, from another man of course.

Eva was brought home one time when we were six. Apparently mother feared to bring her home earlier because she didn't want to destroy her marriage. But at the end of the day she realised that she can't hide her anymore. Sneaking to go out and using grocery s