Share

CHAPTER 4: LOCKDOWN

Author: Iamur_Light
last update Last Updated: 2025-07-18 00:04:00

Noah’s POV

The safehouse wasn’t much.

Concrete walls. Reinforced locks. Bare furniture and black-out curtains. It wasn’t meant to be comfortable. It was meant to keep people alive.

Adrian Vale looked at it like I’d sentenced him to death by boredom.

He prowled the space from the moment we arrived, inspecting every dull corner with something between disdain and disbelief.

“This is it?” He gave the word it a delicate curl of his lip. “I’ve been to prison cells more inviting than this.”

“You’re alive,” I said flatly. “Consider that a luxury.”

He turned to me, one brow arched. “You do know I’m paying obscene amounts of money for this, don’t you? I expected...I don’t know. Something less tragic.”

“You’re paying obscene amounts of money to not get shot in the head.” I locked the door behind me, checked the security feeds, the alarms, the blind spots. Routine calmed me. People did not. “If you want room service and mood lighting, I suggest you survive long enough to go home.”

He sighed, dramatic as hell, and collapsed onto the sagging sofa with all the exhaustion of a man forced to suffer greatly at the hands of his bodyguard. “You’re really not much fun, are you?”

“I’m not here to be fun.”

“No,” he said, gaze flicking over me like a slow undress. “You’re here to keep me alive. And glower in the corner. And make me wonder what it’d take to see you crack.”

I didn’t answer. I checked the windows again, methodical, measuring angles and exposure. Adrian watched me, head tipped against the cushion like a cat too lazy to pounce.

“You’re really good at not talking,” he said. “I almost respect it. Almost.”

Silence suited me. Silence kept me sane. But Adrian seemed determined to claw through it. He pushed buttons like it was a game he meant to win.

“How long are we stuck here?” he asked, already knowing I wouldn’t give him a timeline.

“As long as it takes.”

“And what, exactly, am I supposed to do in the meantime? Knit? Write my memoirs? Plot my dramatic return from the dead?”

I didn’t look at him. “Stay alive. Stay quiet.”

He snorted. “God, you’re exhausting. No wonder you’re single.”

That hit harder than it should’ve. Not because he was wrong. Because it shouldn’t matter. Because none of this — him, this job, this slow, creeping heat every time his gaze lingered too long — should matter.

But it did.

And I was starting to hate him for it.

“Do you ever relax, Noah?” he asked, softer now. “Do you even know how?”

“No.”

“You should try it. You might find you’re more human than you think.”

That pulled my eyes to him. Sharp. Unamused. His mouth curled at the corners, pleased. Like he’d just scored a point in a game I wasn’t playing.

“I think,” he said, rising slowly, lazily, “I might just have to teach you.”

Hours dragged.

Adrian didn’t cope well with stillness. He paced. He sighed. He leaned in doorways like sin incarnate and made comments designed to scrape beneath my skin.

“I could die of boredom before the assassins find me,” he said at one point, sprawled in the kitchen doorway while I assembled something resembling dinner. “Or dehydration. You’re not exactly the nurturing type.”

I set a glass of water in front of him harder than necessary. He smiled like I’d just proven his point.

“You know, I used to think bodyguards were supposed to be stoic and silent, yes, but also maybe...charming. Protective. Swept up in the fantasy of it all. You’re very disappointing, Noah.”

“Not here to charm you.”

“No, clearly.” He took a slow sip, eyes never leaving mine. “But I wonder. What would it take? A please? A thank you? Something more...physical?”

Heat sparked low in my gut. Dangerous. Unwelcome. “Don’t start something you’re not ready to finish, Vale.”

“Is that a threat?”

“It’s advice.”

He laughed. “You think I scare that easy?”

“No,” I said. “I think you don’t know what you’re asking for.”

He closed the space between us in three slow steps, the glass abandoned, his body too close, his smile too dangerous.

“Maybe I do.”

I didn’t move. Didn’t breathe. His hand hovered near my chest, not touching, just...there. Testing. Teasing. Daring.

“You think you’re so in control,” he said. “But I see it. The way you look at me. The way you watch me when you think I’m not paying attention. You want this job to be simple, clean, detached. But I’m not simple. And you—” His eyes burned. “You’re not nearly as detached as you pretend.”

Something snapped in me then.

Not anger. Not desire.

Both. Too tangled to tell apart.

“You think this is a game?” My voice came low, sharp, unforgiving. “You think pushing me will end with you winning?”

He didn’t flinch. Didn’t falter. “I think you want to lose.”

I moved before I thought. One hand fisting in his shirt, slamming him back against the wall hard enough to rattle the cheap frame. His breath caught, sharp and stunned, but not afraid. Never afraid.

Our bodies locked, chests heaving, heat sparking in the narrow inches between us.

“You don’t know what the hell you’re playing with,” I ground out.

“I think I do,” he breathed.

And God help me. I wanted to believe him.

His hands came up, slow, deliberate, pressing flat against my chest like he wasn’t sure whether to push me away or pull me closer. His throat worked, swallowing words neither of us needed to say.

Our eyes locked.

Mine, furious.

His, gleaming with something darker than fear.

Want.

Challenge.

Need.

I could feel it in the space between us, thin as breath. Tension pulled tight, straining to break. His pulse fluttered under my hand where it fisted his shirt. His lips parted like he was about to speak. Or kiss me. Or both.

“You’re insane,” I said.

“Tell me no,” he whispered.

I didn’t.

I couldn’t.

And in the stretch of a heartbeat, the line between protection and possession blurred beyond recognition.

Continue to read this book for free
Scan code to download App

Latest chapter

  • HIS BILLIONAIRE'S SECRET {MxM}   CHAPTER 10: THE FIRST KISS.

    Noah’s POV Morning came too quiet. The storm had passed. The rain had dried. But inside this penthouse, something lingered. Something we didn’t speak of. Adrian moved through the space like nothing had happened, like he hadn’t curled against me in the dark, like he hadn’t burrowed beneath my defenses with warmth and exhaustion and quiet need. Like I hadn’t held him through the night with my arms wrapped so tightly around his ribs it felt like keeping him breathing was the only thing tethering me to sanity. Now? Now he stood by the window with coffee in hand, sunlight dragging gold across the sharp angles of his face, eyes unreadable beneath the fragile mask he wore so damn well. He didn’t look at me. I didn’t ask why. Because if I did, I might not be able to stop what came next. Breakfast passed in silence. Too quiet. Too careful. I watched the tension in his shoulders. The way his fingers curled tighter around the coffee mug than necessary. The way his throat worked when h

  • HIS BILLIONAIRE'S SECRET {MxM}   CHAPTER 9: CLOSE QUARTERS.

    Noah’s POV It started with the storm. Then the lightning. Thunder rolling low across the city like a distant threat, wind lashing against glass, lights flickering once, twice… then dying altogether. Power outages didn’t bother me. Silence didn’t bother me. But Adrian Vale in the dark? That was another story entirely, I didn't know what was in store for me, or what to expect. I heard him first, footsteps moving slow through the penthouse. like he wasn’t sure where to land. I stayed still, watching the faint outline of his silhouette in the window’s fractured light, wondering what the fuck he was up to. “Are you planning to lurk all night or just until I break and beg for conversation, hmmm, Mr Cross?” His voice came softer than usual. No bite. No smugness. Just… tired. “The backup generator will take over in a minute,” I said, trying to avoid any sense of awkwardness. He made a sound, half laugh, half breath, as he sank down onto the couch across from me. And I was a little t

  • HIS BILLIONAIRE'S SECRET {MxM}   CHAPTER 8: UNDERNEATH THE SURFACE.

    Adrian’s POV Noah didn’t push me against the wall again after that night. Not physically, anyway. Instead, he did something worse. He stepped back, like he'd just gotten a hold of himself. He drew his lines in sharper ink. Kept his distance even in close quarters. Watched me with that same unreadable stare, thick with warning, thick with want, and said nothing. Did nothing. And it worked. Because now it wasn’t just my skin he got under. It was my head, my thoughts, My breathing, My fucking heartbeat. I found myself cataloging everything about him. The way his knuckles flexed when he gripped the back of a chair. The quiet clicks of his gun being checked and rechecked, the silent choreography of a man who trusted nothing, not locks, not walls, not even himself. But it was the quiet that got to me most. The soft exhale he gave when he finally sat still. The way his eyes softened when he thought I wasn’t looking. The way his mouth tugged, barely there, when I teased him just ri

  • HIS BILLIONAIRE'S SECRET {MxM}   CHAPTER 7: A LITTLE TOO CLOSE.

    Adrian’s POV Days blurred together in the safehouse. Hours folded into one another like ink bleeding through cheap paper, leaving behind nothing but the same suffocating silence and the endless echo of Noah’s footsteps. At first, I thought I’d lose my mind from the boredom. But then I started watching him. Really watching. And I realized something dangerous. Stillness didn’t exist in Noah Cross. Even at rest, he moved beneath his skin, muscles tense beneath t-shirts stretched too tight across broad shoulders, fingers flexing without thought as if his body couldn’t bear the idea of surrender, not even to exhaustion. His jaw worked in quiet moments like he was grinding down words he’d never speak. His eyes were always scanning, always calculating, even when they looked like they weren’t looking at all. Except sometimes… they were looking. At me. He thought I didn’t notice. The stolen glances when I crossed too close. The flick of his gaze when I stretched, when I smirked, whe

  • HIS BILLIONAIRE'S SECRET {MxM}   CHAPTER 6: TERMS OF ENGAGEMENT.

    Adrian’s POVIt turned out near-death experiences came with house rules.Noah’s face was carved from stone when he brought me back inside. He didn’t say much at first, just locked the doors, checked the windows, rechecked the locks, and double-checked the security feeds like he didn’t trust them anymore. Maybe he didn’t.I certainly didn’t trust anyone right now.Except him.“You’re never alone again,” he said finally. Voice flat, final, no room for argument. “Anywhere you go, I go. Understood?”I gave him my best unimpressed arch of the brow. “You make it sound romantic.”His jaw tightened, but he didn’t take the bait. Not this time. “This isn’t a joke, Adrian.”“I didn’t think it was.” I sat, watching him pace like a caged animal, dangerous, disciplined, furious beneath his skin. “You’re not wrong, you know. I do feel safer with you around. Even if your bedside manner could use serious work.”He ignored that. “We’re done negotiating. You don’t leave my sight again.”“You’re very com

  • HIS BILLIONAIRE'S SECRET {MxM}   CHAPTER 5: TENSION BREAKS.

    Noah’s POVSilence hung heavy in the aftermath.My hands were still fisted in on his shirt. His breath still ghosted my lips. Too close, Too dangerous,Too much.And yet, neither of us moved.Adrian’s pulse thudded against my palm like a live wire, his pupils blown wide with something he didn’t bother trying to hide anymore: attraction, yes! Most definitely! But also defiance. Always defiance.He wanted me to break first.And for a moment, I almost did.But the job, the rules, came slamming back into place like steel shutters over my chest.I released him, almost pushed him away from me. Stepped back and put space between us like a drowning man clawing toward air.“This doesn’t happen again,” I said, voice low, ragged around the edges. “Do you understand me Vale?”Adrian’s mouth curved, slow and bitter. “Oh, I understand perfectly. It most definitely won't” he winked.Seriously?He sure does drive one insane, and not in a good way at all.He smoothed his shirt, cool as glass despite th

More Chapters
Explore and read good novels for free
Free access to a vast number of good novels on GoodNovel app. Download the books you like and read anywhere & anytime.
Read books for free on the app
SCAN CODE TO READ ON APP
DMCA.com Protection Status